Now you the reader of this blog may think that I have altogether, the truth is that I perceive myself as a muddled mess, in the fact that I am currently calling where I live a black hole because I have not been able to get the hell out my current living situation. I live in a complex that I randomly chose when I was living at a shelter, one of few, at this point. This was not by conscious choice at the time or was it, but survival and safety for myself and my children. This survival has been an underlying theme in my life for as long, and maybe as long as I have been alive.
Safety, as well is a theme, maybe even from my birth. I currently have pot smoking, drunk, prostituting herself, and men involving themselves with her. When looking at from a higher view is "them" the men, are also prostituting themselves, as well? Along with these behaviors, this quite unstable woman lives behind me, who does everything in her power to piss off people. Hell bent on destroying her life, and anyone in the vicinity and is a full-force door slammer.
My neighbor next to me is OCD and a few other things, currently, he is feeding salt to dirt to keep the ants or snails from reaching his doorstep. I have even considered placing a sea shell on the step just for a reaction, but have not, due to not wanting Karma and My feisty side is like, okay. The absurdity of things. Across the way, I have whom I call the Bangers. I don't know their real names. It is an orchestrated ensemble of who is going to slam the door first. This goes on every day and sometimes, all day.
This is from a reactive position vs a conscious choice of decisions that people make, slam the door or close the door. This is not a judgmental point of view, this is observing, from a point of view of cause and effect. (look up the butterfly effect) These random choices that we all make without seeing the greater effect on the environment (your energy field, not just the physical environment, around us). Hence How it affects other people, events, and situations. For example, you go to the car dealer to look at a car or buy, basically, you made to make, a decision or choice, right now, it's going to be gone, scarcity (lack) thinking, advertising, and manipulative behavior. No food, no money, the world is bad, etc.. Never allowing for let's think about this for a moment, a day. What is really happening?
This is not a fault because you're not taught that thoughts are more powerful than you have been led to believe. It is like a burning match, and it is thrown into a dry forest, yes it will catch fire, or better yet, If I drain an Aquifer there is going to be no water, left. One is because we never just take what we need, we take it all and store it like squirrels. Well, did you never see squirrels running looking for nuts that they hid? Metaphor! It is like snow in certain places and people go to the store for the basics, in the meantime, they generally live in an area where the snow is gone in a few days or they have enough food in their homes for weeks. Not all but most.
As for the pot-smoking neighbor I have filed roughly 75 complaints, as I have been directed to, and numerous police reports between multiple tenants. This woman walks around as she thinks she is a worldly woman, but the psycho lurks just under the surface. She is actually playing this Cat and Mice, narcissistic creating problems and then locking herself in her apartment. When the police come, she refused to open the door. She is now where in public, displaying this behavior and then flips personalities, whereas, it is everyone else and she claims she is just the victim and is being harassed by everyone else. Neither, nor taking responsibility for her involvement in the situation. ( )*I want to clarify here, that if you are adept here that would be a select few. The above situation can be viewed, as a mirror, boundaries, or playing a character in the scheme of things. And since the world is a mirror to the inter-realm of self. I am looking at it (that is another conversation for the moment.)
That aside, for now, doing Shadow work (looking at the programs and social conditions, that they say you are a not Divine being in human form) and that you are the creator of your reality. One has to look at survival, safety, odd behaviors, and maladaptive behaviors. Within oneself and see if it, is a pattern of belief, a learned behavior or maladaptive, adaptive behavior, trauma and where does it come from?
First and foremost, is the Family (parents' birth or Non-birth parents), 2nd is the different family members, these are the grandparents, aunts, and uncles. Thirdly, then you consider their program by society, and history in relationship (as what was happening in the world) to contemplate their behavior and their view of the world, where they lived. Fourth) Then is it your creation of all these observed things and your perceptions of things? This fourth one is tricky if it is another person how am I part of it, then you asked if I am reactive to it, is there something that is not healed in me/you, denying that it exists, is not healing or being healed, realizing that it is not you. But an aspect of self (all is one) that you are witnessing.
As an example that has happened to me, too. I have an understanding of that situation and can have compassion for it or about what has happened. Not as a victim or a martyr of the cause, but from a place of disempowerment to empowerment. Two very different things. This is difficult for the empath or empathic person. (that is another conversation to be had. * people choosing * )
You were born from love and the source of everything. With the soul agreement that you would enter into the family that you chose, to learn lessons and Karma lessons and so forth. Note you are always loved and connected to the source, never, never disconnected. It does not matter what character you are playing in reality, like the people mentioned above. Most people know that saying, the "world is a stage and all the men and women are merely actors." You are the actor, projector, and divine multidimensional being, playing a part in the world stage of your life. You have done this many times, both on Earth and other planets. Nothing ever dies, it merely is transformed.
So you are a divine being, playing a multiplayer game, so to speak. You are love and loved, at the core of your being, thinking and taught separation, them, us, that color, those people, their habits, behaviors, beliefs, sexual preferences and cultural, social class, money, power...etc All to learn about them. The Guides step in: This has gone on for generations. Other Divine beings have come here teaching a different way from the Fall of Atlantis, each time trying to influence and remind humans who you are. This is written down, manipulated, and creates all kinds of distortions and polarity. Again Pinning yourself, again, against each other when all are source as a fractal of source and love.
