11-27-22 Intuitive information

 

I don’t know what this means – Murphy’s to Wallace. Now Murphy’s is a bar in my hometown and Wallace’s Alignment/Auto is a distance of a few miles. Why I am getting I have no idea. I have been woken up for the last 4 mornings. I got fire 2x, which of course looking at the distance between these two points is massive. It seems to be some of type line. Because it is being shown as if I was driving between those two points. 

I have also said, in my sleep something to the effect of reality splitting. When looking up the definition it is defined, as in one reality, someone dying and in another there still alive. Which is similar to heaven and earth. Were one person dies and it is understood to a degree they moved on to heaven or the other side. 

This would be a split in reality. From a higher perspective, we all live in multiple realities at the same time. You don’t have an awareness of this because your mind has been taught to believe that this planet, the earth is the only thing that exists. Quite frankly, is a head trip to think you exist in other places at the same time. 

You have been taught that there is you, your god of choice, and the moon, stars, and sun with dead planets surrounding you out in space. Which could not be further from the truth. We the Pleiadeans have visited your planet for millions of light years. We have watched over your planet as it progresses in evolution for even longer than that scientific community, or government will tell you. 

You have never been alone floating in space without our assistance, along with other races standing watch over the planet. Not all sightings are of the Pleiadeans, there is a technology that is being used to create a holograph image of a Ufo or Afo in your skies. For a means to control and manipulate humanity. If do your research you will find that we have comes many, many times to indigenous cultures and humans alike. 

If you were to think about just the advancement that has occurred in the last 122 years, do you really think that it just happened? There has been a universal treaty signed that has allowed this technology to be brought through to the media. Many of the great inventors, who were once considered crazy for the information that they were able to bring to the planet, for example, the television to computers that you now wear on your wrist. This concept alone was unheard of over 100 years ago. 

We tell you these things so you can begin to know the truth and that it is not some random act of God. Your planet is on a trajectory to evolve as a species, and everything on the planet, humans have never been the only species on the planet. Everything is consciousness on the planet from microorganisms to the planet as a whole. You have been taught to think small, when in fact, that is the farthest from who you really are in form.  

You have never been taught to expand your mind. You have been kept small to control you and your ability to access truths. You are not random people floating in space. Which your governments and others would have you believe. “You’re not like chicken little running around saying the sky is fallen”, this is a metaphor for the mass fear that is projected at you through your media. Many are created events to keep you in fear of becoming a greater version of what you have known before about yourselves.

As things fall apart because they no longer serve humanity, as a whole. What seems like chaos is not what some are labeling Armageddon. This planet is protected by multiple councils and galactic federations that oversee the progression of the evolution of this planet. You are not new babes of lambs to this planet or this incarnation. You have lived multiple lives and exist elsewhere. Your earth suit is just a vehicle that part of you resides in. That is why many feel foreign in this world because many have not just existed here. 

Your planet is in an inner galactic travel station. Your unearthing of artifacts around the world will tell you that civilizations have existed for longer than what they would have you believe. The earth existed for millions and millions of years and will continue to, do so.  You came to create but that has been stifled to control your minds and your abilities to live the life you were meant to. God,  source did not just haphazardly throw out planets to exist. Everything has a purpose for its existence. You as a personally are not cavemen banging on rocks, you are more evolved than what you have been led to believe is true. 

It is up to you to decide. Whether there is more to your own know story, history, and what is and has been told. We leave this day with discourse. 

As a side note: I don’t if I have written this down or personally stated this -but as a child, I knew that my family was not my original family and that I was born into the wrong family and not from this planet. But as the earth is a school of learning, which I have since learned and created by free will and thought. It changes many things and opens the door to questions, like what is the truth, and what lies have we been taught, why is not taught from birth? Or why did some of us choose to forget and others not? 

I have been lax about keeping up with intuitive information, and I did get the following: 

Guggenheim Museum

Corpus Christi- not sure if it is Texas or the actual meaning of the words.  

