7/24/26 Manifesting, grifter, Get rich scheme and being a Sovereign being

 Firstly, you're a Sovereign being having a human experience on Earth, as consciousness and awareness in form of everything "exists". If you want to manifest anything, it begins with questioning your belief about the thing that you're trying to manifest, and there are a whole lot of grifters who will tell you get-rich schemes to become what?  Rich, wealthy, an extravagant lifestyle above what you can envision. By the way, people who have great wealth are consumed by the need for it, to have it, keeping, to the point of power, control, manipulation, wars, greed, and back-hand deals, and even psychosis.  And everyone seems to have cracked the code. It's more than wishful thinking; it can be that way, but I have only seen it when an innocent child (or was it intuition as precognitive) has done it or when no blocks remain in the way of the object. If you're not willing to figure out your beliefs regarding what you want, let's say, money. Money is not the only material wealth. 

You have to question all your beliefs about money: what you learned from your parents, what you were taught or not taught, what did your grandparents faced, what your great-grandparents faced in the same bloodline, money-wise, culture belief - from the first to the ninth generations of immigration, since you are the extension of generations and Lineages. Where are you spending your own money? Because no one seems to know how to make coffee these days without crossing the parking lot with themselves or a vehicle to nearly take people out for it. (that whole addiction question or consume question): Do you know how to save money, spend wisely, invest wisely? Do you understand that money is energy! Are you doing it to or for keeping with the status quo ( a program) of, or trying to prove something about yourself to others that you have not resolved within yourself? If you're doing it for the outer part of the world, it will always fail or lead to madness. Even the bible has 2,000 entries about money and the pursuit of it. This is not about religion per se, because Churches are their own business entity, classified as loops disguised. Churches and Kings through history, all over the world. Pick your dynasty!

You can visualize, imagine, create vision boards, dream about, as in day dreaming, what it would be like, feeling or pretending....without taking action. Doing this by not questioning yourself about what you really think about, or what is needed, as actionable action. Where does the need come from, because all ads are geared toward you, the consumer, and your data? Cha-Ching! Is Money or anything for/to improve yourself or humanity, because 85% percent, or better of the world would like to live a very different life than the one that they have, yet do not question their own truths about themselves. Do you think people who live in poverty, homelessness, illness, disabilities, or ravaged areas by war or catastrophes, the elderly, violence, and a whole lot of other things don't want to manifest a better life? Why do we have people moving from country to country to put stress on other places for many reasons, migrating, yet what you think is always with you, because you are the manifester of it. Moving may change the conditions but does not change the thought behind it. 

As I am thinking about it, do you even want to surround yourself with those types of people because they would be you, just in a different body, with the same or similar mindsets. You could go buy the dress or suit and wave in front of the mirror, and there you are. Sorry! As guides, I saw an image of it. At the same time I handed a notice that rent is proposed to go up, I think for what nothing has changed, and in fact the same problems that exist here are not dealt with properly. But isn't that what we are taught: what you think does not matter; just shut up and follow the others' mentality. 

This, of course, is not telling me what to do, as it may seem like it is.  This is me directing your thinking and feel for yourself. You have to become that which you seek. If you want love, be love, by loving yourself. Money: understand money; want a Better a better world, become better people, seek to change it. Prices skyrocket- stop buying stuff, find a different way. 

"As you are your own truth" 

7/18/26 Intuitive information

 7/18/26 

Heard - Here Comes the Sun by the Beatles - Message

Heard- Entrop 3x's Things to go from organized and concentrated to messy and scattered over time. Heard 7/17, 7/18/, 7/19

7/19/26

heard? Vernacular- A natural everyday language or dialect spoken by ordinary people in a region or community. I am not clear as to what they  (guides) are referring too. Since nowhere on the planet do we all have the same speech or dialect. Not even within the same state. 

Heard Barren land - Wasteland, desert

I heard .... Basilica? I am not sure why they dropped the first part of what "Basilica". It was said twice to me like a whisper. Did someone talk too loudly in a Basilica? 

7/20/26

Heard Big Wheels keep on turning- Message,  I believe, it is the Creedence Clearwater version. 

Heard- Betty Ford Clinic? 

Heard- Motorway - This apparently overseas, as in the US, these are highways here, and it is like playing Frogger (the frogger part is me, or is it?)

