6-21-21 Predictions

 

Someone asked why I don’t do predictions? Here why because if I get an earthquake, I then have to pinpoint where it is and because news travels so fast via the internet by the time I verify it or locate it, it is out of the Web. Unless I get it in advance there no point in creating fear. (this happen recently with Chile)

Also, most people who read this are aware of five points. Now just imagine you are at the traffic light and you are going to the mall let’s say there are five possible ways to get there: 1. Could have traffic, the 2nd can have a school bus, 3rd could have no problems but will take 5 mins out your way, the 4th way your realize you forgot something that you needed to do that is more important than the mall, 5th you decide to get food first.  Each choice has a different outcome. Life is not singular. Each moment is an opportunity to make a different choice.

I also don’t do relationship reading because instead of meeting the one multiple people could be a match. Not all relationship is the one because maybe there is a lesson to be learned or healed. As in the example, you could date the same type of person having the experience and wonder why it keeps happening, well then there something that needs to be healed that you are not seeing. We get what we need not necessarily what we want. To complicate things, it could be karma. My point is that all the energy that spend defending why or what happened there is a lesson. Ass hole or not- Forgive the person and move on the best you can. Most relationships are based on the family unit, they are familiar to us, if basic needs were not met, we look for those qualities that we did not or did get unconscious and consciously. We are what we learned. It can be more complicated than that, but it requires digging and doing shadow-work.

Hopefully, this good explanation.

6-17-21 Forgiving the Ancestors

 

6-17-21 Forgiving the Ancestors 

So, for three days I have gotten to forgive the ancestors! What “is” the ancestors – the ancestors are our family tree. They are the people who have passed as far back as time existed. Since time is a man-made concept to account for existence. Our lives too are connected to the people involved in the past. Just as you will be part of the ancestors when you leave this earthy existence. I once heard “make the dash” count referring to time spent here in the present. So often we are occupied with so many things that they are distracting us from what is possible and who we are. 

There is a tendency to think that what happened in the past does affect us in the present, which is far from the truth.  Every conceivable thought is manifested into the world carried a vibration of energy. Matter is never destroyed so everything that exists and will exist, in the same moment. It is just a matter of where thoughts are. So, if we were to reach back in time people of just the last 100 years, we could say that the things that we have today were impossible for their time. Yet here we are with all the advancements for 2021 with much more to come. 

The ancestor could have been you or in the future, you could be a family member to a distant ancestor.  The point is your story never ends and just like the universe, there is no beginning or end, it ever-expanding, and you will too. The ancestors are the people who dreamed and believed that were also a possibility to achieve. They laid the groundwork for many of the things we have today. 

Much like the mistakes in our own lives, we must forgive the people who also were human acting in the interest of their time. Life is not singular there is always a divine plan at work. People tend to think that this is it and this is my life, yet repeatedly it proved to be false by people from the past and present.

One of the great disadvantages of this time is the belief that nothing changes when everything is possible.  Many times, things have been things created sometimes as a joke per se to only grow over time. So many people limit themselves by their thinking, what other people's thoughts are, and because someone told them it was not possible or for merely expressing themselves. The point is the past is a reminder that the future is not yet made seen. It like planting a seed, that seed grows and creates more seeds and more plants. The same concept works with an idea or thought. 

6-20-2021 Psychic information:

 6-20-2021 Psychic information:

This morning I had image of a man dark hair and beard, over 5'10 or better standing, average build, in front a landscape outdoors (like lake, park,) there was distance between him and the back ground. From the songs I would say this person was deep, smoky and reflective person and may kept his thoughts to himself with flare for jazz or soul songs that touch you ways you feel in the heart or least it was to him. 

I then heard Spirit songs like: "something in my heart" and "How can I go on with out you", because song was faint in sound here is the following songs that I could put the music too. 

How do I live without you ( Trisha Yearwood) video and lyrics

Something In My Heart 'Live' by Michel'le

Kaleo - I Can't Go on Without You 

6-17-2021 -The Sensing One vs. Sensitive One

 

6-17-2021 -The Sensing One vs. Sensitive One

 This morning I was thinking about how it was said that I was the responsible one or the reliable one, yet I was also the defiant one. How all these labels are placed on us a small children before we even know the true meaning of them. It could be said it’s because of the dysfunction family, but really, we all are/were living through some type of dysfunction whether we acknowledge or not.

And depending on dysfunctional which we are acutely aware of it, we did what was necessary to change the situation or adapt to whatever was happening. It is sad and funny at most that we just could not be who we were. As parent myself I see the miss steps and the moments that I should have been listening or been a different person or a myriad of situation that I was not focused or present for. That the outer situations had my focus instead of observing the effects of the emotionally wellbeing of the people around me or even my own well-being.  

