12/18/24 Why reinvent the Wheel

 The following is a link to a book that is out of print but available by e-book, and partial PDF via Google Books and maybe others. It is simple in text and it is explaining complex ideas. It is one that I wish I had earlier as a source and reference. It is a Channel book and not of ancient text. I am listing it because many of the thoughts listed in the book I am aware of and find somewhat difficult to explain conceptually, and since I have always walked around perceiving, where others have not. I find it difficult to teach something that is as natural as breathing.  

As with any information use discernment.  The book is Soul Integration by Sal Rachele. (note this does not page #'s on online) Since there is a lot of information out there and can be overwhelming as to what the hell are people saying and the mixed-use and wording. I have in fact used the word Soul and Spirit and energy in use in a different way than this book. All is truth when seeing from a higher perspective.  

This information I believe, I called to myself (manifested) because I kept saying how am I to explain these things that we consider trauma, drama, or travesties are both Soul lessons and Soul agreements with our experiences because I have seen things and quite disheartens, at times, as what we do to ourselves and others. And I get upset with many Channels and their sharpness of words as if we have a complete memory of knowing this information on a conscious level because if we did the world would be a much different place. 

And like you and others, I was programmed out of remembering and my use of my abilities, even with it not completely being understood that all people were not using their natural abilities and that everything is a distraction to keep you from discovering who you really are, much like being on a hamster wheel. This of course is not about solely prophecy, predictions, or healing but a way of living to make better choices. To realize that you cannot deny God or source because everything is God source. From the Mother and father source of all that is. When we deny either you are denying yourself as such. 

This is a second book on YouTube:  The Book of Truth and The Voice of Osiris - that language is different in that it is from the early 19th century and semantically explains connections that you will not find in a textbook. This again is to distract you from you realizing yourself. This book connects Atlantis to Egypt and Fall and Rise. This is also a channeled book. These books exist to trigger a memory that exists within the cell memory of the DNA. 

Many Masters and beings surround the earth and telepathically communicate or via physical vessels to communicate with the rising of consciousness of humanity to bring them into what is considered the Golden age of knowing thy self and I AM. We are all one from any point of view that exists, there is no other. We leave you good day. 

10-31-24 Psychic Kids

 These children have natural gifts of being psychic, intuitive, shaman, healer, channels, star children, and move energy. I know that there is a lot of information around about this phenomenon. These are children here to help the world. Which is a rather huge burden to know. I write this because I watched a young boy this morning get upset at the bus stop and his mother walked him back to their home. I applaud her for realizing that something was off. Even if she didn't understand what was happening at that moment. 

I was reminded when my children did the same thing and I was not always aware of what was happening to them and myself, or the depth of sensing things that you can not explain, even if you wanted to. You, yourself may have been this same child often trying to fit into a very noisy world. Since we don't live in a community with elders that help you or your child/ren understand or adapt out of the respected normal. When nothing is normal. These children are often labeled, with mental health or emotional problems, when it really is quite the opposite of many things. Even their food choices and clothing can indicate an ability to sense things. 

These children generally don't have language to express what happening to them.  Without a parent or elder, they may go through life trying to understand or be confused, leading to various problems, that have been deemed out of social normal. These children are like fine-tuned instruments and we untune them to their natural abilities. Unless someone seeks out the information. I am not going to write a big post about these children. Since I have written or channeled context before it can be searched for in the above search box. I will write references of keywords or books that will help them and you in the long run. 

Titles or keywords: Crystal children, Indigo children, psychic children, Rainbow children, hybrids, Magical children, children of the stars. (edit - told add The New Children)

Kyron's book -actually under Lee Carrol -The Indigo Children ( I have heard two versions of this that we started being born in the late 60-70's and again in the late 90's. From the books that I have read one or more dates over 100 to 200 years, we have always been reincarnating again and again, much like the great masters who walk now and walk this human life. 

Doreen Virtue - has written several books. (

Children considered on the spectrum - Suzy Miller - Aweomism ( I have not read this book - only a video and her sincere gift to help these children) 

Note: that a lot of people are speaking out, that they are from this star system only, which is only partly true. When you understand that we are the entirety of the universe. One source, One god, and fractals of the whole and totality. 

Carol Bowman - Studies children and their past lives. 

Edgar Cayce - wrote about these children too. 

I write this because I am one of these children who saw, would say, and knew things and had no one to turn to. I was dismissed over and over again and punished, neglected, and reprimanded over and over again. I dealt with a fear of speaking out or speaking up when people should have been listening and reassuring me, the likewise versus shut up and be quiet and following what is a broken system of a broken world on many levels. 

