So I have a brief interactions with a person, who does not want to be seen, yet wants to be seen, because my encounters are short and requires more information as to why this is. So, I have this question?
*Is it more important that people see you or more important that you see yourself?
We have this belief that is programmed into us that unless we are doing something of importance that regardless of what it is, in life, we have no value. Which is simply not the case. Are identity is so wrapped in what others think about us, without question who am I? This need to prove, validate, or do something (asked to add this word: you are Vindicated) to be considered of importance when we are a being of creation. When we forget that we exist because we are what we seek.
While writing this I also realized my personality has this internal dialogue not because I chose it for myself, but something that has been placed on me. Recently, I had this experience that I regressed in memory through pictures that I own to when I was a child only 12 days old, and how from that point on it became about what I was doing and not about the love that I was in that body as a newborn.
I could be over-reading the situation, but one has to think how far back in one's life, that I became seen as less than, instead of being seen as love, joy, and happiness to perform to validate my existence. I don't think it is one day, I tend to think it is years in the making and how we lose sight of from the busyness of life. I did not understand that memory completely at the moment, or why I was shown it and how it now fits into the context of this post. Not every memory that pops up is a direct connection to some great insight, or maybe it is, is our soul telling us who we really are. You decide!
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