07/07/26 Intuitive Messages -

 7/07/26 

Breast milk women - females would have problems producing breast milk, or infertility. I previously posted a few years back, and I'm struggling to find it. This is not the first time this has happened, yet we are in a retrograde that messes with technology, communication, and contracts. But another person who does astrology for a layman, like myself, who knows nothing about astrology, speaks about his own prediction of three plus years ago with males, and the chemicals that are creating problems, too. It is connected to Jab. This date, 10/07/21, is when I posted. There is a reference to jab, not infertility.

2028- I keep wanting to write 2028 - it is a 3-year number, which is 2 years from now.

So I previously wrote Dodo bird, the strangeness of things, I was watching a random movie, and they said something about the Dodo bird. Now, the likelihood of the word Dodo bird showing up in a movie that had nothing to do whatsoever with a Dodo bird is highly unlikely, as it is one of the signs used by the guides to inform me that they are around. I have even questioned this because I said to them how do I know that it's a message, instead of confirmation? This only comes with practice, which I still ask for.

I said, they're just "flapping their yapper!" I have never in my life said this wording. So this is why it's a message to someone.

Messenger? I keep writing.. !!!

7/08/26 I got this! Take it for what it is - Via China- because corporations sent manufacturing overseas, they destroyed themselves.

7/09/26

Black dome- I was shown a black dome, I called it goop! Why I call it that is another question. But here it is. I also showed this long orange tube thing during sleep. I have no idea what it was, and I even said I can't be concerned with what that is. It seems like a worm thing, not on this planet.

This is something that I got, and not sure why, but here goes. I showed via my own arm whether it was blood work or an addict. Not clear as to why. This was on 7/02/26. I did not post to see if it showed up.

Big Tech, Epstein Network of his Financial Network, Thiel - I asked if we should be concerned I got yes. We tend to think it's just the elites, but a small number of people are coming up in power, too.

Prodigal Son, I heard the Prodigal Son - I am not sure of the reference, whether it is biblical or modern usage.

You put a Spell on "me", hearing as if someone is saying to someone, not the song. As there are several versions of the song, with word rearrangements. (This is an attraction, as I am picking someone, which is misread.)

7/10/26 I heard Hum, hum, hum, duh? - (meaning: it that obviously) This could also be huma, huma, huma - as someone's personal slang - message

Elon Musk- ?

The number 30, Whistleblowers - I was told I did not need to write it down, but here it is anyway.

7/11/26

Holograph, heard. -"I sense Sony." Why? Because I remember years ago seeing something they created, like Star Trek's holographic holodeck that could project a person, which we see in various movies. I did a quick search and saw this instead, "Sony’s Spatial Reality Display." I'm not a techy, but it reads your eye movement and what is its doing with the information, since most people have facial expressions, as well as eye expressions. And for years, they have been trying to impose facial software on us, tag us like animals. I had not so recently filed paperwork for unemployment to cover my derriere, and before filing, knowing that I would not qualify. I had to file for a digital ID and facial recognition. Since our data is used to trade for more or less money at this point. 

 Not that people fail to see money is only real if you go to the bank with its green linen paper and thread, I feel I keep seeing things from the movie "Minority Report". This could go into the matrix, stimulation theory, and that we are all one big thought of creation, as we are creation, simultaneously living in organic stimulation. I am reading a book that poses this, and it has been said by my guides that humans are not to integrate themselves with technology, as we are the technology. I only briefly questioned it at the time, as I assumed I just channeled it. At the time, knowing that technology implants were being done to help with mobility, hearing, seizures..etc.. This paragraph is speculative on my part. But then again, things like Neuralink are really reversed engineer of ET technology. 

Sidenote: AI describes via Google: "A holograph is a document—such as a will, deed, or letter—that is entirely written in the handwriting of its author." I checked via Webster and etymology, and it is apparently right; a holograph is considered a document signed with a signature. I feel like this has changed somewhere over the years, because I have never referred to a document as a holograph.  "ie: Sir, can you sign this holograph," !!!

Air- space?

Statis- something in statis? I am sure of the reference because there are different usages for the word.

Meteors

7/12/26

Song I say a little prayer for you.

