10/10/26 Intuitive from 9/06 to 10/10/26

 9/06/26

Rules of engagement - like the military

During sleep - Hagwood?

Subjugated: example: People will not be subjugated - meaning brought under control, conquered, or forced into obedience

09/07/26

Kayne? 

The name Madeline?

Sound the word: Primordial sound? (not sure why I wrote this like this)

9/10/26

Capitulated- to give up or surrender

Mid-Atlantic? 

I am going to mention this only because long before I actually knew that I was walking, talking intuitive, eterra, and I did this, as in was never said to me "hey your intuitive". I was physically told that medication or any abuse of drugs, alcohol, over-the-counter, etc.. would affect your abilities. Now I'm not sure if this still applies, as I have questioned the use of GPL1 and likes of other named brands, as in the use of it when it is not in a medical necessity way; I see the use in the spirituality community via videos, just like celebrities, to question whether it/they are ( a clear psychic, intuitive, channel/channeling information). I have not received clarification on this, to also include the overuse of plant medicine, which I have at some point spoken about in an older post, because it was stated by the guides and because it was given to me, to conclude the subject matter as, maybe let's learn by example or experience and the effects on consciousness, as you are a consciousness being. This is because there is so much disinformation and very unclear and unclean language that we just say and do whatever without much cause for reflection coming out of the mouths of people. I will give a different example of this:  which is someone is following teaching and yet does the complete opposite of it, as claim I read bible but treat people like shit. I am not pointing fingers; it is an example. Yes, it can be very difficult to navigate the world and people, and we have moments. As always, discern, discern, discern. 

This on 9/11/26

I heard Your Father, who thou art in heaven- Lord prayer: I don't know if for 9/11 victims or families, in a worship/mass. As I don't fact-check. 

9/13/26

Hearing: "leave like a thief in the night.", This is a bible reference- with the return of Jesus, yet since Jesus is a part of you, because everything is consciousness, god, source, etc.. There is no separation; never was. I am not sure of use/ context as to why I am hearing it.

9/15/26

During sleep: Small white vase with white flowers along with the letters ABI- msg maybe

I got the word Impermeable- ? not sure what the intended use of this is for.

Santa Cruz, CA

9/16/26

Revolt? 

Hearing: stand down; this is a military 

Shift in consciousness 

I said Yippee ki yay- why! no idea, as things come out of my mouth from nowhere! I did look this up, and it is used in a movie with Bruce Willis in Die Hard. I'm not sure if this is a message or reference to something, as movies are not my forte to remember them. 

9/17/26

Lyran's 2x's

Ufology - UAP, UFO and USO - ? 

9/18/26

Beef Tallow? I am not sure about this, whether I am questioning this or there is a problem with it. I do question things when I see a push on things supposedly good for you, when so much of food is over-processed or chemically treated, via soil, air, or water.. GMOs, hybridization, with our food that was grown 100 yrs ago.  That is its own rabbit hole. 

*I have gotten stage four cancer, multiple times, Pulmonary Artery (heart valve), Pulmonary embolism (blood clot), funeral, Chest port (seeing a chest port several times) to Heimlich - I don't know if it is personal to me or a strange message for someone. 

9/19/26

Iraq? 

I kept getting this one where I kept getting images of mice? Like seeing a mouse every day for a week, or better.  

The name Pierce? 

9/20/26

I keep hearing in videos the use of the word Agent/Agency, which I thought was some lingo for A!, but it was happening to often to dismiss it, as random usage. (Both are legally used in different ways) from to a person vs corp, yet this use of these words was different in a significant way. As I was not watching videos for A!. 

I got this: take for what it is..

Old adage - why does god allow bad things to happen? Yet everyone is god aspect, so who is really doing the doing (mindpuck) vs. a soul contract, free will via soul contract, in daily life. 

This is what I heard: Something about assigning meaning to something, an event, and something else? When there is no meaning presently in the physical, trying to assign meaning to human behaviors is like asking God why? Questioning free will, or a soul contract, or the contradiction of it, when both are true. It's a conflict of two views: one that you can see and experience and one that you can't - this comes from a linear perspective. 

