2/10/15 Drama Creating Karma

 2/10/15 Drama Creating Karma            

Are you caught up in other people’s drama? Are you the fixer? Do you suffer because they suffer? Do you try to help them see a different way? Do you over empathize with them, to the point you are trying to fix their problems for them? Someone ranting and raving is different than fixing their problems.

Rant and raving is emotion in motion. Sometimes ranting is about releasing blocked energy. Just to know that someone is listening, even if there are not listening to themselves. Holding on to an experience that does not serve them. When there is a constant drama then they really do not want to look at themselves. Drama is a learned behavior that they believe the answers are outside of themselves. People believe that they do not have the answers to fix their own problems or situations. They do not want to be held accountable for creating a situation. Instead of stopping to think and feel into what they just created or what is really coming up, they look at outside of themselves for answers.

Our word, actions, thoughts, and emotions towards others and ourselves create our world and the situations in it. Something we conscious created to experience, a lot is created by the individual and as collective. The power lies within to change your thoughts, beliefs, and actions towards yourself and others. Your life will change or you will keep learning the same lesson until you realize that something has to change

2-11-15 Called by Many Name or Wore Many Faces

You have been known or called by many names or wore many faces, all to the point of losing oneself several times over because we allowed other peoples thoughts, opinions, name and even faces to become your very own, which was never really who you were. You even remember what was said or what the person attached to it. It was their words, but what if you realized, that they were really saying was in fact about them. They projected their beliefs on to you. 


It really has nothing to do with you, it was their dreams, their story, their views, and their emotions, which either supported or created an illusion that you needed to be other than you are. Remembering and knowing, owning who you really are is beyond words. Be the love and light that you are, because no one can take it away from you.

Offering of Reading

I keep being told to do “Readings” and honestly, it scares the crap out of me, not because that I cannot do it, it is because I always have done it. It is more of people have not always been receptive of the information that comes through. This type of work involves the senses and each person reads and uses different senses to access the information. Also, this is not a psychic 800 number or the reader at the beach.  It is more like can I do it right without causing harm, not all people question some of the information that they receive being the reader or the sitter. I question whether I can handle the energy that it will take to do the readings. People don't understand that to do a reading for someone is hard on the body because your tuned in like a radio frequency, a form of detachment, cliché but it is the best example.

Some information comes quickly and some not so much. It is like a rushing of energy. Also unknown is that some readings are just that, you have the ability to change the outcomes or stay on the same path and some people cannot be read because that is a lesson, unto itself. On that note, this is considered entertainment under the law, yet the governments and religions have done extensive research into these abilities and not necessarily used for the betterment of the public, which is a whole lot of other topics. People also think this is wack-o-doodle or just plain woo-woo. I assure you it is not and is as natural as you are breathing.

Along with myself doing more research into different topics that I encounter in my own life, I see this is being over-marketed (I am not a salesperson by trade or a Guru or a people chaser) and this is not I can cure you - this is as far from the truth and anyone stating so, is not telling the truth or flat out a liar.  There are no quick fixes in life. Yes, there are instant healings and that is only because you have learned a lesson that the soul has agreed too.

So, on that note, I am offering readings, which can be purchased on the sidebar here. If you would like a reading, I suggest emailing me first. So, if you feel called to, you know how to reach me. If my writing has helped you in some way consider a donation this allows me to grow in other avenues of expressions and creativity to offer different types of readings, writings, a real website, along with other things that I want to develop. I am technology challenged with all these programs running (lol). With sincere appreciation, I wish you lots of love and healing.

The Voice Within © Donna Millward 2019   

01-4-19 Question the Pain as of 01/10/19

This morning I woke up in extreme pain. It was as if every cell and molecule in my body was trying to tell me something. As I am waiting for the Tylenol to kick in which is not instant. I thought to myself, when did I feel this type of pain before?  The last time I felt this kind of pain was when my brother was in an accident and his body was crushed by a trash truck. Now I don't know anyone that was in a car accident, as of yet, but this pain was trying to get my attention.  Did I eat something that sent my autoimmune system into what feels like overdrive! We are not taught to question the pain. As children, we look to the people that are around us to help us understand what is happening to us!

