12-19-23 Let's talk about choice

  I went to the dentist yesterday because it's been some time since I have seen one. And it does help that live on a county line, which means unless I pay cash I can't go to a local doctor, dentist, or anything else that is within 15 mins of my insurance plan. I understand that each county is allotted finances based on that area. So, I have difficulty when it comes to making arrangements for service and treatment because of strange invisible boundaries. I want to see, feel, question who the dentist is, and meet with them. 

I arrive for the appointment and early because I like being early because I can observe. So 45 minutes plus and I am called back for appt. to which I find out that it will not be with one of the people that I met with yesterday. Now my prior experience is you go to an appt., the doctor, dentist, or eye doctor, etc. You have health care with the same people each time. Now considering that I history of trauma or expectation, or sensitive to other people and their personalities, since I am both an empath and intuitive. I don't want just anyone touching me or in my energy field. Boundaries have been a work in progress since my childhood not knowing what is my energy and other people's energy. 

So, I explained to the girl that I rather have it done by the person that I spoke with, and that I am sure the other female is qualified but that is not what I expected. She was understanding and stated that she would see what she could do about it. She comes back and said that I would need to reschedule for another day. I am okay with it, considering that it was not just a check-up but a few months of follow-up appts. I went to the front desk and explained that there was an apparent misunderstanding and that I am not used to going to a dentist (that is like a McDonalds) a slip of the tongue, yet rightly so. If I paying for a service I expect that I have the service I am paying for. No, I not pulling Karen, because that is not who I am. But when you are burned or lied to, or you have trust issues that people will do what they say that they going to do, it is about trust and having integrity.

And my trust has been through the ringer, more times over. Which is an intuitive lesson, standing up for self and knowing that I/you have a choice. We all have choices every day, and many of us make hundreds of choices every day in all aspects of our life. 

The girl at the front desk informed me of an open appointment, which was two appointments past when this work was being done today. I explained that I was informed that the reason for today's appointment needed to be done, is so other work could take place. She said that it was not necessary by someone else, who was not the dentist or doctor, "when she stated that the dentist' was busy and that I could wait or be called back at home. I went for the call me back at home. 

Not before I was told that they going to lunch soon. Another lesson is to listen to what others are saying. We are so busy going from this to that, and most of it is less than important. Another important lesson is the things that we value and they are what we care about that we get or give, friends, family, or love that we are or have without conditions. Things that can't be replaced. 

So now I waiting for the call back information before I make another choice to continue with the service that I am paying to get, and not receive less than the quality of service, in what has or is becoming a trend of fast food service for the people who don't value much of anything, or my time and energy because we seem to be living in a disposable world of things and people or as clog on machine, to no end. 

Whereas, we like dumbing you down, telling you the Google trends, and what others want you to think or do, without your conscious input of being a divine being having a human experience. You didn't come to be a Clog on a conveyor belt. Amazon cornered that market. They all fall and all come back as something else. When you dismiss people you lost the point of being a human. Something else that I find rather annoying is this Chosen word usage, whether it comes from the Chosen series or not, when you deny anything less than God, universe, or source, you are denying it as such, when everything is so...it has been made so. 

There is a difference between being the walk and talk or the doormat. As a creator being if one can't see the difference of knowing who you are, then you create from past experiences. Maybe my lesson in the situation is trust, or allowing, or making a different choice. I guess see how it plays out. 

*So here are some movies that I have been thinking about, to get people to think or just remember who you are:

Not in English- worth a watch anyway (as a spiritual being you know all languages) you may only speak one or six, your soul known all - Astral City A Spiritual Journey

Cloud Atlas 

What Dreams May Come- Robin Williams

Sliding Doors

Field of Dreams- 

Inceptions 

Peaceful Warrior- True story, read the book it is better, or watch the movie. 

Tenth Insight- book and/or movie 

There are many, many more. 

12-12-23 Intuitive Hits

Intuitive 

heard- James Allen- Football

dreamtime - James (Bills)    ?

dreamtime- Holden Hall 

saw Kelly Clarkson name is something else. 

Melissa Etheridge ? 

12-10-23 Intuitive hits

 I am being told to post this:

Propylene 

name Alessandro?

hearing the song - say a little pray for me - original Aretha Franklin and then by Dionne Warwick (maybe to the previous post about Woman light in the world passing) ?  

12-04-23 Intuitive information

 I hearing that the energy going to be fast & furious coming in and other next few months.

I was shown image of airport tower, where there was 5-6 people at desk and window, someone kneeing like talking to someone trying to land a plane. Praying even

I was cleaning I felt like I was standing right next to a train going by. 

something with anti-Semitic -  gotten this twice

Rin Tin Tin 

Wake up calls are coming to the sleeping 

Quiver ? (arrow/bolt) no idea what they said this ? 

Florida, Mississippi, gulf of Mexico ? I was shown a map of these area's 

Witchcraft ? 

Extruder ? 

Christmas Angel 

12-03-23 Strangest thing

 Ok, you have heard me speak and write about hypnosis training. I want to tell you about something that happened while I was there. We were in groups doing simple suggestions for a regression I guess we will call it that. When someone is under (not asleep) you're never asleep or quack like a chicken. There is a reason why people do a chicken response, but I get to that in a minute. So this person was in a trance (like a cat nap-type state) you are truly not sleeping and not truly present. This happens when you relax. Shamans use this state, hypnosis is a trance state, and channeling via writing or physically is a similar state of being. Meditation is used to access this state. 

Ok, this person went to three different places within less than an hour's time. The first was a medieval time of village, the second was what I call a way station, where they saw a subway and the third was a big open warehouse or stadium with no physical hands. I was not doing the induction, but listening to what they were saying to help guide. When I realized that I could see everything that they were experiencing, as if in a movie. I could see the village, a rock with a sack bag that he brought to the village, the physical buildings, and how they were designed, and the brightness of the way station (the way station is a physical place where souls crossover). And the huge stadium. Because I never guided anyone under hypnosis and was not sure how to direct them properly the teacher stepped in to guide them to an event the soul needed to clear. (I was fully awake with my eyes open but seeing in the 3rd eye.) 

The strangest thing is that I was seeing what they were seeing. Now I have seen things in my sleep and naps and been places with guides and different beings, astral projected all the times as a teenager through walls and been in people's homes and even witness being in other people's dreams. I have other stranger encounters which I wrote in older writings here on the blog. I have never met or even spoken to anyone about it. Until this event, I had never met any one person who could do this and there only one person their who I know that could see what I seeing too. Much less find a Western book on it explaining in detail what this is. 

Honestly, until this event, I never questioned how I do this. I have read about yogis and people trained in Eastern teaching who can do this at will. I do have a very busy dreamtime where I am in various places and planets and can be odd from the human mind viewpoint. So why am I telling you, this because we all have this ability, if you are open to it. Strangely my magnifying glass just fell out of its holder and my calendar is hanging crooked, after fixing it 5 times in one day now is just there. What the symbolism of it is is a whole other question that I am not sure of at the moment the meaning of it.

 Ok back to chicken quacking. This happen with someone is open to suggestions, meaning they have no real filters, but most human have blocks to their perception. Most people have experiences and deny that it happened because well ego.. or fear, don't want to look dumb, foolish, or be ridicule. Now as children your sandbox, or tree or cardboard box was as real as you made it. The sword or dragon is as real to you as the paper, tape, or box that was used to make it. Without imagination, there is no creation, inventions, thoughts, or ideas. Our great thinkers would never have thought anything without imagination. 