Now, I have been questioning this in the back of my mind for many years, asking this question since I read two books; along with that, we create our reality by soul contract, choosing by free will to experience things as a spirit/soul in a human body, as the entire soul is not completely embodied, as the body can not hold the entirely of it. So only part of our consciousness is within, which does not mean you are not already whole and complete, but chose to be here or by agreement. I) questioned when it does stop: the polarity, duality, the extremes. I, in myself, have had quite the fill of people in general, and these extremes of repeated obstacles and bullies that wish harm on me (hence gun nonsense) in previous post. This can't all be karma/agreement. How is one to know karma/soul/blueprint contract, when here in the physical it is being in fear/harm or whatever we assign it. I still have not integrated what was said; it makes sense, and the other side is it's a mindfuck, and Wtf to- why would we choose this, only to loop back to seeing from a linear view. 

I also wrote this too: We try to escape it (take as you like) because we know in our hearts that it is not the right way, right answer, and could be better: no suffering, no illness, no poverty, no wars, no he/she, white, black, green, yellow. To the belief vs. known, again, again, again for what? Why and game of it. This was with questioning if this is a form matrix, simulation, a sims games, vs a Assassin creed. (Never played but watched my son play it. ) To look up "what the premise of AC is to why I given Assassin creed as example. Take it for what it is... (because I just think it's f/up.) 

9/21/26

Sleep- The name Brad Lovelaw? I felt it was a lawyer... not sure of relevance or spelling as I was sleeping. There is a Bradley R. Love with Antitrust? Are they connected? 

Saw the name: Tammy

Homogenic/ 

Antitrust

9/22/26

The names Tegan and Octavia

9/23/26

I woke up saying, Hail Mary for Grace? (welcome my strange world)

I heard the word harmony, or Har'mony, like music... another strange, like singing harmony? 

 9/25/26

Obelisk 2'xs - no idea where? 

9/26/26

I was talking to someone about Israel? and they were questioning the affiliation with the US and why ppl are silenced with regards to speaking out against or standing to it. I got Mossad. I posted about Israel in 2022, 2023, and 4/26 of this year. And connected to WW2. 

Halo, the game? Not sure what this is? As I have been told that these games are kind of in collusion with the military, without specifics. 

9/28/26

During sleep: I was in a lecture and saw hundreds of thousands of names. No idea what this is about. 

Hoboken, New Jersey? 

9/29/26

Heard: Atrocities - I said, which one!

Finland

9/30/26

A Glove? No idea!

I heard you make your own sunshine, happiness, and joy! I had some choice thoughts - yet we live in a world where happy people tend to not be liked; not all, but it exists, and people suck the wind or life out of you because misery wants company. Now, as intuitive as I can tell, the fake people, and some of it is hard, as some have faked their whole life and built a complete persona around it.  

I heard/hearing: Whatever will be, will be - "(que)Kay sera sera" this is a song, yet I think it is used in a different light. 

Again, Mice

10/01/26

Codex- book, manuscript, scrolls 

I heard who yah- I can be saying it wrong; like it's: hooyah - Navy SEAL, oorah-marine, hooah - army -I did google hopefully it right. 

10/02/26

Genetic markers

Human genome - changing

I previously posted -feeding your emotions, as in A! and algorithms - questioning: are you feeding your triggers, unhealed parts of self? This is where awareness is awareness, of know your shadows, and why it upset me about peoples videos, and it is never about keeping people in pain or suffering, lack, beliefs, etc.. this where you need to challenge it. Easier said than done, I know. It is the only way to do shadow work and raise the vibration. 

Ok, I really don't know who this for: Angioplasty, Sten? 

I was thinking about imbalance - as this is a question as old as time itself, and why we can't seem to remember history, historical events, or what history we have been fed to make real change, and we keep traveling down the wrong roads, whether it is a narrative or mass amnesia crap. Just my thoughts. 

I think I missed writing some dates; oh well. 

10/05/26

Gilgamesh (not sure how this connects) - !!

Epicurious? Again, no idea, or is this Epicurus? And I have not looked into it, or it's another rabbit hole. Which I am kind of over at this point, and crazy neighbors seem to flip out when trying to focus on doing something that requires focus. 

10/06/26

Hearing Befuddled - ? jokingly, is that not the whole world! 

High fives to the people who make homemade tortillas, as I try to, and it was an epic fail. But, I have this crazy notion, people eat or make something that you never tried before, regardless of age. I may not jump out of a plane, but tortillas, I think I learn to make. Since tortillas, or flatbread, are as old as time, too. 