7/13/26

Again, Taro (tarot), any title that begins with taking revenge is not spiritually aligned, even if it is used as clickbait, or wishing harm, or creating harm. As words are powerful. Your thoughts, even unexpressed, can create harm. (This is not over-diligent to watch every thought, as some people take things to extremes) You bang your toe, it fricken hurts. Sometimes, you say ouch before you actually feel it. Then say or think, "Did that really hurt that much?" Yet, never question it, as to why you say ouch anyway?

Added, I am sure if the example below clearly explains what I am trying to say: Ok, I not sure how to explain this: Taro, if you are wanting or seeking information on the ex, or relationship, revenge, judgement, they did you dirty, these titles are all out of alignment, and there are far more titles used to hook you. These are mirrors or projections of self or another, depending on the information that you're looking for from others.

Not sure about this, if is good example, this is what came first before the above. For example, you walk in somewhere, and people are already talking; it may have nothing to do with you, and the room gets quiet, or you pass by, and people are chattering between themselves. And as a sensitive, unknowingly (this is not to say that all are not sensitive, some more than others), consciously or unconsciously, because you never thought about what it is to you, you are picking up the energy. You're not crazy, as someone may have told you. You are energetically picking up energy information or even telepathically sensing. You may or may not hear the words, but you feel the energy. There does not even need to be chatter; you feel the room, you feel the space, you feel joy or anger, or a fight. You may unknowingly choose where you sit based on the emotions of the room or place. Call it empathic, sensitive, safety for some, or vulnerable. You have been told it is not true, to the point of dismissing it.

Next time, pay attention to what you feel in your body, listening to it. If you can't process what your sense it for reasons like you're in a meeting, interview, school, etc, write it down, or take a note of it, to yourself. You have the ability to think, feel, and review it later. The more you sense things, you're tuning in to your own intuition. If you walk into somewhere and it feels like chaos or overwhelming energy, and you can't remove yourself. Silently asked to be shielded and protected from the energy. What is really happening is telling yourself to pull your energy so as to not be a walking antenna. Things like a funeral, wedding, or celebration are not going to feel the same way. You've been taught to show up or perform based on expectations and not listen to what you're feeling in the body, sensing, hearing, smells, and visual - four basic clair/clear senses, which there are more than just four. Telepathic, clear knowing, psychometry, out of body, via astral projection, remote viewing, precognition, Clear tasting, telekinesis, etc. Most people use their intuition unknowingly, and without thought, and their is whole x, y, z generations eterra, asleep at the wheel or their own helm.

7/14/26

Russia

Interstellar

Bilderberg influence?

7/15/26

Song: What about Love? Haddaway - message maybe, 3x times 7/15, 7/16, 7/17

hearing - Sonic? Not sure of usage. Sonic Boom?

7/16/26

Guides

No religion of the world will give you what you seek- No book, no divine order, no divine system. You are what you seek.

So within, so without..you are the inner and outer.

This line of questioning came about as I questioned people seeking a guideline of sorts to follow, such as a book, etc.

7/17/26

Thick as Thieves- heard

Hearing Rollin, rollin, - Tina Turner Fan ?

07/01/26 The journey - (I feel like I am on repeat)

(also on another Post) - Everything is a spiritual journey, you just don't know it or remember it as such. 

Since many people say to me and question the whys and hows? The following is a rough breakdown. I have walked through my life up until 33 or 34, until someone said to read Sylvia Browne's books, which then went into codependency, adult children of alcoholics, neglect, verbal abuse, and narcissism.  I had never put two and two together, and this was far beyond the information that was around, at the time, and now, much less spoken about publicity.  

I had no idea that there were even books available to read on the various subjects, or why no one bothered to say anything to me, or direct me. As it was still very outside the norm. I should clarify that the guides tried to guide me at times, but I did not understand, remember, or know what I was looking for. As with anyone, we're trying to figure out life, fit in, when we don't, because we came in born into a broken system to begin with. I have always known I'm different, and stopped talking about things when I could verify it, or it upset people, told I was wrong, or a gamut of things that are used to control a person. 

2004, 1st realizing that information available, trying to control it, to protect myself from it, because it was as if I was an open door for all of it. Trying to record what I was seeing and experiencing, as I was not actively writing it down. An Ex that showed his true self with the birth of our son, to a Jekyll and Hyde syndrome, or Narcissus. Raising two small children, and actively searching for answers, so as not to think I was crazy or delusional. It is one thing to experience here and now, but to be in constant influx every day, night, every moment, and not know what to do with it, or turn it off, or have help with it.    

