I often wonder how things come into my world, nonetheless. I have previously gotten Beetle Juice I thought it was the reference to the old movie and the new one. Since I have not seen the new one, yet. I am not referencing whether there is a reference in the movie, the old or new to some kind of connection to anything. What I did come across is the Betelgeuse, which is pronounced like Beetlejuice and is a Red star planet in the Orion constellation. I am not an astrologer and get quite confused at different points, nodes, etc. I just take the position, that the universe is always moving and leave it at that.
And in the strange world of how things show up with Et being, UFO and all the psychic and intuitive, channeling, etc. I have either heard the following word or guided to me, so forgive me, I walk in this world of in the in-between. So before I go any further, I have unanswered questions now and in the past. Since I am trying to answer or find closure so my mind can file it in the brain. When I was between 6-8 years old my sister would wake me up and tell me (they) were that the blankets were being taken off her. It is always more the one being, or thing. She used the they quite often. Being asleep as well and not seeing anything when I woke up, I brushed it off as she was dreaming. This happened off and on, many times. With the same wording that they are taking the blankets off me.
Faster forward to the present day and information available on the internet, and books, more readily available about people speaking regarding their lives. Had this been the only memory I would have dismissed it altogether, yet it is one of many unanswered questions. Why do I remember not being from this planet, the incident with my sister, what I call missing memory or time, patches of hair falling out in a circle, twice, and being told that it was stress and I could put a quarter coin in spot and with no hair to be found to match the occurrence when my hair well over a foot long, or nodule thing under my tongue. Again, I was told it was stress or nothing but a calcium deposit. Welcome to the weird.
This includes dreams of a child that looked like my son, yet not my son. I have had other body issues including being swollen or tender, when it should not be. I will limit the description. So with all these things, happening around and or to me, one starts to question have I had been used as an incubator or abducted, including my sister's experiences, and I have no memory of them, except knowing that I have been a UFO or in a room with screens and all white room with something like a dental chair. I have made several attempts to find someone to do hypnosis on me, with all the trauma and extra perceptions ESPs.
It is my understanding that we call them ET, but really it is polarized and rightful, so Because of the many facets that have been used to create FEAR. I am not disputing whether there is truth in it or not, but I have met some pretty ugly humans. When I have watched other people's videos where people tell their stories. When you're intuitive you know when someone is lying to you or not, not always. There seem to be two categories that I see one that it is a soul agreement and the negative ones. I separate the two because, if you have been living in the world, nothing is as it seems, and lies are perpetuated to keep people asleep. I think that they both are soul agreement whether there is the memory of it or not, or you deny it for fear of being crazy, institutionalized, drugged, ridiculed, or dismissed.
Now add this to the fact that we are conditioned by family conditioning and social conditionally, for multiple generations or even longer. We told and taught things to what we call our reality. Repeatedly, told from childhood, that is, this is this, that, and so forth. When I have dreams, and yes it could be dreams in the sense, that they are my mind. Most people don't remember their dreams, you have to train yourself to remember them. These dreams are as real as the reality we live. Actually, some are much nicer. When I have dreamt of being in some underground base, or on another planet that has been in total destruction and their people or beings that have been living in the debris of this mass destruction and look void of color, as if they have been without sunlight for very long periods of time, or seeing a future home that would put Frank Lloyd Wright designs to shame.
This brings up many questions for me, like was my sister and I, part of soul agreement to experience this? Was my family on both sides generationally, indoctrinated by having a military connection, meaning by their agreement to serve, is their undisclosed agreement with negative beings, or is this soul agreement to bring this to light? And on and on it goes checking off the box of questions. I have yet to meet a person to do hypnosis on me that will not negatively impact me and with the intuitive, empathic knowledge to navigate the gate through years of experiences.
I have considered doing myself for others but have put that aside because of prior experiences with people. This is why I will use the word (real shaman) or real healer, etc.. because there are a lot of people running around calling themselves, something that they are not. Carry a title that they have yet to display the ability to do so. If they are truly in service to help others. This is also the lesson of discernment, in that, are you seeking for someone else to tell you the answers or as a sovereign being seeking within yourself? There an exceptions and discernments.
