Firstly, I am not a Doctor or counselor - I look at things from a spiritual point of view. So with that said. I had an incident via text of someone close to me being upset. Regardless of the fact, that I can empath and pick emotions and feelings and psychically pick up on nuances in word choices, or energy. I don't walk around plugged into everyone all the time. By God, my head would explode. Now, as an example to you, you know your own head chatter that you have with yourself and if I was to magnify it by every person that I meet, let's just say it would not be a pretty sight. Secondly, there are Psychic boundaries, believe it or not, there is ethics to doing this work, and lessons learned the easy or hard way, as to when and how to deliver a message, and not infringe on free will. So with that said, let me tell you the story:
I received a text back from someone who was upset that I did know that they had come back from a trip. This text was not in capital letters but could have been, by the energy behind it. I realized that it had nothing to do with me, but this was being triggered by another source of a third person. Now I don't like people being upset that are close to me. Yet, through learning about boundaries it is not my responsibility to fix people. It is their lessons involved about standing up for oneself or not letting other people disrespect you as a person, or whether this involves me or not. Or allow this person to work it out for themselves. I was not asked for assistance or asked to be a space holder to vent the situation. And it trigger me as to why I am being punished by this 3rd person's actions via this text, for something (anger) to now, How am I being in response to why I felt I should have known that this person returned from their trip earlier. ) Hello mercury retrograde and communication problems)
So where do the punishment and self-punishment come into this: Since most and including myself come from a family that is emotionally suppressed, or dysfunctional, in a world that is looking to the outside world for approval and validation, other than from within themselves. No blame here because quite frankly, you are born into from family of DNA of generations before you. Simply you are taught that everything is separated, mind from body, your thoughts, feeling, and emotions, and who you are in relation to everything else. That your value is based on some type of performance. So as a child of dysfunction, if someone was angry and venting their crap and not understanding what is happening you took it into you in one of two ways. The person involved either is punishing you for their stuff or you learned that you needed to punish yourself for not being whatever that person needed at that moment. Not that anyone is responsible for your well-being (unless your child or young adult, far too often we make children adults before they should be or prevent them from progressing, micro-managing, and choosing for them). (Another line of thought for a different day)
So let's trace this programming of punishment/self-punishment from childhood back - we have lived in a man's world. Call what you like, but the fact remains that we live in a female/male imbalanced world. If one or both parental/s who are or were emotionally imbalanced by not feeling their emotions and suppressing them, or not expressing them in healthy ways. We then have to look at grandparents and compare them against a known history of what was going on in their lives. Now I have had addictions of alcohol in multiple generations, four counting my life history. I have a grandparent who was left and then an orphan in a home for boys, then a sibling to my grandfather (assuming here, don't really know the cause) who was separated from the only family left. Now I don't know what you know about orphanages of the past or even now. But they were not the loving, supportive, and nurturing environments like we have been told. And many in the past were workhouses and fundamentally either of agriculture or part of industrial eras if we use, give or take, the last 150 yrs. Where the child labor laws did not apply as they do today. (that is only in 1st world countries).
So, if we go back two or more generations if the information is available through what you are taught by your parents, If childhood is repeatedly in trauma, which is more truth than fiction with Spanish flu, wars, bombs, and the constant threat of life or safety and security within the family. If dormant/suppressed emotions and feelings have never been dealt with on a generation level to the next I.e.: the great-grandparents, to grandparents, to your parents to you, and then your children to grandchildren, these cycles repeat on a subconscious level. Hence fear for safety, in the present (taught to Fear) Now I don't know your history, but you do. So when these patterns come up in our psyche it needs to be acknowledged and validated by us in the present moment. That these things happened to our ancestors and to us. Along with it presenting itself to us or you/me that this needs to be healed. And the more it pops up, the more we need to acknowledge and love that part of the self. That it is a programming running, that needs you to be punished or self-punishment for behaviors that have been done with our family and to ourselves, and in the mass consciousness.
This is where you must be Intune or intuitive to your own emotional state that we need to free the ghosts from the past. So here is where you are taught that it is just you, that you are just an individual, but you're not and never will be. You are your siblings, your parents, grand and great, great parents, the neighbors, and all people on the planet. Your DNA is more than what science will tell you or what is known about it. If I go back to the religious context you are Adam and Eve from creation ( which I am not in agreement with) which in its context is of course explain that God created everything. God created everything that is correct, but not in a biblical sense. Which is based on accounts that have eluded to the separation of God and yourself and not equal too. Because it then opens the questions of who created nature, stars, planets, galaxies, sun, wind, oceans, and any other question along those lines, or power over.
Our history or mine, or yours is not of separation but of everything, that is, this is why animals have similar DNA, trees need water and the ocean needs the wind. This was a lot shorter in my head of explanation. And trying to simplify a mass projection that is not true or of truth. We are taught that what we think or feel, or do in life does vibrate into the quantum field which is all around, all the time. Ok, I am geeking! If have the fan on do I/you feel the fan in a single space of the room or of the entirely of space between you and the fan? Or let's use a tree and the woods. Your focus is on a Tree and that is how it is taught to you. It is a tree. But, that tree is not flat, it has bark, life, water, roots, leaves, and growth, it needs that sun and water to grow, it needs the wind to carry the leaves to the ground. It sits in relation to other trees, the earth, the air, the sun, and water on the ground and in the earth. Which is also part of us. Because within us is a need for water, food from the earth, and sun and air that we breathe; otherwise we could not survive.
This leads to why we are experiencing disaster - we are out of balance with nature, we are out of balance with the female and male within us all, and spiritual knowledge of our own history with regard to who we are. If we don't respect ourselves and heal ourselves, and respect the earth for she is being created by God, how do we expect the vibrate of loving thy self to be reflected back, if you look into any body of water what do you see first, you see yourself, unless it is so murky that you can't see the bottom. What if it is reflected back at your own beingness! When God, the source is unconditional Love. That we have taken on so much that is projected as truth, that we stand at a crossroads to heal ourselves and the planet, and by making better wise choices for the survival of humanity. Which we will survive, but not before people wake up to the reality that there is a cause and effect to the way we treat people and the planet.
This is where separate is not. Because everything is of God, source, and or universe, as one, begin to question the truth of who "you " are, for it is a ripple into mass consciousness, because all is everything. The only separation is thinking you are separated. Here is an example try to find separation? You will not be able to, everything is in relation or relationship to another or others.
I asked The guides to speak: they say to stop punishing yourself for misguided information, and that somehow God is punishing with these weather and disasters, some are man-made and others are the earth-changing. Which from a soul level we have agreed to be part of. This is where the human self does not understand the soul part that is from a higher viewpoint of a soul or even death, which does not exist. Even what has happened in the past does not exist in the way that you think it does, because of the narrow tunnel that we/you looked at life through, and or are led to believe, is true. To know, one must open their mind and cast aside what they think they know as truth, we stand willing and waiting to assist. Good day.
Note: So before I wrote this the guides gave two analogies one of the lawn mower and the string breaking and the other of saying ouch before your actually bang your toe or leg and or arm. The lawn mower shows that we get upset and use other words - instead wow that just happened in a surprise temper versus anger and the ouch part is the energetic field that we know that we are going to bang our toe, knee, etc. before it happens because it felt is your energy field and quantum field first.
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