06-29-25 Seek the Higher Road

Imagine waiting for 50+ years for something people are now experiencing or trying to experience. I have never had to work at my gifts. It is as natural as breathing. People have all these techniques, or rituals that you need to do, to remember that you are love and that came from love. And Yes, the world does not seem like it in so many ways. Believe I know I have met them or witnessed them, and or observed them. I have had so many barriers that I often wonder why I would ever choose the things that I have. The concept of love and that everything was thought, is something that I knew as a child and forgotten along the way. I lost sight of it not because I wanted to, but because that is and was not my experience. 

People have long forgotten who they are at the core. I understand because I was there myself. When day after day you're just surviving or to fit in or gain the material wealth that you were taught to be successful or that life is this need to constantly fill our homes, or accounts, to be seen as worthy of being seen. When none of that matters. So we can show off what we own to others and achieve things that feed the ego and not our hearts. I get it, we need material items to live and think that it is progress of achievements and goals. But in the end, you leave with what you came in with. 

They say wisdom and knowledge are gained through experience and it defines us, in more ways than most. Every hurt and pain that still lingers, cuts just as much as the day that it happens. Even when you work on why or how it happens. The mind lingers in the memories that we should have known differently or made a different decision. Yet, in the moment there are times when there is only one choice, and for better or worse we took that risk, hoping for a better outcome. And we can't see where it will lead us and wonder am I doing the right thing. Making choices to save my family and myself from people or the world that has lost sight of the love that they are. We are either loved by our families or not in a way that we truly felt seen. I learned that it is not their fault per se. Our families have been broken for a very long time, most of which is from fear to survival. 

Our histories the world over show of the need for control or power or greed. That the person who holds the most is the one in control. When the true soul sees that all is not necessary, that we don't need to live in or of poverty, or a constant success or failure that has been told to us that unless do certain things we will inherit little to nothing, learning nothing from the past. When great minds had or have the ability to see beyond that trees. Constantly told we are the problem and while certain interests decide the fate of a person or country or state. We hope and pray that those who represent us honor their oaths and vows and stand with the people. We can name the ones in our own lives who didn't. The ones that helped us or the ones who took us to our knees. 

I have stood by listening and hearing the stories of so many or had experiences that are so distressing that I can't even understand what I am observing whether it is dreamtime, in person, or as a witness and observer. Wondering where the hell am I here for at the time. We call ourselves humans and at the cost of what, we know the truth of who we are. But are we behaving as humans with the intelligence of our hearts and souls? We become reactive to someone has to be the villain and savior. Verses being divine beings on planets that have the ability to build a new, again and again. We have already experienced so much and we really can keep destroying ourselves, for the body will pass and we get to do it again, all because could not stop for a moment and think there has to be a better way without destroying ourselves. 

How many times can you or we follow a path that leads no-where? More people die to line other's pockets. We make people jump hoops to have a home, or food, and medical bleeds, as food, water, and air are being poisons. Apparently, sickness is wealth and the sicker the better. *This is not where I expected this writing to go. There is always a choice. How you make those choices begins with you. You chose the strife or find the love and compassion to forgive and work towards something so much greater. We leave you this day for now. 

I was going to write without great detail about the many who tried to stop me from believing that we live a different way. Turn them into them for their own pain, fear, and distrust. I waver and wonder if anything is changing. I deal with difficult people and it is not even remotely connected to a spiritual context. Yet, everything is spiritual. People tend to think that it is religious, it is known that all is God, as well as yourself. 

Some will say it the planets, geometry, energy, vibration, consciousness, vibe - it all the same thing. Just syntax. 

06-26-25 Intuitive Information (a little long) fix

 The following is going backwards because  I have been getting information, without   explanations, I define some of them.  Along with technology issues.  

6-26-25 Leider,   German and British for unfortunately and   regrettably    

City of Angels (song or Movie)? Not sure  

6-25-25 L'amour - To make love or Love  

Mitochondria- Cell's powerhouse  

6-24-25 Summation - to add to together

The name Dominique both on the 6/17/25, 6/24/25 - meaning of the name- of the lord ( I am not aware of knowing a Dominique. This belongs someone or a blog reader. 

6/23/25 - hearing let the games begin? 

Numerical code - I don't know if just numbers and characters or type of activation

heard- Good, the bad and ugly- refers to life is not just black and white. 

A white whale- metaphor for a relentless problem that may be impossible to solve, or goal or attain. This has no reference point, directly. 