What if you removed all distortions - Love is the core of you. Everything else is a layering effect, much like an onion with layers, an uncut diamond, because of the labels presented to you and placed on you, you have chosen to identify with these layers. You are not any of them. They are all like a cloth of belief, behaviors, observation, training, and indoctrination by the world you are in, never questioning, if any of it is true. Both learning about power and taking power away.
When you break a glass, plate, mirror, or any object, does it change what it was, now it is in many pieces of itself. Source broke into pieces to learn about the self. You are one of the pieces of that source. You both the source and individual part. Same coin different sides, go break something and think about it. Is it that different than before it separated into pieces or is it perceived as something other than itself? All the shards and fragments are of the whole. Yes, you can say that this one has a chip or I can't see or find that micro piece, this is also true.
If you take water from the ocean is it still the ocean? If water from the ocean goes into the sky as vapor, is it the ocean? If rain falls that came from the ocean is it still Ocean? If it falls on a Mountain, that turns into a river, to a creek, to end up back in the ocean, is it the ocean? If the ocean falls into an area that is colder than most and turns into snow, more than likely, it is still the ocean. See it is always the ocean and the different views that it takes on. The source of everything is formless and everything at the same time. You have been taught to see it as a tree, person, color, wave, particle, or quark. It is nameless because it is everything and nothing at the same time. You are the ocean and source all at the same time.
The problem becomes a problem with labels that are actually there to help, they become the hindrance of separation, at the core. We will reiterate labels are separation of the divine, as identified by what you call it. Does it matter what you call it? NO. It is still Source expressing itself in everything and everything, as a source, expressing itself or acting out as a preferred expression. The people above who are choosing their expression of who they are based on information, that they believe is their truth, without ever questioning the truth of who they are at the core.
When or has anyone ever asked or said to you, who are you at the core of your being?
We Bid you a good day for now.
Me again, so where do I go from what Guides have just stepped in to say? Preference not separation, my preference is not to have these various characters around me, I have had my fill of them and chose peace, calm, love, joy, and happiness over fear, worry, the what ifs this happens, and many fear-filled entanglements. Guides: When it comes to what is perceived as negative aspects of the human condition you/we want to push them away like that dirty sock that is stuck behind that dryer or sofa. When what you/ we really need to do is look at them. Who, what, where, when, and now- the basis of grammar sentence did I learn this, was I taught this and is any of it true?
If I worry, who worries in my family, mother, father, or grandparent? What did they worry about everything, money, food or illness... numerous things, and is there truth in it now, the present moment? Do you have food in your home, or are you living on the street? Do you have a place to call home and live in and bed and clothing, and are grateful for them? Are you thankful to have food to eat, water, or almost everything that you, own? Many don't have these things. The old idiom: let them fend for themselves, or get a job, or work harder, well check history for the abuse that has come of this mentality and the wars, kings, queens, dictators, and churches, it is as old as the belief itself.
When All come from source - working in opposing views, thinking that old leaders with the same old belief system can redirect, when they have not only, not challenged their own belief system with same indoctrination, and or of inward reflection, to create a new. If what you believe on the inside is the outside reflection, as you are the creator and projector of your reality, this is to say that you are seeing, what has been or you believe about your world. You may say that I don't believe in this or that, which can be true, but others do and since there is no separation, as a collective, each individual must question these beliefs for themselves. This is not to spout off your right and wrong. It must be a natural occurrence, otherwise, it is just another program. And not all will awaken because of their soul contract, and deeply held beliefs that have been engrained, they can't conceive that everything that they know could be false, wrong, or outright lie.
And preferences of not being hurt, abused, manipulated, or a replay of something that happened in the past by someone's reaction to the event. The bully becomes a bully or victim of such again, the example of such behavior, or as belief or event that happened, never releasing it, forgiving it or the event, person, people, and as well as, yourself. And then choosing a higher path, realizing that no one is exempt from karma, lessons, or choosing Love. This is not about standing in harm's way, to be hurt. Many choose from soul agreement to be the person to step in when there is a situation or to clear karma. You have many choices and decisions some that are more difficult than others, and some not so complex. When choosing a middle path, not far left or right but in what is the best interest of all involved. We leave you this day.
Busy, busy guides: How are trends set? By choosing a different way, look, opinion, view, perception, or perspective, you are the book of your experience, Free will allows you the opportunity to seek out contrast, within yourself. Earth is a free-will planet, meaning you choose what is meaningful. If it does not work, choose again, again and again. Life after life, you always choose a path to a higher expression of yourself, not against yourself. Most know not to put a screwdriver in the outlet, shock will ensue as a result, how much shock do you want to experience, it is infinite and without cause to learn again and again. Until you say, that is enough of that, let's try a different way. We leave you this day, in light and love and blessing.
What did your ancestors do?
I am going to leave as it is - I keep correcting and add to it. In attempt keep it simple, when I may be over explaining.
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