I heard A! will be so good by voice, or before you know it, we will not know the difference between who you're talking to. 

So I have strange dreams, and sometimes I don't know if it's premonition or astro traveling at the moment, or other lives at the same time, as now. 

So here goes: a woman, mid-twenties to late twenties, in a split-level or old Victorian house, living upstairs, hears banging at the door; she goes to look, goes down the stairs and sees a man; I see another set of stairs; there is a tax office in the lower level, not a basement. I see a needle/syringe thing before she can go to the lower level to the tax area/office with the older man; I feel like there is a second man. It is hard to see... and I wake up. I am pulled back before I can tell it is nefarious. I was not going to post this, but at midday I got shown this dream again while I was awake. So I think it means something. 

Heard mobile device? 

Heard: Foreboding? Not sure of use or reference, as it could be anything. I know that other people keep saying something big is coming, yet something is also coming... and step back from it from a soul view we agreed to be here, and all the chaos and fear tactics. Most people have already gone through things their whole life, like from WWII thru 9/11, financial collapse, bailout, housing collapse, C-virus, or viruses, H1N1(swine flu), so whatever happens, fear of it is not going to help. It is like Chicken Little running around saying the sky is falling and nothing happens, or it does. You were a crackpot if you believe in aliens or UFO, but they seems to real as there is government documents and whistleblower, missing scientist. When things are labeled as a conspiracy, or an act of disinformation, or sleight of hand, or deliberate distractions, to keep focused elsewhere. 

10/04/26 Ramen, ladybugs and Gun

 So I am still here. I stepped back because of a lot of things happening around me. That are out of my control, and I'm questioning what the hell is happening. I have been angry, upset, and questioning things that felt cult-like, beyond the fake and fraud that is just in the community of spirituality. With my own obstacles with people, whereas I feel like I need a gun to protect myself from the crazy or psycho people, to the hearing and telling to get ramen and an email of let's go chase ladybug to show the magic of things, of serendipity, or the flow or physics of manifesting, which has been an issue, and I am like, I've had enough of the BS of people saying it is lack, or enough or worth issues that can be seen in the light of the ancestors' issue too. To what am I really doing? Trying to decide where or what I want to do next, or move this blog, which I am technically challenged to do, without being just another person talking without any real understanding of conveying information.  And trying to control my energy of thoughts, knowing that there is a cause and effect to it, and like fuck it. 

I have gotten information from the last time I posted, which is every day whether I want it or not. My strange dreams that are not making any sense. Wondering where all this is leading? The great million-dollar question that everyone wants to know. When everything is always moving, it is never stagnant, and people in this community are putting things out there that I have never gotten, to creating fear and doing more harm, when we are all working from the information that we are given (some without questioning) or tapping into. Some of which is questionable. If I am truly honest, I say run and do your own research as I have, and always discern and question the source of what is being put out of someone's mouth, even mine. And don't think for one moment that I or anyone has more knowledge than you have as a sovereign being, because not all work is a coming from people working with a completed lack of having a moral compass. Especially with tarot, this is not discrediting all of them, but there is a lot of snake oil and a lack of true commitment and seriousness to it. I am a little over the top with it, because I lived an extreme life; to be silenced or dismissed is a challenge to just stay fuck on this planet. Even my own guides said to me You worry too much, I have always had seriousness to me that people misread as blase' or nonreactive, because I have seen shit by humans every day that is like what !!! from many walks of life, that I was completely naive too. And sometimes I can not get past the stupidity of it or the shock of it. There is an air that everything is airy-fairy, and I walk both worlds, and some have no clue of the world around them. As I was thinking this morning about the people who have lived extreme lives,  some, not all, have insight and lessons that some these teachers, healers, and tarot have no knowledge about. I don't claim to know it all, and some I don't want to fucken know.  

I just felt I need to write or explain, not that I need to explain anyone my situation or thoughts, because most can't handle the truth and like anyone else I don't like to be poked when I am expected to react or have an answer in minute, because we lack teaching critical thinking or learning by expression or experience, as I am only human, too. Sorry I am in tangent now, but you get the point. 