11-04-2022 My journey of healing

 

You know back in 2003 when I started this journey while I watching a show called starting over, I had no idea what impact that show would have on my life. I just left a job and was trying to decide what I would do next. I was studying for my real estate license so could have more time with my son.  My son had just been diagnosed with ADHD and my home apparently had termite issues. I was getting my license to understand the laws involved because it seemed easier than navigating countless books to whether there was an error in the purchase of my home.

It seemed I was going from one issue to the next. Quite frankly, I felt like I was on a roller coaster. I had gotten my license and contacted a lawyer and carpenter to see about checking my home. I had gotten my son into therapy. To this day I don’t know if it was even necessary for my son to go to therapy or even be medicated. I was informed that he needed the medication to focus in/on school, and pretty much It was said that there was something wrong with him. It was implanted like a bad seed. That I had to redirect him constantly and to behavior modification. 

I did not completely understand, so again I looked for resources to understand what was being said, regarding my son. At no point in time was any real medical work done on my son, just someone's opinion or observation. No scan or real testing beyond to see whether there was an underlining issue. What was available on the internet and in books was vague as to whether it was biological or the cause of something else.

So, I start the process of removing foods with dyes and changing food away from processed food. When you use to the convenience of items and now realize that they could be linked to making your child sick and then realized just maybe they have been affecting you too, in ways that you have not considered.

I had gotten a part-time to offset my full time that I left, while I pursued a real estate career and took my son to therapy and running the house, and all the other things that were expected to do in life. I had a partner who was less than supportive of many things and when I did ask for help, he could not understand why I could do it all. Then I found myself pregnant with a second child. I was running on empty. I became very ill and could not eat. All I wanted was sleep and that I did.

Because of my age, which in hindsight seems ridiculous that at the time that there was no clear indication anything that is medically available at the time to indicate that there would be problems, my now second child yet unborn possibly had down syndrome. I again went looking for information, not that the doctor could 100% tell that it was a fact. I wanted to know without certainty that I was informed. My doctor never offered any information or view otherwise.

At one point in this roller coaster ride, there was a school event, and I went to my son's school and watch that the child that I knew to be clever and inventive, was now sitting on the floor with no clue what happening around him. He was numb and even unaware that things were happening around him. I did not know that this medication that he had been put on was so strong that he did even seem like my child, it was as if he didn’t exist. The medication would were off before he got home, and I never saw this side of him being so not calm but so robotic that you need to jester him into movement. I spoke to the therapist regarding the medication, and he was then changed to another medication that is now listed as a class Two controlled substance.

He went from Ritalin to Adderall time release which means that medication would release multiple times within the body over the course of the day. My Son was 5 years old when this started and because the thoughts had already been planted that was something wrong with him instead of the other way around as to how we school children. This medication is right up there with street drugs.

When I was trying to figure out what foods he reacted to because there are so many chemicals in the foods. I could eliminate red dye items. I don’t know what is the reason behind it or the combination of multiple items together. As this is all going on and my being ill with my second son, I could sleep in my bed it was it I needed to cocoon by sleeping on the sofa. Often, I would experience seeing a rainbow halo over my stomach. I did not know that I was psychic, medium, or any other words to describe a natural gift. I had learned to not speak of them and so I walk around not knowing that it was a birthright.

So, when all this was happening to me and everything else with my other son, the relationship that I was involved with blew up after my son's birth. Then in a car accident, I had lost the feeling in the entire left side of my body during that accident while my children were in the backseat of a car, and my older son was thrust in his seat, to wretch his neck and shoulder, and myself losing feeling. I managed to get to the hospital to have us all looked at.

