10-31-24 Psychic Kids

 These children have natural gifts of being psychic, intuitive, shaman, healer, channels, star children, and move energy. I know that there is a lot of information around about this phenomenon. These are children here to help the world. Which is a rather huge burden to know. I write this because I watched a young boy this morning get upset at the bus stop and his mother walked him back to their home. I applaud her for realizing that something was off. Even if she didn't understand what was happening at that moment. 

I was reminded when my children did the same thing and I was not always aware of what was happening to them and myself, or the depth of sensing things that you can not explain, even if you wanted to. You, yourself may have been this same child often trying to fit into a very noisy world. Since we don't live in a community with elders that help you or your child/ren understand or adapt out of the respected normal. When nothing is normal. These children are often labeled, with mental health or emotional problems, when it really is quite the opposite of many things. Even their food choices and clothing can indicate an ability to sense things. 

These children generally don't have language to express what happening to them.  Without a parent or elder, they may go through life trying to understand or be confused, leading to various problems, that have been deemed out of social normal. These children are like fine-tuned instruments and we untune them to their natural abilities. Unless someone seeks out the information. I am not going to write a big post about these children. Since I have written or channeled context before it can be searched for in the above search box. I will write references of keywords or books that will help them and you in the long run. 

Titles or keywords: Crystal children, Indigo children, psychic children, Rainbow children, hybrids, Magical children, children of the stars. (edit - told add The New Children)

Kyron's book -actually under Lee Carrol -The Indigo Children ( I have heard two versions of this that we started being born in the late 60-70's and again in the late 90's. From the books that I have read one or more dates over 100 to 200 years, we have always been reincarnating again and again, much like the great masters who walk now and walk this human life. 

Doreen Virtue - has written several books. (

Children considered on the spectrum - Suzy Miller - Aweomism ( I have not read this book - only a video and her sincere gift to help these children) 

Note: that a lot of people are speaking out, that they are from this star system only, which is only partly true. When you understand that we are the entirety of the universe. One source, One god, and fractals of the whole and totality. 

Carol Bowman - Studies children and their past lives. 

Edgar Cayce - wrote about these children too. 

I write this because I am one of these children who saw, would say, and knew things and had no one to turn to. I was dismissed over and over again and punished, neglected, and reprimanded over and over again. I dealt with a fear of speaking out or speaking up when people should have been listening and reassuring me, the likewise versus shut up and be quiet and following what is a broken system of a broken world on many levels. 

As I journal and walk between worlds (another book- cannot locate the original that I read) seeing and paying attention to things or others, for whatever reason can not see. The books that I read helped me greatly to understand myself better and what is happening. As for the books, they are limited to the writer's experiences. I understand that most can not write every account of every day based on the sheer volume of the content that it would consist of. We need to untabooed it and realize that it is happening to our children and ourselves. That it is not some crackpot pseudoscience that our Indigenous people have spoken about for eons of time. 

This phenomenon is as natural as breathing and we have deemed it unnatural due to religious persecution or history, or just ignorance. And it is our responsibility as parents to be informed and care for the next generation, as in this one. If ignorance is bliss, then why aren't more people happy - Thomas Jefferson. I see it as this ignorance is a lack of responsibility to account for our own awareness. You of course can not have complete awareness of everything, what would be the point of being on Earth! Earth school is for soul growth, not soul neglect. 

The books that I have referenced are just that, they speak about the subject and not a complete account. Each individual will have their own experience and life story, regarding their life experience, one is not better than another, they are a collective, just as we all are.

10/08/24 Pixels of reality

At this point, a week or two ago, I felt I needed to go to the park to get away from my neighbor, who was driving me and anyone else near her crazy. 129 days of partying and being sleep deprived, countless complaints, and calling the police had reached a point that I thought would this ever end. While she has moved out and finally left, I am left trying to understand why all this happened! 

When I went to the park, I was sitting on the ground just looking around and there happened to be a lot of children there that day, considering it was school day and nowhere near time for school to be over. I have to assume that it was some event or home-schooling event or alternative to regular school in the area. As I sat on the ground I experienced what I would call a pixel reality. I was looking at nothing specific, and three times it happened, as I watched. I saw what I am calling pixels, like when you zoom in on a picture and it becomes pixelated. They were like a block of round bubbles, I assure you I don't do drugs. If I had it maybe it would make more sense. 