 Hence why I *get annoyed when people dismiss other people, instead of saying I don't know or I am not sure. This happens to us as children, in school or by a parent, when we did something well for lack of words upset our parents. I give you an example my son at 2 years old I let him climb a small rock wall by himself with myself standing there, the next time I was at the playground he would not climb it. I asked why he wouldn't he said because his Dad told him he fall and get hurt. Well, I don't about you if you have not been hurt 100 hundred over by now, lucky you. You don't learn things by being bubble-wrapped, and honestly, you would not learn anything if life was simple. This goes against the Universe's law of opposites or contrast. (note- many of spiritual terminology are used by corps' or media, without a true understanding of these laws.) which is so you will not search within or for understanding. Or use your intellect, because until the clog (perception) breaks people stay on the conveyor belt happily chasing your tail.  

12-03-23 Why I have not written intuitive Messages

 I have not written any intuition messages in a while because I questioned whether it was the right path for me. Two months ago I went to training and it was met with opposition. I have attempted to learn hypnosis several times over the years and quite frankly feel like I either am under attack or shit is said to myself, that I feel is unprofessional. Oddly spirit will use anger to be the catalyst to push someone. I think it is dumb for someone who has seen trauma not only in my own life but also been a witness and observer of other people's trauma. It gets old, quickly. 

I also know that the guides will sometimes speak through me and can be sharp and to the point and not realizing or explaining this to people can feel like being throat punched. For a lack of better words. I have sat questioning why this is done and why this is needed because it often feels like a shock to the system. I then think about how other people handle this and what is not seen. Not talking about the real depth that one is pushed too. Just to openly speak about spiritual matters. How the real work is not seen on videos or in books and it is portrayed as a mask. Of course, I realize that most people don't want to see the depth of the work that is taking place. Because they would to face their own stuff and look at what they said or done, what has happened to them throughout their life to make them the people they are. 

The guides ask me why I have resistance to this work, and wonder why they ask me, since they guide me and not the other way around. When it is a two-way street. Because my experiences are not one-sided, and all experiences are part of the journey. Just like a child learning from their parents or their environment. We learn with our senses, filtered by the mind and heart and when we are not aligned with one of these aspects of ourselves things go awry or amiss. As children, we played in the moment within the boundaries that we were given and learned very quickly what was okay or not. The freedom that we once had gets lost in the things that lack any substance. With technology that was created to bring us together and not separation is even greater than before, to point, wasn't it the point to bring us more together?

I question even the things that come through as messages or predictions, which of course are preventable, and why it is not taught as such, why one searches for answers or that not taught to go within. I question the guides why the things that I have encountered needed to happen the way they did and why am I even doing this if I constantly have to defend myself to question whether is it my ego or theirs, that was crossed. Why their such a mixed bag of information and whether it is ego because what worked for one will not be the same for another. I even question whether all the studying and learning that I have done was even necessary considering I was doing this type of work without realizing that I was. 

Had I not been taught to dismiss to listen to myself. Even when spirit or guides would show show me things I put them to the side then and even now because I don't know what to do with them. Even now spirits (decease) people speak to me in other languages that I don't know or who they belong to. I am like I have no idea who your relatives are, so you can tell me but it is not specific enough to pass a message and for God's sake don't wake me up in the middle of the night to do so. Sometimes the information comes so quickly that I can't filter it quickly enough and figure out what is important and not important in the moment. I try to remember that I like a radio picking up the radio waves that get transmitted. We all our, but just forgotten our innate ability to connect to home. "Hence Et phone home" takes on a different use. 

With that, the following came through today and of course, I don't want to post it, so here it is anyway:

Parasites

hearing candle in the wind - my thoughts are:  just like Princess Diana and Marilyn Monroe who this song is written for. (or channeling watch of Marilyn Monroe) There is a Woman who is a large light in the world that we may see pass on. Who that is is a good question - Celine Dion came to mind- don't quote this was not guided by the guides. I know she repeatedly had health-related issues. 

Stomach bug

Raw Anger - many think anger is not spiritual and has no place - when the opposite is true of Anger. It in fact creates change, normally we are still and content, but when enough has been pushed down, under or outright ignored, disrespected, etc.. it boils to the surface. Like much of the world that is in chaos. These are tipping points. Much like paying more money for something and getting less or effectively nothing changes. Humans have been floating on unknown waters before the virus and it is like floating in the dark of what is to come. If you think about the last time that you experienced anger, for whatever reason.. crappy boss, or job, or whatever it was to have someone bring what is sitting below the surface that needs to be addressed, it is a release of emotional energy that has been brewing. Since everything is energy vibrating on a level that most are not even conscious of. Again not taught and is raw power that is often confused as something bad when it is a catalyst for change within one's being or globally. I could in more details but it be long write and edit. 

Since I keep having these experiences around hypnosis I going to list some books as a reference point, should you want some answers to questions as to why you have experienced the life you have or a recurring theme. 

Robert Schwartz - Your soul's plan

Antonio Sangio - My Soul Purpose

Dolores Cannon - Work -Waves of volunteers 

Dr. Brian Weiss - Work

The Edgar Cayce - Work/ case files 

Carol Bowman - Work 

Note: If choose to experience or learn hypnosis - Find a reputable person. I can not give you someone at the moment because of my own biased opinion and encounters. 

Also I don't make any money off of the books or as a reference. They are knowledge !

 

11-21-23 Scars

 Sometimes the faces of ones that left too soon come to mind or memories of their journey through life. We often take for granted what is in our lives and the people that surround us, whether they be family, friends, or foes. Each of us carries scars in the deepest part of ourselves, hiding them or living with them the best that we can. We are taught to hide our feelings and push what we feel away. Hearing words like Man up, you are acting like a child, and sometimes to a child, you are too emotional, or even crazy. Invalidated ourselves or others because of what people would people think if truly knew what we feeling. Wearing the faces or masks, as you lie to them and yourself that what happened didn't greatly impact our life. 

Kindness seems to have lost its way in the world, it's been surpassed by many things. We forget that we are human and that life is hard enough without constant injections of judgment that people have no real idea what happening in another's world today or on any day. I often say to myself that I should be more grateful when trying to get somewhere else and even questioning why that is and wondering why I am trying to get somewhere faster than it is physically possible and what is the extra few minutes, because most of my stories or insight come in those few minutes which allows me to share them here. Don't be sad about your scars because someone somewhere has that scar too or many more. Then one can possibly know. 

So be thankful and give thanks for what is in your life, because scars take time to heal. Happy Giving Thanks. 

11-15-23 Guides respond to a question that I asked

 I also want to point out the fact you are spiritual before human, this is just a form that you rather choose for this life to experience life, to learn about the law of balance, emotions, and create with thoughts which of course involves The law of cause and effect "karma", which is neutral. When you hear someone say that you need to drop into a divine aspect of yourself, it is not completely correct. You are divine first, not second, not third, or after this healing or that reading or that person telling you are. You already are. 