At the hospital, while being checked out the doctor found a lump on my thyroid that had not been there previously. As I need to back up a bit.  Two months, prior I had tubes tied and because I am sensitive to medication that is for pain management or anesthesia, I walked out of the hospital because I was disoriented when I could reach anyone to come to get me. When I walked home, I don’t know the exact miles involved because I was still under anesthesia, I had no awareness other than to get home and find out why no one came back to get me or why no one answered the phone to find out where my sons were.

The next day I could not stand up straight, I had pulled muscles in my back while walking and being high on the anesthesia. So, when I had the car accident the lump was found to be growing at a rapid rate. Now all along I was experiencing seeing energy around my home, mostly at night when I would be feeding my son and I would witness things glowing around my home. Everything had energy around it. And I was still not aware that there were names for what I am witnessing. I spoke of nothing to my partner because things had become strained between us.

The strain had been there for a long time before now that the communication was just a time bomb waiting to go off. When you grow up in a family where your emotions are denied, and you are denied that you’re thinking and feeling person things go askew (wrong). This denying of my gifts has been with me for a very long time. I only mention that above because it was about around the same time that what happen or my psychic gifts came back online, as I call it. And was going to stop anytime soon.

It started off with trying to understand what was happening to me and healing, that is what I set out to do. I wanted to know why it was happening to me, why I could see and experience things that others apparently cannot. I want to heal my life, and my relationship and understand why I was living event after event. Regarding choosing the wrong partners and understanding my gift to help me and others. Why it is that was not taught to me or us. And how all of it connected.

Now whether want to believe it or not you are a multidimensional being born from the love of creation, call it God, source, the universe, and even a tree if that works for you. We agreed by entering this incarnation that we would forget who we are. I did not completely forget but was subjected to all the human experiences that one goes through to forget that we are always connected and regardless of what you have experienced and projections of outer conditioning you are loved, love, and a source of creation.

I often wonder if we were taught from the beginning and or whether if it was not hidden from us would we live in a different world. In my research to heal those parts of me that were told everything but a divine being, living a human experience.  I have lived experiences that have put me on my knees to try and understand why, consideration this is a birthright to know who you are and that we all come in with gifts to share and heal the world.

Am I clear of human fallacy, No! Because clearing the errors is a process and something that must always be kept in check with every thought, word/s, and action! It ripples like a stone in water and the effects are unknown until you cross it again. Again, you will. People are saying that if you clear what is happening or present that it does show up again. I tend to disagree because as divine beings we have set test after test to face ourselves, until learn the lesson or vibrated high enough that these things don’t show up again.

I sometimes feel like it is a horse before the cart situation. Every situation is there for a reason and for you to master your emotions, reactions, and interactions. Along with questioning every belief and behavior, and your thought, that you have ever been taught or experienced. When one states that you create your reality, it is very subjective based on the soul contract and lessons that you came here to learn for your soul growth. Welcome to earth the school of learning, and what it is like to be in human form.

11-06-22 Let's really talk -me talking to guides

 

Let's really talk about really being psychic, medium, or being a Channel in life. For one thing, my life has been a series of events both good and bad. I have walked through things that I never thought I could or expected to show up in my life. Even with everything that I do, I still have to heal and fight my own demons. These demons are not real in the aspect that they are real demons, they are unsolved pain, hurt, suffering, forgiveness, and anger from what I have experienced thrust so far.

People, family, friends, and society that continue to treat people or persons less for being different. I have always known I am different and not ego way but from a heart-centered connection. Were taught all these fallacies that create ripples into ourselves that stem from no-thing, but ego and fear. I am constantly in conflict with myself. I want a normal life, and normal does not exist. And as for spirituality, everything is spiritual in nature because everything is God.

The Guides have said you are gifted, at prediction and prophecy and I like that great, but what about this and that, they tell me that I worry too much. Which triggers me into well I have been to this for this amount of time, and I am still nowhere near achieving the things that I want or need, yet I really do have them in my life, I prefer that they be different. And they are things some people take for grant.

