11-21-23 Scars

 Sometimes the faces of ones that left too soon come to mind or memories of their journey through life. We often take for granted what is in our lives and the people that surround us, whether they be family, friends, or foes. Each of us carries scars in the deepest part of ourselves, hiding them or living with them the best that we can. We are taught to hide our feelings and push what we feel away. Hearing words like Man up, you are acting like a child, and sometimes to a child, you are too emotional, or even crazy. Invalidated ourselves or others because of what people would people think if truly knew what we feeling. Wearing the faces or masks, as you lie to them and yourself that what happened didn't greatly impact our life. 

Kindness seems to have lost its way in the world, it's been surpassed by many things. We forget that we are human and that life is hard enough without constant injections of judgment that people have no real idea what happening in another's world today or on any day. I often say to myself that I should be more grateful when trying to get somewhere else and even questioning why that is and wondering why I am trying to get somewhere faster than it is physically possible and what is the extra few minutes, because most of my stories or insight come in those few minutes which allows me to share them here. Don't be sad about your scars because someone somewhere has that scar too or many more. Then one can possibly know. 

So be thankful and give thanks for what is in your life, because scars take time to heal. Happy Giving Thanks. 

11-15-23 Guides respond to a question that I asked

 I also want to point out the fact you are spiritual before human, this is just a form that you rather choose for this life to experience life, to learn about the law of balance, emotions, and create with thoughts which of course involves The law of cause and effect "karma", which is neutral. When you hear someone say that you need to drop into a divine aspect of yourself, it is not completely correct. You are divine first, not second, not third, or after this healing or that reading or that person telling you are. You already are. 

This is where separation lays and lies in that you already are, all that is. Because as children what was mirrored to you by your surroundings told you that you were less than who you actually are. When the surroundings, including family, friends, school, education system, and society did not validate who you are, you adapted to fit in because there was no one telling you otherwise. So you fell into the matrix of limiting who you are by adapting to the environment around you. And the environment is Fear based, just watch any media, fear, fear, fear, and people creating fear of shortage, financials, wars, guns, and attacks, and who is creating this, people. Fear is nothing more than an illusion of something or a lack that something does not exist or could not possibly exist when all things exist. You who are reading this exist, otherwise, you would not be reading this information. 

When systems tell that only religious infractions can know god or this master or groups of so-called whatever. Look around you everything is God, did humans create a tree, no God did, did humans put water on the planet, No god did. You fear because you are told to fear and have not challenged your own thoughts on who and what you are, or what is verbalized to you as a truth. You don't question things because again what surrounds you, does not support who you are.

Had you been told and taught, and reminded from the beginning your world would look very different. As a Soul have a human experience you have free will to choose and create within yourself free of fear but have you questioned and challenged yourself to see beyond the illusion of separation and fear? Fear by parents, in your genetics, fear of color, language, sex or loss, death, lack, evil. For thousand and millions of years that is what human have experienced, and have lived that way, it is time to think and questions is any of it true and it has run the course of destroying yourselves and the planet. 

Which of course will never happen, because that is a narrative that comes from other lifetimes where that has happened and is replaying it again, without challenging what is within you. 

You wanted connection through technology and now instead of sending love, you fear what you see because the media wants you to be in fear. You have lived 1000 lives, more or less, yet love, which is the natural state of existence, eludes you, and you could not all be connected by something greater than yourself, that has a greater depth of understanding. Seek to "know" is written in the bible (1317 times) and the bible is one of many books available biblical or spiritual or otherwise Even though the bible is 2700 years old, there is still this wavering, beyond and above finding a reasonable pause for existence. 

When you remember that you came to experience life to challenge your soul in ways that you have forgotten, there will be change and it is within your own heart. Good day 

My question was regarding the use of the word dropping into divine self/heart space, instead of stating that people are a divine being and a soul, as to reflect, that going within the heart and not the mind, as indicated that they become something else vs. embrace who you are. 

11-05-23 Pop goes the Weasel (partly channeled)

 9-15-23 written

I have not felt the need to post. One is the energy of this retrograde and now the planet. Let's just say, oh my god. It's as if a soda bottle has been shaken up and waiting for it to explode to the surface. I would like to say that I have got some intuitive information, but it has come through as just words, and with no explanation, it seems unimportant to post at the moment. 

Behind the scenes, I have been burning a white candle for the souls that were lost in the Maui fires and the wars, because there are enough wandering souls on this planet, as it is. Even with myself on a different coast, with the intention of the fact that I am aware that souls can get confused in the chaos of events like that. Then I saw that several buildings were on fire in China via the Internet just weeks after. Now we can play into that we are in a position for control of the planet or that good and evil due to existence, from people creating fear to the mass sleeping in that they are powerless to change it, which has been running dialog for eons of time. Within the linear perspective of what we perceive as time. 

