8-23-21 Information from the guides

 

8-23-21 Information from the guides

 

8-5-21 songs: My boyfriend by the Angels, Johnny be good

8-6-21 song: Bye, Bye Baby

8-18-21 songs: On way to Cape May, On the Dock of Bay, Blue Oyster

8-19-21 the name Danny?

8-20-21 As I woke in the morning, I saw images of thousands of Angels. Heard – Angels on patrol.

Lots of rain coming

Heard:  stand down Military term, lock and load, artillery- I got this information Mid-July. I thought connected to person that I did a reading for, but it seems to be connected to the events that are unfolding in oversea.

8-23-21 song: Bob Seger -Shakedown

 

8-17-21 Weathering the Storm

 

8-16-21

On evening of 8-15-21: I got the following information that anyone that has exposed themselves via cell phone, Facebook, or any other form of sex texting that they are going to be exposed in some form.  Now whether this is on a timeline I am not sure, as in the next 6 months to further was not defined. I don’t know if the average person or people of public figures.

 

I also received the following channel message that was disrupted and then ended.

Weathering the Storm:

As things are upon you, stay strong in the knowing that a break will come when peace with arrive, once again. As you continue to focus on the outside yourselves watching and witness the dirt, so to speak, it will come to surface. This is not your first go at this, destruction and rebuilding of structures that have continued to plague your planet and the welfare of humankind. As many want to fight one or the other, instead of focusing on” how can we come together to see one as your brother or sister”, that all are looking for the same things. Yet their words may differ is use- yet at the heart of it is that all want what you want to love, family, support themselves and to live in peace. Is that not what you want for yourselves and family? We bid you good day. This was when it stopped because someone was talking very loudly and I unable to hear what was coming through.

 

I also got that we are at the “Apex of change”.

Destruction of old – Birth of New. Humanity at a turn point.

 

Psychic information

I had vision of the following:

I saw two women and myself counting that I am observing thru someone: I see a blond girl (early twenties) in what looking to be rain gear, blue coat, and lighter blue shorts, she has a blanket or towel wrapped around her, I saw rain drops on her clothing, the girl is standing with the woman (dark hair) with her back towards me as she is sitting at a computer and desk. I am caddy-corner to her but in back of her to the right. They are saying something that I can’t hear. As if I been asleep or distracted sitting at my desk. Next, I felt the following: I felt shocked and surprised by the treatment of these women, they were indignant and disrespectful to whomever this women was/is. To point she may have left her position because of the incident and treatment by these other two women.

I want to say that the woman that I am observing from: her point of view considered these two people as friends or co-worker and the abrupt behavior sent her into fear or feeling attacked by whatever was happening. I felt like I was being jumped and removed from a position or displaced in some way. That cause her to leave her job because she felt unsafe by the actions of these to women. I could not hear what was said but I have experience that energy and took me a few to remove myself from that energy. Very disorientating.

 

I 7-31-21 Being Overwhelmed and thinking it is Procrastination

 

Donna Millward

I found that it is not about procrastination but an learned effect of a over powering parent/parenting, which also is generational, do more, be more slogan and a crisis in the form having a problem as a child and not having the skill set to handle the problem, yet not having parents that did not actually see you. Human are not created to move this way, it is unnatural to their being. Hence leading to many of the addictions now present, fears and doubt being the iceberg waiting to sink. Instead of teaching to challenge where or when they first felt this way and understanding that their parents did not have the skills set, instead blaming, acknowledging as in: stop breathe and refocus or walk away to see a different view point. We live society that wants us to process this, move on to next and next (that why the are kids are not learning) information overload.

It is like teaching a child to draw a tree accept that it is multifaceted, now ask child to describe a tree, is whole other picture. Oh, let add that their are adults and children who can see the answer in a second, hence: Add, Adhd (which are only labels) yet they are working in a systems that tells them they is only one way which is false and a lie. The answer lies in question- as to why a person with mental disability can calculate something who is savant, which seems like a contradictions, but is only a example. We are boring our children to death because it not challenging or forced learning things against their natural flow of things. Then to add fuel to fire we expecting a one shoe fits all concept that does not work, creating a view or expectation that we should all be the same, when all is same, but a unique part of the whole. If I have flat tire I am not going to take my car to a lawyer, because my tire will not get fixed.

When you tell anyone adult or child they wrong or to be like another because they don't agree will you without questioning there actual thoughts to determine their thought process, you are in turn controlling the conversation verse not listening to possibly a different view. Here is example look out the window, any window and now call someone over to the window and ask them to look out the window, but don't tell them why. Then ask what they saw, you will find that they did not see the same thing as you or they did, and they're psychic. Spiritual humor, but maybe true! The point is this: same window different views.

S- 5-16-21 In the Raw

 

5-16-21   In the Raw

Last night I directed to start a Women's group with the place and time. As I spoke to guides, I was like I thought that I would be part of a group or have a teacher to grow from because for the last 17 years that is what supported me fundamentally I have been fixing my life.  Then this morning as tears rolled down my face, I realized that I have become my mother. I have closed myself off from feeling and trying to hold it together that when I heal one crack another appears. We’re good at looking at everyone else crap and seeing it, yet we avoid doing our own work. I said to the guides what about my living situation and employment, much less, a fuckin washer and dryer. Seem petty, but I don’t like going to the laundry room where I live, nor do I enjoy living where I do. It has served its purpose but I want out. I guess my whole life I wanted out.

