I have not written any intuition messages in a while because I questioned whether it was the right path for me. Two months ago I went to training and it was met with opposition. I have attempted to learn hypnosis several times over the years and quite frankly feel like I either am under attack or shit is said to myself, that I feel is unprofessional. Oddly spirit will use anger to be the catalyst to push someone. I think it is dumb for someone who has seen trauma not only in my own life but also been a witness and observer of other people's trauma. It gets old, quickly.
I also know that the guides will sometimes speak through me and can be sharp and to the point and not realizing or explaining this to people can feel like being throat punched. For a lack of better words. I have sat questioning why this is done and why this is needed because it often feels like a shock to the system. I then think about how other people handle this and what is not seen. Not talking about the real depth that one is pushed too. Just to openly speak about spiritual matters. How the real work is not seen on videos or in books and it is portrayed as a mask. Of course, I realize that most people don't want to see the depth of the work that is taking place. Because they would to face their own stuff and look at what they said or done, what has happened to them throughout their life to make them the people they are.
The guides ask me why I have resistance to this work, and wonder why they ask me, since they guide me and not the other way around. When it is a two-way street. Because my experiences are not one-sided, and all experiences are part of the journey. Just like a child learning from their parents or their environment. We learn with our senses, filtered by the mind and heart and when we are not aligned with one of these aspects of ourselves things go awry or amiss. As children, we played in the moment within the boundaries that we were given and learned very quickly what was okay or not. The freedom that we once had gets lost in the things that lack any substance. With technology that was created to bring us together and not separation is even greater than before, to point, wasn't it the point to bring us more together?
I question even the things that come through as messages or predictions, which of course are preventable, and why it is not taught as such, why one searches for answers or that not taught to go within. I question the guides why the things that I have encountered needed to happen the way they did and why am I even doing this if I constantly have to defend myself to question whether is it my ego or theirs, that was crossed. Why their such a mixed bag of information and whether it is ego because what worked for one will not be the same for another. I even question whether all the studying and learning that I have done was even necessary considering I was doing this type of work without realizing that I was.
Had I not been taught to dismiss to listen to myself. Even when spirit or guides would show show me things I put them to the side then and even now because I don't know what to do with them. Even now spirits (decease) people speak to me in other languages that I don't know or who they belong to. I am like I have no idea who your relatives are, so you can tell me but it is not specific enough to pass a message and for God's sake don't wake me up in the middle of the night to do so. Sometimes the information comes so quickly that I can't filter it quickly enough and figure out what is important and not important in the moment. I try to remember that I like a radio picking up the radio waves that get transmitted. We all our, but just forgotten our innate ability to connect to home. "Hence Et phone home" takes on a different use.
With that, the following came through today and of course, I don't want to post it, so here it is anyway:
Parasites
hearing candle in the wind - my thoughts are: just like Princess Diana and Marilyn Monroe who this song is written for. (or channeling watch of Marilyn Monroe) There is a Woman who is a large light in the world that we may see pass on. Who that is is a good question - Celine Dion came to mind- don't quote this was not guided by the guides. I know she repeatedly had health-related issues.
Stomach bug
Raw Anger - many think anger is not spiritual and has no place - when the opposite is true of Anger. It in fact creates change, normally we are still and content, but when enough has been pushed down, under or outright ignored, disrespected, etc.. it boils to the surface. Like much of the world that is in chaos. These are tipping points. Much like paying more money for something and getting less or effectively nothing changes. Humans have been floating on unknown waters before the virus and it is like floating in the dark of what is to come. If you think about the last time that you experienced anger, for whatever reason.. crappy boss, or job, or whatever it was to have someone bring what is sitting below the surface that needs to be addressed, it is a release of emotional energy that has been brewing. Since everything is energy vibrating on a level that most are not even conscious of. Again not taught and is raw power that is often confused as something bad when it is a catalyst for change within one's being or globally. I could in more details but it be long write and edit.
Since I keep having these experiences around hypnosis I going to list some books as a reference point, should you want some answers to questions as to why you have experienced the life you have or a recurring theme.
Robert Schwartz - Your soul's plan
Antonio Sangio - My Soul Purpose
Dolores Cannon - Work -Waves of volunteers
Dr. Brian Weiss - Work
The Edgar Cayce - Work/ case files
Carol Bowman - Work
Note: If choose to experience or learn hypnosis - Find a reputable person. I can not give you someone at the moment because of my own biased opinion and encounters.
Also I don't make any money off of the books or as a reference. They are knowledge !
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