This is where separation lays and lies in that you already are, all that is. Because as children what was mirrored to you by your surroundings told you that you were less than who you actually are. When the surroundings, including family, friends, school, education system, and society did not validate who you are, you adapted to fit in because there was no one telling you otherwise. So you fell into the matrix of limiting who you are by adapting to the environment around you. And the environment is Fear based, just watch any media, fear, fear, fear, and people creating fear of shortage, financials, wars, guns, and attacks, and who is creating this, people. Fear is nothing more than an illusion of something or a lack that something does not exist or could not possibly exist when all things exist. You who are reading this exist, otherwise, you would not be reading this information. 

When systems tell that only religious infractions can know god or this master or groups of so-called whatever. Look around you everything is God, did humans create a tree, no God did, did humans put water on the planet, No god did. You fear because you are told to fear and have not challenged your own thoughts on who and what you are, or what is verbalized to you as a truth. You don't question things because again what surrounds you, does not support who you are.

Had you been told and taught, and reminded from the beginning your world would look very different. As a Soul have a human experience you have free will to choose and create within yourself free of fear but have you questioned and challenged yourself to see beyond the illusion of separation and fear? Fear by parents, in your genetics, fear of color, language, sex or loss, death, lack, evil. For thousand and millions of years that is what human have experienced, and have lived that way, it is time to think and questions is any of it true and it has run the course of destroying yourselves and the planet. 

Which of course will never happen, because that is a narrative that comes from other lifetimes where that has happened and is replaying it again, without challenging what is within you. 

You wanted connection through technology and now instead of sending love, you fear what you see because the media wants you to be in fear. You have lived 1000 lives, more or less, yet love, which is the natural state of existence, eludes you, and you could not all be connected by something greater than yourself, that has a greater depth of understanding. Seek to "know" is written in the bible (1317 times) and the bible is one of many books available biblical or spiritual or otherwise Even though the bible is 2700 years old, there is still this wavering, beyond and above finding a reasonable pause for existence. 

When you remember that you came to experience life to challenge your soul in ways that you have forgotten, there will be change and it is within your own heart. Good day 

My question was regarding the use of the word dropping into divine self/heart space, instead of stating that people are a divine being and a soul, as to reflect, that going within the heart and not the mind, as indicated that they become something else vs. embrace who you are. 

11-05-23 Pop goes the Weasel (partly channeled)

 9-15-23 written

I have not felt the need to post. One is the energy of this retrograde and now the planet. Let's just say, oh my god. It's as if a soda bottle has been shaken up and waiting for it to explode to the surface. I would like to say that I have got some intuitive information, but it has come through as just words, and with no explanation, it seems unimportant to post at the moment. 

Behind the scenes, I have been burning a white candle for the souls that were lost in the Maui fires and the wars, because there are enough wandering souls on this planet, as it is. Even with myself on a different coast, with the intention of the fact that I am aware that souls can get confused in the chaos of events like that. Then I saw that several buildings were on fire in China via the Internet just weeks after. Now we can play into that we are in a position for control of the planet or that good and evil due to existence, from people creating fear to the mass sleeping in that they are powerless to change it, which has been running dialog for eons of time. Within the linear perspective of what we perceive as time. 

The fact is that everything was created by one source and arguably one could say well what about this and that, why is God not doing something about it? Well he or she does and beyond what the media is willing to tell you, is that billions of beings and things are going right in the world. The matrix is a common viewpoint, that most can conceptually understand that once, you realize that you come from source and it is realized that there is no true control over anything or anyone, that you have the power to change anything. 

If we look at fear which does not exist, except in the mind because you are taught to fear - by your parents, schools, society, and media inundated with fear verses on how to truly use the mind and heart to uplift, create, and inspire, and build from foundation of love and that all people are the puzzle pieces and not separated, or the analogy from the be killed or kill, winner takes all, mentality. Once you understand that you are all created in the image of God you can change reality. The only thing standing in the way is the self-imposed idea that you are less than any Master teachers who have walked this earth and some still do, to help raise the consciousness of the planet. 

Now you can choose Love over Fear - love thy enemy for they are you. I hear the butts, what the frack, any connotation you want use choose. See this where the view is a missed. Let's say in another life you played the part of the killer, criminal, poverty, prostitute, or drug addict which most likely has been alcohol in the past because it has been here for just as long. And you have those moments, and/or don't questions have been on earth before and little nuances how do know certain things, that I never taught to me. People have told you who and what the things are, that is who you should be. You are "taught" people or things that happen is or are the worst possible things that you as a human, could do. You could not possibly been a Roman soldier from the past or fought in wars that killed people or genocides that have been through history, the destruction of books, or hidden knowledge kept from public view. 

There is a saying that what you dam will dam you back, and the biggest obstacle is unlearning the programs that have created fear, it is not solely anyone responsible, this is a collective effort. Oh, remember that - why is God not sending help? What if it is you and every other person on the planet who are the help! If God created a big puzzle and tossed all the pieces all over the earth, generation after generation and century, after centuries. Even a mirror dropped on the floor is the same mirror. Don't quote me, because it has been 15 years since I read the book of Enoch or in the bible which said that Men were fighting among themselves and God changed the language so the many, could no longer fight against each other. Like we still do this today!

If took the basic kindergarten rules to respect everyone, be kind, share with one another, and be a friend to everyone and to yourself - do you think the world would look differently? Now I can say a hundred different ways that fact remains that you can begin to question, test, or even state it, ultimately you have to look within yourself. And It is up to everyone to question what is true and truth. I have my own fight within, not with the truth, but my own dialogue of why would anyone listen to me or what could I have to say, and is it important enough to anyone else. 

I can hash over the trauma that I experienced this far in life. Tracing the roots to generations before or that we feel entitled to mistreat anyone because we are coming from a wounding from in this life, or past life, from generations of the wounding of who knows what. We think in terms of great, grand, parents or present to future, but who and what were the parents of generations before our knowledge? I once had a Jesuit professor who taught comparative religion as I sat in his Political science class (maybe testing us in class) say we are birthing psychopaths' and I challenged him to prove it. You want to see heads spin. I sat in a room with no less than 10 vets who had just served, and who could tell me differently, but when you take the time and think about yourself, about reality, to think am I part of the problem? 

Man, Woman, or child it does not matter what you call yourself, no god or a God, but something greater is the creator of all things, and if we keep playing into fear of one or another, as it is them, those people, the person, their skin or language, culture or whatever orientation. They can be aliens because I have seen them too. Along with a chopper alongside it tracking it. The only separation there is - is one that you allow into your mind and heart. And if you got this far, sorry for the title I could not think of anything better, or maybe it is fitting since we think we can do what we want without repercussion. {God does not punish, but we will keep coming back to this planet or another lifetime until we do get it} We can take the long road or question what we believe. 

** The following two paragraphs I am struggling to put in a context that flows. So I going to leave them as they are since I got disconnected from the flow of energy coming to me. 

You know the phrase "eye for eye" as in some type of karma, justice, or some punishment for a deed done. Whereas, forgiveness for the wrongdoing, is because lack of awareness of who we are. That does not mean you for forget, or can't walk away. That it is the law of Cause and effect, good, bad, or indifferent. Law of Balance, or Universes Laws. 

Think about anyone who told you could not do or be something, half-cocked, mocked you, or even telepathic picked up information or sensed or felt it. Do you know that telepathic is a natural ability to perceive information, it is faster and quicker, and greater amounts of information can be understood, versus reading a book. Most people make other people's thoughts, dreams, or ideas small due to their lack of belief in themselves or within are own self, due to someone else's perception of what is normal. The only normal that there is is that you are a spiritual being in a human form, created by source, all that is - call it God, universal, source, the un-nameable, it does not matter, and that is the difference between knowing self and what has been created as separation of self. 

