3/26/26 Contemplating my thoughts

 I have been wanting to write this for a while. I see things on the internet and question whether they are really helping. All this having to do things, this guru, that healer, tarot, channel, you get the point. When no one is really stating the obvious, that is, you already are. If you remove all that garbage that you've been told, religious or cultural, beliefs, you are still a soul.

 You are a soul having experience, as a human on planet earth, with polarities that are extreme.  You know they're extreme because you know it, see it, and feel it. And if you have not questioned even for a moment, what the hell is going on? This is not a question that I can answer lightly or with a short answer. As in my own internal dialog is in conflict, as to why, if the goal is unity, humanity, kindness, love, and community. Why the extremes! As in my own life, these words come forth, and yet, I continue to experience barriers of so-called programming or people that escape me for any rational reasoning. 

One would say, well, it is this and that, and frankly, it is projected from all angles, as such, that responsibility lies outside of self. So, for the sake of argument, as we like to do as humans, by putting it outside of ourselves, bearing in mind that we think we are not part of the creation process. As in no one told you that you are soul created by god or even part of god itself, much like splitting an atom into two, three, or quadrillions, infinity, and then wanting tangible proof and never considering who created me, this tree, this earth, that bird, or any animal for that fact. 

As we have been taught, it is evolution, or it is an ascension; when defined, both mean a shift in consciousness. So the question is, who or what is consciousness? So is God consciousness? Is Consciousness  God, making us both God and Consciousness,  are they just words and/or even definitions of things we have forgotten?  Why is it important for us to remember? That we are part of creation, consciousness, or maybe we are just beginning by questioning or thinking about that first. 

I question the images that I see, even the predication or events, even spirits that I experience. If we already are, and the goal is to remember this and make better choices from that higher perspective, why do we still need to follow anyone, except for ourselves? Within our own heart and own dialogue. I understand how hard it can be to listen to yourself, because we've been so deep into the program, when in reality, it's all programming. Much like your phone or computer, it is programmed to do what you ask/search it to do a task, and how much of our own power are we still giving away to teachers, per se, when our entire lives we have been following others.  To are Parent/s, school, family, friends, the boss, relationships, and government, celebrity or entrepreneur, all of which are based on outdated information and concepts that no one needs, because they are not teaching or showing us anything about our true self.

I might be rambling at this point with my own frustration and the fake reality that I live in, and my own encounters with people. To question why are all these teachers or people, so happy, because my experience, for lack of words, has been hell. So what, if nothing actually changes as predicted and the extremes are not extremes but a world ready to shatter because that is what is needed at this point. 

Several times over the past six months, I've received the word collapse. I told the guides that I would not publish it because the word itself creates Fear. Not that fear is part of illusion, of things, but if you step back and realize all the things that you already experienced, much of it is on repeat. I don't make this statement lightly. This is where I question these teachers, readers, channels, etc. As to whether they are feeding the fear. Let me be clear: yes, I'm psychic, and a few other things, and there are very good readers out there, and a lot that should not be so public. 

Honestly, I question whether my own gifts, which are innate to all, as to whether they are a burden to myself or adding to the noise of the world. Whether all the studying has made me jaded and complacent, generally annoyed at an expanded view to the inter-circle of one. And the people I would look to, I now roll my eyes at because they seem superficial. When one is striving to enlighten people, when you already are. You are never not connected to God, source, or consciousness. You're part of the soul, here on planet now, have never left source. 

So the question remains, if you already are, what is needed and next? 

03/26/26 Reading so, so soul !

 So I have seen this title a few times in my feed. A good psychic, medium, or intuitive, and channel would never read a soul without permission from the person. Just out of integrity! With that said, there are far too many people doing this Soul reading conjecture supposedly, and not understanding that everything is energy, and of God, to invade/invading someone's soul energy, or will free, to read them for clicks is not held in the highest regard. This is like invading someone's home and rummaging through their things, for lack of boundaries, spiritual, physical, and mentally. Along with imposing your will on another. It is still a form of power over, and if you have noticed, that is what is occurring in the world, the taking of power and free will for control, greed, to manipulate people by imposing on them as souls embodied. This is why true reading/reader know that souls have chosen their experiences, not because they are the chosen ones, when all have chosen to be here now. Calling on the fact that there is only the chosen is a fallacy, and true understanding of what is really happening and what is occurring when there is no hierarchical system, yet you continue to divide yourselves for what: Approval, love, validation, and clicks. You want to know who you are, but never question who am I really? Good day.

03-14-26 So it been awhile

 I have been seeing the the Ep files or videos (not watching them), floating around the internet. The one thing that I don't see about these conversations is that it is not just about the elite and what they have done. It is an insight and choice point for all of humanity because if you have sold your sovereignty for power, money, or position to control or manipulate others, you are being asked to look at it,  the giving and taking of power away from others. 

Before you came here you were all God, source, the All, the nothing, the Atman, the Allah, whatever words you would like to use to describe that vastness of your being. There is no fall from grace, as one has been taught. You are all infinite creators living in a matrix of your own design to experience life by your expression, by your choices, and free will. (channeled)

ET's are not demons. I heard by several people that ET are demons, that is incorrect. What you defined as demon are not Et. That is a scripture and Hollywood fantasy. We will not say that there is not good Et or spirits, that do not have the highest regards for humans. What is important here to acknowledge that only fear allows this to perpetuate fear of knowing self. 

