Well after spending my morning folding flyers
and stuffing envelopes for school. I realized how peaceful it was not to physically
have to leave the house. I realized that I did not have to deal with traffic or
worry about what my day would be like. I just got up and did my normal morning
routine: making coffee, eating breakfast, which now consist of making a green
smoothie, because am trying to eat better and live a healthier life style.
I just sat down to do the flyers and it accrued
to me that it was really quiet and I did not need to rush or run around like a
crazy person try to print this, pull that report or deal with people who
forgotten that I am human too. It was so calm and peaceful that I said to
myself that I really don’t have to leave my house unless I want too. That regardless
of what going on in the world I am perfectly happy be me in my home. Then I got
thinking how unfortunate it is that we are constantly doing for the sake of
being happy. Really, I have everything that I need around me. I have a place to live, food to feed myself
with and the comfort of comfy clothes. I did not need to do anything more I was
free of the world.
As long as my bills are paid I really did need
the outside world with all it craziness. The hardest part of day would be
dealing with my son who was having issue with the same crazy world that I was
not missing at the moment. It amazing that when you step back and really just
let go of the things that do not serve you, and just living freely from your
heart center, that we put so which energy into things, people and an outcome,
that we just forget to enjoy these few moments. How we have become so focus
on having things and living up to responsibility that society tell us that we
will be happier if we work harder, advance up this ladder or the more education
that we have under are name from an accredit college with more symbols after
our names that we do not know ourselves what they mean anymore.
Or the in order to understand ourselves we need
to ask others or research ourselves to no end, only to raise more questions
that either provide no answers or endless questions. We come to a point that we
search for answer to questions that what we already know deep within us. We
questions ourselves to death. Am I really a good person, who am I, why am I
here, why is this happening, why did he/ or she do this that or the other
things to me. Endless mind chatter if you ask me, we have become so depend on
the outside world to confirm who we/I/ am, that we don’t even know the first things
about our self. How many time have we ask another person for their thought or
opinion on anything. Whether we should take this job, date that person or look that
answer that we already know Within us. No, we have been taught to doubt,
question, argue, and reason without checking in with our, self. Or how to feel
at this moment, it not difficult but we make it into re-inventing the wheel and
that already been done several times over.
We continue to question the quiet moments
wonder why we are bored or not doing anything. Why is it that we have to be
doing anything at the moment! Maybe the moment came so you could hear your soul
and it telling you to just enjoy this moment, because out in the rest of the
world it’s a zoo. It really not a zoo, but it feels that way soon day or most
days depending on what you do as a living. People being people, whether that
remember that they are human or not. It amazing that we forget this simple
fact. I often wonder where we always like this treating people as they really don’t
exist or that regardless of my own actions I have a right to treat with disrespect.
So before I go into tail spin about the why people treat people, just remember
those moments of doing nothing, being in complete peace and calm – even if it
remembering back to elementary school when the teacher caught you in complete
peace looking out the window and dreaming of somewhere you would have rather
been – you were in complete peace and with your soul.
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