10-26-22 My Mom passing

Guide have asked me to speak about my mom's passing. I am not sure as to the reason behind it, but here it is. Prior to me receiving a call that the family was called together because my mother's condition had changed, and things were not looking well. I had not known of her condition prior. I had not spoken to my mother in over 11 years. I had known that 18 months prior that she would be in fact transitioning. I have had other experiences where my guides used the wording transitioning to indicate that she and her soul would be leaving.

When I saw my mom before she passed two days before, I had spoken with my sibling after finding out that she had been in and out of the hospital for several years, which aligned with the time frame that I had been giving or known about. My mom had already requested that she not be put on a vent again and there was a do not resuscitate in place.

Now as hard as it was being that I had been distant for so long, I had spoken with my brothers and said the unthinkable, and that was “we should tell her that it would be ok if decided to go and that we would be ok”, if she wanted to continue to fight or leave to go home.  There is something to say about rest in peace, which reaches beyond words and is more truly understood that we know that they lived their life to the best that they could and that their soul was being called home.

As I drove to the hospital there were many signs in the way of butterflies in the middle of traffic, where there really should not have been any. When I got the call two days later that I needed to go back to the hospital I told my brother that I would not make it because I already knew that she was leaving. Here is the thing my mom did not want to pass alone, but by us letting her know that it was ok to leave, I think gave her comfort that we would be ok. And in the end, she didn’t want us there to see her leave. My brother's when to the hospital but she passed minutes before they arrived.

I think that reason that I asked to speak of her passing is that we tend to feel guilty because they were alone, and she decide before her passing that she was ok that we were not there. And I think that the alone part was from the fact that she was not there with her own mother, my grandmother passed, but at the time of death from the physical and to the afterlife, we are met with family and guides, angels that we may or may not questioned prior too, in life.

I only have knowledge of this because I had an overnight visit in the hospital, and I was roomed with a woman who was in fact was in transition, and as hard it may be to conceive of, her side of the room was filled with people and even children. The woman was not lucid as to where she was at the time or coherent. At the time I could understand why I was placed in the room. But looking back it makes sense to have had that experience.

So, I guess the point is that your loves are always greeted, regardless of the place that they pass at. And there is no need to feel guilt for not being there in the end. Since we live in the 21st century where death is a feared experienced, instead of a natural process that is honored in other cultures and history, they are taught early on that a natural process, where we live in a time that no longer respects that process. 

Oh, should mention that when I returned to my own home that night, both the clocks in my home had stopped working, one at the time of her passing and the other a few minutes later.

You are loved and return to love because that is who you are at the core.

9-29-22 Intuitive information –Updated 10-10-22

I got fast & furious two times- the concept of these movies – there are street racing, spies, heist, and family. So, my thought is this mimics reality. We are all aware of gangs and organized crime is this movie reflected a culture that we have yet to see, openly.

Rumpelstiltskin – This one is reaching! In the sense that it is a Grimm fairy tale.  The true fairy tales are dark in nature. My only thought with this one is the Elite!??

Israel – I see the word or country

A Landslide 

Two times I saw Masonic Symbols

Storytime: When I was a little girl walking to school, I can remember asking God why no one saw the love around them. That question would take me on a path that would show me the depth of deception that it is we are raised in. Which by any point of reference stems from generations and millions of years in the making! Sounds farfetched, well it is. When you start looking into ancient texts and digging around for the truth, as to why you experienced the things that you have, what seems as impossible becomes possible.

You know when your grade school and have career day or you know what you want to do when you grow up. Mine was a psychologist, but after realizing that I have spent more time in school than I wanted, I put it aside. I then pick-up that thought a few years back thinking that if I got my degree it would help with me wanting to help people. It’s always been a strong calling from within me. Yet, after getting the college basics down and navigating the far left or right view of that, my experiences conflicted with the status quo of what is defined by the academic field. As I tried to write my own program within the system. The deeper the lies became with not wanting to fix a much-broken system of thoughts and beliefs. Hence, I walked away.

I spend 18+ years researching and studying to understand what was happening to me and looking back this didn’t start with my research. This was my life and direction from the beginning and even what my purpose was from the get-go. When I research other people's lives that are famous and not so famous there was a was incident or literal accident that acted, as a catalyst, to begin this type of work. As woo-hoo as it is. I learned that people either embrace it or because of fear turn a blind eye.

History tells us that seers, oracles, prophets, and have existed for all of time, the Bible is one example of the will God taught by Jesus. Of course, this is not the only text available and by all accounts, I don’t believe it is a religion per se it is who we are. A lot of people say what is the purpose in life and what can I do to change the world or my surrounding. Well, by all definitions, that is a rather large inquiry! And what often is overlooked is the simple answer, which is that it can start with me/you.

I have come to point that as well intended, as putting intuitive information out, these seem rather a doom and gloom, points of view. When from a higher perspective, these things need to happen because we have become entrenched within the illusion, aka matrix. Recently, and a few times before I questioned that information, not in accuracy, but whether the original teaching of the many master’s and teaching are getting lost to only to people who can afford them, or teaching of coming back nature, a community orientated basics, to then sell me per se Cryptocurrency, encoded with light language has or will help me in my journey.

I understand the need to financially provide for oneself and or growing a more tribe-like community with like-minded people, But the fact is that most people are even questioning what is being presented to them.