2007 -2nd Directed to a medium's event, where my Mediumship was blown open, again. 

In 2011, I experienced a rather husky man's voice, which opened the door to Channeling. Which helped create this Blog, because I realized that it's bigger than myself. 

At the end of 2011, I was again assaulted by some of my family after an event that happened with another sibling. Called an EX to assist, who then made a bad situation even worse. Toward that end, in 2012, of living under the toxicity of control, threats, and eventually, again assaulting me, to flee for my life and with my children, who created a hostile environment for them and me. To spend the next few years moving from shelter to shelter, to transitional housing, to then housing. 

2012-2013 Courts and Judges - spending the next 20 months trying to pull my life back together, fighting to get my son back, and that the judge club had another idea of what a contempt order is vs. child custody is, when you leave the county where you live, not the state. Creating an almost impossible court order, with a lack of personal transportation and pick up/arrangement agreement, considering the previous assaults and threats of taking my son away from me, as it looked that they trying to sever my relationship, and pleading with the supreme court to flipped back to the lower court the mishandling of violating laws in place. Putting both my other son and me in a strange space, and tearing apart our family of the last eight years, and continuing on for the next ten years, to this day. 

2016 Three years later, forced to put my other son out, again, by the system in place, or be homeless because my other son turned a legal adult, and he had not decided what he wanted to do in life, and because of the courts, ex wanted more money when I wasn't even working full time because of custody agreement to keep my parental rights and basically treatment as criminal instead shared parenting that was joke, and on-going courts issues with not one ex but two. Because I did learn that lesson the first time. 

Empathic, Boundaries, balance, rest, and integration... purging - these are all ongoing processes. 

2016-2022 Cried every day for the first eight years, not only for one child, but two, and my own life as to what the fuck happened to my life. So if my writing is jaded at times, I have every right to, rightfully so, have that emotion, considering I have been fighting for my life, for maybe the entirety of it. When looking back at all of it. From the earlier memories to the forgotten memories. All, trying to return to a life prior to with all the spiritual stuff happening, or creating a new life that had things in it that I couldn't even think of on my own. I read more books than I can mention, videos, lectures, shamans, hypnosis, Reiki, Psych classes, psychology books, and human darkness within myself and others. Ghost, spirits, Ets, and walking angels, in the form of humans to unseen ones. I have an entire file cabinet in my head, and that's not even close to explaining things. This does account for trying to put me in jail, counselors trying to drug me, a few times, take my driver's license away, countless hours wasted in courts, and the public transit system. Having the sheriff officer walk me into the parking lot for fear of life, or the countless car accidents, or people trying to run me over in their car, or off the road. (And I still sometimes wake up in tears.) 

I could even tell how many times this very page has been written, several times over, to question the meaning of it, all. The still, but real broken relationships, that still are not healed from the fallout of the over two decades looking for answers in myself, books, teachers, etc. To have people ask me what I think I am supposed to be doing with it. I say I have no idea, because my heart can't take much more, and it certainly has not been easy or fun, and working a 3d job has been a sea of toxicity of egos with numerous nameless people. To how do I start over again, when neither world is producing a life for me? One, I can unashamedly say I had had enough of both, and out of ideas. This raises real questions about manifestation without real action taken. As it is as individual as everyone's path. 

Post on another page, because it is that important. Also, something that is mistakenly presented is that one day we all wake somewhere else, or everything with change over night, which is incorrect, as it is a progression of events. Whereas I have gotten years of points in time, up to 2050, from 2026 through 2032, to 2040, and it seems there is a gap from 2040, (2042 just got) -2050. That is a 25-year expansion plus, give or take. Anyone truly doing this work has been doing it for 30 years or better years. 

As I hear from my guides to let it go, and I am like, I have years still of unprocessed crap, and I'm supposed to just let it go, and where is the hole big enough to bury it for good! You would think that all that I've been through, fear would be the last of my concerns. As telling this unbelievable adventure, putting mildly.  I have my good days and my not-so-good days. All while trying to keep a roof over my head, pay my bills, and keep food in my stomach, clear the past, and walk into whatever comes next. I have even been accused of being negative. What they don't realize is what I am not saying, and things I have seen done by people without spirituality.  Something that I struggle with every day is when someone does something with concern for my life or the lives of other human beings. 