6/20/25 heard institution or restitution? 

Woke up hearing San Pedro and 80,000 ft. Down, is it California or another San Pedro?

Gale force Winds

6-19-25 Saw the word propaganda ? 

I saw and got a wrinkle in time - this is a movie remade a few times, I am not sure if it relates to Tesseract or bending time space. A tesseract or hypercube is cube with a cube. You have to look it up for better understanding. I think it is about space-time travel. 

I heard The Temple of Amenti or the halls of Amenti- This has multiple interpretations. As a side note that Universe does always use words, they use symbols and images. I tend to think that as soul embodied in the human body, we have trigger words that are meant to be look at, or to think about or investigated. When I got the Temple of Amenti, I went looking for a video and saw this book in someone video. I decided to google, the book is called - Etidorpha by John Ure Lloyd and I was trying see if there was connect to Thoth. Since I don't think I have ever read anything on it.  I have not finished reading, it yet. 

This book is quite old and has interesting things in it about secret society and how to alter a person appearance. This book references back into history. These secret society were for men only, generally. Cutting out that the females are the counterpart to the male, we are seen as less than through the fall of many civilization's. 

I don't follow every thing that guides give me, because there only so much time in a day. I already many books, quite frankly running out room for them. I was not given a book specifically. 

cont. 6/19/25 heard Liverpool

Song: Wide open

heard Cape Town? Africa 

6-18-25 I heard F-up William - ? said as I wrote it. is this personal to a reader? 

Woke up saw name- Vern Malone? or Maone ? 

heard NJ17 - news station, road, news channel ? 

the name Dominique (this list above too) means belonging to the Lord. 

I had a dream: now in the dream I got Limerick Inn and I had man yelling at me about something, that i have no idea, about what. Again this could be personal to a reader of this Blog. I am not sure is it connected to England, Ireland or  Limerick, Pa. or another Limerick in the world. 

6-16-25 I keep find water on the floor for several days and even the carpet seems wet a time. This could be water and a leak for someone else or water is emotions and floor or carpet is foundation. Now if we zoom out and look at the world from above emotions are high, all over the place, because stuff is coming up that been hidden and foundations are structures, building, systems, government, banking, etc.  The way things have been done within establish systems, which are broken and been functional on band-aids.  I also was told that universe speaks in symbols, I argued back that not true, because I have channeled and get entire messages. Again not sure of context, take what applied, throw the rest out. 

I heard the late Danny Glover- (currently he is alive, so not sure what this is about) 

Seed of Bitterness- refers to anger, resentment, unforgiveness, negative emotions.  This has multiple definitions and not sure of the reference. I suggest looking it for yourself and where it applied, because most people on the world need to work through this at some point, or globally realize that we all live on the same planet, as with each other and really question within yourself are we really different from one or the another. 

I saw Aprilcorn vs Capricorn ? My guess is this inside joke for someone. 

6-15-25 Here is a mantra: Angels help me, heal me, ground me, clear me, guide me, lift me and love me. 

6-14-25 I was shown image of a wound center, business office and hospital, not sure - could be personal or for someone or something else. 

*** this going in date order*** 

5-28-25 I kept hearing I am Todd Sweeney- multiple times. Is it the movie- hope not, There is reference to a Flying Squad in London for Special crimes units- Not exactly sure what trying to explain. 

5-29-25 Splitting hairs- metaphor- multiple meanings - not sure what the guides are reference.

I got The Big short- this is a movie - I suggest watching - As many of people in spiritual have gotten this same or similar information of the financial crash for years or a different view would be the rebuilding of outdated structures.  People fear why? because your raise to Fear from parents, society and it is program embedded in the psyche, until people truly questions their fears around money and material items (in excessiveness), which is lack of, by questioning what was I taught about money, parents, grandparents, society, hierarchy, etc. Going into what are you not safe and protected from, it all about self. This maybe a carry over from this life, another life, another planet or civilization. 

I heard - When the planet stood still? this a metaphor - but I suggest looking it up for your own reference, because has multiple meanings, like 9/11 or covid when the everything in world shut down or very real WW3, which been prophesized, because We as planet have learned nothing about War and own histories that it does solves problems.  There a movie similar to it, but again not sure. 

5-30-25 Not sure what this means - Dark blue dress, folded and scarf off to the side. Shimmers or sparkles, in both. They both are laying on a bed. Oh, the bed made, where someone has taken the time to make the bed. You all know your own bed. 