10-30-23 Have you lost your wonder?

 Today, and every day is a day of inspiration and wonder, yet you close your eyes to so many things- wondering, wanting for the next thing. Never looking at what is all around you. The leaves falling like stars on the ground, the sun shining on your face, the raindrops seeding new growth, the snow glistening in the light like millions of diamonds on the earth's ground. 

Each day is to see a new. What do you see that you walk or drive by each day, showing you the glory of what is all around, while never stopping to see the simple things- each day is an opportunity to wonder. 

10-27-23 Vows, Promises, mandates, curses, Blackmagic, revenge, love, self love

 Ok, let's talk about vows, oaths, promises, mandates, black magic, curses, revenge, love, or self-love to forgiveness. Since words and thoughts have the power to speak things into manifestation. Have you ever spoken: 

I will not: let anyone hurt me again.

I will not fail at this relationship, again.

I will get revenge for what they did in a past life or present life.

I promise to do everything in my power to succeed. 

If I have to "kill myself "to get- money, that house, car...that job, etc.. 

No one loves me, or  If no one will take care of me, protect me, or keep me safe -then I will do so myself. 

I will never have ???etc... 

I will never meet anyone...

I promise to be ....

I hope they fail or they feel what I have felt or 

I will own them or those things 

I will possess them, or those things

Since we all not taught that words and thoughts create reality and with enough energy "emotional charge" behind them whether it is love or fear, or any emotion. These are energy vibration charges .. ie: I will always hate that person, or they deserve or desire what they get for whatever pain or hurt they, cause to me or another. These create wars, greed, issues with power, or chaos in your life or another because you have wished them into being. Now, this is a simplified to make a point. This came about after two different conversations of two people who by all accounts, who created physical conditions with their body, created vows to succeed at cost their body, for more. In this also creates karma which is the Law of cause and effect. Both good and bad or neutral. 

We come to earth to learn and experience life and work on mastering the power of our actions, thoughts, and words. Depending on the birth family that you choose to incarnation into for soul growth, you developed your perception based on those conditions and what you have experienced so far. If you were to zoom out from your current view and remove the blinders you could see a different view. How many times have been somewhere and overheard something said or done, that had you gobsmack that person just did or thought, or spoke something that well for lack of better words was wrong, misaligned, mistreatment, or outright hurtful? With intent or not. We come to explain these things not to punish but to illustrate that as a creator being, you are the very answers that you seek and wonder why the world seems like it does. We do not judge the errors but only ask that you question your own thoughts and actions. Engrained in you is the truth, and only by questioning your own truth, will you realize that you have the power to change the reality and see the world that works for all. 

These things happening on the planet are not punishment but warning that you are out of balance with the natural world. These things have happened in the past long ago to other civilizations by their own hands seeking power over many things, instead of tending to their spiritual growth. And mastering their mind and will, to seek harmony, vs exclusion - there is no exclusion because everyone is one. One creation, one thought, one source of all there is. As individual people or one source creation, you have the ability to realize this, yet many pursue the desire of egoic nature versus understanding that there is no separation by a human or species on the planet; in fact, you are connected far beyond what is even realized by human standards. 

When you look at grass do you see the individual blade of grass or see it as a sum of the whole? A single drop of water or rain is still part of the whole of the water in or above the ground. The interconnection is not limited to rain or grass but at a soul/spirit level. All the great teachers come and have come to teach this. Yet on a larger scale most fail to even take 5 minutes to even think about the wider view of the inhabitants of the planet. Just like a teeter-totter, everything is balanced, or the scales of justice. Fundamentally you knew this as a child and along the way you become lost in that childlike perception of knowledge you came here with. You must find it again and question what is being created or done that keeps us in this perpetual loop of separation. For now, we leave you with this Good day. 

I release all vows, oaths, mandates, curses, revenge, black magic, promises, for and to the highest good of all, to the source of all there is, to clear, transmute, and annul misdeeds or decrees that has affected myself or anyone, as a true creator of my life and reality. 

 

9-30-23 Understand why my soul chose my life, so far/

Recently, I went to the event. Hoping to better understand why my soul chose the life that I had. I left in what seems like a blur at this point. I was there and present, but would I say or think that I had a life-changing encounter and the answers that I wanted, or had closure to some of the most profound situations that I had this far! The event that I went to was a hypnosis retreat with people whom I would consider Masters in the field. 

So I questioned why I didn't have this wonderful experience, and the only reason that I can come up with is that I realized that I already am, everything and a fractalized part of God. What the great masters teach as God/self-realization is that regardless of the past - you are nothing less than everything that has and will ever exist. From a soul perspective, we came here to experience life and all of our self. To remember who we are regardless of what has or is presented. That everything is God and because of free will, people make decisions based on what they know or this knowledge. 

At this point, I questioned whether we are the projectors much like a movie camera creating reality, based only on the reality that we understand or are in agreement with others. Without really going deeper, past the pain, trauma, hurts, anger, and hatred. Before I left for this event I got the following: 

When Man/humanity realizes that no other, nor less than God realized and puts down the arms, hate, fear, and anger - then there will be peace. Arms (guns) war, fear, anger, hate, and puts the planet first with its brothers and sisters.  

After returning from this event I thought about Jesus, Gandhi, Buddha, or any other master that has walked this planet now or in the past to teach this message. How we cast the stones is based on the fact that we don't realize this within ourselves. When it is presented to us, whether it is a negative experience or a positive one, it is because we have not realized this within ourselves. 

That all the people we encounter only reflect back what we can't or won't see as ourselves. The people who played the aggressor, and hurt us the most are just as wounded, if not more, so. This is not to negate the harm they caused, but the deep loss within themselves and their disconnection of love or their connection to source. 

That our separation is not based on outside conditions, it is of self, the one within us. We all have heard or know of the phrase when Jesus said "The Father and I are one" meaning there is no separation. As a small child, I can remember asking God why people don't realize the love that is all around them. It has taken many years and research to understand that question. Since that was not my experience from the beginning. How at five or six-year-old child, I understood this concept of Love and why we are entrained to forget a basic understanding that we dismiss away or when anyone tells us otherwise. 

Why is it so difficult for us to acknowledge our own God self and the Love that we are! That we want to control others or draw conclusions about what is God and is not God. When all of it is. In the Yogic/Vedic/ Hindu tradition, the word Namaste is used to greet people or a person. And you have to wonder does anyone really understands that you are greeting your soul and the soul of another because you understand there is no difference. That all is the spark of creation, and it is you who defines it as less, or equal too. Is that not what all want? 

Did you ever break a glass or mirror (sorry I don't believe 7 years of bad luck) maybe 7-year cycles, and the creation of a 7-day week. Any who! When the glass breaks or the mirror, it is still the same piece of glass or mirror. Much like humanity. Still the same as the sum of its parts. Even the oceans flow back to its self. That drop of rain is the same as the one in the creek or river, that flows down a mountain across the planet and back to the ocean, to repeat the cycle, again. 

Why do we forget? I remember. So why do other people forget, I have searched for that very answer within myself, reading books or asking the guides, to religious texts. I heard the phrase if we move away God you don't who you are. But of course, you never move away because that is who you are. Now of course this is not a general belief or even questioned or taught from the viewpoint of the mass conscious. So the question is why are we trying to separate collectively or individually? When we can never be separated. 