If you need more information, you can look under the post for My story- psychic life, domestic violence, etc.. Most of my life is in this blog. It's an unbelievable story, and I'm trying to document it all as much as I can within some limits and privacy. If you feel it is a lot to read, it is, because it is a lot. I don't do it for acknowledgment or fame. I do it because I know what it takes to walk the talk and then some. That which is contained here is not just a story, it is my life and how I have always had contact with beings and even channeled in 2nd-grade reading groups, which is recent memory come back, but was dismissed as having reading disabilities, which could be both, since I walk in the physical and non-physical world.  

My story - psychic life starts in June and Oct 2019, 

goes into June 2020

then Jan 2021

07/10/26 I should not watch Videos ( My yammering, by own frustration)

I watched a video on "Minimalism".  Title: I Created a Home That Feels Safe Again!!!! - 

When did clutter become unsafe? This is not about the extreme, as in hoarding?  I think the bigger question here is, where are you out of control? Not having control, a clutter-free controlled environment, OCD obsession to clean, clutter, is to control the environment, stated I /we want to calm the nervous system by removing clutter, when the nervous system just wants you to stop, breathe, and listen to the body. Most people grew up with some type of control or chaos, etc., the entire world looks like it is out of control, and in chaos, but is it? Outside of the Media.

If you watch the news, any media, or even talk to people, it can be driven by fear-based thinking. The need to control the environment, to feel safe... These are childhood wounds manifesting in the present, as a mirror to be healed. The whole world is living in uncertainty, and you can not control all of it. You control the response to it. The need to have control is feeling you have no control, and stating you have no control over things outside of you, is realizing it within yourself, and where this comes from. (This conversation is addressing clutter only, but can very well address other issues)

As for Safe and not feeling safe, life is not guaranteed. As the title states above, "Home that feels not Safe", without the "not". As the question should be, why am I not safe at home? There can be numerous answers to why! Fear is the root cause. The whole system is built on fear, and realizing that it is fear, when it arises. We can state it is a mental health issue, but is it? It is a sign that we are out of alignment with ourselves and our heart; there can be real mental issues stemming from unprocessed thoughts, beliefs, and events that are buried in the subconscious. Until we acknowledge and process what we think or thought, they follow us like a yoke.

I have had these two issues and lived in uncertainty for the better part of two decades, and things that I could not have thought of on my own have happened in my life. I have just questioned it again this morning with the guides. With my hair falling out due to a reaction to a supplement that caused a severe allergic reaction, which I spoke about in another blog post.

When people ask this or that, and not knowing my story as to the whys or how, to where I will be in next month, will I run out of money again, this is also a common theme, too. And it said to me, If I am so knowledgeable, why am I not out there? Where is out there? It's a good question! I could say people don't pay me to think, they pay me to do, this of course, is outside spiritual awareness. I only know to question what I believe because I was taught by the guides to question my thinking. I did not get it at first, even as I channeled information.

I have had even being "seen", which I believe is not the true fear, and or maybe the many attacks or assaults, throughout my life, or past lives, to bring harm to me, which again, why would I or anyone do that to anyone, but again, look at our world and history. I really think it's about holding space for the energy of other people's stuff, and the fact that, whether I am a healer, empath, intuitive, channel, writer, human, or what have you, people don't want to look at their own stuff, or be responsible for their own actions.

In spirituality, if these statement would come up, and address as you are the creator of your reality without explaining it, versus you are soul and your soul came here to learn, and play in a reality that has been agreed upon on, at a soul level to create a different reality within the context of it individually and collectively, not that anything is separated from the whole of reality, awareness, consciousness.

If they look at it from the point of view that I am a creator being and created it to grow my soul. Forget about getting into whether it's a soul contract, karmic, or misalignment of thought. That will just as well drive you crazy, rather than accepting that all will be balanced out. When everything that we have learned up to this point is in question. You can not change your reality unless you challenge what you think!

This is when I think about what I would even say in a video or in person, that I don't already say here, or the questions that people would ask, that I may not know the answer to yet. To then question whether I trust the guides enough to give me the answers that I need, or for another person when it arises. When by all accounts have I been asking questions my entire life? I think that I have known my whole life that it would be chaos, just not this wild, crazy ass ride. Someone should have said, " Buckle up, baby, it's going to rough one," Joking aside. This is not about taking power by saying you have no control; it is about choosing what power it has over you. When we are led to believe control is power, when it is not.

7/06/26 Annoyed a lot ....