I then say, anyone who does this work comes up against opposition, because we live in a world that is so polarized. If we look at any Master teaching from Jesus to Gandhi, Buddha and all the others have been attacked, persecuted, or even killed for their ideology. So why in the world would I want to subject myself to the energy of people who would wish ill intention against me? I have by all definitions experienced this up until this point in my life.

It started when I child and continues up until this day. If not from another person, it is my own thoughts creeping in saying that you should be doing more, or no one is listening, or you must do this way. When the fact is I don’t want to do it all. I don’t want to go on YouTube, or any platform to get the word out about what I can do, or I sense with my intuition. Is it 100% accurate I have no idea except when I speak to individuals and tell them about their life, which I think comes for the akashic records at this point!

Then you throw in multiple timelines and realities, past life memories, and that there is not one of you and your fractal of God and of yourself. It all starts to sound like bat shit crazy or I have one too many cocktails. Hell, which does not exist, the Human is made in the form of a cross, with exceptions, but a living breathing being with this vessel.

It is ok to be called crazy because I have thought it myself and people tried to medicate me for things that had nothing to do with being psychic or intuition, seeing a ghost or other being, or one of many other things that I spend that greater part of 18 years trying to research or reading a book, after book that would validate what I experienced. I encounter groups of people that say we don’t talk about it, or you created it, kick off a person's website, firsthand experience with my own eyes that I sought books, videos, and lectures to be ok with these experiences. I have gone to events with most of the top people in their field and continue to research for what, to prove what and speak to people, to deal with people who have no clue about what exactly.

If I am so crazy for my beliefs, call me crazy but have you watched the news or what the media and government are doing? I for one think that my odd somewhat obsession with looking for answers to what seems like solvable solutions if we just got out of fear mode and consider for just one moment that my neighbor, that child, or any person is looking for the same things that I am looking for and that is peace and to live their life to their best ability.

Whether, black, green, or purple, male, or female are we not looking for the same thing.! I have not traveled that world, but I hope to yet with the virus thing, that is out of the question, at the moment. I have been up and down the coast and I have seen that pretty much people live that same everywhere. Maybe not as Africa, India, or China, etc. But one truth is that people want to be loved and work at something they love doing that fulfills them and brings them the opportunity to live in joy and happiness with the people they care about.

You want to live in fear of everything that is one way to explore life and the experiences of such. I for one think that there is a better way without war, guns, violence, and whether I am going die if I walk out my door or speak to a person, regardless of the situation. Preferably, I would rather not see any of it, but it exists because there is an entire planet that wishes to what control, dominate, consume, and have power over what? If there is perhaps a single chance that we have gotten wrong and wrong for a very, very long time and we’re warring with no one other than ourselves, is not time that we change what we taught, learned, and explore other options.

11-04-22 Intuitive information

 Roe & Wade overturned again. Now I know that this rather tough subject. Being that this has created bigger problems where the states or Government have involved themselves in what is right for Women. I don’t know the implications of what is already happening. But if you do your research prior to this case which is a landmark or hallmark, as I am hearing it in history, abortion has been going on for centuries and women were dying because of how they were treated in ways that were not medically sound. So why do guides bring this up being that it is rather a soft touch conversation and or one that government should not have hands in it.

I got Chapel hill- not sure NC or TN?

I got the 16th chapel – I do not know what this is about per se. What I do know that is in August of this year the Pope instructed Vatican entities to move all funds to Vatican Bank by Sept 30th.

I got Samadhi, memento Mari, there was 3rd word that meant something with death.

I wrote the following CA, NY, DC, Chicago, and Florida which are all Cities that are points, of influence. ??

I have heard it twice in my ear – like I standing right next to an airplane engine.

2029?

Not sure I heard this – Here we go around, around on the merry-go-round or mulberry bush, where it stops no one knows. I feel like it is connected to the passing of the Queen or London.

I was at work I sensed a national alert- ?

Carmena – not sure if a name, place, or connected to cancer.

I just realized that I have not posted in a little while.