Sidenote: Have you ever seen an image in something, as in a rock, trees, I want to say clouds, but I've seen people change them with their mind. Maybe see an image of an animal, word, or face. And thought, why am I seeing this? Or am I seeing this? Or as an example, look it up as a plausible explanation! Really, you have to self-interpret what it means to you. You can look it up- as I see a bear, black, standing, etc.. There is a whole language of symbolism, totems, and numbers that the guides will use to get your attention.  They mean something or nothing, but when you want proof of the existence of something, and even for proof of the strangeness of things. I said as a Joke,  a long time ago, send me roses. Well, three days later, I was changing sheets and got an entire bedsheet of roses.  I was like, wait, what? I did not ask for a boutique or single rose; I said roses, and got the roses. Regardless of whether I had a bedsheet, it was a lesson in perception, contact, and maybe manifesting, too. Before that was really a thing! People want all these big things, yet take no workable action. There are also trillionaires, billionaires,  and millionaires on the planet. Is that what you want? I don't want to see their next life or several; you don't have just one, and it's over.  That is Dogma. 

People want contact or manifestation, which are similar yet different. Two of the biggest blockages are your beliefs and fear. I always say to ask for protection, not because you need protection, but because people are careless with their thoughts and actions.  

People will ask why? Anything? Yet, are you or another holding yourself responsible for the highest action or outcome? See it not out there; it is within you. To deprogram yourself from what you've been told. Look at the World Cup; people traveled expecting what they were told, yet that was not their experience. Not that some of the things they were told do exist, not just the way it was told to them by the media. Social programming, conditional programming. 

Another thing that someone has asked me about ET experiences (not during sleep), but when I am wide awake, is why I don't take pictures. First off, depending on your experiences in life, you are either in ahh or what the pickle. And for the exception of one, ok two incidents, they are minutes, seconds as if time stops, yet it does not. And when you realize to use the camera, it's normally over. I also wear glasses to see up close, so focusing and trying to take a picture of a spaceship and a helicopter at a distance is a little challenging. As well, people are still nope not seeing it, not real, not happening, you're crazy, etc. 

7/20/26-continued

Heard - Toradol? or Toroidal Field? One is physics, and the other is Medication?  I suggest looking it up, as I am aware of toroidal field with regard to the Earth and energy body. Not that either is separate from the human body. 

Heard - Istanbul? 

Rock the Casbah? 3x's heard -Not sure if it meant for the song, movie, or metaphoric..! I think it's the song, as I heard it again today, 7/23/26. 

Hearing a A "blip on the radar" refers to a brief, unexpected event or a minor issue. Originating from military radar screens—where a tiny, fleeting dot signals a detected object—the phrase has evolved into everyday slang to describe something small and temporary that doesn't significantly impact the bigger picture. [1, 2, 3] You can look it up for expanded contextual use. 

Mitch McConnell - not sure why I was given this since I don't follow politics, and most know that a matter of time before he passes. I also keep getting McConaughey with this. Take it for what it is. I am just the messenger. 

7/22/26 

Heard: What wah Watusi - it's a dance, via YouTube. Message

Heard: Bangladesh - this has come up before in the past. 

Hearing the word: Something does not add up. 

Hearing: Gods Among people- I am not clear on the Guides reference or usage. Since all are part of God anyway. 

Heard: Serve & indentured servant? 

I also woke up from a dream: This could be something or nothing. I was in a Car or SUV; a man asked me about a missing person named Cody. As I had been driving and stopped by this man, I said, I saw him in the bar playing Music; I saw him as the lead in a band, as I just left the bar before being stopped. 

7/23/26

Something about a debrief? 

I heard or was asked about how we "measure success", as if it was a question?  I asked whether this was a direct question or statement. As I don't think I was asking the question of the guides. This requires some follow-up. 

The right to revise. I previously wrote to follow people who have been teaching for a long time, as they have walked the path. I was informed, and I was reminded, that it is not completely true, necessarily, as I knew as a child, with all its calamities and injustices. That it will be new children being born with the instant knowing, to be the forerunners. As many have not even been born yet.  I do have apprehension even stating this because we all have a responsibility to evolve ourselves, with free will, of course, because we are a free-will planet. 