5-31-25 I woke up to Shaman. I previously written about Shaman. I keep hearing it and keep tells the guides send them to me, because there are a lot people calling themselves shaman, when a tradition shaman/ or woman or your soul, from another time was one that has sat and taught by a elder of indigenous tribe and or was been recognized by a community that it a calling of yours. Any study of Shaman is world over, all countries have them. 

Something about once in a life? no idea. 

The name Benson? 

6-1-25 I had a vision of Dragons- returning (this is not fear base so don't take that way)

hearing the Ancient ones - I got this several years ago and now twice with a month time. If  you have done any study or just thought about the question is earth the only planet with life? and maybe the earth 250+ millions years old and not what taught us. 

6-3-25 Something about Ancient Orchid? Ok, I was also shown an image of uterus, symbolic, metaphor, the divine female ( this not about male or female) because you have been both sex and genderless. 

I am throwing this in here - in dream time I was talking to a blond being - Don't believe in Aliens that is ok, I had never questioned either, because of the program. Yet, have ever thought about how many movies, commercials, programs, Yt videos, famous paints, etc.. You get the point. Even on Sesame street, google Big bird and or Martians on sesame street. You been silently programmed, Sigmund and sea monster, lost in space, Land of the lost, Witch Mountain, etc.. Maybe we all aliens and not about border. Why certain powers keep trying so hard to get to another planet. Hilter's Bell. That stuff exist already.

side note: silent and Listen are same word per the guides. 

6-4-25 No idea what this is - yellow, women, retro moped, murdered for it, hit on the back of the head? 

Word Adversarial -means conflict or opposition, confrontational, hostile, aggressive and argumentative. 

hearing - never supposed to live this way? 

Collapse and change coming - 

I was shown a H type electric power pole White, it falls down or it was hit by something, if I was standing there looking at it, there is old stone type bridge, underpass to the left of it. 

06/05/25  heard Apparatus? I have not gotten what it is exactly. There multiple meaning. 

heard All bets are off? 

I heard Esolier- I googled old French for student or Scholar? 

I also saw a tunnel coming forth and forward. I was not really clear when I wrote this down. Was it a wormhole or the tunnel you see when some people pass-over not really sure. 

6-6-25 Keystone? no idea - my inquiry: a key, a stone, a capstone like the pyramids, masonic keystone like in DC. I have never been to DC, not sure where. I did have a series of days where I would see them odd places. I would watch movie I see the symbolism, I would be driving and on a car tag or sticker, building. I think I wrote about. 

6-6-25 Is when water start showing on the floor. It was not a lot of water, just enough to wet your sock, more than if you wash your hands and it dripped on the floor. This odd even now. 

China? 

heard Deutsh ____? German for people ? 

6-07-25 Hearing the song - The sound of Silence by disturbed.. maybe personal for someone. If not, I suggest reading the lyrics. 

Sacred geometry ... ? Do you know sacred and Scared- same word just spelled different. 

Electrodes ? 

I saw the word snake bite ? 

Bourgeois ( boor zhwah) French - something bourgeois -upper class, snooty, superiority, etc.

Ok, now I got glycogen- no idea why? either someone is ill that I know or something else. I gotten hospital, wound care, electrodes, glycogen, etc.. 

I manifested a cotter pin ? Wtf. I was trying to think of way fix something with the sink plunger. I was thinking put one of those pins in it. I go to store for something else, and I look down in the parking lot, and in front of me is a cotter pin. I was like you can send a cotter pin but not a move me or job or one of many big things on wish list. 

I saw A dancing crow- So I been going outside early in the morning, and I happen to be in parking lot and I watching the birds and crows and here comes this happy go lucky crow and does you know that side kick when click feet. Had I not seen for myself would have said what the pickle. 

I heard - let the games begin. I could written twice or it was given two times. 

Edit: added I forgot to add this where as I am seeing commercials with other people's faces rendered on top someone else's body on YT. These people who have millions of followers or not just in the US. Not sure if happening other platforms, too. But did a write few blogs back not being able see the picture altered or changed. 

6-08-25 I got OZ again and The crack. I wrote back on 6/23/23 about Oz and curtain 

So if you been following the Monolith that keep showing up and our governments keep making them disappear. I got they collect data when they started - it was recently confirm by a another channel that they are in fact collecting data about the environment and humanity and no they not from this planet and not are not here to harm us. 