 I'm a little annoyed. Everyone who has a soul has innate abilities; it's up to you to redevelop them. If you are going to invest time and energy, do your research into spirituality, please! Look into whose, who have been doing it for years, not a newly awakened person. Unless that is the lesson. If anything, this information has always been available, going back beyond Atlantis, Mu, and many others, not yet known. I write this as I see new videos popping up and questioning whether empaths are psychic, and not question within themselves, as a person who has done self-inquiry. This goes for many modities. This is not a train you jump on lightly, or if it is a newfound hobby. Like many things, it is open to distortion, and if you have not even questioned the things that you have been taught, that nothing except humans exists as an apex, you find yourself ungrounded, and opening doors that you can't imagine. Not one single person's journey is exactly alike, and one should learn to meditate first and learn to question everything that they thought/think is/was real. 

It is out there, everyone is lucky, go happy, and ascending or enlightened, leaving the planet...yada yada...that is living a very real fantasy or disillusion, when that is far from the truth, some that I have seen should be in therapy for real concerns, even with tarot cards. Most days, I don't want to do it, and I was born this way. I have studied the shit out of it, so as not to send someone to the mental health unit or worse, commit suicide. Also, we have multiple generations that don't read, whether by choice or not able to, and want quick fixes via YouTube, IG, X, Fb, TikTok... if those are things, I would suggest not putting your focus on spirituality because it does not work the way you think, or as some present, it does.  

Ask to reference: New human - Channeled, you have to put in the search bar. 

6/24/26 Intuitive information

 This is a continuation of my last post, which was 6/26/26. -

 Everything is a spiritual journey; you just don't know it or remember it as such. 

6/24/26 Get Back by the Beatles? 

I also got Psyllium.  

6/26/26 Ubiquity- means that state of being everywhere at once. Me: Consciousness is ubiquitous because everything is consciousness. 

I had strange dreams, and all over the place. What I heard, "what about Debbie", I believe it is a spirit intruding in my sleep.  I don't know Debbie personally, maybe a message.

Anesthetized - 

Putnik? This came up twice- it is a gun silencer- I like what the puck. 

I was meditating and saw an image of three trucks, driving on a bend in the road, with a tree at the bend. I saw the first truck flip onto the grill of the truck, and I asked if there was anything else. I got $132K? 

6/29/26 During sleep, I showed the name or word, KANNDRA. Not sure if I am spelling it right. As I was sleeping, I didn't write it down right away. 

heard/saw Something about a Dating Appl. ?? 

Spectrograph- Splits light or electromagnetic radiation into it components wavelengths. I suggest googling to define. 

I heard that name, Alex. I again don't know anyone with that name. 

Song: Imagine Dragons -  Believer. 

I heard that if she has all this information, why is she here? "Boy, that good question". I think that was spirit talking over me when they don't realize I can hear them. This is not the first time that spirits have a conversation around me, and I am like I can hear you. I have also heard "they are fishing for information". I think this second response. Side note* you would think if a person passes and they were a busybody alive, that behavior stops as they cross over. They don't. 

6/30/26 Pink's song- Beautiful Trauma - message.  Actually, I got 6/24/26 too. 

7/01/26 Hearing, don't pay the ferryman? This is a song. I don't know if the song is for the song or a message. 

7/02/26 Name Tiffany? 

7/04/26 Image Of: An object in the air flying over a tree into a backyard, hitting a deck or second-story veranda, collapsing it, and falling into the backyard with an inground pool? I am not sure what the object is!

?? I have written in the past about fake pictures that are not real, which also applies to videos, too, now.  Those that don't have an AI symbol located on them. I think I also wrote that it would entail events presented by the news as real, when they are not. Which require discernment and the ability to distinguish fact from fiction. I don't have a way to index these things. The question is also this: is it Data theft, as a data breach, with content, making money off someone else's hard work, copyright, proprietary, livelihood, and misrepresentation of identity, to more complex, as stealing your life from you?  To even darker things.. ? 

Also, something that is mistakenly presented is that one day we all wake somewhere else, or everything with change over night, which is incorrect, as it is a progression of events. Whereas I have gotten years of points in time, up to 2050, from 2026 through 2032, to 2040, and it seems there is a gap from 2040, (2042 just got) -2050. That is a 25-year expansion plus, give or take. So, as guides state, just settle in and flow with it. Fear only creates more of what you don't want. 

06/30/26 Response to Tarot cards readings, and Lightning...