Is it our ego or a mass consciousness of separation and who implanted this idea as such? Is it our power of the self to give sovereignty away? History is loaded with following various kings and queens, religious dogma, or even today's one world order to conform to the ideology of governments or people who believe they know what is best for one or another. 

I was even told at this event that if I didn't release the things that I experienced that it would cause illness and I will have to come back to planet Earth to do it again. But, as I am fully aware of that I have done this many times or thousands of times. Fully understanding that death is an illusion and creation can not be destroyed, only transformed. I had to question what was being projected as me because certainly, it was not a belief that was mine. 

If God created everything and everyone from love and the free will of a person, to God experiencing self, as me or a raindrop, mountain to people choosing to destroy the planet and create illness to the planet or everything that exists, human, animal or elemental, to the very air that is the breath of life on this planet, why do I need to worry about doing it again or even coming back? When from a soul point of view I already am whole and complete and it is a moment in time for soul growth. And I can choose wisely and be the epitome of the truth or flounder aimlessly realizing I have never questioned the basic understanding of who I am. 

Now, if we knew this from birth, which I believe we all do, until it is pushed so far down that we don't even question anything, to then for the attainment of material matters and sheer survival to stay alive - when we repeatedly told there is not enough of anything when not any of that is true or truth and we had just as many people as other civilizations now or then, that we taught otherwise. Jokingly I think, do we think the elite going to clean their bathroom! That is nonsense about things we think or are taught. Because they only hold the position they do or have, because we keep giving our power away to others -well we see where that is getting us. 

We pray for help or guidance, all different things, but do we pray for people to see the light? That we are all part of. We point fingers, One at them and four back at ourselves, but where is self in relation to this inquiry? Blame is responsibility for the creation that we all are witnessing and the lack of wisdom or knowledge to know thy self. I believe it said: to not cast the first stone because it will be returned. Judging another is judging self. Eye for eye (what one does is cause to seek justice or truth of the cause and effect of universal law). Ye of little faith. (trust God and self in relation too) The God within- everyone. We leave you with this for now. Good day. Or God Day. 

Explanation of casting a Stone: a physical object, words, judgment about another or self, action, belief, or behavior. This takes incredible observation of self as to witnessing of self-own mind. You cast a stone before even questioning what happen to that person, for them to be who they are! Lack is a belief of lack and greed in lack that there is not enough for all, I must own it all. 

If God is everything and everyone, then you own nothing because it is all God anyway. And most are not even thankful for what they do have and never question where their needs or wants are coming from. Is it outward or inward? You can have anything but does add value to your soul or spirit. How many times do you dismiss those little things for nothingness! Good day

Edit: I want to note that many of my experiences have not been positive one, to include books, people and teachers. This is also part of the journey, that there is not one shoes that fits all or a single belief system, I will not state that my posts are written in stone now or in the past, as I change, my thoughts or opinion about it, later down the road also change. What is from the guides are the guides words. Sometimes the information is blended with them, as my own knowledge and questions change. If I had access to all at this moment, there would be no need for me to continue because I would have completed what I set out to do. Even what is written is limited that this inward journey and as I am human, and experiencing life too with events happening. Fear gets you no-where and your programmed to fear from womb to death, so challenge it. By questioning it. Do I believe this? 

2nd edit: As for illness - notable they come from three places, past lives, this life for soul grow and thoughts form of beliefs and projections from self and others. I can chose believe what was said to me at this event or just ask the guides or God. Really God is only authority. Maybe I make another post or not, about my own experiences will illnesses. 

09-17-23 Intuitive

 The following is from 08-23-23 through today 9-17-23. I have no reference point. And I was on a mental break, because the energy is intense from the retrograde and new moon. 

Hearing - Dock of the bay - song

The theme song in the movie Big - Shimmy Shimmy Cocoa Pop, Triscuit for biscuit.

The movie Monsters, Inc. 

I saw four trailers with flowers all over them. The camping-type trailer, not the flatbed kind.

Hearing the Love Boat theme song -multiple times

I heard Corinthians with no number reference

Hearing Caption oh, Captain from the Dead Poets Society

Barnaby Jones? 

Animatronics 

I heard somewhere Brown -first thought Arizona - got on (8/24/23) maybe pertained to what happened at the Burning Man festival. 

Uber? 

Heard oh, Wee little - said in a Scottish accent

something about a thief in the night- 

Heard Eye of the Storm and as a global context - not a storm per se - not that will continue to happen. 

heard Neuropathy - 

heard - find peace in the chaos

Seeing a nano the size of a pinhead. - 

Puddle sticks not fiddle stick 

heard - across the puddle - UK, Ireland, Europe - looked up used as a term to explain US to UK

Medusa? 

I heard a cadence - This reminded me of the movie -Stomp the Yard. but with boots 

Heard saying - Drum roll

Bye, Bye, Bye - by NYSC

Blue Jeans - Lana Del Rey? 

Heard the Daily Report? 

Woodlyn or Woodland?

Saw Kevin Bacon - written out 

Heard- Casper the Ghost

Saw the words- hesitation for hesitation or hesitation equal hesitation

a rabbit cutout - looked wood or cardboard (I don't control what the guides show me)

I was out at a park and heard a helicopter and then to the right I saw an object with a halo around it and realized that the chopper was the same height as this object, like it was tracking it. 

I heard the word Amage - an honor or respect 

Something about a gauntlet - 

I kept feeling like my foot was broken (right one) 

Heard the word Bovada?

Poseidon's Trident? 

I heard - When death comes as knocking? don't know if this book, metaphor, or Song, or an actual death

I am sure if this has passed or in the present: White house side door, four people inside, a person entered to use the bathroom. In another house, there is a woman with Alzheimer's in the house (both times the guides were showing me these two houses to me) 

I got the following two images while trying to go to sleep. One round vile silver tube that was being put into something like a needle gun. Then there is an oval shape with a figure in it when it turned around. These are cloudy images and normally I don't pay attention to them - because I like my sleep. 

hearing - 3x a lady? like the song

heard the word Angst? 

I keep feeling and seeing a soda bottle shook until it explodes - this a metaphor - events going to happen

And quiet before the storm... 

I heard Into the Shadows - I looked up, it is a song- but could a metaphor

I saw an image of a latch?

Again something Biblical ? (what is a biblical event Maui, 911, Fukushima, and Chernobyl are examples) 

I heard the Book - Where the Wild Things Live? I think this is a metaphor, not absolutely sure

Image of Cricut machine?

I saw an image of a Spanish helmet? 16 -17th century 

I saw a Hawk with a hood on it.

Heard - Odd man out?

A pearl necklace

The Sunshine State- Florida

hearing - Binary as in numbers - I did get an image of code that ran from top to bottom and never posted it because I didn't understand the use of it. It looks like code in the Matrix movie. Not computer code. 

Fisherman - name, title - restaurant 

8-28-23 Intuitive information

heard: Queensryche - Silent Lucidity is the first song that popped up when I googled it. Since I am not good at remembering music. I am not going to try to explain it or why I may have gotten it. We see how plays out. 