Yet, many times the people around us are even less informed than we are or on how to help us. This leads us to try an understand our own emotional wellbeing without looking to other people for all the answers. This has left me on a quest to heal myself which I spend well over 14 years to understand why am I, able to be Intuitive psychically attuned to what others can’t see or hear and among other things. It is not everyone is not - it's that you are, and we have forgotten. Unfortunately, we live in a society that does not teach about your gifts if anything it is over glamorized by society as something to fear versus learning to embrace. If you’re really good at something like making money, cooking, building, or creating new technology we embrace this. People think that to be psychic it is just tarot cards, mediumship and far less other names that have a negative impact on the world and that there is not a spiritual part of you that requires inquiry or thought as to who you are.

This brings me back to the pain this morning. Unknown to many the body is being upgraded. It's part of the evolution on this planet. So, the body is working on bringing things to the surface that have been buried within you for years and even centuries. Don’t believe me Google Human DNA changes.  Now, this is a complicated process to explain in layman terms. Mostly, because we are not taught about it. It's like learning something new you may know little to nothing about it, then as you go along you learn to master where you put your focus. Illness to the body is a signal that something needs to be looked at within you.

This gets more complicated by energy, chakra systems, abandonment issues, childhood abuse, addictions, poor food and a list of so many more reasons. It can be a rabbit hole within a rabbit hole. Recently, while dealing with my own human life and lessons of releasing crap of this life or from within the ancestry line that I was born into, it all begins when you ask one question is this it? Really, we are taught so many lies.

•   Side note: I should tell you at this point I became overwhelmed by energy or a type of healing, this is not un-usual, because I had other healings happen, but my entire body was in engrossed sensation throughout my body and my head. It felt like my third eye was going to pop open. That I had to lay down. I stopped writing and went to sleep for two hours. And left this writing unfinished for a few days.

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 I think about all the amazing things on this planet and the people that I have met that I wonder if we even have a chance. I think about how history has taught us about what didn’t work and how we keep doing the same things expecting a different answer. I no longer watch the news and have even disconnected my cable from the TV. I don’t carry a smartphone because I have a computer and my car had a navigation system. Even social media has become a dumping ground of sorts. Don’t even get me started on the education system because they treat us like dumb sheep, and or the technology that exist that can fix a lot of the problems that are on this planet. Yet, we're still putting band-aids on problems that go back the course of time.

My point is this: if you are in discomfort, question the pain, and suffering. If you have illnesses what is the spiritual cause, is it that you always felt unsupported. Then question why? Did you learn it or was it taught to you? Do you need different food or exercise! If the medical system is not working for you what about alternative therapy or can you learn to heal yourself. You are not your pain or suffering – nor is there anyone to blame. We are good at blaming others, government, people, broken systems everywhere. We came here to this planet to change it, whether you want to believe it or not.  We cannot change others, we first must change ourselves. On that note, this is starting to sound like a rant – and that is ok because I feel your words, and your pain, hurt, anger, even your hate but I feel the love and inspiration of inspiring another with kindness of a gesture. Maybe we “all’’ just need to say to ourselves that I did not come here to live this way and start changing ourselves.

And by all means, use discernment. Don’t Believe me – investigate it for yourself and find your own answers.

The Voice Within © Donna Millward 2019

11-08-18 Forever Changed:

We don’t talk about the dark moments in our life or how we even get through them. We carry all this baggage around until it no longer serves us or until we finally just say we have had enough of it. We think that the grass is greener on the other side or maybe that is what we are led to believe and maybe it is. True strength comes from walking the path of life and staying strong when there is nothing to hold us up, any longer. As the expression goes” This Shall pass” it is not forever, but when you are in whatever situation that you find yourself it can become difficult to see a way out.

The best that we can ask for is that we’re stronger and a better person at the end of it all. The Voice Within was born out of my life falling apart again. My blog has gone through three name changes since its birth in 2011, but in reality, it started long before that and without me realizing what was happening. The Voice Within is my life and the voice of my guides that speak through me and have gotten me through the worst part of my life and even saved my life from accidents several times over. I don’t have all the answers, but I challenge myself every time I encounter some type of resistance to see with different eyes and understanding. 

