6-15-24 A boy, someone tried to run me of road, Shaman rites

 A week ago I woke up early 4 am or 5 am, it's a blur at this moment. I woke up pushing something from my head area. No idea what it was and turned on my side. To which there was a young spirit child next to me. I am not sure if it was in my 3rd eye or physically. Then I got up and I was like who does this child belong to? I got that I was to call him Peter. I figured he belonged to someone at the Shaman event I was going to. 

In February, I got a message right before waking up about going to the Shaman rite for seven sisters, and knew it was a message to do so. It was planned for March but it got pushed to June because Shaman's translator passed away. Fast forward, I am driving two hours to the place and 45 mins in my driving on a major highway and this man is riding my ass, I break to get him off the ass end of my car that is 18 yrs old and a 4-cylinder at that, as I want to put a sticker on spare tire case, that says is not bullseye for crappy driving.  So it does like going fast. I don't know if I am tired or stupid because I have a new neighbor she is walking and talking nightmares of I don't know what. 

I have gotten that she drug addict, prostitute, and unstable, and now I can't prove any of these. Other than there have been signs, and I am waiting to prove it by her actions. Since she moved in, it has been like a party and banging all day long. Which I filed a complaint 5 days in and again recently. So in hindsight, I am going with the latter that I was tired from walking this storm of person. So back to the man who tried to run me off the road. When I got to the traffic I put my car in park and got out car, the tired or stupid part of me, I walk up to the crazy ass man in a van and asked what is his problem? He told me I sped up so he could pass me. I am thinking, I am four-lane road and a zombie car is next to me. That is what I call  Elon cars. (Sleeper- Woody Allen movie) Sorry, I said one day and it just stuck. Then I politely gave him the finger and walked back to my car. I am thinking, I had enough of people trying to run me off the road or cause accidents. 

Then because he could not get me to move faster, he decided driving around me the illegal way was more beneficial, at this point he almost caused three accidents. I say it is better to have them in front of you than behind you. These are psychopaths of the world, not the dumb person who drives out in front of you. These are the ones that scream out the window, carry on because we are there way, to go nowhere. So I make it place alive and one piece that where they're holding these rites. I have no idea why I was called to go, but I went to meet not one but two Andes Peru shamans. The shaman rites that I got were Q'anchis Q'oto Kuna Rite Seven sisters Pleiadean star. (Eight q'oto there is rite) translated. 

Now, I have read a few shaman books and videos because some of my dreams seem like underworld stuff. Again, I am looking for answers to many things that I experience even in just a day. Oh, I had a Harry Potter "Stag" life-size pop up in front of me. When listen to a Channeled book by Barbara Marciniak (free on UTube) about the Pleiades. This is similar to other channeled information. I suggest if going to listen to or read a book like this do so in parts or increments. Why? Because the information is coming from higher beings of light and the information is like codes to open dormant pathways in the brain and body, hence too much will make you unbalanced if don't ground in the earth/nature or meditate. Experience comes with wisdom, do it the hard way or learn to meditate.  

I am not sure what the stag meaning is yet. I looked up the animal totem for it and what it meant in the Harry Potter movie. Now since everyone has hands in Totems ugh,  they are spirit's way of sending messages to you. They are normally up to you to figure out. Are they guides, a message, and allies that work with you? I really don't know. I don't practice shamanism, yet after going I do have many of the same things that they would have to work with. These are things that I have gotten over the 20 years of studying. I have both rocks and crystals because I will get a message in dream time, rock tell me to pick them up or kind like a beach shell. 

So why am I telling all of this... well I tired people running off the road, first off, and trying to kill me. I am fighting with this work and have grown tired of it or all the energy coming to the planet. 

Whatever the case I need to step back and take a break and I have been trying to manifest a move to a home, and way pay for it and this work. Since I have not worked since my Mom died I have to decide whether to go back to work or continue on this path either way one requires sacrifice of my time or energy to it. Oh, I should tell you I have a bad joke that I now say to spirits that show up - The dead don't pay and the living don't show up and my technology skills are office skills level.  Sorry, I have to entertain myself, and since I do have resistance with this work which I have tried to clear back in September by going to a Hypnosis retreat. Along with asking a Training Shaman about Dark stuff got a look like I had six heads and only one of the Shaman spoke English well after two days of energy work I had just enough energy to drive back home. I could even get upset about noisy neighbors. 

I asked at the event about the little boy - no one claimed him. so here is the information:  he was blond dirty brown 7-8 yrs. old who went by the name Peter. 

A post ago or so, I posted a message to check in on someone if they were in-home care or nursing home. I was vague on purpose because this did feel like a person in spirit and I could not tell if she was astral projection, which is also OBE out-of-body experience - it is what NDE near-death experiencers have when they see themselves out of body. This can be done consciously with practice or not. I did this as a teenager and know that I do it now like a shaman journeying most recently I did it accidentally with someone in hypnosis and not even questioned until after. I wanted to ask one of the trainers but I had already bumped heads with them so that I couldn't question it. 

Today, I did a meditation from someone that  I follow and have known about for years. What happened during the meditation is strange and I am hesitant to share because this is one of many that I have experiences with that I don't talk about. They are what I wanted to ask the shaman about, but it did happen. So I am doing this meditation and in my 3rd eye between the eyes, I see a female head get blown apart by a gun and then I see a right hand get severed, while I am in a guided meditation. I am bringing this up because I don't know the answers and what it means to happen in meditation or seeing it or is video bad, is this link to the Rites and our past life, something going to happen!

