Imagine waiting for 50+ years for something people are now experiencing or trying to experience. I have never had to work at my gifts. It is as natural as breathing. People have all these techniques, or rituals that you need to do, to remember that you are love and that came from love. And Yes, the world does not seem like it in so many ways. Believe I know I have met them or witnessed them, and or observed them. I have had so many barriers that I often wonder why I would ever choose the things that I have. The concept of love and that everything was thought, is something that I knew as a child and forgotten along the way. I lost sight of it not because I wanted to, but because that is and was not my experience.
People have long forgotten who they are at the core. I understand because I was there myself. When day after day you're just surviving or to fit in or gain the material wealth that you were taught to be successful or that life is this need to constantly fill our homes, or accounts, to be seen as worthy of being seen. When none of that matters. So we can show off what we own to others and achieve things that feed the ego and not our hearts. I get it, we need material items to live and think that it is progress of achievements and goals. But in the end, you leave with what you came in with.
They say wisdom and knowledge are gained through experience and it defines us, in more ways than most. Every hurt and pain that still lingers, cuts just as much as the day that it happens. Even when you work on why or how it happens. The mind lingers in the memories that we should have known differently or made a different decision. Yet, in the moment there are times when there is only one choice, and for better or worse we took that risk, hoping for a better outcome. And we can't see where it will lead us and wonder am I doing the right thing. Making choices to save my family and myself from people or the world that has lost sight of the love that they are. We are either loved by our families or not in a way that we truly felt seen. I learned that it is not their fault per se. Our families have been broken for a very long time, most of which is from fear to survival.
Our histories the world over show of the need for control or power or greed. That the person who holds the most is the one in control. When the true soul sees that all is not necessary, that we don't need to live in or of poverty, or a constant success or failure that has been told to us that unless do certain things we will inherit little to nothing, learning nothing from the past. When great minds had or have the ability to see beyond that trees. Constantly told we are the problem and while certain interests decide the fate of a person or country or state. We hope and pray that those who represent us honor their oaths and vows and stand with the people. We can name the ones in our own lives who didn't. The ones that helped us or the ones who took us to our knees.
I have stood by listening and hearing the stories of so many or had experiences that are so distressing that I can't even understand what I am observing whether it is dreamtime, in person, or as a witness and observer. Wondering where the hell am I here for at the time. We call ourselves humans and at the cost of what, we know the truth of who we are. But are we behaving as humans with the intelligence of our hearts and souls? We become reactive to someone has to be the villain and savior. Verses being divine beings on planets that have the ability to build a new, again and again. We have already experienced so much and we really can keep destroying ourselves, for the body will pass and we get to do it again, all because could not stop for a moment and think there has to be a better way without destroying ourselves.
How many times can you or we follow a path that leads no-where? More people die to line other's pockets. We make people jump hoops to have a home, or food, and medical bleeds, as food, water, and air are being poisons. Apparently, sickness is wealth and the sicker the better. *This is not where I expected this writing to go. There is always a choice. How you make those choices begins with you. You chose the strife or find the love and compassion to forgive and work towards something so much greater. We leave you this day for now.
I was going to write without great detail about the many who tried to stop me from believing that we live a different way. Turn them into them for their own pain, fear, and distrust. I waver and wonder if anything is changing. I deal with difficult people and it is not even remotely connected to a spiritual context. Yet, everything is spiritual. People tend to think that it is religious, it is known that all is God, as well as yourself.
Some will say it the planets, geometry, energy, vibration, consciousness, vibe - it all the same thing. Just syntax.
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