As I journal and walk between worlds (another book- cannot locate the original that I read) seeing and paying attention to things or others, for whatever reason can not see. The books that I read helped me greatly to understand myself better and what is happening. As for the books, they are limited to the writer's experiences. I understand that most can not write every account of every day based on the sheer volume of the content that it would consist of. We need to untabooed it and realize that it is happening to our children and ourselves. That it is not some crackpot pseudoscience that our Indigenous people have spoken about for eons of time. 

This phenomenon is as natural as breathing and we have deemed it unnatural due to religious persecution or history, or just ignorance. And it is our responsibility as parents to be informed and care for the next generation, as in this one. If ignorance is bliss, then why aren't more people happy - Thomas Jefferson. I see it as this ignorance is a lack of responsibility to account for our own awareness. You of course can not have complete awareness of everything, what would be the point of being on Earth! Earth school is for soul growth, not soul neglect. 

The books that I have referenced are just that, they speak about the subject and not a complete account. Each individual will have their own experience and life story, regarding their life experience, one is not better than another, they are a collective, just as we all are.

10/08/24 Pixels of reality

At this point, a week or two ago, I felt I needed to go to the park to get away from my neighbor, who was driving me and anyone else near her crazy. 129 days of partying and being sleep deprived, countless complaints, and calling the police had reached a point that I thought would this ever end. While she has moved out and finally left, I am left trying to understand why all this happened! 

When I went to the park, I was sitting on the ground just looking around and there happened to be a lot of children there that day, considering it was school day and nowhere near time for school to be over. I have to assume that it was some event or home-schooling event or alternative to regular school in the area. As I sat on the ground I experienced what I would call a pixel reality. I was looking at nothing specific, and three times it happened, as I watched. I saw what I am calling pixels, like when you zoom in on a picture and it becomes pixelated. They were like a block of round bubbles, I assure you I don't do drugs. If I had it maybe it would make more sense. 

So here I am two weeks later from park adventure to questioning why this was shown to me. For a long time, I have understood the concept of being a matrix and have questioned what is real then. Then there is how I wrote that we are a projector of reality, but I was using it in the context of trauma, and repeating patterns in one's life. I did not realize the scope of the actual projection or being the projector of reality. As in being a biological organic human computer made of cells, atoms, and electrical synapses. Does your head hurt now, so does mine and my mind. 

My guides or Higher self kept telling me we live in holograph, I kept telling them that I don't understand. I get the movie The Matrix and understand the games on Xbox or even Sims from back in the day. From watching various movies and my kids playing the games. I even understand augmented reality to a degree. But this is a whole other level of WT-Crazy. This opens the door to even more questions, like Ok what about the blue being and all the other things, that I am still trying to process are they real or part of the holograph and did I just break my head? What is the purpose of all of it? How the hell does this help anyone? 

Now mind you, this happens when I am awake, in broad daylight, and then of course the only person/people to ask are beings that I hear and speak to telepathic too, or verbally out loud. So I do what I normally do, and go search for another person who has experienced this too. Then, of course, I find something online and it tells me nothing. That I can relate to, other than science, physics mumbo jumbo. This purposeful how? To the Guides. 

I should mention that the bubbles of reality, did not pixelate smaller, they became larger. I have used the analogy before were all walking around in our own bubbles of perception and entangled, merging in and out, all at the same time. I don't think I wrote about it on this blog but only theorized in my head and paper, with regards to energy. Where some places hold both negative and positive energy, or assumed negative energy because it has an echo of events or historical events. 

Then me being me, I say I quit this too much to understand. Taking into account that my neighbors are noisy as hell. My apartment is cluttered to no end with books, and boxes and there is not enough space. My kitchen is basic 10x10 and when I need to channel energy when brain overloaded, I generally cook food, to divert the spiritual stuff for physical action. Since my neighbor has left, but seems to have an echo of energy toxicity or myself still sensing her energy and still picking her psycho-ness of dysfunction, and left thinking about what f is happening. 

I am like I suppose to explain this and not sound bat-shit crazy or on drugs. Really, guides! And function too. Then I am like Ok, you show these things and maybe at some point I will connect all the dots. Yet, you can not help me move, find a job, or get me out of this environment. And the answer I get is "You're a beacon"! I am ok, the whole lighthouse thing is not working anymore, after that experience with my neighbor. And I only shared a wall with her/them. Ugh! 

People who are around me have not a clue, and I don't know anyone experiencing what I am experiencing, at this level of reality of Weirdness.  Because I am used to things just showing up that seem like useless information at the time.   And I feel like I have mounting pressure to be more public, and I am what hell am going to tell people, Your thoughts of fear and or desires are creating your reality. How does that help? I am jumping around, a bit. 

Here I am saying, Welcome to the simulation theory, and to what is the beginning or end of holograph and what is infinity. And thinking are we all chess pieces on a chess board, essentially playing against each other? I don't even know how to play chess. 