Growing up in a dysfunctional home and being an empathic child and intuitive, not having any real guidance to drunk angry father and mother trying to keep herself safe emotionally and unavailable. We always seemed to have money issues, yet we had the money for other things. This is all over the place and rightfully so, I have been in two worlds my whole life one that people tell me is not real, and the other is currently spinning out of control with fears, and separate, pointing fingers. When we are all born with the ability to tap into higher wisdom with ourselves, our god-self. We are taught that we are paying for sins, that we are bad seeds from a garden and a eating apple, then forced out of because we questioned. I am not a bad person and yes, I have made bad choices and decisions. But haven’t we all.

I keep looking for the answers in our family history and is it karma that is playing out by us repeating what has come before. Is the family linage so screw up, that we are clearing a lifetime of false beliefs and patterns! Where does it end and when does it stop, with the bloodline, or we are destroying ourselves and the planet!

 In the past few weeks and months, people have seen me as cold, or distant, yet I am not. I recently left a job because the people around me expected me to be reactive, to the point that it is obnoxious and toxic. All I want to do was my job and go home. It like a bad sales commercial -if don’t do this you’re going bla bla, and I am right, your wrong without any real dialog without conflict or control.  

I am not here to push anything on anyone, that serves no one. We already live in a highly controlled world. I can’t verify or name them and does it matter, because as I am being told we are the masters that came to remember who we are.

With that my emotional meltdown is over and you can take from it what you like or not. I just one person trying to find peace and heal from my experiences. I not good at asking for help or asking for what I need, especially when I not sure what I need or want. This is also a family dysfunction, but if you feel called to, please donate.

6-21-21 Predictions

 

Someone asked why I don’t do predictions? Here why because if I get an earthquake, I then have to pinpoint where it is and because news travels so fast via the internet by the time I verify it or locate it, it is out of the Web. Unless I get it in advance there no point in creating fear. (this happen recently with Chile)

Also, most people who read this are aware of five points. Now just imagine you are at the traffic light and you are going to the mall let’s say there are five possible ways to get there: 1. Could have traffic, the 2nd can have a school bus, 3rd could have no problems but will take 5 mins out your way, the 4th way your realize you forgot something that you needed to do that is more important than the mall, 5th you decide to get food first.  Each choice has a different outcome. Life is not singular. Each moment is an opportunity to make a different choice.

I also don’t do relationship reading because instead of meeting the one multiple people could be a match. Not all relationship is the one because maybe there is a lesson to be learned or healed. As in the example, you could date the same type of person having the experience and wonder why it keeps happening, well then there something that needs to be healed that you are not seeing. We get what we need not necessarily what we want. To complicate things, it could be karma. My point is that all the energy that spend defending why or what happened there is a lesson. Ass hole or not- Forgive the person and move on the best you can. Most relationships are based on the family unit, they are familiar to us, if basic needs were not met, we look for those qualities that we did not or did get unconscious and consciously. We are what we learned. It can be more complicated than that, but it requires digging and doing shadow-work.

Hopefully, this good explanation.

6-17-21 Forgiving the Ancestors

 

6-17-21 Forgiving the Ancestors 

So, for three days I have gotten to forgive the ancestors! What “is” the ancestors – the ancestors are our family tree. They are the people who have passed as far back as time existed. Since time is a man-made concept to account for existence. Our lives too are connected to the people involved in the past. Just as you will be part of the ancestors when you leave this earthy existence. I once heard “make the dash” count referring to time spent here in the present. So often we are occupied with so many things that they are distracting us from what is possible and who we are. 

There is a tendency to think that what happened in the past does affect us in the present, which is far from the truth.  Every conceivable thought is manifested into the world carried a vibration of energy. Matter is never destroyed so everything that exists and will exist, in the same moment. It is just a matter of where thoughts are. So, if we were to reach back in time people of just the last 100 years, we could say that the things that we have today were impossible for their time. Yet here we are with all the advancements for 2021 with much more to come. 

The ancestor could have been you or in the future, you could be a family member to a distant ancestor.  The point is your story never ends and just like the universe, there is no beginning or end, it ever-expanding, and you will too. The ancestors are the people who dreamed and believed that were also a possibility to achieve. They laid the groundwork for many of the things we have today. 

Much like the mistakes in our own lives, we must forgive the people who also were human acting in the interest of their time. Life is not singular there is always a divine plan at work. People tend to think that this is it and this is my life, yet repeatedly it proved to be false by people from the past and present.

One of the great disadvantages of this time is the belief that nothing changes when everything is possible.  Many times, things have been things created sometimes as a joke per se to only grow over time. So many people limit themselves by their thinking, what other people's thoughts are, and because someone told them it was not possible or for merely expressing themselves. The point is the past is a reminder that the future is not yet made seen. It like planting a seed, that seed grows and creates more seeds and more plants. The same concept works with an idea or thought. 

6-20-2021 Psychic information:

 6-20-2021 Psychic information:

This morning I had image of a man dark hair and beard, over 5'10 or better standing, average build, in front a landscape outdoors (like lake, park,) there was distance between him and the back ground. From the songs I would say this person was deep, smoky and reflective person and may kept his thoughts to himself with flare for jazz or soul songs that touch you ways you feel in the heart or least it was to him. 

I then heard Spirit songs like: "something in my heart" and "How can I go on with out you", because song was faint in sound here is the following songs that I could put the music too. 

How do I live without you ( Trisha Yearwood) video and lyrics

Something In My Heart 'Live' by Michel'le

Kaleo - I Can't Go on Without You