12-05-21 Turn and Face the Fear

 

12-05-21 Turn and Face the Fear

Yesterday I was triggered and not in a good way. I lived next to a neighbor who is excessively slamming the windows, doors, light switches, or vacuuming. He has indicated that he has OCD and at times it is extreme. Now myself being sensitive to noise and trying to understand this slight irritation that was nudging at me, trying to pull at me to be understood or addressed.  His behavior and a few other noises fueled my now nudging into just general piss-off.

I was trying to address my emotions that were coming up to then become overly annoyed. Understanding his position on his obsessive behavior. I was sent into a tailspin. Deciding that I needed to leave the comfort of trying to address the cause or root of emotions. His actions just upset and angrier me more. So, decided that I would go to the park and release the anger that I was feeling, by throwing rocks in the creek. I must have thrown 100 rocks before I felt some relief from what was building in me. 

We're taught to fear anger and rightfully so, many of us grew up in complete chaos of family because our parents did not know how to manage what they are feeling. My own research shows that it taught and learned, that the only genetic part of it is that we have emotionally unaware parents, grandparents, and society. We are born of pure love and slowly but surely that is dampened by what was happening around us. When you come in as love, little by little, the very part you get lost in conforming, fitting in, and learning that to exist and to survive you change who you are.

I for one grew up in what I deem a dysfunctional family, I knew as a child to have realized that it was far worse than I thought as an adult. I tend to think that my early traumas were both a blessing and a curse. For they created this conflict that I am constantly in battle within my mind. It is a dialog that I am to love the people who I was born to and then am angry that they had no idea that I was so sensitive to the environment around me. To constantly be reinforced that I was not who they wanted me to be and to never feel safe, protected, or even fear for my life at the time.

The fact that I can remember that it is not supposed to be this way and have these abilities does not help matters. These natural abilities have kept me alive and safe to a degree. My coping skills have had to be addressed repeatedly because what worked as a child does not work as an adult. As I am constantly addressing what I am feeling and whether is my own feeling and emotions or others, as in the collective or just the people around me. It can be quite hard to tell the difference. As I believe that we're all sensitive and in tune but have turned away from feeling it because its feelings and emotions are overwhelming and sent us into a survival model, to fight and flight depending on the conditions that we were raised in.

These traumas that I have experienced at an early age have repeated themselves throughout my life and it gets annoying that I have to address them again and again. Mostly because this is subconsciously playing out like a broken record. I have taught myself to reflect on where this came from or when did I first experienced it. Which of course leads me back to my parents, trauma, or coping skills. The outside world is constantly fighting for your attention, or person or the ego, to fill it will it with something, it is like pick your poison. There seems to be no magic potion unless you address it versus excusing it.

So how to address it by acknowledging it and how in psychology they you use words like reframe or it in your mind, which of course, never addressed the family, culture, whole body, environmental factors, or poor nutrition or physical activity. Hell, we were even punished by parents or school for that too. You talk too much, you’re too fidgety, can sit still, and or you’re a daydreamer to be labeled as psychobabble because the industry is set up to tell you that something is wrong with you when of course it could be society at large. I have experienced it and witnessed myself, and my own child was pushed into medication or behavior therapy when there was a lot of underlining issues with myself or the systems in place that have led to many of my other challenges.

Now I not saying that it is not necessary to address things with a professional, but because we're told that something is wrong with us from childhood forward because of a lack of knowledge or other’s thoughts and opinions because we don’t fit into their normal, which again, is what they were taught as normal. The only things that their common ground to even consider as normal is the fact that people need: Food, shelter, transportation, money, clothing, and healthcare to include dental, eye, and alternative care, as in, way to produce these things.

But when the greater majority of voices in the world speak of Fear as the only solution, to create more of it and things that should be created in compassion, love, spirituality, unity, or happiness to inner reflection, contemplation, or critical thinking. Most people are not taught to think until college, or something happens to make them question what just happen or parents that already questioned their own minds or experiences. My thought is one of this: to change anything, it starts with self-first. We are divided by thoughts not what is in common with us. So, unless we address the fear and face it head-on it’s like my neighbor you can turn on the light switch 1000 times or slam the door repeatedly it does not resolving anything. 