Here is thought that more people should consider emotional IQ! When you looking at videos or information, is it feeding an ego part of you ( the hurt, the wounds, the triggers or understanding, closure) " and No you can't get rid it, you need the Ego but you do need discernment. Because just like A! being algorithm, are you feeding the wounds or healing them) or enlightening them, as in new knowledge to understanding. 

Sorry for errors, I was not going to write this much. 

9/07/26 Intuitive information

This has been delayed because I was not feeling up to it, as I have been processing the fact that I lost 80% of my hair from that allergic reaction to a supplement a few months ago, and looking for employment, as I support this blog solely, and why I chose a life of trauma and why I keep encountering the same obstacles. Along with a power surge that blew out my sound card in my little-over-a-year-old computer, and yes, it was on a surge protector. 

08/21/26

Hearing: Telegraph -not sure of the reference, as there is an online Telegraph News? 

8/22/26

Schism- split between people

Heard - Warlord? 

False flag

8/23/26

Up-tick in Mononucleosis (Mono), again on 8/28/26 because I questioned it, the first time.

Enamored - Natalie Harp - I am not sure if I got this before her strange obsession with the POTUS, as it is public now. 

Heard: 6 years post-COVID? 

8/24/26

I heard: Ok, Governor- with its UK female English accent. 

Greenhouse effect- I believe I have gotten this in the past. 

I heard: Coachella (I have to assume next year, April 2027) since it has already happened this year, or it is a point of reference in time. Since time really does not exist except as a human construct. 

I also find myself arguing in my sleep with someone nightly. 

8/25/26

Video games? Not sure of the reference, other than if you're a parent, you soon learn to regret this: the Xboxes, etc., as you watch your children/or adults lose their shit on game systems. This is where there is some influence to create maybe an illusion by the Military-Industrial Complex. You can Google it. To a perpetual narrative that there is always a war to fight, control, or aliens, not yet public, etc. 

8/26/26

Heard: Seek the Kingdom of God? Apply it as it fits. I am the messenger, and my understanding is that all is of God, regardless of what it looks like. 

So I got an inflection point again; I also got it 4-16-26. I asked for clarification because I got Schism above, both of which seem like a pivotal point without stating what the real meaning is. 

Carnival? I have not received clarity on the use of the reference to Carnival. 

Adaptogenic? 

Anything put in Fear- I heard this as the person who states this in channeling, which is Paul Selig; it seemed like I was sitting in the room with him. (in fully awake state)

8/27/26

The year 2029- 

So I kept hearing and saying: Hello Dolly over and over again. I can't remember if it was before or after Dolly Parton's passing, or if it was an acknowledgement that Dolly was in what you would call home, heaven, and/or not that weird stuff people post is inaccurate about being sacrificed. I even thought it was a song or a play at first, as there is both. * I got some type of tribute, homage, to her and life. 

I am adding this: I got Steady Fresh or StayFresh? ??? Sometimes it is not for me to figure out. 

8/28/29 example: I go to write the date and time, and jump to what I like to say that date. I have gone to appointments on the wrong day, or was it the right day, because it's supposed to be that way. This was before people became walking $ signs. Which reminds me of the song I Am Late, I am late for a very important date, when people are going nowhere. 

8/28/26 real date

Hip don't lie? Not sure if the song, as I heard it as a song clip, or a message. 

I also got the song from The Partridge Family: Come on, get happy- or the guides messing with me, or a true message of nostalgia 

I was watching a video, and I heard that the video in question is not real (can't remember what the video was about). Which I took a stance on, because I was like, can I watch the video without trying to live in what I call a mindpuck, Because, in the true sense of things, we are living a reality that we inhabit in a human form, and part of our consciousness is in it the body- experiencing life and, by soul contract, or soul blueprint, have incarnated into. There is a thought that if I can connect to higher consciousness, I will not experience negative or polarizing experiences when you live on the earth plane for that very purpose, along with the thought that if I vibrated always at love and light, there is also a notion that nothing is going to affect me. There is not one Master teacher who has walked the path of enlightenment, ascension, or otherwise without obstacles. 

I was meditating, and a woman spirit jumped in front of me, as I saw a lot of spirits jump right in front of me in my field of vision. This woman was wearing red and white diamond-patterned clothes like a harlequin. I first thought it was the Joker in a suit of cards or a clown, yet there was no hat. But this very loud outfit, almost proud of it. Message? My guess. I sensed that someone owned this outfit (God bless) and was like Here I am. Not caring one bit about what others thought of it. 