07/07/26 Intuitive Messages -

 7/07/26 

Breast milk women - females would have problems producing breast milk, or infertility. I previously posted a few years back, and I'm struggling to find it. This is not the first time this has happened, yet we are in a retrograde that messes with technology, communication, and contracts. But another person who does astrology for a layman, like myself, who knows nothing about astrology, speaks about his own prediction of three plus years ago with males, and the chemicals that are creating problems, too. It is connected to Jab. This date, 10/07/21, is when I posted. There is a reference to jab, not infertility.

2028- I keep wanting to write 2028 - it is a 3-year number, which is 2 years from now.

So I previously wrote Dodo bird, the strangeness of things, I was watching a random movie, and they said something about the Dodo bird. Now, the likelihood of the word Dodo bird showing up in a movie that had nothing to do whatsoever with a Dodo bird is highly unlikely, as it is one of the signs used by the guides to inform me that they are around. I have even questioned this because I said to them how do I know that it's a message, instead of confirmation? This only comes with practice, which I still ask for.

I said, they're just "flapping their yapper!" I have never in my life said this wording. So this is why it's a message to someone.

Messenger? I keep writing.. !!!

7/08/26 I got this! Take it for what it is - Via China- because corporations sent manufacturing overseas, they destroyed themselves.

7/09/26

Black dome- I was shown a black dome, I called it goop! Why I call it that is another question. But here it is. I also showed this long orange tube thing during sleep. I have no idea what it was, and I even said I can't be concerned with what that is. It seems like a worm thing, not on this planet.

This is something that I got, and not sure why, but here goes. I showed via my own arm whether it was blood work or an addict. Not clear as to why. This was on 7/02/26. I did not post to see if it showed up.

Big Tech, Epstein Network of his Financial Network, Thiel - I asked if we should be concerned I got yes. We tend to think it's just the elites, but a small number of people are coming up in power, too.

Prodigal Son, I heard the Prodigal Son - I am not sure of the reference, whether it is biblical or modern usage.

You put a Spell on "me", hearing as if someone is saying to someone, not the song. As there are several versions of the song, with word rearrangements. (This is an attraction, as I am picking someone, which is misread.)

7/10/26 I heard Hum, hum, hum, duh? - (meaning: it that obviously) This could also be huma, huma, huma - as someone's personal slang - message

Elon Musk- ?

The number 30, Whistleblowers - I was told I did not need to write it down, but here it is anyway.

7/11/26

Holograph, heard. -"I sense Sony." Why? Because I remember years ago seeing something they created, like Star Trek's holographic holodeck that could project a person, which we see in various movies. I did a quick search and saw this instead, "Sony’s Spatial Reality Display." I'm not a techy, but it reads your eye movement and what is its doing with the information, since most people have facial expressions, as well as eye expressions. And for years, they have been trying to impose facial software on us, tag us like animals. I had not so recently filed paperwork for unemployment to cover my derriere, and before filing, knowing that I would not qualify. I had to file for a digital ID and facial recognition. Since our data is used to trade for more or less money at this point. 

 Not that people fail to see money is only real if you go to the bank with its green linen paper and thread, I feel I keep seeing things from the movie "Minority Report". This could go into the matrix, stimulation theory, and that we are all one big thought of creation, as we are creation, simultaneously living in organic stimulation. I am reading a book that poses this, and it has been said by my guides that humans are not to integrate themselves with technology, as we are the technology. I only briefly questioned it at the time, as I assumed I just channeled it. At the time, knowing that technology implants were being done to help with mobility, hearing, seizures..etc.. This paragraph is speculative on my part. But then again, things like Neuralink are really reversed engineer of ET technology. 

Sidenote: AI describes via Google: "A holograph is a document—such as a will, deed, or letter—that is entirely written in the handwriting of its author." I checked via Webster and etymology, and it is apparently right; a holograph is considered a document signed with a signature. I feel like this has changed somewhere over the years, because I have never referred to a document as a holograph.  "ie: Sir, can you sign this holograph," !!!

Air- space?

Statis- something in statis? I am sure of the reference because there are different usages for the word.

Meteors

7/12/26

Song I say a little prayer for you.

7/13/26

Again, Taro (tarot), any title that begins with taking revenge is not spiritually aligned, even if it is used as clickbait, or wishing harm, or creating harm. As words are powerful. Your thoughts, even unexpressed, can create harm. (This is not over-diligent to watch every thought, as some people take things to extremes) You bang your toe, it fricken hurts. Sometimes, you say ouch before you actually feel it. Then say or think, "Did that really hurt that much?" Yet, never question it, as to why you say ouch anyway?

