9-28-22 -Intuitive information.
I recently had the passing of a parent figure, and one would think that information for slow down to allow me to process the death of my Mom, but in reality, I was estranged from my family for over 11 years. I left them to save myself and my children. My abilities and gifts greatly affected this decision and the dysfunction that encircled my life at the time nearly destroyed me.
I have mixed emotions but having mourned that relationship that truly did not exist in the form I would have liked. I have had to reparent myself to accept that everything that I need, really is in me and that regardless of anyone, I am the maker of my life. Knowing enough that it is my responsibility to adjust as needed.
Which is a work in progress. That is what kept me going “is to keep going”. 11 years is long to time to process lies and deception of whether they were taught or learned, which are really the same depending on your perception. Without going into years of research and self-inquiry, the following is the information that has come through recently..
Tarid- I saw in meditation spelled out in front of me. When I researched this word, it has to do with Genes in the body. Why the guides want this to be known is another story.
I got the Name Kiki. Again, I research it, and means several things. I believe it is the name of a person Kiki.
I heard the song “Blackbirds singing in the dead of night” by Paul McCarthy – when researching the lyrics of the song they have to the Civil rights movement. The strange part of this is that Kiki is also a cultural movement, but again I think it is the physical name of a person.
As of today 9-28-22, I see Kiki Layne was cut from a movie. Does this have to do with the movie? Now from a purely hypothetical viewpoint or conspiracy, this movie could seem to be part of the truth is being shown to you or something else. Being that there is only a trailer of the movie to watch from. I did get Harry Style several months ago, whether I posted or not, I am not sure. If you speculate, this might raise flags." social programmed" is what I am hearing.
I like to err on the side cause, and maybe it is because things are not as they seem. Some day I write about all the strange and the encounters that I had. I have written about some, but not all, because by all counts, they sound outlandish and bat shit crazy.
I am hearing “those that have eyes to see” – This is a bible reference – a quick search makes several references. My thought is that it could be the in a literal sense of the bible or the view that all is God, lord, source, the universe, etc. This is my thought and not the consensus which arguable is a personal view or inner reflection.
So, I have to say this is how my world works, while looking up a word to spell correctly, this book popped up: The Financial crisis inquiry report written 2011, it is currently 663 pages long and one of the lines that I notice is shadow banking – I have not looked at the validity of it.
But the few glances that I did see, raise some questions. Since it is on my phone at the moment and clearly not readable. I have repeatedly seen cycles of collapse – some say it in 2024 and if I take into account what happened in 2006-2008-2010 with different markets there are some clear patterns to a bigger story. I am also aware there are other countries currently experiencing financial issues.
Purely speculation, this could be patterns – Spanish flu- c-virus, great depression - ? An “entire world “shut down for 18 month-2 years in recovery to what exactly? I don’t focus my attention on the what “if factor” because “I believe there is a higher purpose to all things- individually and collectively. And since I work a very real job and walk between these two worlds. I don’t always have the time to read or investigate the things that are presented to me.
This information is in just the last two days. I am off to mourn and take care of family matters, but there is an urgency to some of what is written above.
So, I think this information is trying to come thru too- WHO, WEF, NATO I am hearing scrambling after Reign of the Queen passing.
I got some type of explosion with a blow of heat or air. it kind of like when open oven door and heat hits you in the face and head goes back to back up from it.
I also got image of military march in formation like china, old Germany, queen's guards, color guard? if just the marching.