People want answers, but are they looking inside themselves, or questioning the narrative, questioning their own thoughts, actions, and beliefs, or blindly following what is told to them, or by another with self-inquiry. 

The following I have been sitting on:

01/10/26 Public bus lost control; I watched like a movie clip. (may have happened)

01/15/26  The following has been haunting me, more like I should just post it. I saw a girl whose body was severely decayed, that is between the ages of 15-25, there was a mental drum., I was shown two men one in his sixties, and the was other 40's. Both knew each other. There was a third man who found this female. The body lies between two counties, in a wooded area. I don't know if she put in the metal drum or transported via it. The drum is yards or meters from where she was. She looked to have blond hair. Then the image closed. I also wrote something about a few years. 

Guides: Window dressing: what you wear is not who you are, as in your clothing, your body, and your general appearance is not you. 

I see these videos of Hollywood Ozempic users, and I hear Death Becomes Her. Like the movie of the same title. It happened often enough, questioning the reference. 

2/10/26 Mass exit- 

The ring- a woman in the store works there, something about the owner holds onto the ring for her, and leaves for the day. She is now leaving for the day. Another person knows about the ring and will not get it for her. The woman is upset and calls the person he/she man, something about the person being a billionaire, and the image ends. * This person is stealing the Ring from this woman, no idea, and claiming no knowledge of it, where abouts. I saw it locked up in the cashier drawer, something close to it. 

Guides Humans are made failable, so we can learn from our mistakes. 

2/28/26

I see a man who has attached himself to the underside of a bus. Not sure why, what it means. 

The above is just a little piece of what I received, and I choose what is more important over others, like things already happened, because I do it on my own dime and time. Now that I had a job, lost a job, had a car, had it totaled. I may get back to it. 

As an example:  Venezuela- President, Brittany Spears- breakdown, Guatemala. 

03/05/2026 I hearing share the movie.

 I watched this man on Next Level Soul and felt and watched how he struggled to express the compassion and empathy that he was trying to explain who or what was/is Jacob the baker. When we are all the Jacobs, Jacks, and Jills of the world across time. So here is the link below: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6IQ2XeH9n4

12/13/25

 A few years back I kept getting London bridges - like singing the nursery rhyme as a child. You can put in the search bar and read what is also related to it. This songs came up a few times over several years. 

11/28/25 So I given this title today, Winds of change.

 I originally channeled with the below date. 

The We Children – Winds of Change

The We Children – Winds of Change

Posted on April 21, 2011 

With the world in a complete flux of changes. Trying to understanding why things are happening 

all over the world can seem quite confusing. People are looking for answers. There is a magnificent 

changes happening to the planet. Many have questioned the uncertainty of the times ahead. 

Whether there will be jobs, income, resources and many more.

We see and hear the calls. There is great dismay with the government trying to understand why 

we are in the position that we are in currently. We tell you that this is to remove the disillusion 

that people are separated from one or another. Your situation is also your neighbors 

whether they live down the street or across the globe. All feel that things need to change whether 

it be in the community or on a grander scale.

Many ask how they can help! Be of serves to people. Be the ear. Be the friend. 

Open your hearts to your neighbor and yourselves. All can come together and make an effort 

to work together for the changes ahead. Find the time to be with your fellow people. 

Smile at the ones who need encouragement to push thru to see that We are all the same 

from the smallest human to the oldest one.

You all came here to be the light in the darkness. Shine the light. Shine your light. Open your hearts,

 breath the air. Allow people to warm your being.  See your souls, your kindness in others, 

see you as them. Not there wrongs or rights. Really look at them for you are them.

Why the title "The We Children", the We are a group of beings, Children is the people of earth. 

10/25/25 A Video rant!

 

Toxic Mothers and the Impact on Daughters- The title video 

This is crap! There is no teaching that what did your mother experience that made her who she was, with what happening in the world with her life, along with is this a deeper wound of the "Mother" spiritually, as in creation! Where is the forgiveness for self, your mother and ancestor's who step before you. We don't live in enlighten world, but everyone has the opportunity to change it, now in present. We carry on if they did this to us, Is that really true? From spiritual view you came to change what is not working and be a person of change, that does mean you change others, you change yourself of beliefs, programs and the endless need to justify suffering by the hands of anyone. As we keep demonizing the "the Mother" and are ourselves, why? To hear ourselves when not even listening to own self. Your Mother soul journey is her's only, you have choice to be a difference person and not constantly play the victim role. Oh poor me, I had this that or the other thing. Have you even looked at your own crap that you have done to people, the girl you made fun of to fit in, the talking about another to be with the in-crowd, or searched your own soul to see you yourself are just as soul-less. As I read the comments, and listened to 2 mins of man, who is not a woman in this life and feeding the toxicity, vs teaching you your not your mother and have never been. Yes, you have been wounded like the other 8.2 billion in the world, we see ourselves as victim to the story of life, instead of a soul being that can change the very fabric of life. You are love, have anyway be love, and loved, the only one denying it is you. You know who you are, be it.

I should maybe apology for this, maybe it partly channeled and in hindsight abrupt, but it is with good intent, because we/I hold onto our pains like badges of honor to hold onto things that were out of our control, and require us to release them, for they do not serve us to walk around carrying them like heavy backpack. Put it down and release it. If it comes up again, release it again. Forgive yourself and others for their pain, too.