Added, I am sure if the example below clearly explains what I am trying to say: Ok, I not sure how to explain this: Taro, if you are wanting or seeking information on the ex, or relationship, revenge, judgement, they did you dirty, these titles are all out of alignment, and there are far more titles used to hook you. These are mirrors or projections of self or another, depending on the information that you're looking for from others.

Not sure about this, if is good example, this is what came first before the above. For example, you walk in somewhere, and people are already talking; it may have nothing to do with you, and the room gets quiet, or you pass by, and people are chattering between themselves. And as a sensitive, unknowingly (this is not to say that all are not sensitive, some more than others), consciously or unconsciously, because you never thought about what it is to you, you are picking up the energy. You're not crazy, as someone may have told you. You are energetically picking up energy information or even telepathically sensing. You may or may not hear the words, but you feel the energy. There does not even need to be chatter; you feel the room, you feel the space, you feel joy or anger, or a fight. You may unknowingly choose where you sit based on the emotions of the room or place. Call it empathic, sensitive, safety for some, or vulnerable. You have been told it is not true, to the point of dismissing it.

Next time, pay attention to what you feel in your body, listening to it. If you can't process what your sense it for reasons like you're in a meeting, interview, school, etc, write it down, or take a note of it, to yourself. You have the ability to think, feel, and review it later. The more you sense things, you're tuning in to your own intuition. If you walk into somewhere and it feels like chaos or overwhelming energy, and you can't remove yourself. Silently asked to be shielded and protected from the energy. What is really happening is telling yourself to pull your energy so as to not be a walking antenna. Things like a funeral, wedding, or celebration are not going to feel the same way. You've been taught to show up or perform based on expectations and not listen to what you're feeling in the body, sensing, hearing, smells, and visual - four basic clair/clear senses, which there are more than just four. Telepathic, clear knowing, psychometry, out of body, via astral projection, remote viewing, precognition, Clear tasting, telekinesis, etc. Most people use their intuition unknowingly, and without thought, and their is whole x, y, z generations eterra, asleep at the wheel or their own helm.

7/14/26

Russia

Interstellar

Bilderberg influence?

7/15/26

Song: What about Love? Haddaway - message maybe, 3x times 7/15, 7/16, 7/17

hearing - Sonic? Not sure of usage. Sonic Boom?

7/16/26

Guides

No religion of the world will give you what you seek- No book, no divine order, no divine system. You are what you seek.

So within, so without..you are the inner and outer.

This line of questioning came about as I questioned people seeking a guideline of sorts to follow, such as a book, etc.

7/17/26

Thick as Thieves- heard

Hearing Rollin, rollin, - Tina Turner Fan ?

07/01/26 The journey - (I feel like I am on repeat)

(also on another Post) - Everything is a spiritual journey, you just don't know it or remember it as such. 

Since many people say to me and question the whys and hows? The following is a rough breakdown. I have walked through my life up until 33 or 34, until someone said to read Sylvia Browne's books, which then went into codependency, adult children of alcoholics, neglect, verbal abuse, and narcissism.  I had never put two and two together, and this was far beyond the information that was around, at the time, and now, much less spoken about publicity.  

I had no idea that there were even books available to read on the various subjects, or why no one bothered to say anything to me, or direct me. As it was still very outside the norm. I should clarify that the guides tried to guide me at times, but I did not understand, remember, or know what I was looking for. As with anyone, we're trying to figure out life, fit in, when we don't, because we came in born into a broken system to begin with. I have always known I'm different, and stopped talking about things when I could verify it, or it upset people, told I was wrong, or a gamut of things that are used to control a person. 

2004, 1st realizing that information available, trying to control it, to protect myself from it, because it was as if I was an open door for all of it. Trying to record what I was seeing and experiencing, as I was not actively writing it down. An Ex that showed his true self with the birth of our son, to a Jekyll and Hyde syndrome, or Narcissus. Raising two small children, and actively searching for answers, so as not to think I was crazy or delusional. It is one thing to experience here and now, but to be in constant influx every day, night, every moment, and not know what to do with it, or turn it off, or have help with it.    

2007 -2nd Directed to a medium's event, where my Mediumship was blown open, again. 