Now as empath or sensing one, as a child or even now as adult, I can’t always explain what I am picking up on. Sometimes I must explore it, even when my intuition is telling me something is off, but I don’t understand it. These are not necessarily clear indicator that something is off. We have all met people or been somewhere or been told something the was off. I use the reference with my clients that remember when you were school or college and someone was trying to teach you something and no matter what they said you knew it was wrong. You don’t know why or how, but the information was wrong. I have seen this repeatedly in my own life in my own hence the name of blog.

There is small or very loud voice within you that is trying to get your attention. It is unfortunate that our natural ability to discern is forced to shut down because of a lack parenting as child or because of outer conditions around us now, or in the past, lead us to difficult choices and paths. The guides often say you need one to understand the other. You can’t know joy with sadness or pain without happiness. Fear without love. Faith without despair. One has to wonder what all this means. Calm without upset. You get the point!

As I am sitting thinking about all the terms that were used to describe me as child not one mention is of the loving, happy, funny, creative child. Most of my memories are of willful, defiant or reliability or responsible, irresponsible, sensitive. Overly emotional because I was not who they wanted me to be. Maybe because they learned from their own choices that the world was not who they thought, taught, or told; it would be. In my own life I see and understand most of the misguided information.  

As we live in society of information overload or technology overload, doing more or at speeds that far beyond what is nature to the human body. You have to wonder where the breaking point is! We spend the last 15-18 months depending where you live in world and what some consider a reset in humans and humanity has returned to speeds and maybe worst then before. The things that people should have put importance on may have been lost to many. That entire planet was shut down to due virus and things are collapsing around us and will continue because they were not working to begin with. 

Even my own reality is in question because my sensitivity or sensing, has a hard time hearing people speak of people not having basic human rights. I would like to say in next 10 years, I can reflect back and say this was turning point. But as I sit presently contemplating what my life’s next step is without rely in what I see in news and media overload or how people think that basic human necessities should ever be in question and this thought that they should not be helped because they should do as you do, is just beyond crazy.

The guides often remind me that we came here to break it down and rebuild it. Not by color, gender or religion, class, money or fakebook or the Instagram following, if your not willing to use your sensing self  or your God self and question your thoughts and beliefs, challenge the behaviors of peace over war, healing over killing another, food for all and water and housing, abundance for all. That you think that if every need was met that people would become lazy is a falsehood because everyone came for a reason. Then you will continue to see what you see.   With that we would bid you good day.  

6-8-2121 Working through Trauma

 The following is a channeled message in the fact that I hear the words like it is being dictated to me. 

When you don’t clear trauma, it clings like a bad sock. You become lost in repeating patterns with family abuse, neglect, bad or poor relationships. They keep coming until you face them and understand why they are there in the first place. Let say your childhood was trauma in some form- you had a controlling parent or mother who had no voice or it was reversed, there was always a power struggle going on- one or other felt unheard or less then. No matter what they did it was never equal or equality in the relationship – one was always in an imbalance of power.

They gave up their power to keep face or prove their love by standing back to the other, because in previous generations that is what was expected of them. They learned it, experienced it in previous family generations' dynamics and history even though great strides have been made to balance the male/ female energies, there continues to be this underlining power struggle for equality. That regardless of the gender there are two sides to the same person.

The female the source of creation has become overly dependent and male as the aggressor, to only be the one to succeed and successful for their stance to be the tough guy, to need to be strong and not show weakness in the face of fear- As a woman has been termed overly emotional, indecisive, and unable to somehow not see the bigger picture, because life has been built on power and attainment of goods, wealth or status within eyes view, yet where does this come from, but a deep dissatisfaction with one-self. “I must achieve at all cost”, so no one can know the real self, this is like window dressing for the battered ego.

Life has taught them it is not ok to feel- to just do, whereas their counterpart is also taught to hide themselves from the world. That they are overly emotional, or no one will understand because emotions flow from them like a river.

Both genders have become out of sync with themselves and nature. Overly demanding of either sex to be like the other. Yet no one is like another. You're born into these family to understand the family dynamics, but your leave with all their baggage to go out in the world to achieve what exactly. To be at the top of field or career, to purchase items to no end. Yet the very part of you, your soul is sitting by waiting to be acknowledged that there is more to me than all of this. The quiet, gentle part that wishes no more than to be too.

We repress these needs and desires to fit into a world out of balance, then seen it as weakness, as opposed to a super-power. In previous cultures and times, this was seen as the wise one, one who could reflect on all of life, to see the beauty within each moment, not a headstrong warrior, who would run into battle without a well thought out plan. Waring for no reason, which has long since passed its prime. 

War is an act of control and power to control another. Just like the weather comes to take back what is rightfully hers, so too is it time to rebalance the energies that have been out of balance for too long. Good day.