The death of dying and rebirth of going on a mission to free myself from lies, behaviors and beliefs; as well as, fears of not getting it right by other people standards. We all have loved and lost and in our weakest moments we done things that we regret and hurt people that we care about or harmed another without realizing what we were doing. Many people have come before us and told us that it must be this way, or it can’t be done different even to ourselves. Which is so far from the truth. 

So often we are willing to pass judgement without knowing someone else’s truth and what is our truth, then actually understanding what is presented.  But, even that can change as you question the reality of what we are seeing or hearing. I like to refer to myself as more of a researcher of what is my truth and question everything. I never understood when someone says it has to be done this way, when life at its very core is change. We have learned to look outwards for answers and not turn inwards for educating ourselves.

I once told a professor that I didn’t need a piece paper to be educated, when I can look within, or sit in a library or park and learn more about life then having someone else tell me how it should be. I may not agree with everything that I see or read in the news, on the radio, government or what is happening in the world but there is always a better way of doing things. So, if truly love yourself search for the answers and what you see around you, love and discover what is within, with all your heart, regardless of what others will say; because you are the creator of your own life and reality.

The Voice Within© Donna Millward 2019

1-8-19 Bright and Shiny Things

•    As promised Channeled message- I don’t always publish them all, because they have a deeper understanding. In schools, we don’t teach to look beyond the words, music or the art, much less even within.

Have you ever noticed that you are attracted to bright and shiny things? These things might be people, places or objects. They make us remember something about yourself. That we are a bright and shiny, but as our life began to form we became dusty and coated in a film of levels of gunk. We would encounter people or places, as well as, situations that seemed filled with this heaviness of sorts. Level a pond level until there was no shiny or light to see how bright it all is. It is as if the polish was coated until it could no longer shine.

You have forgotten who you are and where you come from. It’s like layers of an onion, you all have taken things apart in some form to get to the core of what is beyond the outside levels. Nothing is what it seems. The layers are things that you have learned or been told that keep you questioning what is really, inside. What or why does it seem so hidden from me. You have taken other people’s words and actions as your own, without even realizing that they are not yours. They are other people’s thoughts, beliefs of what it should be.

It is as if the diamond was returned to its natural state. The diamond is you and whether you want to believe it or not you shine with such brightness that no matter how much dust, dirt or gunk, you are you, under all that you know. If you were to take a star out of the night sky, you would still be the star and you. The star is the part of you that is shiny and bright, as you will always be.

There is an expression “Wish a pond a Star” for your hopes and dreams, where in your life was your bright and shiny self-diminished by others, to take away your light?

We leave you with this: light does not change, as much as you try to dull it, it cannot be put out. There is a fire within you that does not go out. No matter what is placed a pond you that light is bright, shiny, and still exists- even when you think it is going out. The light is always present there with you. It is up to you to remember who you are. And when you forget, place your left hand on your heart, feel and hear your heart beat and say to yourself this is my light. “We bid you good day”.

The Voice Within© Donna Millward 2019

01/08/19 Never Give Up

Today I was reminded that you should not give up on yourself or your dreams. Someone asked my thoughts about an idea they had for a book. I gave him my thoughts and opinion’s, but he taught me a more important lesson and that was not to give up. After yet another battle with the Family court system where they wanted to put me in jail (another story for another time). I had just about given up on anything spiritual and the likes of.

Traveling down this path that I thought was supposed to help me understand what was happening to me and understand why I kept running into the same situation or people. I have gone down rabbit holes after rabbit hole and question after question arises. Always Why, What, How, does this keep happening to me? I know that life is a journey and not a destination but sometimes things are so frustrating and unbearable that rational answers do not apply.

I would like to think I know more today than years ago, but the fact is that every day is a lesson and life is as complex and complicated, as living through it. So, to my friend who taught me to not give up when I really needed to hear it, in more less words. Thank you, because you taught me to keep going. That there is light at the end of the tunnel. I did get a channeled message and was hesitant to post it because I was mentally done, it will have to wait until tomorrow. 

For now, trust in your dreams and believe in what you want to do, or be, even if a project is of your own taking.

2019 Voice Within, Donna Millward©