Did you ever have a song pop in your head or wake up with a song playing - have you ever thought that maybe it is your guides trying to tell you something. We learned as children to listen to the outside world and not listen to our own intuition. That what we think and feel is not as important when your natural GPS (God program system) is reminding us that we are more than what you think, and who you are or even been told. What about people popping into your head? Did ever think if they are thinking about you? Your thoughts are like radio signals, also known as telepathic, which is a very natural ability that we have not been told we can do. Did you wonder at work why people all wear the same color shirt at work, or you are thinking about someone and you run into them? You and your partner or friend finish each other sentences. Why do people with pets have similar personalities, ergo there is a telepathic link and not an implant chip. * Guides step in - when humanity realized that all have a natural connection to one another there is no need for inorganic devices. All are human technology, connected to everything. And that is the biggest link missing on the planet at this moment. That all are creation. Good day.  

Kissimmee? 2x's

I just saw "this emergency update"? 

8-23-23 Intuitive information- updated 8-27-23

 So I just started whistling Colonel Bogey March - I have never ever whistled or heard this tune. yikes - I had to look it up. Also Boogie Woogie Bugle boy - maybe this is connected to someone's - parents/grandparents.. 

I also got MT+5 - and the guides have not given any other information regarding it. 

I heard 2x now in two different weeks- the Train to Nowhere? Song or metaphor? I am thinking maybe it's a metaphor, you choose. But we can believe that the world is headed in the wrong direction or choose to believe that there is change on the horizon, it may take a little while because we didn't get here overnight. So really it is about choosing to be the light at the end of the tunnel and not focus on the media projection of doom and gloom. Life is like a train, you never know where it going to end up. 

Uber? 

The eye of the storm? 

8-27-23 I saw a vision of a small town or group of buildings falling down a hillside /or mountainside, just like sliding down (this has no time stamp) When I write no time stamp means I can not tell you when or how it will happen. I see the image. 

I asked the guides if the previous vision of the Black hurricane/ cyclone that I saw was Lahaina. I was told yes, this was after watching some footage of the black smoke that looked very much like the black sky that I had seen in the image. 

I kept hearing a Whitesnake song and put it off, not realizing that the drummer just died. I guess I will not be leaving the songs off anymore. 

I got Goodbye Yellow Brick Road. Maybe it is metaphoric - since I looked it up and it is iconic to the Wizard of Oz and when it exposes the truth behind the curtain. Which is symbolic of what is hidden can never stay hidden. Or maybe check out the lyrics and see what applies, since the Oz movie is loaded with symbolism in itself. Like a lot of movies, which we are normally not paying attention too. 

I have for the last week to few days - kept hearing another one bites the dust. Why? no idea. I asked the guides to stop using the reference as I was finding it quite annoying with no clear understanding of why they are using it. Since the definition of the lyrics has no clear meaning and Singer has passed on. You decide. 

8-9-23 Strange Experience

 I had strange experience this morning, after rather sleepless night. I had the realization or question who made me hard and want to fight and have I always wanted to leave the planet? And what is this darkness or abyss that is in me that is not mine. With all the unearthing I have done to understand where behaviors, self-imposed ideology, and beliefs have come from, that they are either taught to me or programmed by some social or societal nonsense. 

It never occurred to me that there is darkness that lies within me and the questions started flowing, as to where does this come from and is it truly mine, to how do I get it out of me. Like some black sticky strings of gunk that is within me. To who put it there and why. When I know that it is not me or mine and never was. To who's darkness is this and is this impermeable and is everywhere on planet. Or have I metaphorically just experience myself pulling off strings of crap. (this was image that I saw)_ This of course me just waking up this morning and knowing that this not who I am. 

Did I just experience some weird chrysalis of darkness to a veil being lifted off me. This is not a physical but metaphorically and sensations of imagery. To the Love of who I know that I am. Not a wishy-washy half conditional misrepresentation or misguided words, with no meaning behind them. When we all our the love of God, Source, Universe and Divine where we been so engrained by the illusion that we are separated that we have forgotten who we are. These unsaid words of don't shine, or be bright as Sun, because other's don't want you to out shine them or beam your heart and love of light based on what exactly! That if you pull enough of the stuff away from yourself that it was always there and that it is something no one person can take away because it is from the heart of God. Not a trinket, not something that can be brought or sold, your can't trade it for the biggest pot of Gold because you are it. 

As the Thinking human, thinking it into existence. To was this a rebirth of some sort. I still feel like me, less the black strings gunk like something out some type of Syfi movie. What was that, ugh. To what lies have we put around us. That if we could see that light and bring it forth for all to see, that it is all of us, and not some childish song of that "Little light of mine", truly it is the gift of who you our. And it sits in the middle of chest, pumping blood throughout your body to help keep you alive.  That is not some metaphor of "it's alive", because you a walking breathing being by the hands of God. And you only need to acknowledge it and accept, as your truth of who you are. No matter how small you think that light is, it is there and has always existed and will always be there forever. Because we are all infinite being and can not ever, not exist. 

When all you have to do look within you, and question is there a spark of divine within me. Why have I hidden it from myself and why do I deny it. Why do I deny myself. If I am creation it's self. And like the flowers that bloom or leaf fluttering in the wind, I am all that there is. Whether it is the stars in the night sky or milky way, I can not be nothing less, because nothing else exists. And it only takes just a moment, to look within to see or even acknowledge the thought that a electrical impulse is allowing me to be, just as I Am. The spark of God of everything. All you have to say is God show me who I am and allow it to fill you until that is all you are. 

8-22-23 Punishment and Self punishment ( I was asking about)

Firstly, I am not a Doctor or counselor - I look at things from a spiritual point of view. So with that said. I had an incident via text of someone close to me being upset. Regardless of the fact, that I can empath and pick emotions and feelings and psychically pick up on nuances in word choices, or energy. I don't walk around plugged into everyone all the time. By God, my head would explode. Now, as an example to you, you know your own head chatter that you have with yourself and if I was to magnify it by every person that I meet, let's just say it would not be a pretty sight. Secondly, there are Psychic boundaries, believe it or not, there is ethics to doing this work, and lessons learned the easy or hard way, as to when and how to deliver a message, and not infringe on free will. So with that said, let me tell you the story:

I received a text back from someone who was upset that I did know that they had come back from a trip. This text was not in capital letters but could have been, by the energy behind it. I realized that it had nothing to do with me, but this was being triggered by another source of a third person. Now I don't like people being upset that are close to me. Yet, through learning about boundaries it is not my responsibility to fix people. It is their lessons involved about standing up for oneself or not letting other people disrespect you as a person, or whether this involves me or not. Or allow this person to work it out for themselves. I was not asked for assistance or asked to be a space holder to vent the situation. And it trigger me as to why I am being punished by this 3rd person's actions via this text, for something (anger) to now, How am I being in response to why I felt I should have known that this person returned from their trip earlier. ) Hello mercury retrograde and communication problems) 

So where do the punishment and self-punishment come into this: Since most and including myself come from a family that is emotionally suppressed, or dysfunctional, in a world that is looking to the outside world for approval and validation, other than from within themselves. No blame here because quite frankly, you are born into from family of DNA of generations before you. Simply you are taught that everything is separated, mind from body, your thoughts, feeling, and emotions, and who you are in relation to everything else. That your value is based on some type of performance. So as a child of dysfunction, if someone was angry and venting their crap and not understanding what is happening you took it into you in one of two ways. The person involved either is punishing you for their stuff or you learned that you needed to punish yourself for not being whatever that person needed at that moment. Not that anyone is responsible for your well-being (unless your child or young adult, far too often we make children adults before they should be or prevent them from progressing, micro-managing, and choosing for them). (Another line of thought for a different day) 