In 2011, I experienced a rather husky man's voice, which opened the door to Channeling. Which helped create this Blog, because I realized that it's bigger than myself. 

At the end of 2011, I was again assaulted by some of my family after an event that happened with another sibling. Called an EX to assist, who then made a bad situation even worse. Toward that end, in 2012, of living under the toxicity of control, threats, and eventually, again assaulting me, to flee for my life and with my children, who created a hostile environment for them and me. To spend the next few years moving from shelter to shelter, to transitional housing, to then housing. 

2012-2013 Courts and Judges - spending the next 20 months trying to pull my life back together, fighting to get my son back, and that the judge club had another idea of what a contempt order is vs. child custody is, when you leave the county where you live, not the state. Creating an almost impossible court order, with a lack of personal transportation and pick up/arrangement agreement, considering the previous assaults and threats of taking my son away from me, as it looked that they trying to sever my relationship, and pleading with the supreme court to flipped back to the lower court the mishandling of violating laws in place. Putting both my other son and me in a strange space, and tearing apart our family of the last eight years, and continuing on for the next ten years, to this day. 

2016 Three years later, forced to put my other son out, again, by the system in place, or be homeless because my other son turned a legal adult, and he had not decided what he wanted to do in life, and because of the courts, ex wanted more money when I wasn't even working full time because of custody agreement to keep my parental rights and basically treatment as criminal instead shared parenting that was joke, and on-going courts issues with not one ex but two. Because I did learn that lesson the first time. 

Empathic, Boundaries, balance, rest, and integration... purging - these are all ongoing processes. 

2016-2022 Cried every day for the first eight years, not only for one child, but two, and my own life as to what the fuck happened to my life. So if my writing is jaded at times, I have every right to, rightfully so, have that emotion, considering I have been fighting for my life, for maybe the entirety of it. When looking back at all of it. From the earlier memories to the forgotten memories. All, trying to return to a life prior to with all the spiritual stuff happening, or creating a new life that had things in it that I couldn't even think of on my own. I read more books than I can mention, videos, lectures, shamans, hypnosis, Reiki, Psych classes, psychology books, and human darkness within myself and others. Ghost, spirits, Ets, and walking angels, in the form of humans to unseen ones. I have an entire file cabinet in my head, and that's not even close to explaining things. This does account for trying to put me in jail, counselors trying to drug me, a few times, take my driver's license away, countless hours wasted in courts, and the public transit system. Having the sheriff officer walk me into the parking lot for fear of life, or the countless car accidents, or people trying to run me over in their car, or off the road. (And I still sometimes wake up in tears.) 

I could even tell how many times this very page has been written, several times over, to question the meaning of it, all. The still, but real broken relationships, that still are not healed from the fallout of the over two decades looking for answers in myself, books, teachers, etc. To have people ask me what I think I am supposed to be doing with it. I say I have no idea, because my heart can't take much more, and it certainly has not been easy or fun, and working a 3d job has been a sea of toxicity of egos with numerous nameless people. To how do I start over again, when neither world is producing a life for me? One, I can unashamedly say I had had enough of both, and out of ideas. This raises real questions about manifestation without real action taken. As it is as individual as everyone's path. 

Post on another page, because it is that important. Also, something that is mistakenly presented is that one day we all wake somewhere else, or everything with change over night, which is incorrect, as it is a progression of events. Whereas I have gotten years of points in time, up to 2050, from 2026 through 2032, to 2040, and it seems there is a gap from 2040, (2042 just got) -2050. That is a 25-year expansion plus, give or take. Anyone truly doing this work has been doing it for 30 years or better years. 

As I hear from my guides to let it go, and I am like, I have years still of unprocessed crap, and I'm supposed to just let it go, and where is the hole big enough to bury it for good! You would think that all that I've been through, fear would be the last of my concerns. As telling this unbelievable adventure, putting mildly.  I have my good days and my not-so-good days. All while trying to keep a roof over my head, pay my bills, and keep food in my stomach, clear the past, and walk into whatever comes next. I have even been accused of being negative. What they don't realize is what I am not saying, and things I have seen done by people without spirituality.  Something that I struggle with every day is when someone does something with concern for my life or the lives of other human beings. 