I heard something that I was listening to and it makes sense that when you use the words Disabilities or Mental health, they are disempowering words. That you are not capable of healing what is in air quotes affecting you. Now the bible states that you are capable of healing yourself and heal thy self. As we are programmed to feel ill or dis-ease in the body. When the body is a healing system. But when go to the doctor - do they tell you to get exercise, change your diet, or change your thinking to think well. No, we have an entire population programmed to be unwell. Who’s making money on your thinking ill? Not you.

You want to be well find the cause! Is it from this life or past life? Did start at a certain age, is their trauma that has not been processed. Only you know the answers because you’re experiencing it. As for the medical field, they either get you a pill or want to cut you open. Now I am not downplaying the industry, but we have to consider that the mind is more powerful than we have taught or learned. And then of course illness, that karmic lesson involved ...etc. I am not a doctor don’t quote me. From a spiritual perspective, I heard the guides say that the technology exists to not cut organs or body parts off the human vessel.

I got a medication – feron? I know this is spelled wrong – sorry google sucks.

So, I don’t how many people pay attention to the sky – but did ever notice that it is dark when it should be light, or the sun seems to be in the wrong place. Just saying – that when you wake up at the same time every day for the most part and things seem to be not what they are. It kind of freaks you out a bit.

I often wonder if we knew from birth to now that we were multidimensional beings, a living factual of source, God, and the universe, would we live in a different world? If you knew and were trained to create a world different from then what we currently live in and that on the whole, anything that is created must be created with heart, mind, and senses first. Which shows up as an idea, art, music, building, bridge, etc.

I heard Monolithic event. 

Ok, here is a note: people ask about books- books can be brought from new, used bookstores and thrift stores. I have even donated 126 books that I was told I no longer need. I even said to my guides, well you know if I did give those books away, I could look it up. Silly me. Doing this work requires discernment and questioning whether it feels right or not. Since there is different shoes or different sizes, we all can’t fit in the same shoe.

I also want to note that recently I came across a writing about the Dark night of the soul. Now I believe most think it is one night or event, like death, illness, or accident that changes one view. But the article that I came across indicated it could be years and since I lived 100 lives in the last 10 plus or more years, where my view completely changed about the world around me. We heard the saying dark cloud over my head, well maybe you are clearing karma. Since no one is karma free whether you believe it or not.

Maine?

Mississippi –

Colorado

I got word Mabus- so when I looked it up it was connected to a name, Anti-Christ, Antarctica and I found a connection to Saudi Arabia.

I got a word causeway.

I got an image of a decompression tank

I got images of Tyler Henry and Sylvia Brown – Why, no idea.  These were on different days.

NATO talks

Ok, I have to mention this, I warned someone a while back that they need to change stores where they worked for “Wawa”, now I don’t know if I saw these events in the locate area or where they live. But this something got. Did get as far as where they live, not sure. I hope that it is an isolated incident. I don’t control what I see or what comes thru other senses. I thought could teach someone to be intuitive and the answer is WE are all born intuitive – not everyone is going to do this work, we all have a natural gift, talent, or more, to use in this lifetime.  If you had access to intuitive – you mostly would not have dated that person, drank too much, or had those Las Vegas night memories that did happen in Las Vegas. Guides have a sense of humor and think we should use it more often.

Outbreak? Don’t. I just deliver the message.

Archaeology Dig

Hi-Tech thefts.

So, since I live between worlds, I have noticed words being used in movies like pointed arrows that are sometimes used in conspiracy, now it is my understanding whether you believe in good and evil, that in order for certain events to happen it must be put out there, first. I have never questioned the guides on this, and I may have to now ask, as to why it is done that way.   Or even commercials like the Exhibitionist mascara, where a seemly wordplay is being used to elicit responses, who is it directed at Girls, Women.  I am no prude but when words are directly used to influence people male or female and our children, there seems like there are no ethics where boundaries should be.