Long story, sorry writing is writing to make a point. Since I have had all these experiences and guides want me to write a book and I am why, this is my living book and the account of my life, with journals. Then with most recently Blue children beings. I had a book on my list for a while called The Being with the Being, by Miquel Mendonca. If I list a book for or as a reference, there is no association with or collaboration to obtain funds. This is research for my own peace of mind. I have not finished reading the book, for situations that are out of my control and trying to move house to a more suitable area and the funds to do so, or a least help with the means to do so.
With my research, I came to the word Betelgeuse used above and crystal skulls and tribal person. Now if you consider that we are multidimensional beings and not just individual living one experience and perhaps more. This is a complex thing and subject, that I don't fully understand completely with all the dots connecting. I was told to buy this other book when I had almost closed one rabbit hole and thrown into another rabbit hole in my game of connecting the dots. The book is The Prism of Lyra by Lyssa Royal Holt.
I have received it and read most of it and may have to read it a again because I read it too fast and have not literally close one rabbit hole before opening another. To point again I became overwhelmed by my physical needs and understanding what is happening why do I need to know all this information? And writing briefly, only speaking about the subject of things like psychic to now interdimensional beings, to being multidimensional beings ourselves.
To Abduction to hybrid being. This book is a channeled book with a Galactic history, it is simple to read and understand and challenges many things about our galactic history, with comparables to Earth history. I am not validating it as proof but as a source. I know of other books and Channels on the planet here now, trying to express this information on a larger scale. And have considered getting a bigger platform, because I am still receiving intuitive and souls asking for help and I am like I am everywhere .. (like in the movie) and a little disorienting at times.
And I like Ok where is the help, because I am only one person flipping between reality as a conscious being, not in a trance channeling, but as a fully conscious person. My circle is small, meaning outside of this blog on blogger I almost ever speak publicly about it unless someone states something that they let me know that they are open to the information. I am also not aware of a multi-tab platform unless it is your own website and I lack the tech skills to do it, myself. As I watch other people's watch videos or stream TV or video, they show only one side of it and it is quite a lot on the body, mind, and part of the spirit that here in the physical. People as in general ignorance think you're psychic, they say play the lottery or do whatever to pull money out of your derriere. It does not work like that! So with all that I have written the book brings in the title that I listed above and so much more. Note there is a PDF file with part of the book but not the complete book. Have I seen a being with big eyes, yes. My first hypnosis session, but I was already out of a trance state when it happened, and this is where I say find or research, a qualified person, for Hypnosis. You are not asleep for hypnosis, you either see or feel things. You don't need eyes to see, that is why there is the third eye and it comes into play.
I have asked the guides why was I directed to psychic information first. When I felt it was directed in such a way, that it seemed counterproductive to what I was experiencing, I was told I needed a basis. What other people do or have done by stretching the mind I am not sure. My understanding is that you can't do a master class when you have no understanding of kindergarten. This of course is a metaphor of course, in that we are all master divine beings that chose to forget and then remember again, and again, life after life. Each time learning, integrating, student to master and to again be the student and master, learning more.
As for the Tribal person maybe it is a guide, ancestor, past life, or connected to the Maya calendar of 2012, with different planetary processions, the Yuga.. etc. This includes the different moon cycles, solar eclipses, partial eclipses, and equinoxes with the different seasons. Due to separation and fragmentation, which is in the book Prism of Lyran, and many, many, other books, ancient text in all sacred books. This book could turn things on their head.
There are misspellings in the book not many, in The Prism of Lyran, or not. If you know that it is not about the words, but about waking up memories and stored information in the DNA. Which the book touches on and then some. This is like if Grandmom or Mom made a special treat and you smell it, it brings up a memory, this is, of course, different if you are Blind per se and you hear the words, it is an encoded language within the vibration of words or text.
One of the reasons, I have written about it is because I started this before the text to read, finally incorporating that people with physical disabilities have these experiences too. And only realized it when I had to communicate with someone who only signed, or non-English speaking spirits, who don't realize on the other side they now can speak English or any other language they want. The exception is that their family will only know them as non-speaking English.
Happy Tin hats!! Needed humor. AI grammar is like that annoying English teacher, that is always correcting you, without telling you why it is wrong and how to correct it, or the sentence, without considering the different languages involved.
Oh, and can please consider a donation, it helps me out. And I am really trying not to do membership things at the moment, because I ask guides about that? When information should be available to everyone and not to people who can afford it. Which of is lack mentality and worthy of abundance which I am working on that I deserve abundance in my life. Thank you and may you wear your tin hat proudly.
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