As I have spirit talk to me, not stating who they are, what they want, or that they don't realize they can speak English, I say You can speak English. " I wait, and nothing. As I than can't help them. 

Now I don't call out to spirits, and I don't contact them either. As I don't necessarily believe people who state they are channeling a famous person, one: is that if I am dead I going to the closest person to my family, not a random person. Second: as a person with these abilities, as we all have them, if I state I spoke to a famous person, and I cannot verify without doubt and with certainty that the information can be validated, there is no point. Also, it is not good ethics or practice, since you're dealing with people's emotions and memories. 

 Why I state this: I have been in dreams with people not so famous or had conversations with famous people with no recollection of what took place. I have been to a famous Chinese place around that Avenue of the Stars, watching two people order and eat in the restaurant and questioning, why am I here. I have been to a few other places where I questioned whether can they could see/sense me. This was with guides, not with me asking to be taken to places. 

Also, I don't believe it is a good idea to psychically remote view someone's or anyone's life; that's like having someone come to your home, go through your personal things without you knowing, and invade your psychic space. Now, this can happen if there is agreement between people or on a soul level, still by agreement. Our Government even uses these abilities to locate people or places, and train them/people. You don't like the use of cameras, Flock cameras, so why would you project yourself into someone's psychic space to access information? Do you not realize that privacy is currency at the moment? Even if it is clickbait by a creator or A!, someone is making money. So maybe you should be questioning what purpose does this serves and whether it is for the highest good. 

As I am questioning whether /mine/you/your freedom is on the line. Why do we have all those satellites, EMF, and are now build/ing data centers? To, as an example, We had a partial grid go down this week, and I am an hour or so in all four directions from a city, so as we sat in the dark, with no power, no AC and access to power that run all systems, as people fail to realize that water and plumbing/sewer work are on those system's, will centers continue to function as hundreds of homes have no power? As I watch my cell phone drain being on the charger at the time! And people who need medical equipment and have no backup systems in their homes or apartments for long periods of time. What can people actually do? And not be the overzealous prepper that came in with other lifetimes of trauma, past lifetimes, or planets with civilizations collapsed. Ergo, as the Atlantis example.  This with inflation, housing, and gas surges again: when or what needs to happen at this point.  This I may have to come back to, as I think that these are complex questions and do not have a simple answer.

8/30/26

Song: Turn and Look Away, by Chicago. message 

A wave of heart openings? 

Song: Blinded by the Light - Manfred Mann's Earth Band 

I say random things like: Alarmed and loaded vs locked and loaded

or Ironclad resolve? 

8/31/26 

Hollyweird, AKA Hollywood, CA. 

Arsenic Poison 2x's

9/01/26

Ready Preparedness _heard

9/04/26

Zion? Not sure if car Scion or Zion of other meaning; I did look it up, and I see that there is flooding in the Grand Canyon. Not sure why the guides were making me aware of it, or why the national park would stay open considering the flash flooding it was having. 

Fauci, Fauci, Fauci - As if someone saying are really that dumb? 

Song: Here I Go Again by Whitesnake  

09/05/26

Water will persist- as in flooding and movement.

I also think that there may be something unearthed by Grand Canyon flooding. 

I got Hagwood. 

9/06/26

Rules of engagement - Military? 

Solidarity- 

The saying: not selling a "wolf dressed in sheep's clothing"... metaphor, and bible context.

*I want to note for clarification that some people assume that people who are psychic, intuitive, or medium and channel have all the answers; we don't. Multiple timelines are moving in and out, or occurring at the same time, so for anyone to definitively say xyz is going to happen is only a probability.  The guides don't speak in terms of time, for all is happening at the same time from their point of view. When you focus on the would-have, could, and shoulds is a limitation to the present moment, as the future has not happened and the past is as likely as a minute ago. They ask that you take the information in, sit with it, digest it, explore it, discern it. That is all. 