6-9-25 Dreamtime -  a blond, a racer car driver, a (lye or Lie)? not sure if lye or lie? I wrote Lye. 

I was shown a house the front door is open, there dry wall, patches on the wall and white building, cabinet against the wall on the right wall?

I heard Triple Goddess- meaning Divine female the maiden, the mother and crone- recurring Archetype. Multiple meanings, suggest looking up because most female by gender go through this even adoption, they are the giver of life. 

I got popcorn, I thought I wrote about when the guides said get your popcorn out and enjoy the show like a movie. This of course making reference to the crack in hidden stuff. I don't pay much attention any of it because I can't fix or control, so why get worked up over clearly something out of my control. This is not for lack of empathy or compassion, there plenty days that I overwhelmed by it all. 

6-10-25 A Being, one was light lavender and another darker purple - no idea just walking towards the front door. 

I got 2030, 2040 and now up 2050- I previously written about - you can put them in the search bar, if like. 2030 is long, and because I write and don't recall what is says or unless the guides give me key word I forget to look, unless I look at my own work.  I just can't remember everything that I have been given. 

6-11-25 A container with no lid, glass jar, a red towel for several minutes and silver color...?  

Hearing heaven is on earth.

6-12-25 Pull the weeds- metaphor- suggest looking up, see how it relates. 

I wrote psychic, physics, physically, as word play - they are similar for the exception of few letters.. Not sure what guides were directing me too. I was calling a neighbor psycho because sometimes I feel like I live in crazytown. Where people lack thinking skills, and all has stopped functioning. This where people park in middle road or parking lot and just stay there, or they forget that have traffic lanes and lines for a reason and parking lot is not the highway. As they race through the parking for what exactly, was it necessary for you to really almost killing someone or hit someone car. Apparently people forget they are driving 4-6 tons machine that can kill. 

I got aspen tree- symbolism - I suggest looking it up because it means something different to everyone. 

6-13-25 I heard metropolis - not sure of significance because that are several in Us alone. (Note this is prior to LA) situation. Notably, people outside of the US:  New York is, Los Angeles LA, Miami, DC- District of Columbia Washington, Chicago, Houston, Dallas, Austin, Boston, Philadelphia, Las Vegas. I am sure there are others. These are the Most Common ones. 

Treasure Trove ? is normally a collection of valued things? I am not sure of guides reference here because it is individualized. 

6-13-25 Get ready to rumble - metaphor or maybe about creator of the catchphrase Michael Buffer. Not really sure and I gotten this terminology before. I used the catchphrase before and you have to put in the search bar, because it could apply and something could happen and I don't cross-check it. 

I saw a very large dragonfly- now dragonfly morph from one species to a whole being. Which humanity is experiencing on a global scale. Just like dust, you have to move the dust during cleaning. So the world's stuff can change, grow and adapt. As with all things Dragonfly totem are open to multiple meanings, this where you have to google, because humans don't have one universe meaning - we need 20 ketchup bottles all pretty much with same ingredients in it, so will dragonfly meaning. 

I also have a leprechaun ( I think) from time to time speak to me, and just pops in and says Top of the morning to you (me). Same voice, same energy. 

So I have odd or strange dreams- this just happen in last few days. I think I hitch-hiking on a space ship, where there different species I saw a ladybug creature the size of horseshoe crab. It was blue with two head and two set of eyes and it could divide itself, and what look like a cobra snake that was ribbon colored with all these bright colors and moved in and out of itself. Then another being that kept touching my arm and told it to stop and boundaries dude, which is a word that I would normally use. There was also several levels and ladder and cardboard and I ask about  the four levels and told we not allow down there because that non-friendly creatures are kept. Then I woke up. 

This morning I was with two different being one glittery, I did see this one I felt them. The other was pale and they had this black and cream skins and apparel. Not scales, could have been but not on the face, it a shimmer, it was not human in sense of the human, was not creepy. Then I woke up. I said I don't like call them Aliens or ET, I heard they are family.  

6-2-25 Psychic Space

 As a psychic do I have a right to access psychic information on anyone? NO, just like personal boundaries this is my space and that is your space and my head space, or tapping people's energy. These people claiming to remote view, psychically access people's consciousness, and then putting it out on the internet, without approval, is no different from data mining people's personal information (thanks to the guides for bringing this up).

Governments around the world have done this to access information or people. It is no secret look for it. It is on YouTube or websites. China, Russia, US going back 60+ years. If you have watched any responsible Psychic or Medium, they get permission. They say I have so and so here. I have hearing the name, or I am seeing yada yada. You go to see one, you go via appointment, event, etc. You have agreed to be there. Clients agree or accept that so and so is bringing information to them. 

