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Saturday, January 12, 2019

01-4-19 Question the Pain as of 01/10/19


This morning I woke up in extreme pain. It was as if every cell and molecule in my body was trying to tell me something. As I am waiting for the Tylenol to kick in which is not instant. I thought to myself, when did I feel this type of pain before?  The last time I felt this kind of pain was when my brother was in an accident and his body was crushed by a trash truck. Now I don't know anyone that was in a car accident, as of yet, but this pain was trying to get my attention.  Did I eat something that sent my autoimmune system into what feels like overdrive! We are not taught to question the pain. As children, we look to the people that are around us to help us understand what is happening to us!

Yet, many times the people around us are even less informed than we are or on how to help us. This leads us to try an understand our own emotional wellbeing without looking to other people for all the answers. This has left me on a quest to heal myself which I spend well over 14 years to understand why am I, able to be Intuitive psychically attuned to what others can’t see or hear and among other things. It is not everyone is not - it's that you are, and we have forgotten. Unfortunately, we live in a society that does not teach about your gifts if anything it is over glamorized by society as something to fear versus learning to embrace. If you’re really good at something like making money, cooking, building, or creating new technology we embrace this. People think that to be psychic it is just tarot cards, mediumship and far less other names that have a negative impact on the world and that there is not a spiritual part of you that requires inquiry or thought as to who you are.

This brings me back to the pain this morning. Unknown to many the body is being upgraded. It's part of the evolution on this planet. So, the body is working on bringing things to the surface that have been buried within you for years and even centuries. Don’t believe me Google Human DNA changes.  Now, this is a complicated process to explain in layman terms. Mostly, because we are not taught about it. It's like learning something new you may know little to nothing about it, then as you go along you learn to master where you put your focus. Illness to the body is a signal that something needs to be looked at within you.

This gets more complicated by energy, chakra systems, abandonment issues, childhood abuse, addictions, poor food and a list of so many more reasons. It can be a rabbit hole within a rabbit hole. Recently, while dealing with my own human life and lessons of releasing crap of this life or from within the ancestry line that I was born into, it all begins when you ask one question is this it? Really, we are taught so many lies.

   Side note: I should tell you at this point I became overwhelmed by energy or a type of healing, this is not un-usual, because I had other healings happen, but my entire body was in engrossed sensation throughout my body and my head. It felt like my third eye was going to pop open. That I had to lay down. I stopped writing and went to sleep for two hours. And left this writing unfinished for a few days.
   
 I think about all the amazing things on this planet and the people that I have met that I wonder if we even have a chance. I think about how history has taught us about what didn’t work and how we keep doing the same things expecting a different answer. I no longer watch the news and have even disconnected my cable from the TV. I don’t carry a smartphone because I have a computer and my car had a navigation system. Even social media has become a dumping ground of sorts. Don’t even get me started on the education system because they treat us like dumb sheep, and or the technology that exist that can fix a lot of the problems that are on this planet. Yet, we're still putting band-aids on problems that go back the course of time.

My point is this: if you are in discomfort, question the pain, and suffering. If you have illnesses what is the spiritual cause, is it that you always felt unsupported. Then question why? Did you learn it or was it taught to you? Do you need different food or exercise! If the medical system is not working for you what about alternative therapy or can you learn to heal yourself. You are not your pain or suffering – nor is there anyone to blame. We are good at blaming others, government, people, broken systems everywhere. We came here to this planet to change it, whether you want to believe it or not.  We cannot change others, we first must change ourselves. On that note, this is starting to sound like a rant – and that is ok because I feel your words, and your pain, hurt, anger, even your hate but I feel the love and inspiration of inspiring another with kindness of a gesture. Maybe we “all’’ just need to say to ourselves that I did not come here to live this way and start changing ourselves.

And by all means, use discernment. Don’t Believe me – investigate it for yourself and find your own answers.

The Voice Within © Donna Millward 2019


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