I will give an example: You, as a spirit/soul in a human body, have an entire soul history out side of the life that you current know; you were born with a birth chart, with alignment to planets, birth family, and into an ancestry, with soul contracts to what you would learn, experience in this lifetime, and express as a personality; you have conceive ideas based what you have learned so far or not, as you only know what know. If you knew the probability of every event to come and go, the likelihood is that the experience would not be experienced without soul growth or understanding. You came to grow your soul and in wisdom, not to be petulant (someone who is childishly sulky, bad-tempered, or easily annoyed, especially over small and unimportant things. [1, 2, 3]). All growth is growth, none the wiser. 

Sorry if there is any errors, as it is doing weird stuff while typing it. As I write it old-school and type it up, more information comes in.  

8/22/26 Intuitive and Me

I am going to stop writing:  heard, hear, saw, see, smell, sleep, (taste) unless it is directly from the guides. These are all basic current clairvoyance that are known or discussed. Not widely discussed in telepathy: bilocal, OBE/astral travel, Blending (not sure of the technical term). In shamanism, there is a soul journey where two people or more can enter other space-time, maybe, and be the observer of the past life or, as you see in your mind what they are also encountering; not sure if there is a term for this either, as well as dream walking.  These things that I have experienced, and never trained for, along with what I believe is remote viewing. Some of this overlaps in verbiage: OBE/Astro, dream walking, maybe bilocal too, soul journey, and remote viewing. 

 8/14/26

Web Weaver song? or Hawkwind Band- message maybe 

* I previously wrote about a rat-tail haircut; I also got a sweatshirt with cut-off sleeves. I was not sure if the two were connected. - I believe if someone is reading this, it is connected to them. Am I completely sure? No, because people make claims about their relatives, but it can be about more than just one person with this description. It would be a black sweatshirt. 

8/16/26

Romania 

Something Paramount? Important

8/17/26

Lake Titicaca 

A Substrate - ie: layer of the planet: dirt, rock, sediment (this word has multiple meanings) 

United Kingdom (saw it as UK)

8/18/26

True crimes - not sure of use, as in a true crime, crimes against humanity, a show, or otherwise.

Unpenned - not written down; stories, poem, not confined? 

ET- not the movie

Recently I had what I believe was an experience of being on the deck of a UFO, AFO, spaceship where I witnessed the blackness and stars through a large window. Not a NASA  spaceship- nothing in comparison.  If you watched S4 - not even close to it. 

Does it scare me? No humans scare me. 

I also had a dream that I was leaving and walking away from multiple different beings/ET's; not one looked like the other. 

8/19/26 

Judge Meyer? 

Smelled wood smoke; I know that there are fires all over the planet, both natural and manmade. These disasters will continue until we stop destroying the planet and learn to work together. Includes Water, earthquakes, volcanoes, mudslides, natural, man-made- anything that could be conceived as an act of God, yet not God. As the planet has always gone through changes and will continue to do so. 

8/20/26

Effigy- ie; a mock dummy, model, or sculpture that looks like a person (protest maybe) 

8/21/26

Before waking: "medicine" changing ( not indicated how) 

Yesterday saw the word Peter Salt- not sure if it's a person or my guides/ me being dyslexic at times, and it is Petre Salt, which is a compound in food, pyrotechnics, fertilizer, and explosives. I have a theory on dyslexia, and it is my theory is not supported by anything valid. That our natural ability is to be a telepath, mind-to-mind, heart-to-heart, and we spent more time off-planet than on, or it is soul choice, and it can be childhood trauma/accident to the brain, etc.  But like anything in life, we deem it as bad, wrong, not the right way by ourselves or told we're different, or something wrong with you. Show me a person perfect, and I will show you a lie. 

8/22/26

So I was scrolling and looking at Images of YT creators, not their titles, but the images seem comical or strangely distorted. This is not looking/listening at the actual content, but at the visual graphs of what is presented. This is not all videos, but enough to question its use. I am not even sure I am explaining this correctly, like a bad book cover photo, movie cover, or what. To question: is there a filter, overlay, A!, or editing that is making it look unnatural? I am just observing it and questioning whether it is being used to confuse the eyes, and you can't tell the real from the fake. I wrote about this before. Where humanity will need to challenge what they are witnessing, hearing, and viewing with tech and A! I want to use the word simulation, but a complex concept that I don't completely understand, to even write about it. 