The fact is that everything was created by one source and arguably one could say well what about this and that, why is God not doing something about it? Well he or she does and beyond what the media is willing to tell you, is that billions of beings and things are going right in the world. The matrix is a common viewpoint, that most can conceptually understand that once, you realize that you come from source and it is realized that there is no true control over anything or anyone, that you have the power to change anything. 

If we look at fear which does not exist, except in the mind because you are taught to fear - by your parents, schools, society, and media inundated with fear verses on how to truly use the mind and heart to uplift, create, and inspire, and build from foundation of love and that all people are the puzzle pieces and not separated, or the analogy from the be killed or kill, winner takes all, mentality. Once you understand that you are all created in the image of God you can change reality. The only thing standing in the way is the self-imposed idea that you are less than any Master teachers who have walked this earth and some still do, to help raise the consciousness of the planet. 

Now you can choose Love over Fear - love thy enemy for they are you. I hear the butts, what the frack, any connotation you want use choose. See this where the view is a missed. Let's say in another life you played the part of the killer, criminal, poverty, prostitute, or drug addict which most likely has been alcohol in the past because it has been here for just as long. And you have those moments, and/or don't questions have been on earth before and little nuances how do know certain things, that I never taught to me. People have told you who and what the things are, that is who you should be. You are "taught" people or things that happen is or are the worst possible things that you as a human, could do. You could not possibly been a Roman soldier from the past or fought in wars that killed people or genocides that have been through history, the destruction of books, or hidden knowledge kept from public view. 

There is a saying that what you dam will dam you back, and the biggest obstacle is unlearning the programs that have created fear, it is not solely anyone responsible, this is a collective effort. Oh, remember that - why is God not sending help? What if it is you and every other person on the planet who are the help! If God created a big puzzle and tossed all the pieces all over the earth, generation after generation and century, after centuries. Even a mirror dropped on the floor is the same mirror. Don't quote me, because it has been 15 years since I read the book of Enoch or in the bible which said that Men were fighting among themselves and God changed the language so the many, could no longer fight against each other. Like we still do this today!

If took the basic kindergarten rules to respect everyone, be kind, share with one another, and be a friend to everyone and to yourself - do you think the world would look differently? Now I can say a hundred different ways that fact remains that you can begin to question, test, or even state it, ultimately you have to look within yourself. And It is up to everyone to question what is true and truth. I have my own fight within, not with the truth, but my own dialogue of why would anyone listen to me or what could I have to say, and is it important enough to anyone else. 

I can hash over the trauma that I experienced this far in life. Tracing the roots to generations before or that we feel entitled to mistreat anyone because we are coming from a wounding from in this life, or past life, from generations of the wounding of who knows what. We think in terms of great, grand, parents or present to future, but who and what were the parents of generations before our knowledge? I once had a Jesuit professor who taught comparative religion as I sat in his Political science class (maybe testing us in class) say we are birthing psychopaths' and I challenged him to prove it. You want to see heads spin. I sat in a room with no less than 10 vets who had just served, and who could tell me differently, but when you take the time and think about yourself, about reality, to think am I part of the problem? 

Man, Woman, or child it does not matter what you call yourself, no god or a God, but something greater is the creator of all things, and if we keep playing into fear of one or another, as it is them, those people, the person, their skin or language, culture or whatever orientation. They can be aliens because I have seen them too. Along with a chopper alongside it tracking it. The only separation there is - is one that you allow into your mind and heart. And if you got this far, sorry for the title I could not think of anything better, or maybe it is fitting since we think we can do what we want without repercussion. {God does not punish, but we will keep coming back to this planet or another lifetime until we do get it} We can take the long road or question what we believe. 

** The following two paragraphs I am struggling to put in a context that flows. So I going to leave them as they are since I got disconnected from the flow of energy coming to me. 

You know the phrase "eye for eye" as in some type of karma, justice, or some punishment for a deed done. Whereas, forgiveness for the wrongdoing, is because lack of awareness of who we are. That does not mean you for forget, or can't walk away. That it is the law of Cause and effect, good, bad, or indifferent. Law of Balance, or Universes Laws. 

Think about anyone who told you could not do or be something, half-cocked, mocked you, or even telepathic picked up information or sensed or felt it. Do you know that telepathic is a natural ability to perceive information, it is faster and quicker, and greater amounts of information can be understood, versus reading a book. Most people make other people's thoughts, dreams, or ideas small due to their lack of belief in themselves or within are own self, due to someone else's perception of what is normal. The only normal that there is is that you are a spiritual being in a human form, created by source, all that is - call it God, universal, source, the un-nameable, it does not matter, and that is the difference between knowing self and what has been created as separation of self.