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Saturday, September 30, 2023

9-30-23 Understand why my soul chose my life, so far/

Recently, I went to the event. Hoping to better understand why my soul chose the life that I had. I left in what seems like a blur at this point. I was there and present, but would I say or think that I had a life-changing encounter and the answers that I wanted, or had closure to some of the most profound situations that I had this far! The event that I went to was a hypnosis retreat with people whom I would consider Masters in the field. 


So I questioned why I didn't have this wonderful experience, and the only reason that I can come up with is that I realized that I already am, everything and a fractalized part of God. What the great masters teach as God/self-realization is that regardless of the past - you are nothing less than everything that has and will ever exist. From a soul perspective, we came here to experience life and all of our self. To remember who we are regardless of what has or is presented. That everything is God and because of free will, people make decisions based on what they know or this knowledge. 


At this point, I questioned whether we are the projectors much like a movie camera creating reality, based only on the reality that we understand or are in agreement with others. Without really going deeper, past the pain, trauma, hurts, anger, and hatred. Before I left for this event I got the following: 


When Man/humanity realizes that no other, nor less than God realized and puts down the arms, hate, fear, and anger - then there will be peace. Arms (guns) war, fear, anger, hate, and puts the planet first with its brothers and sisters.  


After returning from this event I thought about Jesus, Gandhi, Buddha, or any other master that has walked this planet now or in the past to teach this message. How we cast the stones is based on the fact that we don't realize this within ourselves. When it is presented to us, whether it is a negative experience or a positive one, it is because we have not realized this within ourselves. 


That all the people we encounter only reflect back what we can't or won't see as ourselves. The people who played the aggressor, and hurt us the most are just as wounded, if not more, so. This is not to negate the harm they caused, but the deep loss within themselves and their disconnection of love or their connection to source. 


That our separation is not based on outside conditions, it is of self, the one within us. We all have heard or know of the phrase when Jesus said "The Father and I are one" meaning there is no separation. As a small child, I can remember asking God why people don't realize the love that is all around them. It has taken many years and research to understand that question. Since that was not my experience from the beginning. How at five or six-year-old child, I understood this concept of Love and why we are entrained to forget a basic understanding that we dismiss away or when anyone tells us otherwise. 


Why is it so difficult for us to acknowledge our own God self and the Love that we are! That we want to control others or draw conclusions about what is God and is not God. When all of it is. In the Yogic/Vedic/ Hindu tradition, the word Namaste is used to greet people or a person. And you have to wonder does anyone really understands that you are greeting your soul and the soul of another because you understand there is no difference. That all is the spark of creation, and it is you who defines it as less, or equal too. Is that not what all want? 


Did you ever break a glass or mirror (sorry I don't believe 7 years of bad luck) maybe 7-year cycles, and the creation of a 7-day week. Any who! When the glass breaks or the mirror, it is still the same piece of glass or mirror. Much like humanity. Still the same as the sum of its parts. Even the oceans flow back to its self. That drop of rain is the same as the one in the creek or river, that flows down a mountain across the planet and back to the ocean, to repeat the cycle, again. 


Why do we forget? I remember. So why do other people forget, I have searched for that very answer within myself, reading books or asking the guides, to religious texts. I heard the phrase if we move away God you don't who you are. But of course, you never move away because that is who you are. Now of course this is not a general belief or even questioned or taught from the viewpoint of the mass conscious. So the question is why are we trying to separate collectively or individually? When we can never be separated. 


Is it our ego or a mass consciousness of separation and who implanted this idea as such? Is it our power of the self to give sovereignty away? History is loaded with following various kings and queens, religious dogma, or even today's one world order to conform to the ideology of governments or people who believe they know what is best for one or another. 


I was even told at this event that if I didn't release the things that I experienced that it would cause illness and I will have to come back to planet Earth to do it again. But, as I am fully aware of that I have done this many times or thousands of times. Fully understanding that death is an illusion and creation can not be destroyed, only transformed. I had to question what was being projected as me because certainly, it was not a belief that was mine. 


If God created everything and everyone from love and the free will of a person, to God experiencing self, as me or a raindrop, mountain to people choosing to destroy the planet and create illness to the planet or everything that exists, human, animal or elemental, to the very air that is the breath of life on this planet, why do I need to worry about doing it again or even coming back? When from a soul point of view I already am whole and complete and it is a moment in time for soul growth. And I can choose wisely and be the epitome of the truth or flounder aimlessly realizing I have never questioned the basic understanding of who I am. 


Now, if we knew this from birth, which I believe we all do, until it is pushed so far down that we don't even question anything, to then for the attainment of material matters and sheer survival to stay alive - when we repeatedly told there is not enough of anything when not any of that is true or truth and we had just as many people as other civilizations now or then, that we taught otherwise. Jokingly I think, do we think the elite going to clean their bathroom! That is nonsense about things we think or are taught. Because they only hold the position they do or have, because we keep giving our power away to others -well we see where that is getting us. 