So here I am two weeks later from park adventure to questioning why this was shown to me. For a long time, I have understood the concept of being a matrix and have questioned what is real then. Then there is how I wrote that we are a projector of reality, but I was using it in the context of trauma, and repeating patterns in one's life. I did not realize the scope of the actual projection or being the projector of reality. As in being a biological organic human computer made of cells, atoms, and electrical synapses. Does your head hurt now, so does mine and my mind. 

My guides or Higher self kept telling me we live in holograph, I kept telling them that I don't understand. I get the movie The Matrix and understand the games on Xbox or even Sims from back in the day. From watching various movies and my kids playing the games. I even understand augmented reality to a degree. But this is a whole other level of WT-Crazy. This opens the door to even more questions, like Ok what about the blue being and all the other things, that I am still trying to process are they real or part of the holograph and did I just break my head? What is the purpose of all of it? How the hell does this help anyone? 

Now mind you, this happens when I am awake, in broad daylight, and then of course the only person/people to ask are beings that I hear and speak to telepathic too, or verbally out loud. So I do what I normally do, and go search for another person who has experienced this too. Then, of course, I find something online and it tells me nothing. That I can relate to, other than science, physics mumbo jumbo. This purposeful how? To the Guides. 

I should mention that the bubbles of reality, did not pixelate smaller, they became larger. I have used the analogy before were all walking around in our own bubbles of perception and entangled, merging in and out, all at the same time. I don't think I wrote about it on this blog but only theorized in my head and paper, with regards to energy. Where some places hold both negative and positive energy, or assumed negative energy because it has an echo of events or historical events. 

Then me being me, I say I quit this too much to understand. Taking into account that my neighbors are noisy as hell. My apartment is cluttered to no end with books, and boxes and there is not enough space. My kitchen is basic 10x10 and when I need to channel energy when brain overloaded, I generally cook food, to divert the spiritual stuff for physical action. Since my neighbor has left, but seems to have an echo of energy toxicity or myself still sensing her energy and still picking her psycho-ness of dysfunction, and left thinking about what f is happening. 

I am like I suppose to explain this and not sound bat-shit crazy or on drugs. Really, guides! And function too. Then I am like Ok, you show these things and maybe at some point I will connect all the dots. Yet, you can not help me move, find a job, or get me out of this environment. And the answer I get is "You're a beacon"! I am ok, the whole lighthouse thing is not working anymore, after that experience with my neighbor. And I only shared a wall with her/them. Ugh! 

People who are around me have not a clue, and I don't know anyone experiencing what I am experiencing, at this level of reality of Weirdness.  Because I am used to things just showing up that seem like useless information at the time.   And I feel like I have mounting pressure to be more public, and I am what hell am going to tell people, Your thoughts of fear and or desires are creating your reality. How does that help? I am jumping around, a bit. 

Here I am saying, Welcome to the simulation theory, and to what is the beginning or end of holograph and what is infinity. And thinking are we all chess pieces on a chess board, essentially playing against each other? I don't even know how to play chess. 

I have been arguing with someone in my sleep for the last three days, and I am can you leave me alone, so I process the information, if you're not going to give answers to my life questions? As to why I experienced that level of crazy, words can't even define my neighbor, and my nerve endings are what was that. I have seen some pretty crazy stuff over the last 20+ years this was freaking beyond words, zero being lucid to 60, psychopath. 

I should note that I had dreamt of seeing Code. Not that I believe code,   it is written like typing. I am not sure, only from what I have seen on an old Linux system back in the 90's, from a programmer. This code was vertical. I also never wrote about it, because I did not understand the reason for it. 

10-06-24 The Water, rain, flooding, weather, storms, landslides

 I am not going to rewrite posted that I have from the past. I have written several posts regarding water, floods and I did a general search on my own site and water problems go back as far as 2009. You can use any of the keys words listed above to research the blog for information. Other keys words -Volcano eruption, hurricane, tornado, or cyclone

8-17-21 post: Is a reference to weathering the storm

8-11-22 posts with rising water

10-9-24 I keep hearing Avalanche, too.