12-02-21 Stop, drop, and Roll

 

We have all heard of this phrase stop, drop, and roll. What if we use the same phrase but in a different way, Stop, feel and where are you? We all have these emotions that come over us and sometimes it is hard to assess or acknowledge what we are feeling – depending on where we are. Emotions are internal GPS of what is happening at the moment. Since there is a wide spectrum of emotions and feelings they can be overwhelming in the moment. By stopping and questioning what am I feeling and where am brings bigger awareness to what is happening at that moment. We are all sensitive to some degree or the opposite of that is what I call an adrenaline junkie. These tend to be risk-takers to the extreme. Extreme sports or extreme activities and nothing is wrong with it, but most are not that way and tend to err on the cause side of life. Both are needed and serve a purpose.

By assessing in the moment, if at all possible, what your feeling will help you understand who you are. Since we all have different personalities and life experiences, things that we have had to overcome or working on consciously or unconsciously relearning what is coming up to be looked at or what you are feeling gives you greater awareness of the moment. We were taught that it is not ok to be who we are. That we need to be like everyone else. This normally it starts in childhood in the family home or school and trying to appease the people who are around us. For a lack of better words, they are teachers as parents, are future relationships because they represent future partners and in many ways God and goddess to us.

Our emotions and feeling are predictive based on the family that we’re raised in. Most emotions, feelings, as well as beliefs, behavior, and thoughts, can be traced back at least two generations, if not more. If we were taught to understand what we are feeling and experiencing from the beginning, we have less problems identifying them now. We taught to shut down, turn off or you’re too sensitive or emotional, to girly or be a man or whatever was used to control you or make you suppress what you were feeling, or told by another that your experience was invalid because they were not experiencing what you were in that moment.

When you deny what you’re feeling for long enough whether it was learned or taught, one is given and the other is received by all accords you become like a soda bottle when shaking. The extremes of this are anger, rage or sadness, and depression until you identify what is happening. I am no expert or specialist, so seek one if necessary.

Yet, I spend the last 18 yrs. review my life to find out understand why things happen to me the way they did and still do. Now, one can spend their entire life in therapy or take responsibility and question.  There has never been so much information available or access to knowledge. It has to start somewhere and question what am I feeling and why is a great start or just go get a pill and go on with your life as it is. 

I am not pushing pills or therapy, that deep hole that is feeding your soul to have the feelings and emotions be a constant reminder that something is off will not go away until you address it. We have disconnected from ourselves and who we are. Life is not a destination; it is a journey to discover yourself. We are taught to look outside of ourselves for answers, instead of within ourselves.  

12-2-21 Are you out Tune with yourself – Anxiety, depression, anger, fear, sadness, worry, etc.

 

We live in world that by all cause is out alignment with the natural flow of things. Now some may say that I practice Woo woo and that is ok because at least honest enough to say it exist. I can’t tell why some can and others not, other then your out tune with yourself. We by nature are feeling beings unless your robot. Humor me.  We are told that it is not ok to feel what we are feeling and that there something is wrong with us. With all the labels and people not understanding sometimes we just don’t know why we feel the way we do. As child most of us did not have words to express what we were feeling or Sensing. You can’t explain something if very thing that feel is coming from the people who taking care you.

To find the root of it you need to find the cause. Is it yours or are you picking up on someone else? As a female or mother, we general have a nature intuition to know when our child or children to not feel well, or upset, because They taught us to tune in them as babies. Males have this ability too, until is strong armed out of them to be more manly. This just observation. In the world right now there Fear everywhere and it has purpose to be release and look at it. When viewing anything or even a person questions are, they are projecting Fear or love, compassion, happiness, joy, peace, this is what people want. As an example, people like scary movie, but do you want to live there, NO.

Below is list that I researched back in 2016 of the types of empaths. The word empath is just a name for a natural state of being. At some point I will write about how I navigate being an Empath or there are more than enough books written about it as to free understand who you are and not a crutch, which so may use for not engaging with life. There are many roads to mall it up to you choose the one that works for you.

 

Also, most empath don’t realize they are intuitive first and later find out that they are empathic. Since this not taught in the general sense to us, as children or adults until one looks or questions this information it is unknown to us.   