 I am not against tarot readers, first off. There is a question of given your power away, if relying on it solely without self-reflection.  If you are already a sovereign being, with innate abilities, and you have chosen a soul blueprint to experience reality, by free will of the blueprint for your souls growth, to experience life within the chosen family, ancestry, and karmic patterning, of belief, behaviors, indoctrination, and habits, than you are part of creation in the form of God, source, consciousness, all that is, even with a galactic heritage.

 Life acts as a mirror of what you believe or think, as you are creation, in itself, creating reality individually and collectively, as consciousness is creating reality.  You're taught to look for answers outside of yourself, instead of looking within by questioning what you were taught, what you believe, and what you were told about who you are. 

For example, if you were never taught colors, the sky could be green, and the trees blue. But ask a painter, or artist, and the sky is never just blue, or the trees never just green. These are labels of understanding taught in primary school that are never expanded upon. Now, if you had art teachers, they are taught to teach by the school curriculum, which, depending on the teacher, never explains why they taught it or what they taught. You told what to do it and follow directions. When anyone questioned the reason as to why? You found out pretty quick who had authority and power. Be it your parents, school, or whoever defined life to validate it. As we are taught to seek validation outside of ourselves, too. Again, from Family Dynamics, and this is not blaming parents because that's how it's been designed. Generation after generation. 

Another basic example: Book reports - You are asked to write a book report of what the book is about. Not what is learned from the book, a theme, lessons, or concepts, explore characters, plots, etc., just to read and rewrite that book in a summary. 

* You are the book in form, yet are expected to take in information that is given without questioning it, for yourself. This is not completely your fault; you are taught from a very young age not to question reality, school, parents, societal norms, as in " this is how we do it". This same conditioning is happening on media platforms, or the need to fit in, conditioned separation, via ask GPchat for answer, what people say on IG, TikTok, and even ask AI, even further, religion, and country, state, blue, red, and liberal...etc. 

Essentially, given your power away, by not questioning whether this works for the whole of humanity. YouTube is driven by an algorithm informing your recommendations based on search or clicking on titles. Again, informing you based on what you are thinking. Have you ever clicked on a title, and it has nothing or little to do with the title's uses? You, as a conscious/ness being, inform reality, and reality mirrors you. Unless you challenge what you think and believe, life is always mirroring to you or to another, because there is no separation between either one. 

All to separate from your own self-awareness to seeking external validation, versus uniting different aspects of the whole. These are technological tools, but not always used that way ??? The conditioning started a long, long time before your birth. You inherited it within the structure of reality. Again, all labels of things, people, places, etc.. Without question, who, what, when, why, and how... Basic questions, taught in grammar school. Just imagine that every generation has had its own conditions, and that requires a larger explanation, but I am not going down that rabbit hole, as to why.  Growth is inwards, not outwards. 

We have been conditioned to believe that everything is someone else's fault, without taking responsibility for our own knowing. It is easy to be the victim of circumstance, and there are things that are circumstantial, but if you're a source of creation, do you not have a voice, do you not care about the well-being of yourself or others, is love not who you are? 

06/26/26 Intuitive

Heard  06/01/26 the Buctan? I looked for a reference and couldn't find anything. Maybe Yucatan? I may have misunderstood. I don't think so, but I guess see when it showed.

06/02/26 hearing Fly Away Lenny Kravitz - message 2x's I may have posted in the last intuitive post. Message

Heard the name, Alessandro  

6/03/26

Heard Movement? Not sure of the reference. I have written about Movement in the past, which is searchable in the search bar. 

The guides said to me about the Empath that I developed as a survival mechanism to cope in a world that did not accept me. This came about because I saw several posts that Empaths are not natural. I am like, what! Because I am empathetic for as long as I can walk and talk. I questioned whether it is truly intuitive for hypersensitivities to turn inwards to cope. I am still not clear on it. 

Here is the post regarding the types of empaths: Ok, it is too long to post. You can look it up in the search bar. 

6/05/26 

Song Freedom by George Michael, several times - I may have posted this. 

06/07/26 

Not sure I woke up to this or why I wrote it, Bumblebee? looking at it under glass??/  

Heard:  Into the Lion's Den? Google states is a popular idiom referring to a dangerous, hostile, or highly challenging situation where a person is left vulnerable or alone against multiple adversaries. There is a Bible reference depending on your faith.