If you need more information, you can look under the post for My story- psychic life, domestic violence, etc.. Most of my life is in this blog. It's an unbelievable story, and I'm trying to document it all as much as I can within some limits and privacy. If you feel it is a lot to read, it is, because it is a lot. I don't do it for acknowledgment or fame. I do it because I know what it takes to walk the talk and then some. That which is contained here is not just a story, it is my life and how I have always had contact with beings and even channeled in 2nd-grade reading groups, which is recent memory come back, but was dismissed as having reading disabilities, which could be both, since I walk in the physical and non-physical world.  

My story - psychic life starts in June and Oct 2019, 

goes into June 2020

then Jan 2021

07/10/26 I should not watch Videos ( My yammering, by own frustration)

I watched a video on "Minimalism".  Title: I Created a Home That Feels Safe Again!!!! - 

When did clutter become unsafe? This is not about the extreme, as in hoarding?  I think the bigger question here is, where are you out of control? Not having control, a clutter-free controlled environment, OCD obsession to clean, clutter, is to control the environment, stated I /we want to calm the nervous system by removing clutter, when the nervous system just wants you to stop, breathe, and listen to the body. Most people grew up with some type of control or chaos, etc., the entire world looks like it is out of control, and in chaos, but is it? Outside of the Media.

If you watch the news, any media, or even talk to people, it can be driven by fear-based thinking. The need to control the environment, to feel safe... These are childhood wounds manifesting in the present, as a mirror to be healed. The whole world is living in uncertainty, and you can not control all of it. You control the response to it. The need to have control is feeling you have no control, and stating you have no control over things outside of you, is realizing it within yourself, and where this comes from. (This conversation is addressing clutter only, but can very well address other issues)

As for Safe and not feeling safe, life is not guaranteed. As the title states above, "Home that feels not Safe", without the "not". As the question should be, why am I not safe at home? There can be numerous answers to why! Fear is the root cause. The whole system is built on fear, and realizing that it is fear, when it arises. We can state it is a mental health issue, but is it? It is a sign that we are out of alignment with ourselves and our heart; there can be real mental issues stemming from unprocessed thoughts, beliefs, and events that are buried in the subconscious. Until we acknowledge and process what we think or thought, they follow us like a yoke.

I have had these two issues and lived in uncertainty for the better part of two decades, and things that I could not have thought of on my own have happened in my life. I have just questioned it again this morning with the guides. With my hair falling out due to a reaction to a supplement that caused a severe allergic reaction, which I spoke about in another blog post.

When people ask this or that, and not knowing my story as to the whys or how, to where I will be in next month, will I run out of money again, this is also a common theme, too. And it said to me, If I am so knowledgeable, why am I not out there? Where is out there? It's a good question! I could say people don't pay me to think, they pay me to do, this of course, is outside spiritual awareness. I only know to question what I believe because I was taught by the guides to question my thinking. I did not get it at first, even as I channeled information.

I have had even being "seen", which I believe is not the true fear, and or maybe the many attacks or assaults, throughout my life, or past lives, to bring harm to me, which again, why would I or anyone do that to anyone, but again, look at our world and history. I really think it's about holding space for the energy of other people's stuff, and the fact that, whether I am a healer, empath, intuitive, channel, writer, human, or what have you, people don't want to look at their own stuff, or be responsible for their own actions.

In spirituality, if these statement would come up, and address as you are the creator of your reality without explaining it, versus you are soul and your soul came here to learn, and play in a reality that has been agreed upon on, at a soul level to create a different reality within the context of it individually and collectively, not that anything is separated from the whole of reality, awareness, consciousness.

If they look at it from the point of view that I am a creator being and created it to grow my soul. Forget about getting into whether it's a soul contract, karmic, or misalignment of thought. That will just as well drive you crazy, rather than accepting that all will be balanced out. When everything that we have learned up to this point is in question. You can not change your reality unless you challenge what you think!

This is when I think about what I would even say in a video or in person, that I don't already say here, or the questions that people would ask, that I may not know the answer to yet. To then question whether I trust the guides enough to give me the answers that I need, or for another person when it arises. When by all accounts have I been asking questions my entire life? I think that I have known my whole life that it would be chaos, just not this wild, crazy ass ride. Someone should have said, " Buckle up, baby, it's going to rough one," Joking aside. This is not about taking power by saying you have no control; it is about choosing what power it has over you. When we are led to believe control is power, when it is not.

7/06/26 Annoyed a lot ....

