6-8-2121 Working through Trauma

 The following is a channeled message in the fact that I hear the words like it is being dictated to me. 

When you don’t clear trauma, it clings like a bad sock. You become lost in repeating patterns with family abuse, neglect, bad or poor relationships. They keep coming until you face them and understand why they are there in the first place. Let say your childhood was trauma in some form- you had a controlling parent or mother who had no voice or it was reversed, there was always a power struggle going on- one or other felt unheard or less then. No matter what they did it was never equal or equality in the relationship – one was always in an imbalance of power.

They gave up their power to keep face or prove their love by standing back to the other, because in previous generations that is what was expected of them. They learned it, experienced it in previous family generations' dynamics and history even though great strides have been made to balance the male/ female energies, there continues to be this underlining power struggle for equality. That regardless of the gender there are two sides to the same person.

The female the source of creation has become overly dependent and male as the aggressor, to only be the one to succeed and successful for their stance to be the tough guy, to need to be strong and not show weakness in the face of fear- As a woman has been termed overly emotional, indecisive, and unable to somehow not see the bigger picture, because life has been built on power and attainment of goods, wealth or status within eyes view, yet where does this come from, but a deep dissatisfaction with one-self. “I must achieve at all cost”, so no one can know the real self, this is like window dressing for the battered ego.

Life has taught them it is not ok to feel- to just do, whereas their counterpart is also taught to hide themselves from the world. That they are overly emotional, or no one will understand because emotions flow from them like a river.

Both genders have become out of sync with themselves and nature. Overly demanding of either sex to be like the other. Yet no one is like another. You're born into these family to understand the family dynamics, but your leave with all their baggage to go out in the world to achieve what exactly. To be at the top of field or career, to purchase items to no end. Yet the very part of you, your soul is sitting by waiting to be acknowledged that there is more to me than all of this. The quiet, gentle part that wishes no more than to be too.

We repress these needs and desires to fit into a world out of balance, then seen it as weakness, as opposed to a super-power. In previous cultures and times, this was seen as the wise one, one who could reflect on all of life, to see the beauty within each moment, not a headstrong warrior, who would run into battle without a well thought out plan. Waring for no reason, which has long since passed its prime. 

War is an act of control and power to control another. Just like the weather comes to take back what is rightfully hers, so too is it time to rebalance the energies that have been out of balance for too long. Good day.