06/08/26 Something with 3I atlas ? 

6/09/26 Heard: Not our job to take on human suffering, yet we do!  This relates to the Empath, as an intuitive, healer, and lightworker (several modalities), energy, Reiki, and others. 

6/09/26 Doubting Thomas - not sure if it bible reference or a joke reference. 

So I had two encounters with beings, one I don't remember what it looked like, and the other one, a female, handed me the Celtic golden spirals. Which I have to look into more. 

You want to break the Matrix, break the Box that you've been put into. 

6/10/26

heard Coolio - Fantasy Voyage? Message? (this is when songs pop in your head) I don't know if connected to the song, the date the singer died, 10/28/22 

heard- Interstellar Travel

heard 6/11 and again on 6/13, Something about Capitulate- To surrender by agreement to stop resisting an opponent, give in, or previously opposed too. Not sure why the guides gave me this word. 

I was given Valhalla, which is a reference to Norse Mythology, and Odin. Which I don't know anything about. There is a Valhalla, NY, strangely enough.  There is Rockefeller State Park, yet cost to park, within minutes of. Also, there are Gates to Heaven with the burial of Babe Ruth, but I keep hearing Gates of Hell. Omg. Not sure why I given it, since you have be Rockefeller to live near there. Just messenger. 

 6/11/26 I kept saying randomly - They're like the Mad Hatter? message!

I also woke up to hear Base/space? I was not shown anything, just the words. 

heard Rage Against the Machine! refers to opposing, defying, or protesting against established systems, i.e., governments, big business, or control groups. OR a Band? Not sure of context/ use. I can see both ways as a message/ statement. 

heard Self-evident- need no proof. 

I saw in a meditation- Twin girls or very close in age. Playing at a coffee table with Legos, Mom's eating a candy bar, they are arguing over the Legos- one said to the other about eating Mom's Candy bar.  I believe this is a message, it is too specific. 

I said, " Why, no idea! Sheep to the slaughter. This is an expression/idiom and a Bible phrase? Not sure of the reference. Since it has several possible context uses. 

Queen fan? Mama, I killed a man. I looked up the song's meaning it's about killing an old self, parts that are not real about yourself. 

6/13/26 Again, Boca Raton? I am hearing money, money in my head. 

I heard that song in my head- From the Big movie, Shimmy, shimmy koko pop, message? I hearing put the date, the original song by the Imperials, was 1959. 

6/14/26 saw the word Supernova? 

heard - Neurodivergent- not sure why they gave me this word, because it is used to describe groups of people. 

6/16/26 I heard- Lifting the darkness to the light. Secrets, lies, hiding from the public view, truths. 

6/17/26 song- Lady Marmalade? I heard a Pink's version of it? Not sure of the reference. 

heard Gale force winds 

heard- Papa got a Gun? I am not sure if message or a song. I could not find a song with that title or reference. 2x's 

6/18/26 Undulate - wave pattern, up and down motion, flowing, swaying...

heard - Dallas 

6/20/26 So I was questioning something, no idea what at the moment. But I heard it is a mental construct, created in the mind. I believe I was questioning the use of other people using the matrix, holograph, or simulation to explain without explaining its use of it, in a video. When people assume that people understand. I am not going to try to explain it, it's quite heady and head-f/puck. This gets into how you are the creator of your reality, manifestor/manifesting always. Ok, I don't want to be like the video. I will attempt a simple example: you're going to work, you forget something, you go back in to get it, you get upset, you're late to drop off the kids, late to work, you spill your coffee at work because you rushed into work. You don't want to hear it from your boss, creating a chain reaction of events, to have a bad day because you're already thinking or stated it bad day. When the fact is what happened before all these events. There are several reasons, one, the kids could not find their shoes, two, the universe steps in, you avoid an accident, or you're not present in the moment, your over-organized list of things was destroyed by trying to over-control events. There are thousands of reasons why this happens; it's up to you to figure it out or not. The real question is, what did I learn from it? Because it's not about the events. This is more complex, but a general example. (this maybe redacted and revised at a later date)

hearing the song- Shake down, break down your bust it. I see this as an event exposed. 

I am hearing dodo? not sure if the bird, slang, or idiom.. I first thought that it was the bird, which is a good question, why I think a bird, and since it has not existed since the 17th century, maybe it is connected to the Island of Mauritius in the Indian Ocean. I guess wait and see.