6-14-2021 This Message that received a long time ago -I just found it.

This message I received while at work. I forgot about it because  I copied it as a PDF file.  When messages come through they really quick and they talk faster then I can write or type. 

5-31-21 Weeding your garden of your thoughts

 5-31-21 Weeding your garden of your thoughts

Is a metaphor for weeding things that no longer serve you. They are your thoughts and memories of the past – of all the things that have come and gone. That we hang onto that we think we should have done better or experiences that showed us that we are not who we say we are or what we should be in order to be happy or more successful, by what we thought or others people’s views or standards of what that (life) should look like. 

We are not really taught to check in with ourselves. We go through the day doing what is expected of ourselves, never really stopping along the way for long enough to say this is not what I want for myself. Never questioning what it is that fills us up? What fills me with joy, happiness, or peace, so I can live from a place within that no matter what it will not knock me to the ground. 

Starting over seems to be something that I have been doing more times than I can count at this point. All the obstacles and opportunities that have come and gone. Fear of getting it wrong or making a mistake because we’re taught to get it right the first time or a least learn it by the second time. Life will give you exactly what you need even if it takes several tries and years to get it, to some degree. 

It a game that you play with yourselves to show us exactly what needs to be look at, even when we aren’t even present for it in the moment! If you remove all the- doings, the have to, chatter, all outside distracts of people, the media, this things, or any other things, what do you have? Just this moment. What does that moment feel like or sound like? Is your mind quiet and idol or is simply being! A yogi would say there nothing to say or do, “because you already are and that is all that is needed, because you already exist, everything else is there as a distraction to distract you from what is”. 

The “Is” is you, and everything that exist, you are, or the great I am that I am. Nothing is outside of you. Just a reflection of you in the world -life is how to see it, the whole of everything that exists.  

 

6-8-2021 Psychic information

 I get information all the time and I just know don't know what to do with it anymore because it is either vague or means nothing to me in the moment. So for now on I just going to write them here. I don't enjoy putting out doom or gloom, which is one of many reason why I stay from the media and news. Which just portrays the world has basically gone to hell and were living in it. Now if there is any truth to we create are reality then what we are seeing is a manifestation of our own thought fears and the fallen part of outdated beliefs, thoughts, patterns and behaviors. So below are things that received.

Vision of a either a solar flare or photon light headed towards us. 

Vision of a woman and her rigging were she either undid or cut her own rigging.

Grand berks hotel 

Something wrong the tesla 600 - some type of malfunction with the computer, wiring - creating a short causing a fire within. 

Question- are your dreams bigger then your fears?

heard- when you allow other to disrespect you, you in turn are disrespecting yourself by not standing up for yourself. 

Song- take the long way home - Supertramp 

the date of 6/8/16 ? 

the word - forestry - not sure if this about the current shortage of wood for construction or in fact something to due actual forestry. 

Spirits mother - Name Javier or English version of name Xavier  - I had a spirit come to me looking for her son I believe and just kept saying Javier over and over again, until I asked my guides to step in because I personally don't know of a Javier. This was in the last two weeks. 5-17-21

Dream about a Sarah Daurus threw money away. 

Vison of a dirty door knob and another dirty object?

Song- Sing me a love song

Told- Doubt is useful - as form of questioning but not to live by.

Buenos Aires - Argentina?

Someone I know from a long time ago wrote a book about Iraq Bob C. I shown a image of the book on a book shelf. 

The term- Yellow fish ? 

the word- lush or luese - I think this is a term used in the essence of who we are on a soul level. Ie: when we leave this world to the next their/or are essence is and can be seen leaving the body. Their is same glow that a women carry know as pregnant glow. As a note that there maybe something insidious use of this vial energy that also know as chi, prana, qi. 

Interesting Read: https://areainthavenofear.files.wordpress.com/2015/07/the-skingularity-is-near.pdf     William H. 

Dream- I was shown a warehouse or store front the size of a Walmart - devoid of anything in it. 

I looked up the meaning of Buenos Aires - which means fair winds or the Madonna of Bonaire ? 

The word asphyxiation? 

Dream the name or word - Duce Lunchius ? 

Saw image of a small pot, similar to oil burner, bubbling away or dry?

heard - Papa Joe's not Papa John's?

I heard - A yogi would say there is nothing to say or do because you already are. 

The name Colenna ? 

Dream of flecks of paint on the floor white and black maybe tile 

heard- Thigh master ? really not sure about this 

Song - I will follow you until the end of time. 

Vison - a white house with blue shutters or blue trim, cape cod or something similar

heard- Barbara

the word yolo? 

the name Michael Flynn

the name Jack Willoughby

Heard- Asaro? 

I kept saying James Patterson ? now normally it shows up somewhere.