This is, of course, is based solely on the fact that many are always on their devices. A! and algorithms have been used longer than we think, as they are presented. Along this line of thought, I question even more today than before the many presenters of spiritual teaching, because everyone seems to have their own way of explaining the hows and what is going to happen, most of which I have never gotten, as in events.  This is me and not the guides, as I am always the skeptic, and  I  am always questioning the material and what people say, and what the guides say, always. I, for one, have not walked the loving, blissful path but rather into ugly things. To question whether it is the soul blueprint, belief, or trauma. To what the hell am I really doing at this point? Where is it going, because I have no intention at this point for this work. 

As in, I just got me Schism- split or division between people. It is one of the reasons that I define here.

Why I was given it is questionable because I don't think people are unified collectively, and not sure humanity is even capable of it, to be honest. I even argue this in my sleep at this point, to whomever, or whatever. To question my own walk through life: why I choose what I have? In reality, people make decisions on what they do or don't know, and I am not an expert in any of it and will never claim that I do, for I am always looking for answers to life, in my personal life, and whether I will be doing this work next week or next month. 

I created this Blog because the information was bigger than me, and that I knew that if only one person understood what I was writing, that they would not feel crazy, overwhelmed, or just wtf in a world that has no idea who they are. As I given a image a droplet, my image is bigger;  that of a droplet (the size of a nickel) has more love in it, as in you are love, and is more valuable than all the gold in the world. That, as a childhood trauma taught me, what I thought, or think, or even said was not important enough to express who I was. This is my trauma, as a person of few words unless it has a point to convey. I may be oversharing at this point. But why not! I can't pretend that I have the answers, only more questions, as a student of life. 

As in, my over-independence and needy, are recent additions to my growing shadows work that show blind spots, from childhood of not feeling safe to the love-fear dynamic via attachment to parents who, by the way, grew up with the same love-pull-fear of the past. This is why living in a world that is safe versus one of fear, when so much more can be achieved. No, the name of the game is fear, from parents to you to your children, etc.. Keep you in fear to control your mind, from devices to your perception of people. Rightfully, so some people are nuts. When people mirror the darkness of the past through the eons of time, playing the part and showing where we are misguided. Maybe the battle is not with the outside world, but within us. Conditioned by the external world to believe that we are not as powerful beings, but mere ferals without the thought to reflect or project higher wisdom, for we don't seek it by questioning our own beliefs. 

Side note: I previously wrote about A! and, liking it to the dot-com bubble, I want to clarify that I don't see it going away- one that assists and the other to manipulate- by itself, which can and will integrate itself in 3-5 years; roughly could be sooner.  Like anything on this planet, we either use it or abuse it. Since we live on the planet of polarity, the question is often: at what point does it end? One that grows or one of control. 

Heard Bifurcation - splitting or dividing a single body, line, or process into two branches. 

I am again questioning the guide's use of the word. I may have to come back to this at another point. Because it indicated separation, yet it does not explain what exactly it is, as we don't live on a unified planet. We are already separated by so many things to even mention. 

Oh, this too: Bulk buying, burning books, and A! I like books and don't like knowing that they we're destroying them to feed a machine, much like the many times the Library of Alexandria has been destroyed. This is why our real history and soul feel a disconnection; not that you can never be disconnected, even in death. Well, for the people who think that they cash in, Karma, karma, karma. Universal laws - cause and effect. No deed or action goes unnoticed. This is another example of Power from the past, present, to future that dictates what is controlled by the few and not the masses. History repeating itself. 

8/15/26 What if A!

 What if A! video takes over YouTube, or any platform? How to tell (YT only). If you click on it and it does not have an AI icon already, and you're not sure if it is real, click on the creator's name and see when the account open date is and the number of videos. Any creator/s will tell you that 57 videos in 30- 60 days, or even fewer videos, is improbable based on the upload time for the creation of it without a team of people. I am not writing to create fear but awareness. That many of A! videos, whether there are true creators behind them or not,  are not doing any real work other than pulling data, whether it is true or not. And because humans don't have a level of awareness or discernment, and it is not necessary being objective or analytical, by truly questioning the material presented.  And the genre does matter. What is more disturbing is that A! videos are generating money on views, whether by people, bots, or Google itself. Who is to say, really, what is what? Kinda like a bank paying itself for itself. We are already seeing fake videos of big creators falling into this as they are superimposed onto the images, putting their means and credentials at risk, by a fake persona of other people's work. 

 This is my thought, not based on any psychic information but on observation of what I see happening.  