I did look up the severed hand and it has links to Egypt and I am sure a whole other ugly out there. Here is my thought on it, if we have 1000 lives that 1000 deaths. If the history that we are taught is right, which is an objective point view, yes I could died that way at some point. Since reincarnation is taught around the world in most places and omitted from the bible vaguely with John the Baptist (just look up) was it one of the rites releasing store trauma or something else? I don't know... quest for answers. 

Here is the strangest part, you who read this now know more about me than my family. Even my kids have no idea who or what I do. That is pretty weird. 

I am hearing the sound the alarms. no idea? strange song (YES) I checked. Maybe we should buy popcorn and watch the news like one of those bad B-rated movies, you rather forget about with the stuff going on with politics. It is like pick your poison. Change is coming either flow it or fight it your choice. It is my understanding this part of history in the future will be looked back at as wtf were thinking. 

Just heard fire trucks.. 

AI is annoying as h e l l with correcting grammar. 

Another annoying bit- on FB why do I care where you've been? Really, do you have any idea the data that is connected to you? Tracking you.  It is as annoying as a video that I saw with a person who had a camera on them all day, just sitting there playing happy music. Talk about creepy. I did not realize autonomy was for sale for someone else to make money on you too. Apparently, No one realizes there is a war on your consciousness. 

So I just looked up who owns Meta previously known as FB Zuckerberg owns 13% of the stock and Vanguard owns the rest. Puppet and who owns Vanguard?? Is illegal for lawmakers to invest in stocks that fund money that are directly connected to Medicare, weapons, data mining, and other agencies that receive money from the government ?? I don't know the answers.  Capitol comes from somewhere. 

06-11-24 Sharing is caring

 On Yt- The lost century (100 yrs)  and how to reclaim it. Watch then think about  the amount money spend on heating/electric and gas for car per month per year ? question why is it? What are the wars are really about? Ruse or created

Free Pdf file on Valiant Thor - worth a read

When you start to experience things that you did not think about or even a thought to question and this happens in dreamtime or physical, or sense of losing time. One starts to question, what is this. 

This is where it is no longer spiritual but the human potential that programmed out of us, to keep us dumb down. 

Edit: Someone asked why I posted this? Well, because I have experienced both ET's and spiritual beings, along with less then normal human being or otherwise. We are not taught that we are divine being and that we are Multidimensional being too, with origins off planet. So when I experience something I go looking for information on it, because this is not discussed in spiritual communities and dismissed, most often. That it one or other, when that is impossible. When you starting questioning why we only use 10% of the brain, and why we have supposedly have junk DNA and read books that have more information then a single video, and or everyone journey to remember, is different. I am not writing from someone else experience. I am writing from my own life. And they are not really ET's per say, they other species. Just like humans here, we good and bad one too. 

03/16/2025 , repost 10/19/18 Previous post -New Human

 Ah, I found a loop hole to access this, as promise in previous post. 

10-19-2018 New Human

 

Are you becoming a new person or a new human? All the things that you have been or done are awaken within you. You have felt the pull to step out of the ordinary to gain insight into the unknown. Will you take up the challenge to engage in the awakening of your true self the one who remembers that everything is sacred and that you are part of the whole. You were never disconnected from your knowledge, it was your experiences that got in the way of you seeing who you truly are.

The story that you have told, to yourself and lies that would have you stop in your tracks, wondering why this or that was happening. Why can’t people see or remember their birthright? Why many suffer when the truth lies within them. Living ordinary lives when the extraordinary is their right. Worrying about things that work themselves out. To sit and wonder when is the time that it all changes.

Ah, the stories of the hardships being a human and being overshadowed by the brilliants that you are. You are taught that your sinned, dirty or not worthy of your selves. The tales for centuries of you that have been told that you must be or do something. Conform to others because that is the only way to find peace within. Perpetuated in the dogma that somehow that your exists is meaningless and that your just an object of two people coming together.

Never really finding a home within yourselves. Believing that nothing is possible and to be ingrained into a field of energy that believes you are powerless to your own power within. Awaken from the sleep and fog to remember who you are and why you came here. There is a new dawn and new energy that wants to awaken within you to remember that you are the masters of creation. What you put forth with intention and thought is what you experience. You have only now to see people as the stars that you are, to create a more loving and peaceful world. The situations arising on the outside world are the things falling apart. They are not your creations, they are what others have created before you were even a thought to your mother’s womb.

See with new eye’s, see with a new heart. You have planted the seeds now allow them to grow and express the truth of what is in really in the minds of others. The peace and love are that what is wished for not the nonsense that is playing out in the world. Not hating and angry towards one and another. You all have the memories of what is to work as one mind to bring sovereign to the entire planet. It takes work but not in the way that you have been taught. It starts in the heart wishing all people that the blessing is within the heart. To wish no harm to anyone. To see beyond the illusion of what is possible and stop doubting that nothing can change, when all is possible if you believe in yourself and others.

There is nothing that can’t be overcome, just see how much that you have already done without even knowing it. It does not take much to believe in yourselves or anyone else. There is goodness in all of you and you been led to believe that somehow your never been enough or worthy of the beauty that lies within. See yourselves as the diamonds that you are. You are not the tarnished in any form. That is what others have led you to believe, why because you wouldn’t follow the rules, staying in the shadows of what others wanted you to believe or think.  You are the creators of the new earth, what will you bring forth because you already know what you don’t want. Do you have it to go within and find the peace within and express it towards everyone regardless of what they say or do!

 Good day for now.

 

Voice Within© Donna Millward 10/19/18