 I'm a little annoyed. Everyone who has a soul has innate abilities; it's up to you to redevelop them. If you are going to invest time and energy, do your research into spirituality, please! Look into whose, who have been doing it for years, not a newly awakened person. Unless that is the lesson. If anything, this information has always been available, going back beyond Atlantis, Mu, and many others, not yet known. I write this as I see new videos popping up and questioning whether empaths are psychic, and not question within themselves, as a person who has done self-inquiry. This goes for many modities. This is not a train you jump on lightly, or if it is a newfound hobby. Like many things, it is open to distortion, and if you have not even questioned the things that you have been taught, that nothing except humans exists as an apex, you find yourself ungrounded, and opening doors that you can't imagine. Not one single person's journey is exactly alike, and one should learn to meditate first and learn to question everything that they thought/think is/was real. 

It is out there, everyone is lucky, go happy, and ascending or enlightened, leaving the planet...yada yada...that is living a very real fantasy or disillusion, when that is far from the truth, some that I have seen should be in therapy for real concerns, even with tarot cards. Most days, I don't want to do it, and I was born this way. I have studied the shit out of it, so as not to send someone to the mental health unit or worse, commit suicide. Also, we have multiple generations that don't read, whether by choice or not able to, and want quick fixes via YouTube, IG, X, Fb, TikTok... if those are things, I would suggest not putting your focus on spirituality because it does not work the way you think, or as some present, it does.  

Ask to reference: New human - Channeled, you have to put in the search bar. 

6/24/26 Intuitive information

 This is a continuation of my last post, which was 6/26/26. -

 Everything is a spiritual journey; you just don't know it or remember it as such. 

6/24/26 Get Back by the Beatles? 

I also got Psyllium.  

6/26/26 Ubiquity- means that state of being everywhere at once. Me: Consciousness is ubiquitous because everything is consciousness. 

I had strange dreams, and all over the place. What I heard, "what about Debbie", I believe it is a spirit intruding in my sleep.  I don't know Debbie personally, maybe a message.

Anesthetized - 

Putnik? This came up twice- it is a gun silencer- I like what the puck. 

I was meditating and saw an image of three trucks, driving on a bend in the road, with a tree at the bend. I saw the first truck flip onto the grill of the truck, and I asked if there was anything else. I got $132K? 

6/29/26 During sleep, I showed the name or word, KANNDRA. Not sure if I am spelling it right. As I was sleeping, I didn't write it down right away. 

heard/saw Something about a Dating Appl. ?? 

Spectrograph- Splits light or electromagnetic radiation into it components wavelengths. I suggest googling to define. 

I heard that name, Alex. I again don't know anyone with that name. 

Song: Imagine Dragons -  Believer. 

I heard that if she has all this information, why is she here? "Boy, that good question". I think that was spirit talking over me when they don't realize I can hear them. This is not the first time that spirits have a conversation around me, and I am like I can hear you. I have also heard "they are fishing for information". I think this second response. Side note* you would think if a person passes and they were a busybody alive, that behavior stops as they cross over. They don't. 

6/30/26 Pink's song- Beautiful Trauma - message.  Actually, I got 6/24/26 too. 

7/01/26 Hearing, don't pay the ferryman? This is a song. I don't know if the song is for the song or a message. 

7/02/26 Name Tiffany? 

7/04/26 Image Of: An object in the air flying over a tree into a backyard, hitting a deck or second-story veranda, collapsing it, and falling into the backyard with an inground pool? I am not sure what the object is!

?? I have written in the past about fake pictures that are not real, which also applies to videos, too, now.  Those that don't have an AI symbol located on them. I think I also wrote that it would entail events presented by the news as real, when they are not. Which require discernment and the ability to distinguish fact from fiction. I don't have a way to index these things. The question is also this: is it Data theft, as a data breach, with content, making money off someone else's hard work, copyright, proprietary, livelihood, and misrepresentation of identity, to more complex, as stealing your life from you?  To even darker things.. ? 

Also, something that is mistakenly presented is that one day we all wake somewhere else, or everything with change over night, which is incorrect, as it is a progression of events. Whereas I have gotten years of points in time, up to 2050, from 2026 through 2032, to 2040, and it seems there is a gap from 2040, (2042 just got) -2050. That is a 25-year expansion plus, give or take. So, as guides state, just settle in and flow with it. Fear only creates more of what you don't want.