In the past, I have written something along these same lines about fake images, via media, news, etc. Whether humanity would have to learn to tell the difference between fake images, much like fake news. I am going to forecast something: what big tech does realize at some point, they will also not be needed. Like the dot-com bubble before it, it will pop! 

8/15/26, 8/05/26 Intuitive information

 8/03/26

Hearing: We're Not Going to Take It- by Twisted Sister - this is a message. 

Because I questioned it against people being fed up, and was told it is a message. 

Heard:  Donald Trump? 

Saw the words Polish, German? 

8/04/26

Heard: Trombone? Several times.

Heard:.... Something like cross the Mississippi? There is a song by Eddie Rabbit??

Heard: Entropy - I've gotten this before; not sure if the reference is for thermodynamics

Hearing: Sonar- not sure if it is naval or air ( I sensed it as a Submarine)

Image/Dream: Two people- one realizes that someone has thrown coins in the grass and is picking them up. Maybe it's a child who thought they hit the jackpot. Message, maybe as in a memory. 

8/05/26

The names: Darnell and Desmond; not sure if it's the same spirit speaking or two individual people. I tell the spirits that without validation of something, they are just names, which is not always helpful, because people want to know that loved ones are ok. In fact, they are better than ok. 

8/15/26 It has been a rough two weeks with the Lion gate and eclipse energy. 

Heard: Finding your true north- metaphor as in looking within yourself and questioning what you believe, regardless of outside conditions. Not what others have said or claim, as in being normalized, and question everything. 

8/07/26 

Aperture- I believe this is a metaphor. I suggest looking it up, as it is outside of the reference of a camera; for this is like walking around with blinders on and not seeing the bigger scope of things. This is not being solely focused on the doom and gloom of things, as they are not as they appear. 

8/08/26

Heard: Something unprecedented? 

Heard: Rat Tail- I don't think this is a physical rat tail, more like a haircut that something would have had. As in, remember when had that rat tail. Message

08/09/26

Heard: Borano or Borama? Boramo is in Somalia/Ethiopia

Heard: Apogee- highest point in orbit, and earth where an object like the moon or satellite is from the planet. 

I have previously spoken about the movement of people (not by the act of war) invading and straining other countries; I have gotten follow the money. Meaning that these organized events. 

8/10/26

Storm Sitter

The Unspoken One- What we refer to as God? Not Jesus, not Buddha, not Krishna..the One above, no other. Why I got this is a whole other question. 

I heard it about to AMP up? 

8/11/26

Sleep cells

Something Military

Göbekli, Turkey

Heard: Float like a butterfly and sting like a bee? Famous quote, a message, 

8/12/26

Sang- not a name, ?? 

Heard: Let Freedom Ring- this is a faith song- maybe a message. I kept hearing it over and over- Let Freedom Ring. I was like, what the pickle against what is happening out in the world, when trying to stay grounded in neutral and as an observer.  

Artemis? 

8/14/26

Lake effect

Central Bank, aka the Federal Reserve. 

8/05/26 Intuitive information - Faith over Fear

 7/29/26

Heard Sistine Basilica = this is the third time.

7/30/26, 8/01/26

Heard- Higher Love - Steve Winwood - 

I saw it as a word:  Telluride? Not sure if it's the City or vehicle? 

Hearing- Star Wars - here we come!

Hearing: Something between Gemini? Stars, or the Zodiac Sign - 

Heard: Disambiguate - meaning to remove confusion, unclear words, phrases, or ideas, to make it easy to understand. 

Heard: the theme song for Star Trek - It's a Strange New World, the original.  

8/02/26

Heard: Ionosphere- upper part of the Earth's atmosphere, an electrically charged region. (Earth Grid? )

Heard: European? 

Dreamtime- right before waking, I was shown a car, not a truck or SUV, that was candy apple red, looking like Medium size car with the words Raidrs, Raids on the sides of it. I thought it was an EMS emergency vehicle. I also thought it was connected to the Raiders football team, but their colors are black and silver.

Heard: Tales of Two Cities - Charles Dickens, "Paris and London", French Revolution. ??? 

Heard -Nikola Tesla? His work? 

Heard: Poas - 2x's Volcano

Book the cross my path: Treasure Islands: Tax Havens and the Men who Stole the World

Hearing release what you have.