So let's trace this programming of punishment/self-punishment from childhood back - we have lived in a man's world. Call what you like, but the fact remains that we live in a female/male imbalanced world. If one or both parental/s who are or were emotionally imbalanced by not feeling their emotions and suppressing them, or not expressing them in healthy ways. We then have to look at grandparents and compare them against a known history of what was going on in their lives. Now I have had addictions of alcohol in multiple generations, four counting my life history. I have a grandparent who was left and then an orphan in a home for boys, then a sibling to my grandfather (assuming here, don't really know the cause) who was separated from the only family left. Now I don't know what you know about orphanages of the past or even now. But they were not the loving, supportive, and nurturing environments like we have been told. And many in the past were workhouses and fundamentally either of agriculture or part of industrial eras if we use, give or take, the last 150 yrs. Where the child labor laws did not apply as they do today. (that is only in 1st world countries). 

So, if we go back two or more generations if the information is available through what you are taught by your parents, If childhood is repeatedly in trauma, which is more truth than fiction with Spanish flu, wars, bombs, and the constant threat of life or safety and security within the family. If dormant/suppressed emotions and feelings have never been dealt with on a generation level to the next I.e.: the great-grandparents, to grandparents, to your parents to you, and then your children to grandchildren, these cycles repeat on a subconscious level. Hence fear for safety, in the present (taught to Fear) Now I don't know your history, but you do. So when these patterns come up in our psyche it needs to be acknowledged and validated by us in the present moment. That these things happened to our ancestors and to us. Along with it presenting itself to us or you/me that this needs to be healed. And the more it pops up, the more we need to acknowledge and love that part of the self. That it is a programming running, that needs you to be punished or self-punishment for behaviors that have been done with our family and to ourselves, and in the mass consciousness.  

This is where you must be Intune or intuitive to your own emotional state that we need to free the ghosts from the past. So here is where you are taught that it is just you, that you are just an individual, but you're not and never will be. You are your siblings, your parents, grand and great, great parents, the neighbors, and all people on the planet. Your DNA is more than what science will tell you or what is known about it. If I go back to the religious context you are Adam and Eve from creation ( which I am not in agreement with) which in its context is of course explain that God created everything. God created everything that is correct, but not in a biblical sense. Which is based on accounts that have eluded to the separation of God and yourself and not equal too. Because it then opens the questions of who created nature, stars, planets, galaxies, sun, wind, oceans, and any other question along those lines, or power over. 

Our history or mine, or yours is not of separation but of everything, that is, this is why animals have similar DNA, trees need water and the ocean needs the wind. This was a lot shorter in my head of explanation. And trying to simplify a mass projection that is not true or of truth. We are taught that what we think or feel, or do in life does vibrate into the quantum field which is all around, all the time. Ok, I am geeking! If have the fan on do I/you feel the fan in a single space of the room or of the entirely of space between you and the fan? Or let's use a tree and the woods. Your focus is on a Tree and that is how it is taught to you. It is a tree. But, that tree is not flat, it has bark, life, water, roots, leaves, and growth, it needs that sun and water to grow, it needs the wind to carry the leaves to the ground. It sits in relation to other trees, the earth, the air, the sun, and water on the ground and in the earth. Which is also part of us. Because within us is a need for water, food from the earth, and sun and air that we breathe; otherwise we could not survive. 

This leads to why we are experiencing disaster - we are out of balance with nature, we are out of balance with the female and male within us all, and spiritual knowledge of our own history with regard to who we are. If we don't respect ourselves and heal ourselves, and respect the earth for she is being created by God, how do we expect the vibrate of loving thy self to be reflected back, if you look into any body of water what do you see first, you see yourself, unless it is so murky that you can't see the bottom. What if it is reflected back at your own beingness! When God, the source is unconditional Love. That we have taken on so much that is projected as truth, that we stand at a crossroads to heal ourselves and the planet, and by making better wise choices for the survival of humanity. Which we will survive, but not before people wake up to the reality that there is a cause and effect to the way we treat people and the planet.  

This is where separate is not. Because everything is of God, source, and or universe, as one, begin to question the truth of who "you " are, for it is a ripple into mass consciousness, because all is everything. The only separation is thinking you are separated. Here is an example try to find separation? You will not be able to, everything is in relation or relationship to another or others. 

I asked The guides to speak: they say to stop punishing yourself for misguided information, and that somehow God is punishing with these weather and disasters, some are man-made and others are the earth-changing. Which from a soul level we have agreed to be part of. This is where the human self does not understand the soul part that is from a higher viewpoint of a soul or even death, which does not exist. Even what has happened in the past does not exist in the way that you think it does, because of the narrow tunnel that we/you looked at life through, and or are led to believe, is true. To know, one must open their mind and cast aside what they think they know as truth, we stand willing and waiting to assist. Good day. 

Note: So before I wrote this the guides gave two analogies one of the lawn mower and the string breaking and the other of saying ouch before your actually bang your toe or leg and or arm. The lawn mower shows that we get upset and use other words - instead wow that just happened in a surprise temper versus anger and the ouch part is the energetic field that we know that we are going to bang our toe, knee, etc. before it happens because it felt is your energy field and quantum field first.  

8-18-23 Intuitive information

 I feeling like it is someone Birthday- So Happy Birthday, today !!!

Guides say that you are not all the things that have happened to you. 

Something about Blood clot? 

Dublin?

I heard in my sleep victor, charlie, .....(Whiskey/bravo/echo (?)) alpha 40 - which I know is the military code. I went looking for number and came across VCBA 20- which means where is your location but nothing on the 40 code. So maybe there is someone who knowns what this means. I listed whiskey, bravo, echo -because I am sure of this one word used. 

I heard today: Mugby, Australia. I don't think this a play on words as in Rugby, or book by Charlies Dickens. 

La Jolla -San Diego - I think  I have written this in the past. As 8-22-23 I am not tracking the storm Hillary or if this even applies. 

Multidimensional -

Someone asked about: With that said your higher self is the producer in the movie called life, and at each given moment all of the people individually are you, play the different parts to make the movie or movies to have various experiences of self. Or you can look at it like your at the fair on swing ride that spins around, you know that your swinging around and you see all the other things happening from the air or higher self. Yet at the same time all the other people or others you(s) are off doing other things, getting on rides, eating, walking, playing the games, and all is happening at the same time. You see the beach or land, or parking lot..etc.

It is all happening at the same time. If we had access too it "all" we would not focus on what we came here to do, it would be overwhelming. It is used as reference point to the infiniteness of being that we/you are not some small dot in a round circle that we think we are, we are the circle -infinite, grand and beyond words and expression. You are everything that has ever existed. Hope this helps.

When you look thru a prism what do you see - all the colors reflected by the light, they all are the same crystal or glass, yet your see all the different facets of it or self, or God.

08-15-23 Lack of anything (Channeled)

 So I had a rather rough night sleeping because the guides were trying to get me to see something, regarding two relationships that I had in the past. And somewhere between sleeping and understanding what they were reflecting to me as to what these relationships were and my part in it, is something I am still working out. Which of course upset me, one for lack of sleep and the other for a lack of understanding of why I still don't have things in my life that would bring more joy and easement in my life, as to what is being communicated for me to see and understand about myself. 

