Fear that binds us - 11/26/15

Fear that binds us - 11/26/15

So I started writing about fear, “The We” stepped forward to explain the connection to fear and clearly by the below you can tell where I step aside to allow their words to explain deeper knowledge to set a different stage of thought process. I will clearly note when they came in and show a different dialog of conversation. 

Did you ever have absolute fear come over you because you had to do something in your life? It could be a trigger of having to deal with someone, facing a boss who feels it ok to say whatever to you or a person that you had a relationship who will not move on, or even as getting a piece of paper in the mail. I had recent had to get a presentation, and two days my anxiety level started to get worked up to the point that I finally said that I need to figure out what this about because if I want to talk to people for a living, I need to find the root of the cause. 

So here I am digging around in my memories where did I have to give a presentation or speak publicly to understand where this fear came from. I came up with no presentations, only me brother wedding were I asked to read a palms only minutes before his wedding. I remember feeling unprepared by not knowing the words or even what it was about. I remember standing on the pulp at the church and being zoned in the fact that I had not a clue. I may have even stutter through the whole thing. I remember feeling like I standing there for an hour when it was most likely only a few minutes. I guess I did ok because no said anything or was it so bad that to be nice they did not say anything. 

Was this the moment that created fear beyond my comfort level, that now shook me to my core! It would have be much easy to want to experience death then give a presentation to people who I neither knew or felt that I had something in common. So here I am trying to understand this fear that was stopping me. So now I need to know what others experiences could be affect me and was this something that I needed professional help to help overcome this fear. 

So after asking people who I trusted and they could not understand that I, of all people could not stand in front of people to give  a presentation, because I had no problem saying anything or talking about things most people don’t even think about. Here I am deathly afraid to the point the body had physical reactions as in my chest tighten across to my shoulders and whole body felt went on high alert.

 I thought to myself this is not normal, even struggled to get the words out without the physical reactions don’t match actual the trigger of the responds. So I start digging in my memory again, was this reaction or behavior learned. Because I don’t think I born into this world with this fear and outside of this presentation I did not walk around in complete fear of the world. Or maybe I did and I maybe I didn’t realize it. Like most I have my corks that I like white socks and have a preferred pen that I use. I really did not think these things had anything to do with my reactions to this fear, but it does in a way.

 These preferred corks were other gateway to what the mind is capable of dealing with throughout our life. These seemly little corks, pieces of a much bigger puzzle that define us. I have a saying that goes” everything that you have experience define who you will be or become.” Our shadows are the things that we don’t realize, can’t see or remember. These things that make us who we are today and or even the future. 

We all come with these in creditable gifts to heal or change the world or have compassion to help another person, but slowly it is sucked from our very being. I recently had a conversation with someone about programming and how there is so much outdate programming running around from the past. What our parents experience and their parents and etc.… Our history has indicated our present and our future. What fears were placed in their minds for them to pass their beliefs onto us? 

What did they live through that was implanted into are minds, control or behavior tactics were used to control their minds to believe that they doing the same to us. See I have tried to connect the dots of fear and it goes back beyond my birth. I just happen to be a byproduct of my parents’ belief system where I need to be controlled, as well as my mind. That I apparently was capable of drawing my other conclusion, nor was I ever asked what I saw, felt or observed. 

I was dismissed as child because my parents dismissed their there selves in conforming to the normal of they were told. So this got me thinking if I byproduct of my parents, they are byproduct of their parents and what about my grandparents and their great-grandparents. 

And if look at history with regards to their beliefs and behaviors what kind of life did they live. There been many wars, crash of stock market, the great depression, up-rising and the list goes on, on. We have been led to fear life. We are led to fear ourselves that were capable for finding solutions too many problems that we face as people or the planet. 

Somewhere we have gotten all wrong and fear is not the answer. Maybe I live in the reality of unicorns and pipe dreams and this is way were supposed to live. And that gut wrench fear is what telling me it wrong that we keep travel along a path that seems to keep repeating itself. And the advances that we have made with technology that we are bound to destroy ourselves whether it through our own fear or fear of generations pass. I don’t believe it and stop watching the news for that same fact. It that mind control of fear that leads to believe that the world is the way it is, because we feed it in minds.

 I not saying that there aren’t multitude of programs running around that cause good people to do bad things and bad people doing evil things, but where does it end. If we don’t start looking within ourselves and challenging our own mind set. Do you really believe that this is life that were supposed to be “dog eats dog” world? Everyone for themselves and screw the rest of mankind. I don’t always have the means to help another, but I do know how to pray for someone, even if it not set in a religious contexts. 

You don’t need to be religious to believe in yourself or people. You just need to believe this is not what this life is supposed to be for all people, all nations and the planet. It our birth right to disagree or agree on finding a solutions, not create more problems and havoc that leaves no potential future. See moments from now is the future and tomorrow is future and 5 minutes from now is the future. If don’t challenge our own fears there will not be change and we continue to live as we our now. 

*If you take the sum of the all people in power and sum of everyone else, the sum of everyone else is greater. And the power really lies in everyone else and not in the elite, government or whomever you may think is running the planet. It is you and your mind. It is more powerful that you can ever image. Look what happen in the past with major events – People’s hearts opened for each and everyone knows that this is not how it’s supposed to be. The sheer disregard for human life is outdated programming running rampant in people’s mind, because of fear. 

People even fear their own morality, because why you been here before or experience something similar to what you know now. They are fragments of the soul because you are all a piece of the whole. Everyone is connected and the effects on soul our scars on others. Many would question this thought, saying how can that be! Were you connected to your parents and siblings? Are plants not connected to the trees and the ground? Are the cells in your body not connected to all the other cell in your entire body, it a whole and pieces all at the same time. 

When you read from a book or paper is there one word or is their many words that make up the whole. Is your food a piece or whole of something larger? As you use your computer and surf the web is it one computer or is connected to all the servers, computers, cell phones and tablets, it pieces of a whole. So is your mind and hearts, connected or is it pieces of the whole. Starting questioning your fears, the why’s, the how’s, the programming and beliefs that lie at the root of fears. For they are part of the whole. 

And we bid you good day for vibrations is changing for us to hold this frequency to continue at the moment. Thank you and gathering with your family and friends to enjoy your day of Thanksgiving.