I have been arguing with someone in my sleep for the last three days, and I am can you leave me alone, so I process the information, if you're not going to give answers to my life questions? As to why I experienced that level of crazy, words can't even define my neighbor, and my nerve endings are what was that. I have seen some pretty crazy stuff over the last 20+ years this was freaking beyond words, zero being lucid to 60, psychopath. 

I should note that I had dreamt of seeing Code. Not that I believe code,   it is written like typing. I am not sure, only from what I have seen on an old Linux system back in the 90's, from a programmer. This code was vertical. I also never wrote about it, because I did not understand the reason for it. 

10-06-24 The Water, rain, flooding, weather, storms, landslides

 I am not going to rewrite posted that I have from the past. I have written several posts regarding water, floods and I did a general search on my own site and water problems go back as far as 2009. You can use any of the keys words listed above to research the blog for information. Other keys words -Volcano eruption, hurricane, tornado, or cyclone

8-17-21 post: Is a reference to weathering the storm

8-11-22 posts with rising water

10-9-24 I keep hearing Avalanche, too. 

08/30/24 Lost knowledge from Grandparents to parents to children. Updated 9/29/24

Things that I see that have gotten lost through the years:

Handwriting - not taught should be regardless of technology. Take a paper that is up and down and turn sideways, now take the paper and turn it 30/45 degrees or half a hand turn - The hand is not meant to write up and down. Something teachers actually knew and taught this once in a different universe. Now print or write script handwriting. If it is iPad turn that too, if you can. Tech people didn't think about it having to move. 

Hanging curtains - if the window is 36 inches wide and whatever length - to have fuller curtains you need double the wide 36+36 =72 inches, as length for they should go 3 inches above rod (with pocket for rod or grommets)  and below the window, depending if you want longer or shorter but are to go past the window sill, which is normally 6 inches. So measure 3 inches above the window and 6 below for short curtains roughly and the distance between, or start by 3 inches above and measure until 6 inches below.  Higher rods ceiling to floor - you measure the curtains going ceiling to floor, allowing for the rod. This does count for overly large windows. Since I see things on the Internet - I am like what the pickle? Handmade curtains have the same application for measurements. 

Blinds you decide whether they're in the window sill or cover the window frame to touch the wall and overhang. Measure the width and length and write it down. If they don't make the size go larger and trim them or leave them it be. 

Stamps in the US go in the top right corner, you open enough mail and you're like what? As for writing the address, it goes in the middle of the envelope, go out about an inch from left from the middle, and start writing, if you can not write script (cursive), print the address - otherwise it will get lost in the mail..(yes, there people and computer trying to read your unreadable handwriting) Business addresses are addressed differently by business name, person or title of who get it and rest is the same as below. 

1.                                      John Doe
2.                                          1234 South Whatever Street
3. or Building name or number(no building or number leave off)
4.                                          Apt or Suite, POB 555, 
5.                                          City, State, Zip code 

What is POB - mail goes to the post office for pick-up, or in a rural area, or Apo, FPO, is a Military post office Box, where again mail is picked up or delivered too. If deployed/stationed in any area, it is still a Military post office box. 

Bread clips - work as labels for all the technology that is behind the TV or computer. And multiple cell phone cords, and the USB cord things that they are selling now. If you have issues plastic issues use masking tape. (Why everything seemed to be USB thing, so you can plug them all in end to end not choked yourself) I really have no idea. 

Color permanent markers, colored nail polish, or enamel paint - work on keys, outlet plugs, and anywhere else that is needed to be able this see this "side Up" or this where to fill (coffee pot, French press, water line), too (on the outside of the container, not in it.)  This work on plugs for in kitchen were lighting in the worst, or vision impairments.

 

If you don't have the luxury of newer cabinet drawers with fancy hinges and are tired of hearing drawers and cabinets banging, especially in an apartment- go get felt sticker pads for the size that you need. Put them on the edges of the drawer or door. One will work, two if you want your sanity have kids or grandkids. 

Toilet paper - The part that tears should face you. Why because otherwise it will unravel and then it is everywhere, if you don't want every piece of Toilet Paper it will be touched everywhere, Literally when shit happens you don't want it all over the floor and on your bits or bottoms. And no the toilet paper does not refill itself or the seat goes down by itself (unless you have a fancy luxury seat), or unless you like your bottom swimming in the middle of the night, after a wild crazy Las Vegas night out. You will find yourself doing yoga. Namaste, you are now bowing in a whole new way.  If you have not learned to keep toilet paper on hand- maybe you like standing in line with it from when the world shut down a few years back and are one of the people who bought a 9 years supply and tried to make money with it. Bad joke  - but happened.

