The following is a link to a book that is out of print but available by e-book, and partial PDF via Google Books and maybe others. It is simple in text and it is explaining complex ideas. It is one that I wish I had earlier as a source and reference. It is a Channel book and not of ancient text. I am listing it because many of the thoughts listed in the book I am aware of and find somewhat difficult to explain conceptually, and since I have always walked around perceiving, where others have not. I find it difficult to teach something that is as natural as breathing.
As with any information use discernment. The book is Soul Integration by Sal Rachele. (note this does not page #'s on online) Since there is a lot of information out there and can be overwhelming as to what the hell are people saying and the mixed-use and wording. I have in fact used the word Soul and Spirit and energy in use in a different way than this book. All is truth when seeing from a higher perspective.
This information I believe, I called to myself (manifested) because I kept saying how am I to explain these things that we consider trauma, drama, or travesties are both Soul lessons and Soul agreements with our experiences because I have seen things and quite disheartens, at times, as what we do to ourselves and others. And I get upset with many Channels and their sharpness of words as if we have a complete memory of knowing this information on a conscious level because if we did the world would be a much different place.
And like you and others, I was programmed out of remembering and my use of my abilities, even with it not completely being understood that all people were not using their natural abilities and that everything is a distraction to keep you from discovering who you really are, much like being on a hamster wheel. This of course is not about solely prophecy, predictions, or healing but a way of living to make better choices. To realize that you cannot deny God or source because everything is God source. From the Mother and father source of all that is. When we deny either you are denying yourself as such.
This is a second book on YouTube: The Book of Truth and The Voice of Osiris - that language is different in that it is from the early 19th century and semantically explains connections that you will not find in a textbook. This again is to distract you from you realizing yourself. This book connects Atlantis to Egypt and Fall and Rise. This is also a channeled book. These books exist to trigger a memory that exists within the cell memory of the DNA.
Many Masters and beings surround the earth and telepathically communicate or via physical vessels to communicate with the rising of consciousness of humanity to bring them into what is considered the Golden age of knowing thy self and I AM. We are all one from any point of view that exists, there is no other. We leave you good day.