11-08-18 Forever Changed:

We don’t talk about the dark moments in our life or how we even get through them. We carry all this baggage around until it no longer serves us or until we finally just say we have had enough of it. We think that the grass is greener on the other side or maybe that is what we are led to believe and maybe it is. True strength comes from walking the path of life and staying strong when there is nothing to hold us up, any longer. As the expression goes” This Shall pass” it is not forever, but when you are in whatever situation that you find yourself it can become difficult to see a way out.

The best that we can ask for is that we’re stronger and a better person at the end of it all. The Voice Within was born out of my life falling apart again. My blog has gone through three name changes since its birth in 2011, but in reality, it started long before that and without me realizing what was happening. The Voice Within is my life and the voice of my guides that speak through me and have gotten me through the worst part of my life and even saved my life from accidents several times over. I don’t have all the answers, but I challenge myself every time I encounter some type of resistance to see with different eyes and understanding. 

The death of dying and rebirth of going on a mission to free myself from lies, behaviors and beliefs; as well as, fears of not getting it right by other people standards. We all have loved and lost and in our weakest moments we done things that we regret and hurt people that we care about or harmed another without realizing what we were doing. Many people have come before us and told us that it must be this way, or it can’t be done different even to ourselves. Which is so far from the truth. 

So often we are willing to pass judgement without knowing someone else’s truth and what is our truth, then actually understanding what is presented.  But, even that can change as you question the reality of what we are seeing or hearing. I like to refer to myself as more of a researcher of what is my truth and question everything. I never understood when someone says it has to be done this way, when life at its very core is change. We have learned to look outwards for answers and not turn inwards for educating ourselves.

I once told a professor that I didn’t need a piece paper to be educated, when I can look within, or sit in a library or park and learn more about life then having someone else tell me how it should be. I may not agree with everything that I see or read in the news, on the radio, government or what is happening in the world but there is always a better way of doing things. So, if truly love yourself search for the answers and what you see around you, love and discover what is within, with all your heart, regardless of what others will say; because you are the creator of your own life and reality.

The Voice Within© Donna Millward 2019

1-8-19 Bright and Shiny Things

•    As promised Channeled message- I don’t always publish them all, because they have a deeper understanding. In schools, we don’t teach to look beyond the words, music or the art, much less even within.

Have you ever noticed that you are attracted to bright and shiny things? These things might be people, places or objects. They make us remember something about yourself. That we are a bright and shiny, but as our life began to form we became dusty and coated in a film of levels of gunk. We would encounter people or places, as well as, situations that seemed filled with this heaviness of sorts. Level a pond level until there was no shiny or light to see how bright it all is. It is as if the polish was coated until it could no longer shine.

You have forgotten who you are and where you come from. It’s like layers of an onion, you all have taken things apart in some form to get to the core of what is beyond the outside levels. Nothing is what it seems. The layers are things that you have learned or been told that keep you questioning what is really, inside. What or why does it seem so hidden from me. You have taken other people’s words and actions as your own, without even realizing that they are not yours. They are other people’s thoughts, beliefs of what it should be.

It is as if the diamond was returned to its natural state. The diamond is you and whether you want to believe it or not you shine with such brightness that no matter how much dust, dirt or gunk, you are you, under all that you know. If you were to take a star out of the night sky, you would still be the star and you. The star is the part of you that is shiny and bright, as you will always be.

There is an expression “Wish a pond a Star” for your hopes and dreams, where in your life was your bright and shiny self-diminished by others, to take away your light?

We leave you with this: light does not change, as much as you try to dull it, it cannot be put out. There is a fire within you that does not go out. No matter what is placed a pond you that light is bright, shiny, and still exists- even when you think it is going out. The light is always present there with you. It is up to you to remember who you are. And when you forget, place your left hand on your heart, feel and hear your heart beat and say to yourself this is my light. “We bid you good day”.

The Voice Within© Donna Millward 2019

01/08/19 Never Give Up

Today I was reminded that you should not give up on yourself or your dreams. Someone asked my thoughts about an idea they had for a book. I gave him my thoughts and opinion’s, but he taught me a more important lesson and that was not to give up. After yet another battle with the Family court system where they wanted to put me in jail (another story for another time). I had just about given up on anything spiritual and the likes of.

Traveling down this path that I thought was supposed to help me understand what was happening to me and understand why I kept running into the same situation or people. I have gone down rabbit holes after rabbit hole and question after question arises. Always Why, What, How, does this keep happening to me? I know that life is a journey and not a destination but sometimes things are so frustrating and unbearable that rational answers do not apply.

I would like to think I know more today than years ago, but the fact is that every day is a lesson and life is as complex and complicated, as living through it. So, to my friend who taught me to not give up when I really needed to hear it, in more less words. Thank you, because you taught me to keep going. That there is light at the end of the tunnel. I did get a channeled message and was hesitant to post it because I was mentally done, it will have to wait until tomorrow. 

For now, trust in your dreams and believe in what you want to do, or be, even if a project is of your own taking.

2019 Voice Within, Donna Millward©

12-15-18 Psychic News

This morning my guides have a sense of humor and I get: Today on Psychic News - Trump bangs heads with someone, is it  ( Ego or Power)..at 5:55 Am. 

11-29-18 Let go of past to become something new – a new person, a new human

(if you follow numerology the date equal 11-11-11, 11 for the month, 2+9 = 11 and year is 2018- = 11)

One inquires before making a judgment about another. Understanding that we are the choices that we make about ourselves. Seeing that others have the same thought and opinions without deciding whether they are good or bad. Being able to put one’s self in someone else’s shoes.

