Lessons learned – 11-24-2020

 

Lessons learned – 11-24-2020

Did you ever wonder why you experience things that you have! I have made a life mission to understanding why or how these things happen to us or on a personal level; even on a universal level. Now I know many have experience things that words can’t even describe the deep of pain or lost that was experienced at the hands of another. I also know that we create things, or they are pre-birth choices to experience in our lifetime. I have gone down the rabbit whole more then once. The more I look for answers that deeper it goes. To the point on more than one occasion I have said Fuck this.

When I ask people whom I call spiritual teachers I have been disrespected, blow off and completely dismissed. Books and videos only get so far, and our intuition can give us only the information without it Running amuck. People think spiritual people have all the answers and the fact is we don’t. Our own journey through is as complicated as anyone else. I have seen and experience some gnarly stuff at the hands of other people.

Just recently I took a course that I directed to take by my guides, which now seems senseless at the moment, because what was taught was a class to open you up to your intuition. I thought that I was taking a class that was going to get me more clarify.  I haphazardly don’t meditate because I have don’t more get that information that way. It has always been in a vision, or words and dreams. I currently seem to be arguing with the universal or my guides during dream time, when I should be resting and verses trying to explain to them why I feel the way I do.  I have even had more than once people lose their shit on me for asking a question.

I have always known that I here to do something and always felt I born into the wrong family and planet. Yes, I know that sounds fuckin crazy. The f-word is low vibration word and honestly if I had not seen things for myself, I would say she is crazy. But the fact is that I am saner than most people who think they are normal. By the way, what is normal, because my viewpoint that is no such things as normal. There is group agreement that a stop sign means to stop, yet other view it as optionable and tree is tree, yet there is thousands of different species. I remember one of my son’s teachers say to him there is no neck on the person he drew, yet from his view his teacher had no neck.

Right now, even I write this there are thousand of view and opinions and whatever floating around about this or that, I will not name even one of them. Because someone will try to prove that there view more important to me, then my own thoughts. I often think about the book the “Art of War’. I have not read it, maybe someday or not. But it does take a rocket science to see that something is very wrong. Even a quick 5 min video can sum up the book, red, blue, purple and green etc.  know your enemy. I am not a bible thumper, yet the bible speaks “Love thy neighbor” so does this only apply to your physical neighbor or is this term about Everyone.

The Art of Persuasion is another tactic that use everywhere. Just turning on News is form of persuasion, if I want to know something I look for information and if my view changes either way it called Free Will and I have choice to sit with it or set it aside until I can make different opinion. When I read things that cross my path that tell me of things that were written 30-40 years ago and see them playing out, one has to wonder what the hell is happening. Right now, you have to make a choice whether it is happening to you is the only choice or Is everyone your neighbor or are they your enemy!

Xo the Voice Within