No reputable Psychic or medium or channel will give out information without consent. I have spirits come to me, off and on and I tell them I don't know who you be long too. I don't look for their family, and I don't give out information with approval from family or friends unless directed to. You should not even do it for family, your child/ren, or friends without direct permission. This is part of the Laws of the Universe- Universal Laws. Everything has a cause and effect, karma baby. You wish karma on people, but never stop to consider that karma that you created in this life or another. That stuff will be rebalanced. 

Now not all is not karma, could be a soul agreement with another human to experience, certain aspects of something.  I am hearing that some people you don't want to be in their headspace. I have previously written about telepathy, and telepathic and questioned it with the guides when people don't know their own thoughts from others and other beings. 

(me) Talking to the guides Needs a longer explanation, but for right now bring it to the attention because we used to lock people up, history is loaded the examples of wars against humanity, we have wars now on the planet and what is possible for humanity, we still have modern-day witches, just not from trees or wooden posts, now we just drug them, or publicly criticize them.   Currently, the mental Health industries is an 11.73 Billion dollar industry, as 2024. When we are not conscious of the things we can affect. Since we are not taught to watch our thoughts or mine our words. The old saying have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all. There is more to this conversation that is needed but We/I will keep it brief. 

I want to make something clear, if think something is off with your own Children/child, with children it should be questioned, unless medical - this is where knowing self comes into play, you using intuition, etc. No one is born without it. Even trees and animals have intuition. 

06/01/25 My Rant

 I should call this how my life was destroyed by spirituality and parapsychology. So I am sitting here getting annoyed by the fact that I am being guided to shamanism, I am like why? And why now? People should understand that the beginnings of a spiritual awakening will break you in ways that you can't even conceive of, and does not just happen once, it will again, again. Had I had any idea what that would in entail I would not have pursued it. I would have gone about my life. Healing it as it arises. I hear other people saying they have been doing this for 5 years, 8 years, and 30 years. 

This has been a lifelong process of 50 years for me, way before I even realized it. I am often asked to write a book. Well, my book would be several thousand pages long by now. I was experiencing things long before it was the in things to do. I stop calling myself any of the terminology that is being used to define spirituality. And what it is exactly. The thing is everything is spiritual and consciousness. And my soul, as well your soul came to play in the earth school of polarity. 

One could say that we don't live a more spiritual or love-based existence because generations after generations from parents to grandparents, and far back have lived out of alignment with ourselves, the environment, and the universe. We came to change it, but the process is slow. If and when you awaken up from your own stupor you find things you have been lied too. You will see just how dysfunctional things are and people, well that is another story. Navigating the world is difficult and you will realize why you fell asleep to begin with. I  do not believe that we all came in anesthetized or moreover amnesia that is explained by many teachers.

I see a lot of fakes selling cure-all, for what you are and how to become enlightened. The fact is that you are already enlightened at a soul level. That love is your essence. There is nothing else. There are only two things that allow you to believe that you are otherwise, one is other people and disregard for others, to have your own thoughts and your own mind. Believing that you are not of God, source, universe, and not questioning for yourself ???

Since you have been told who you should be for your entire life, versus learning who you are, having been told who you should be or become or whatever directive has been enforced into a program of disillusion that you less than what is actually, possible. (I should mention yes, there are feats beyond human perception, but like anything, you can't give tools to just anyone) that is why there is a statement with power, comes with responsibility. 

Now I question this so-could awakening from the standpoint that everyone will be a healer, shaman, channel, psychic, or one of the many avenues to clear the fog of perception. I don't read tarot so I am not putting it here, and my thought now on tarot is that it is a tool, but it can be disempowering too, because you are giving your power away to someone else by not doing the work on yourself.  

When I was told that it will not be necessary in the future, since "all" already are their own healer, psychic, channels, etc.  And I am thinking who is going to do all the other activities that are required of one on earth to live, if all walking around healing other people?  I perhaps am playing devil's advocate here. The devil does not exist and the devil backwards is lived. Also, the body is a symbol of the cross with exceptions and those exceptions are other souls/spirits with what are considered to have limitations, which is just to say that you don't need an entire body to be a source of love. (hearing add the Da Vinci depiction of Vitruvian Man and Fibonacci sequence) Not sure why. 