Now I thought and think about everything, more than I should and maybe it's my birth sign or I just read and processed way too many books. As people that I know say the most ridiculous things to me. As in how I can Angels, guides  speak to me? Well, they don’t just speak to just me, they speak to many. If you look up how many times, they are referenced in the bible, why can’t you talk to them? You call out to God in prayer and ask for guidance, but when someone gives you information or the answer, we scoff them off.

As I try to process the next leg of my journey, and not cheapen the information for the sake of good Tag, or Rush of gaining followers, as Tony Robbins would say I am not your Guru, you are! I will leave you with the following intuitive information.

I keep getting an Apocalypse. If I look up the word could just mean disaster. Now Florida, Canada has just experienced what could be along the lines, of what to be apocalypse event. This is not a Fire and brimstone event, that is a wildly spin-off Hollywood movie. As Example Y2K, hello we are still here. Why are you still here because regardless of the media and social programming, this planet that you live on is protected. I will leave at that.

I got Paster John? No idea

“Why the guides or why I kept hearing “Children of Earth” in a thunderous voice, - I have not gotten clarity on this. Maybe that is what people think!

I got Alan Parson's song – Eye in the sky several times. Kidding aside – if you believe that we’re the only ones hurdling through space on the rock we call earth, I have no more further words to say.

Torchwood? I understand that this is a series, but I have not investigated it.

I got “all that glitter does not Glitz”! – My thought is that about being Superficial in the fact, your sold that in order to be successful you have to own, the biggest house, fancy car, Princeton prep schools, etc... I have no issues with wealth, but soulless heartless people, yes. When you research enough people in the pursuit of wealth, as the only means, there tends to be a deep fear around money and losing it all.

I kept hearing – Come what may? I know that it is a song or maybe it has another reference.  I listen to the song, and I had to turn it off because I am finding that the tones in the Music or the people's voices are sounding tone deaf to me. Lyric, wise it sounds like a hymn.

Doctor? My first thought was Fauci. Why? I have previously gotten death threats or maybe in News again. I just heard whitewashed information.

So, I write, and I was sitting at my desk and felt a wave of energy or maybe an earthquake. I live East coast and the last earthquake we experienced that we felt, roughly in 2011-est. memory serves correctly.

I just got “standing on the highest mountain”. I know that there is a hymn about Rest on the mountain. Being that I just lost a parent I understand this as a reference. Even with what I do and knowing that there is no real death, other than the physical body, as a human being I still have to process the loss on an emotional level. But this is also about Believing in the impossible, by taking the view of standing on the highest mountain.

I kept hearing it’s all about the money, money- I thought it was a song or maybe a movie but google sucks and the reference that I am looking for is lost in the cyber world. I did find a book by the same title, Richard Walker, which seems to be along the lines of another author Richard Florida. I remember being told by two Ex-police officers that if you want to know the truth, follow the money.

So, I had a strange dream about men in bio-hazard suits. I was rather annoyed by it because it was not clear as to why I was seeing it.

Crosshatch pattern?

Shrewsbury Ma

Hearing, here we go around, around on the merry-go-round, where it stops no knows? I have not gotten clarity.

Ok, this one, no clue? Grimoire and Dark magician?   A grimoire is a book – typically used in magic work. A dark magician is just what it is. Why I got the information?

I saw the wording Gearing – right before waking up. – I did look it up and it is a company debt to equity or gears in a machine. I have spoken about the crashing of the economy – and if you have watched or listened to Europe and other countries are struggling financially – i.e.: war, crash economy, control the market, goods, food, and water control the world. Create enough fear to control people.

French Connection- (you tube) I think this is in regards to CBS 1964 investigation, but you decided. I don’t if it is regarding the Gene Hackman hoax, where he is the main character is a movie similar to this investigation and the borders that it crosses and how it has been known for about 58 years, Robert Kennedy and within a year or less of John F. being shot, which I thought was in 1964, but maybe it’s a mandala effect.

I keep seeing the Old “Early Edition” series! 2x’s

I saw the word or name Wainte/waite

I am hearing a Military call or cadence Call – sound off 1,2, sound 1,2,3 4

Something with Breastmilk? Can’t produce

Fall of the Royal crown

I see a large pole, metal, larger than telephone pole, or street light. It seems to be several stories high. Antenna. 

 

 

10-01-22 Divine Love seeks to speak:

Now is a time on your planet where all will feel the wrath of mother nature. She is a force to be reckoned with. There has come a time where all will know the pains and cries as to what has been done to her. She is not just a planet that you live upon. She is a spiritual being, just as you are.

Many will run saying it is God's judgment, it is Not! She, as well as you, are a being of the light, and love, like all, must evolve into her rightful place. No one can stop what is coming. You have forgotten the ways, your connection to all things, your connection to Divine Source. You have forgotten that you are infinite beings of the light.

As you grasp for your understanding, as to why these things have occurred, your soul knows. But you have become lost in the trinkets of fame, power, greed, and the consumption of things that have no real value in the scheme of things.

You must go back to the old ways of living off the land and honoring the planet for she feeds you and your soul. Everything has its place. You are not helpless children wandering to and fro – You are a divine being of the creator to bring to fruition the coming age.

Seek to know yourself and the power and intent that you hold, all is at your command.

We wish you good day, in God's speed, with the greatest love and light of the Divine.