Because everything is always about you and self, as a whole of everything. And forgive me if I am not explaining this well. Essentially we are God or an Aspect of your higher self which is part of God. But before you turn a blind eye just listen. God created everything, so you as a personality are God and you came to earth to create, master, and experience life in a human form. A spiritual being or soul in form. We learned lack or separation by everything or everyone around us. Telling us the complete opposite of who we Our. So lack is a mindset of a belief told to us. When had it been taught from a very young age that we are God or Goddess in form and train our mind in the power of thought coming through the heart and not the ego of separateness, of me, me, and that I don't lack anything, because you can not lack if you are creation. 

This belief in the mass consciousness of humanity, it is not just an individual program running. Just imagine that you came from Heaven which is more truth than realized, that everything that you have ever wanted was available a just thought of it. Well on planet Earth all the beliefs that have been taught to you, are the opposite of what is true. All the masters that walk this planet and still do, explaining this very concept, you are taught that you must plead and beg and cry out in sorrow or pain when you just have to ask. Due to the densely of programming within you, and everyone, it does not reflect in the present moment what your asking for.  

As a soul, you remember that it was just a thought. Now take all (humans as an example) who do not question their beliefs or their miss creations it looks like mayhem or chaos When it is the disbelief or trust, or fear that is creating the very opposite of the intended outcome. If you plant a seed, water it, tend to it, it grows and it then dies. The questions arise did I over water, did it get enough sun, or is the soil off,  was it in the wrong place? These are questions that serve to answer the question of what to change, fix or seek more wisdom. 

You have been taught to not question, challenge, or think about what was taught to you. So within you, is source, god, universe, all that is and will ever exist, it is about asking the question and seeking to know. If "God" is the source of everything and you are created from source, then the question is who do I ask, the god part of you, and if it leads you to a person or book or lecture, podcast, or realization that you need. The answer is to look within self and if you don't know the question, then one begins if I were God and talking to God what questions would I ask? Most are taught to not stray from the path because of what others did and it was safe for them, to not question (not self-empowerment) not ego-based.

It is Fear of - not Fearing if I don't look what will it look like and what if I don't like the answer or if I have been misled into believing in untruths. All have the ability and fear and punishment are the biggest blocks. And fear and punishment is in the mass consciousness in the history and prior reincarnations, when other facets (ex: reincarnation of the buddha or Dali Lama, prior Dali Lama reborn) seek out the sages, wise ones, masters, and teachers and history dictates that you will be punished, kill, burn, murder, in prisoned, anything that speaks against the "normal", of what is true or truth. 

 Begin to question what is the truth and Fyi for 50+ yrs Ufo were a fable, disillusion, mental disorders, and now they exist. When ancient pictures spoke of this and texts, say otherwise. 

We leave this with you, enlighten is lighting the way and the truth. This one wrote Our joke about Yogi in sitting and contemplating and yet failed to see what was around them. Wisdom and knowledge are gained through in-sight, en/in light, enlightenment (en-light-to me (in) nt) of self, but if it is not shared, it serves no one. 

Note I write God because it is commonly known, now you can call it what you want. For simplicity, I use GOD, as a reference point. 

8-11-23 Intuitive information

 The following is information from 7-24-23 to present, which is timeless. There are a lot references to song. 

I heard Noni- I don't know who this belongs too. Maybe someone wants know about their Grandmother. Just because they are physical does not mean they don't exist. 

I have heard "Cry me a River" this sung by few different artists, so I am not what it is connects too. 

I heard " Sold me down the River" - I believe wrote on last month too, but it continues to come through. 

A push to use Esg, like China - whereas if don't use a standard proper citizenship by credit or Click likes, you effect things like loans, housing, jobs. It pushed as Business ethic - which is good to degree for the environment maybe - but as we all know anything the Gov's involved in it is drastically the opposite of it intention is.  I said in the past that we need to watch China - aka another Hitler. Google/videos China's social credit system. (think about how many goods come from China vs US) 25+ years ago we started shipping oversea for cheap labor. Where during Lockdown and still now goods are in sitting in ports, because we shipped our labor out of country. 

I got that someone is Sequestered - not sure who this is reference to or what?

Ok, I started to about a Bon Jovi song but I got "What about Love" by Heart??? I forgot to write down Bon Jovi song - it was about loving another. 

Hearing Bowie- Space oddity- not sure about this one. But banned in Us before Apollo launch - which is conspiracy whether or not it actually happened. 2x's on different days. Ok I got with this, Project Mars which is a book from 1953. What that has to do with the present and people trying to go to Mars now, Which if look into Corey Goode work- we are already on Mars. 

Dossier Documents

Something about Water 7/28/23- not sure 

Ok, I looked at pictures of Maui today and just like California fires, maybe Canada.. These fires don't look natural. Meaning I looked up what temp is to melt tires and they melt at 1100 Fahrenheit, based on the fire to cars. Now I am not a fireperson but if still don't think they have technology that can create this type of damage. There is Swamp land for sale. DArpa.  

hearing De facto - Latin for in fact..? 

Hearing the song - Ain't no rest for the wicked

woke up to "Something all around the world"

I got the word converna or corverta one is Spanish and other French - not sure of reference, even after googling. 

I heard a eagle calling and I am in my apartment with the windows closed.

I heard someone accused. ? 

I saw a flash of image of MTV Max Headroom.. I tried to watch the movie of history of, but my computer started acting up - so I left alone. 

Radiohead the Band?? 

Prenuptials ? 

I heard Honey I shrink the kids- told it was metaphor (my thoughts)1. being people choosing not to have children 2. that it has something to due with the Jab and or being childless. 

Plethora: large quantity of somethings or excessive. 

Something: ephemeral - lasting a short period

Song- Where have all the flowers gone! I looked this up and is about putting flowers on graves. I tried to date when it was written to see referring a past war! not sure or I could not find it. Or is it just about the Band?

I got a lot of songs this time - Fly like an eagle - Steve Miller or Seal - you pick

I got physics is in its baby stages and not complete. 

I got Tis full of Grace - maybe or not about Christmas reference or the bible 

I heard "You shall know my Name" Bible ref.,

hearing Karma is being served and karma is both good and bad. 

I have now watch two movie that had people who had their face surgically change to look like someone else. I don't believe in coincidences, because the universe does work in chaos - it divinely guided.  

I got Whisper down the lane game as a metaphor.. not sure if it is about things get lost or misunderstood, or forgotten the further you go from it. 

I got Yoke and burdens.. This is a bible reference ( I have to look these things up because I raised in that I could choose for myself, since parents where put off by church teachings,) This is not an egg or the yoke of shirt, which was my first thought. 

Dublin

I got "Put your hands on my heart"- and there seems to be many songs with same title. not sure reference.

Smelling trash- not being picked up ? 

Change it- song by Stevie Ray Vaughan? 

I saw in a nap:  two yellow-green plastic sleds standing upright- not sure why?

I got " Something the Chicago" like it was written out. 

Sorry so long -thks for reading. Oh and last year I said about the weather for winter, I may be a year off - if the Farmer's almanac is right. 

I wrote that I hear the channeling, but I do something sometimes speak them too, accept I am not always aware that I am doing it.