God, the source, knows no limitation, we are only limited by ourselves and the framework that has been presented to us. Einstein said imagination is everything, we limit ourselves because of other people, to doing it to ourselves. Having others tell us that there are limits to what we can do. And I am not saying that I mastered it, because had I, there would not be a need for me to be here on the planet at this time. I hear all kinds of rambling on the internet about this, or that, hell in hand basket, it is the worst that it has ever been, etc.

 Yet, if we are the true masters, creators, and infinite beings, nothing is inconceivable, we can imagine a different world.  Hell, the internet did not exist in the way it does now, 30-plus years ago, that we are aware of.  Why there is ancient technology that exists all over the world waiting to be discovered or already available and we are told otherwise because they say we can't handle the truth. A bunch of BS to keep us asleep.  

I believe that there is been technology long before now that has existed and most don't realize that we are also technology in motion. No, we are not a machine, though some people function as a machine. We are organic beings with a consciousness able to perceive beyond the five senses. Indigenous people have been doing it for centuries and what do we do, we eliminate people for what we can not validate. Artists, music, art, builders, and even technology, are created every day and they see what we can't always see for ourselves. Yet, life is a work of art, and whether it is for control, greed, power, manipulation, or the fact that we tell ourselves that we are disempowered by the fear of whoever told you or yourself, that it is wrong to believe differently is personal deep dive. 

When everything is built by thought and consciousness, which is the same thing. We enjoy labeling things because it separates and puts things in categories, to build theories upon much like Descartes' did and tried to do to show a relationship, because we can't get past our ego or judgments, that it is or we could all be equal in the greater scheme of things. Mastery is what exactly, do we really believe that in one lifetime we could master being a human, so of course we come back multiple times or thousands of lifetimes, to understand what it means to be human in a body or on any one planet. We judge what we don't understand because we have limited ourselves by other people's thinking minds. 

It is not completely our fault because we agreed to play the I don't know the game and forget our origins and quite frankly it is not taught or has been hidden for good reason, which I don't completely understand and don't know if I will ever even understand why I chose the things in my own life up to this point. As I listen to A's listers of spiritual teachers out there, talking whatever, and what they are saying at this point and that by following them or this that you will be enlightened in 4 days, or week is far from the truth. 

When traversing the spiritual journey, walking the path or just trying to be human, know that there is no quick fix. Most teachers - real teachers will not offer a quick fix or guarantee that you will achieve anything, because if that reason behind doing any of it, you will be grossly let down and more so because you expect an outcome of some sort. I was told that I would be famous and asked why. I never dreamed of it, nor do I want it.  That is ego-driven and if my ego is about survival, which is more of my truth to this response, yes then it is.  I have been shown a choice of events that could happen in my life should I decide to leave this planet. 

But I also learned that it is easy to leave versus staying on the planet to see what is going to happen and the changes. As for information about what will happen or the coming changes, I am in a fog as to what will be happening and when things will happen, and honestly it does not matter to me because that is placing awareness in the future, instead of being present now in this moment.  If I have not already written it down or in a previous writing, we constantly moving in and out of of things, even moment to moment. 

What I was shown a few years back and I am not sure of it, is that there are multiple timelines and at some point, they converge. Is it in my lifetime? That is a very good question. If I base it on what I experience in my daily life I would say there is a lot of work that people need to do, on themselves. As with most humans, I am walking through life, in the thick of it and questioning it as I go about my life. Which I learned that unless directed to and for the stake of mind keep to myself because I am not here to fix or heal you. You are your own healer or enemy. Welcome to the paradox of you being everything and nothing at the same time. 

side note: I watch a very few tarot readers, not for the reading, for their wisdom and insight, and story telling. These are people who are actively healing themselves. I see readers that like cheap wine, you want the buzz without knowing what your drinking. 

06/01/25 My story - My psychic Life

People are always asking for or to do a book and what most don't know I have written two! One is lost in my computer or on a drive and I have no idea at this point still exists. I started an outline today when I should be paying the bills. It is listed under these dates. At this point, I don't know if I am repeating myself or if I am replaying the story and events over, and over again looking to solve basic problems or processing the trauma around it. My Psychic life is roughly until 2013 and maybe I will jump to 2013 on the outline. 

My Psychic Life 10/19/2019, 

3/10/2020, 

6/03/2020 and 

01/16/2021 - 

08/08/2023 marked 7/23/23

why, so many dates I think I start and stop or just forget or Other information comes up