1-16-2020 Pre-cognitive dreams

So, for past few nights I have been having these dreams that are happening or have not happen as of yet. I am not sure of the people, because they normally are represented by people in my waking life and can be tricky to know whether the information is about them or another altogether.

1.   Two nights – a Father and daughter in an airplane. Something is wrong and they needed to circle around to land, the name Hennessey came thru. As when they landed there was people on the ground excited to see them.

2.   Something about a shooting, door smashed in, along with the right-side framing from inside on the entrance of the home, a computer desk moved to corner of bed room or room. Something about foster kids and other rooms.

3.    The words – Defcon 3

4.   A woman of 5”7 or about, dressed in skirt Blue and jacket with a red or maroon top, brown hair, heels walking to a class, then to a car to put her things in, she walks outside and there are people walking around (handicap). She puts things in are car and returns to the building with just keys. She seems confused and no idea what has happened to her.

5.   Not sure whether is same above a second dream- A female in class something about standing with someone at food counter, does not like food or special. Then someone is messing with her stuff- books, papers, organized before class. Paper returned she receives a “zero” for incomplete work- (college Level) missing parts and un-answers questions on test. Struggles with something. Then there is 3 people singing, someone puts his head on desk and another boy speak 2-3 rows back speaks about getting a contract ??? for singing or singer???

6.   A female with white blond frosted hair and male dark hair 5”10 at a bar, something a Logo- the font size is wrong, then they visit people in poor area affected by the rain and floods, again something Logo, then herself, people name Erick and this male leave a bar to go to open market.

1-5-2020 A year of Freedom or cleaning up your stuff. (or crap as I am calling it)

1-5-2020  A year of Freedom or cleaning up your stuff. (or crap as I am calling it)

You can look back, but you can’t go back- because you’re not that person anymore.

The dumb shit that people say to people:

Get over your childhood- yet, that is exactly what they are working on, even if they can’t see it and you can.

You not doing anything- Am I not breathing life and working this machine that I/we call a body.

Oh, you look bored – (said to people at the food store) definition of bored: feeling weary because one is unoccupied or lacks interest in one's current activity. This is common phrase that people say – When in fact the person is paid minimum wage or just above to stand there as you went around picked out your food and then stand in line complaining about the service, the way your bag was packed, what your mental state is, why you don’t like this or that. When you Bring you own bags, but don’t bother to wash them and they smell like death or your animals have been living in them. When in fact a Therapist is paid 10-15’x their salary with less stress involved.

Be happy, positive, happy thoughts – ok I get that – but what about the rest of world.

Get over it_ This fuel to fire- Just because your way of processing emotions is not the same as someone else’s, does not mean you should judge them.

Don’t say anything, if you have not been in their shoes, because you might not like the fit, if you had to wear them.

Work harder - is this physically thing or mental concept because from where I stand –all the smart people were once considered crazy before their idea were accepted – Tessa, Einstein, DA Vinci, Google. AOL, etc…When did the mind become separated from the body.

Not enough time- you have all the time in world, just not enough time to do it all.

Keep your nose to grindstone- If we worked any harder, …..it would be considered enslavement, oh, sorry that is what government is for-

Never judge a book by the cover- There is always a deep story beyond what see on the cover.

Inter-peace – is about being quiet enough to know that no matter what you experience or happens – it too shall pass.

Stories/memories – are wonderful and terrible. Your either become stronger, wiser, smarter or remain stuck, either ways there was a lesson to be learned.

Looking back – is only a reflection of life, learning, loving the good and bad and sometimes the ugly in people and ourselves.

Changes/changing – is realizing that there is always more to experience and more to you, then you realize or the world.

To Be heard- you must first listen to yourself.

To listen – you must first hear what your say about yourself.

Want love/ to be Loved – you must love you first, regardless of what other’s have said or say about you, because if you expect them to do it for you, you will always be looking outside of you for it.

Feel Safe – people can’t hurt you unless you give them the opportunity too. If they are hurting you start learning better boundaries. Being a nice person – does not mean you take another people’s crap. They will find someone else to shit on..

Be Care for-No one can care for you- because only you know what your needs are.

Want to be appreciated – Do you appreciate and accept who you are right now.

Acknowledged- is realizing that you know more then you realize, you may not have all the information, but willing to look for it.

Validated- is accepting your human, with all the human experience’s and only you need to validate yourself- there is nothing to prove to anyone- they are not you.

Respect is earn, not learned – if you don’t respect yourself, why would you expect people to respect you. Your actions, thoughts and emotions are what earn you respect.