Realizing that you’re only seeing a small part of the story. We are not them, but we are them in the same aspect. We all choose our family and friends, as well as, the course that our life will take. But somewhere along the way, we have lost sight of the bigger picture we have allowed ourselves to forget that we are all equal.

We all want to be loved or to love and appreciated for our uniqueness. We may not agree with everything that we see or hear, much less observe, but that is what we came here to Be and change.  If god, source or universe or call it what you will is the very essences of everything and I mean everything, then we maybe we have all gotten it wrong.

We grow up in our homes until we are able to explore beyond our knowing, yet we don’t know what happens to people behind closed doors. We see what we were allowed to see, which is never the full story. You may know parts of their story but don’t know what people are dealing with on the other side of the door. If you look in on your own lives can you say without a doubt that your life was perfect?

You have built a façade of you and the way it supposed to look like. All the while neglecting the very core of your being. Babies and children don’t grow up to become the people that you know them to be without the parenting of another.

What is taught in the home has far-reaching effects, until it is questioned, investigated and thought about; as well as, considered! You are, not really taught to think, not that you need to be taught because you’re a thinking and feeling being. Yet, society has taught you that doing is the only way, and your imagination is just that.

When you were given the ability to imagine anything and everything at the same time. You want peace, then see and feel it. You want love than see it and feel it. You want things to change, you must challenge it within yourself. You and everyone on this planet are the keys to the future. What you set in motion is what your world will become.

Pleasure and pain are the same energy, it is what you do with it, that defines it. Just reading the words of pleasure or pain can trigger a memory of an experience. It does not have to be that way. You can choose what you experience. So, will you continue to create from the past or experience something new? When you are a small child you did not have many choices – but now you do!

Think about this for a moment- Every choice or decision was based on what your family, friends, and society projected at you, even the news or governments, the wars have left imprints, as to what you think it should be. If you were sitting in a room that was a movie based on your life and you could see all the things that have impacted on your life, would you choose the good memories or the ones that caused you disharmony?

Sometimes things show up to show you the differences. The world is not black or white, it has color, texture and multiple layered and you are at the center of it all. You decide what stays or goes. Each day you have a choice in your thoughts, behaviors, actions, and reactions – to Challenge who you really are! Question what your feeling and experiencing – physically, emotionally and decide am I this. Am I the pain that I feel, am I the hate and anger and what is ugly in the world. Whatever comes up in the mind really question it. Then decide if this is really me.

You are a spirit in human form – you are your ancestors, your past, present and you’re your future. Whom will you become?

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My guides give me quotes. And the below was on 11-16-18

“Changing is Changes”

So, I asked for clarity and following is what I was directed too:

To make form, nature, content, future course, etc. (something)

Different from what is or form what it would be if left alone: To changes one’s name, to change on opinion, to change the course of history. To transform or convert (usually followed by into)

Voice within – Donna Millward 2018

11-01-2018 Channeled Message

When you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning and leave your home to go about your day, do you see each and every person as you? You all are trying to achieve the same thing.

You all want to be loved

You all want to be heard and listened too

You all want to pay your bills and take care of your family.

You all want to be happy, successful and have money to do whatever you want too.

You all hurt, bleed and have regrets, have pains that have left marks on the soul.

You all wish and dream of a better life for yourselves.

You all wish for peace within and a dream of a better tomorrow

Even in the face of what it may or may not bring.

The plan was simple, grow up build a life for yourself and live out your desires. But, many challenges have taken you backward instead of forward. You allow the past to define who you are versus who you could become. No one said it would be easy and that you would not have to overcome so much and still continue on a path of not knowing who you are.

There are many truths, not just one. If you took any form and divided it into many aspects, you would see that you are all one.  It does not matter what shape, size or the color of your skin. You are all one. Singular in form but many individual pieces of the whole.

You were never forsaken, it is part of the illusion that was in place long before you arrived on this planet. Here lays the great mystery of life – one becomes many, to know that one is no greater than the sum of its parts. One has never been separated from another, each is a piece of the whole- separated only by the parts that you play.

Each is like a cord on an instrument, all with its own individual sound or vibration. When played together you make a sound that resonates with the soul or plays in discord of one and another. Seeing yourself separated is the great lie – realizing this brings closure to one part of the question that could be asked. This only comes back to only one answer, am I really different than another person? Have I been informed that I am not like another? Foremost of you, you all want to be loved, regardless of your story. 

At the deepest part of you, you are loved, but life has shown you differently. You define yourselves by what you see and not by what you feel. If you could go back to being a child without all the nonsense, would you see yourself as love – would you tell the smaller self that you are the things that you have been led to believe as true or truth?

Unfortunately, that is what has been taught to you. That once small child has weathered the storm and has seen many things that blocked your view. This is not because you did anything wrong. It’s has been going on for centuries, one after the other. Just look at your history books. They tell of all the great war’s that were created to continue in a cycle that no longer fits and does not work for all people, or the planet.

Only you can decide what is the truth at the core of your being, you are either the beauty within or you continue on the path that it has taken you so far. It is an individual path and one that should not be taken lightly. Only you can question whether there is truth in being part of everything that has ever existed or what will be created.

The path is yours to take and so we end this conversation for now. We have left you with much to think about. Only you can decide whether you are part of the solution or the problem. Good day for now.

The White Wing Council of Light.

Voice Within© Donna Millward 2018