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Wednesday, May 14, 2025

05/14/25 Dreamtime - Psychic

 I got the following two words during dreamtime. What they mean, I have no idea, and since I am on strike with the guides and sitting next to a pile of notes that I am not sure whether to throw in the trash or continue to write them down, due to my frustration and my frustration with them.  

Helig/ Heilig - saw as a business and large building with blue and white lettering / No idea what it means.

Diel - looked up the meaning and means the next 24 hrs.. (Could be business, too)  Since guides are not explaining the reason  for it or why, I am posting here. 

Oh, and last night I got Who's Afraid of the Big Bad Wolf and then Virginia Woolf - what the two have that is similar, I am not sure. I found a movie from the 60's and attempted to watch it, and was put off by it.  

People think spiritual people or people who do this work have overcome stress, annoyances, anger, and other negative emotions, or attributes, that is an illusion and a lie, that somehow we are separate, chosen, or indifferent, that it is a secret that we don't share. Along with some other things that are presented as something that they are not, I have to speak about this another time. 

When I started this journey/ path to understanding what was happening to me, I wanted honesty, integrity, and trust, to feel safe saying something or expressing myself because I wanted and needed to understand what was happening, and the studying never stops, contrary to what is out there. Because a lot of people will gladly take your money and leave you in your trauma, or even more trauma. As side note that is why I stopped I have not written in few months, because the guides stop talking and I was burnout away. My frustration should not become your frustration, but I am not about smoke and mirrors, alogorithm for numbers, pretending that it is.  

As the media presents something as reality and it is quite different than what it is, or was years ago. Maybe it is how we walk around with a false self and think that is who we are, when it is far from the truth. 

So, to add to my frustration, my computer died, and now I am trying to use Grammarly on the new computer, and it cannot find either of the previously two accounts, and my one account is 100k from writing a million words, a feat in itself. Between two accounts I have hit well over millions. This other one is lost to Lala Land (not the movie). Now it wants me to create yet another account. 

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