Doors don't close themselves, meaning you close the door with physical hands and do not let it shut itself, stand open, or slam, so if there is a storm - bye-bye door and it is now a Wizard of OZ scene. 

If you don't know, ask someone who knows something, at least google it. If you don't know any smart people.  

Yes, can you learn to cook by watching YT. Chefs did not become chefs for their personalities, thank god some do, otherwise, we have a world of boring chefs. 

Yes,  you can put foil in the air fryer, as long as it is not over the sides and NO you can not use parchment paper it will catch fire. Yes, you get a shortened microwave by a fragment of Foil. And yes, glass can shatter in the microwave, if it is not tempered glass or microwave-safe. 

Yes, olive oil or coconut oil for work as a quick fix for sticky key locks in doors- WD40 is what is really needed. Don't over spray otherwise it will be everywhere. And you will fall on your butt, this goes for cooking spray if you don't spray over the sink or solid surface. It is not fail-safe to go in one direction. 

No, you never leave cutting knives in a sink, they will degrade. Buy a knife sharper. Wipe with hot water, dish soap, and a dishcloth. The dishwasher will degrade them too. 

At this point in the world, you can google or YouTube anything and someone would have posted something regarding it. Even stuff don't want to know or things that one would think are common sense. Just agree that there is no common sense and live longer and maybe happier.  

Yes, you can freeze most food. Don't know google it. (no fast food does not freeze well because not is not real food) I Google it and apparently, you can, unless it is a science project, well good luck on that endeavor. 

Yes, your real wood furniture will get water stains without a coaster. Fake wood will warp. 

Yes, your neighbors in the apartment next to you can hear "all the noise you make", because there is only 6 inches between you and them and your indiscretions, if it is only drywall. Most complex are grandfather in except certain codes.  Installation of soundproofing and acoustic is not one of them. 

Things that don't clean themselves, dishes, trash, laundry, floors, counters, and the bathroom or your bedroom, or the things that you left behind on the floor, chair, counter, the sofa, etc, Ode to kids... or your missing shoe.. And no Google, echo, or AI can not find your missing shoe for you. (Not yet, at least, or a smart house, no power no smart house) 

People who don't cook at home, sorry, but I experienced this. They have no idea where things are in the kitchen, even when put them, there. Their method of cooking is just as unorganized. They bang every single thing as they go along. That includes not cleaning, and putting things back as they go, which is a chaotic mess. 

Cake batters, and brownies with air bubbles - tap on the counter to release the bubbles. Lopsided cake, bread - the oven is not level, you have to turn it half thru the baking, to hopefully, not have a wonky bake good. 

No, you don't need fancy gizmos to cook, your ancestors didn't. Hand stirring is needed, for when and if you need to pick yourself up off the floor because you over spraying cooking spray. Hopefully not, we live weird world. 

Nuts, for the nutty. Storage/store in the refrigerator, (refrig.) Why, because nuts have natural fats and oils in them. They go rancid (bad) - cold allows longer shelf life. Peanut butter - I don't, but you decide for yourself. Not sure smell them, No sense of smell, taste one. Your brain will say get it out of my mouth. 

Herbs, and not smokable ones. Know your herbs because most herbs are natures medicine. They sit on the shelf and only are used for cooking when they are far better and more used to help cure illness or help alleviate symptoms. I am not a doctor, but there are natural medicines and less costly cures for things. If not sure, buy a book and learn something.

 

Tea's, there is a tea for everything, if you look. Another of nature's natural medicines. Know, what season you are in - why, because maybe it is cold season, maybe I should take more zinc or vitamin C. this time of the year, spring or Fall, or another herb. What about allergies - falling leaves or blooming, depending on where you live? The Ancestor did not have Big Pharm or promote cure-alls. Well maybe some did, but with some quackery, comes knowledge of your options. Again I am not a doctor. Do your research. 

My son asked me how do I get all this kitchen stuff, I said, it is normally to passed down to you. Everyone has extra stuff or Grandparents who don't cook for the entire family anymore, until you can buy your own, or save up for stuff that you want to buy because you think you need that thing when you really don't and it is useless clutter, taking up space. 

And there are meals for one or two people on YouTube or the internet. I look at several recipes because I know what I like, taste-wise wise and so do you, or live a little, try something different, or another country. I told my sons that if you plan to travel and learn about their food, everywhere does not have the food you grew up with. 

You can not cut a straight line when cutting baked goods, keep a plastic ruler in the kitchen to use. Cannot get baked goods off parchment, run a knife between the paper and the baked goods, slowly. Never, never, use wax paper - it is only good for wrapping things like lunch, short-term food for travel, or tracing pictures - not really a useful item, save your money. 

There are thousands of other things, but these are a few of the odd things that I see or why is this lost to aethers.