6-17-2021 -The Sensing One vs. Sensitive One

 

6-17-2021 -The Sensing One vs. Sensitive One

 This morning I was thinking about how it was said that I was the responsible one or the reliable one, yet I was also the defiant one. How all these labels are placed on us a small children before we even know the true meaning of them. It could be said it’s because of the dysfunction family, but really, we all are/were living through some type of dysfunction whether we acknowledge or not.

And depending on dysfunctional which we are acutely aware of it, we did what was necessary to change the situation or adapt to whatever was happening. It is sad and funny at most that we just could not be who we were. As parent myself I see the miss steps and the moments that I should have been listening or been a different person or a myriad of situation that I was not focused or present for. That the outer situations had my focus instead of observing the effects of the emotionally wellbeing of the people around me or even my own well-being.  

Now as empath or sensing one, as a child or even now as adult, I can’t always explain what I am picking up on. Sometimes I must explore it, even when my intuition is telling me something is off, but I don’t understand it. These are not necessarily clear indicator that something is off. We have all met people or been somewhere or been told something the was off. I use the reference with my clients that remember when you were school or college and someone was trying to teach you something and no matter what they said you knew it was wrong. You don’t know why or how, but the information was wrong. I have seen this repeatedly in my own life in my own hence the name of blog.

There is small or very loud voice within you that is trying to get your attention. It is unfortunate that our natural ability to discern is forced to shut down because of a lack parenting as child or because of outer conditions around us now, or in the past, lead us to difficult choices and paths. The guides often say you need one to understand the other. You can’t know joy with sadness or pain without happiness. Fear without love. Faith without despair. One has to wonder what all this means. Calm without upset. You get the point!

As I am sitting thinking about all the terms that were used to describe me as child not one mention is of the loving, happy, funny, creative child. Most of my memories are of willful, defiant or reliability or responsible, irresponsible, sensitive. Overly emotional because I was not who they wanted me to be. Maybe because they learned from their own choices that the world was not who they thought, taught, or told; it would be. In my own life I see and understand most of the misguided information.  

As we live in society of information overload or technology overload, doing more or at speeds that far beyond what is nature to the human body. You have to wonder where the breaking point is! We spend the last 15-18 months depending where you live in world and what some consider a reset in humans and humanity has returned to speeds and maybe worst then before. The things that people should have put importance on may have been lost to many. That entire planet was shut down to due virus and things are collapsing around us and will continue because they were not working to begin with. 

Even my own reality is in question because my sensitivity or sensing, has a hard time hearing people speak of people not having basic human rights. I would like to say in next 10 years, I can reflect back and say this was turning point. But as I sit presently contemplating what my life’s next step is without rely in what I see in news and media overload or how people think that basic human necessities should ever be in question and this thought that they should not be helped because they should do as you do, is just beyond crazy.

The guides often remind me that we came here to break it down and rebuild it. Not by color, gender or religion, class, money or fakebook or the Instagram following, if your not willing to use your sensing self  or your God self and question your thoughts and beliefs, challenge the behaviors of peace over war, healing over killing another, food for all and water and housing, abundance for all. That you think that if every need was met that people would become lazy is a falsehood because everyone came for a reason. Then you will continue to see what you see.   With that we would bid you good day.