We pray for help or guidance, all different things, but do we pray for people to see the light? That we are all part of. We point fingers, One at them and four back at ourselves, but where is self in relation to this inquiry? Blame is responsibility for the creation that we all are witnessing and the lack of wisdom or knowledge to know thy self. I believe it said: to not cast the first stone because it will be returned. Judging another is judging self. Eye for eye (what one does is cause to seek justice or truth of the cause and effect of universal law). Ye of little faith. (trust God and self in relation too) The God within- everyone. We leave you with this for now. Good day. Or God Day. 


Explanation of casting a Stone: a physical object, words, judgment about another or self, action, belief, or behavior. This takes incredible observation of self as to witnessing of self-own mind. You cast a stone before even questioning what happen to that person, for them to be who they are! Lack is a belief of lack and greed in lack that there is not enough for all, I must own it all. 


If God is everything and everyone, then you own nothing because it is all God anyway. And most are not even thankful for what they do have and never question where their needs or wants are coming from. Is it outward or inward? You can have anything but does add value to your soul or spirit. How many times do you dismiss those little things for nothingness! Good day


Edit: I want to note that many of my experiences have not been positive one, to include books, people and teachers. This is also part of the journey, that there is not one shoes that fits all or a single belief system, I will not state that my posts are written in stone now or in the past, as I change, my thoughts or opinion about it, later down the road also change. What is from the guides are the guides words. Sometimes the information is blended with them, as my own knowledge and questions change. If I had access to all at this moment, there would be no need for me to continue because I would have completed what I set out to do. Even what is written is limited that this inward journey and as I am human, and experiencing life too with events happening. Fear gets you no-where and your programmed to fear from womb to death, so challenge it. By questioning it. Do I believe this? 


2nd edit: As for illness - notable they come from three places, past lives, this life for soul grow and thoughts form of beliefs and projections from self and others. I can chose believe what was said to me at this event or just ask the guides or God. Really God is only authority. Maybe I make another post or not, about my own experiences will illnesses. 

Sunday, September 17, 2023

09-17-23 Intuitive

 The following is from 08-23-23 through today 9-17-23. I have no reference point. And I was on a mental break, because the energy is intense from the retrograde and new moon. 

Hearing - Dock of the bay - song

The theme song in the movie Big - Shimmy Shimmy Cocoa Pop, Triscuit for biscuit.

The movie Monsters, Inc. 

I saw four trailers with flowers all over them. The camping-type trailer, not the flatbed kind.

Hearing the Love Boat theme song -multiple times

I heard Corinthians with no number reference

Hearing Caption oh, Captain from the Dead Poets Society

Barnaby Jones? 

Animatronics 

I heard somewhere Brown -first thought Arizona - got on (8/24/23) maybe pertained to what happened at the Burning Man festival. 

Uber? 

Heard oh, Wee little - said in a Scottish accent

something about a thief in the night- 

Heard Eye of the Storm and as a global context - not a storm per se - not that will continue to happen. 

heard Neuropathy - 

heard - find peace in the chaos

Seeing a nano the size of a pinhead. - 

Puddle sticks not fiddle stick 

heard - across the puddle - UK, Ireland, Europe - looked up used as a term to explain US to UK

Medusa? 

I heard a cadence - This reminded me of the movie -Stomp the Yard. but with boots 

Heard saying - Drum roll

Bye, Bye, Bye - by NYSC

Blue Jeans - Lana Del Rey? 

Heard the Daily Report? 

Woodlyn or Woodland?

Saw Kevin Bacon - written out 

Heard- Casper the Ghost

Saw the words- hesitation for hesitation or hesitation equal hesitation

a rabbit cutout - looked wood or cardboard (I don't control what the guides show me)

I was out at a park and heard a helicopter and then to the right I saw an object with a halo around it and realized that the chopper was the same height as this object, like it was tracking it. 

I heard the word Amage - an honor or respect 

Something about a gauntlet - 

I kept feeling like my foot was broken (right one) 

Heard the word Bovada?

Poseidon's Trident? 

I heard - When death comes as knocking? don't know if this book, metaphor, or Song, or an actual death

I am sure if this has passed or in the present: White house side door, four people inside, a person entered to use the bathroom. In another house, there is a woman with Alzheimer's in the house (both times the guides were showing me these two houses to me) 

I got the following two images while trying to go to sleep. One round vile silver tube that was being put into something like a needle gun. Then there is an oval shape with a figure in it when it turned around. These are cloudy images and normally I don't pay attention to them - because I like my sleep. 

hearing - 3x a lady? like the song

heard the word Angst? 

I keep feeling and seeing a soda bottle shook until it explodes - this a metaphor - events going to happen

And quiet before the storm... 

I heard Into the Shadows - I looked up, it is a song- but could a metaphor

I saw an image of a latch?

Again something Biblical ? (what is a biblical event Maui, 911, Fukushima, and Chernobyl are examples) 

I heard the Book - Where the Wild Things Live? I think this is a metaphor, not absolutely sure

Image of Cricut machine?

I saw an image of a Spanish helmet? 16 -17th century 

I saw a Hawk with a hood on it.

Heard - Odd man out?

A pearl necklace

The Sunshine State- Florida

hearing - Binary as in numbers - I did get an image of code that ran from top to bottom and never posted it because I didn't understand the use of it. It looks like code in the Matrix movie. Not computer code. 

Fisherman - name, title - restaurant