Wednesday, March 2, 2016 - Traits of Empath 3/2/16

 

Traits of Empath 3-2-16

 

Below is information on the types of Empaths that I have experience this far. Understandingly, there may be more as of, yet I only located these two listed that come close to identifying that many have experienced. I received authorization to use one of the lists and other I have noted the web site to stay true to the author’s intent. If any I have only modified font and sizing of the original article. I do not take credit for any information that is listed below but believe that the more people understand their gifts it benefits the whole of humanity.   

 

Empath

(The Extra-Sensitive Being)

 

Written by: Tyler J. Hebert @academia.edu

 

An Empath is a person that is hypersensitive to the emotions and energy of other people, as well as animals. They have the ability to physically feel the emotions of a person/animal standing within their Auric field.

 

 

Empaths have this sense of “knowing” and very strong intuition.

 

Empaths are the people who feel their way through life. They are born highly sensitive with the ability of empathy to help them understand their surroundings on a deeper level than the physical. This ability grants them the opportunity to help people heal. This is done through means of stepping into the shoes of a person to gain a better understanding of the situation. Most Empaths are born with a ‘knowing’ that aids as a proper form of guidance. They intuitively seem to ‘know’ there is more to a story than what meets the eye. This is why it is impossible to lie to an Empath. They are also very in-tune with their intuition, as it is very strong. This is why Empaths are sought to be more spiritually evolved than most, because they are born with a connection to their higher consciousness. They live a life through their soul without the need of development.

 

 

 

Empaths have this energy that influences self-reflection onto other people.

 

They feel every emotion and energy that vibrates in their presence. When someone is angry, an Empath will feel the anger throughout their body. The anger feels them like a speed train carrying chaos on a track that is unstable. This is why an Empath might sometimes hold in their emotions until they just bust. If a child screams at the parent that is screaming, this is why. Empaths don’t understand the feeling of anger, nor do they understand the feeling of fear. They are usually always happy. Their energy influences optimism onto others, along with feelings of deep thought and self-reflection. They are often very bright, independent, imaginative, creative and adventurous as children.

 

Empaths are the people one can’t help but love.

 

Empaths are generally very understanding of other people and their positions. They will never pass judgement on someone without their own opinion from an encounter through experience. They often times will ask questions to gain their own perspective on someone or something. When someone justifies something about someone, it means nothing to an Empath, because how someone views another person is only one side of the story. This is why most Empaths are looked at as being Fake, or two-faced, as they have a liking for everyone. Empaths are people-pleasures. They can’t help it.

 

 Empaths are extra sensitive to violence and sadness.

 

Empaths are sensitive to television, books, videos, movies, news and broadcasts. Violence, chaotic news, obscene behavior, emotional dramas and depressing stories depicting shocking scenes of physical, or emotional pain, inflicted people and animals can easily bring an Empath to tears. They do not tolerate injustice and speak on behalf of their perception of what is and what should be.

 

 

Empaths absorb emotions from others unconsciously.

 

At times, they can even feel the emotions of a person that is located miles away. This happens when an Empath, when in contact with a person, unconsciously makes a connection with that person. When an Empath is undeveloped, they don’t have the knowledge to understand the importance of distinguishing which emotions are theirs and which are absorbed from other people. Often times this will leave the Empath to experience different and random levels of emotions and energy. They might experience feelings of being drained, moody, depressed, angry for no reason, unsure about life and self-conscious. It’s hard to understand the identity of an Empath when they aren’t even able to familiarize themselves with their own emotions. This is why it is important for an Empath to development their ability in order to master their gift.

 

 

Empaths are born with a natural skill of observation.

 

Accompanied with the ability to feel is the ability of observation. It comes naturally to them to study the body language and tone of voice of people. This is often how they identify people. Their liking for one depends on one’s choice of words, body movement and/or facial expressions.

 

Empaths are born innovators.

 

Most Empaths are the born writers, singers, musicians and artists of the world and quite often exhibit a high degree of creativity and imagination. They are known for many talents as their interests are diverse and varied. They often have interests in many cultures and religions and view them with a broad-minded perspective.

 

Empaths are the sponges of the world.

 

They are the psychic sponges of the world. They soak up all the psychic and emotional static that other people give off. Being an Empath is one of the most common psychic abilities, but it is also the most challenging.

 

 

 

Most Empaths go through a suicidal stage.

 

Not understanding their ability causes them to become quiet and withdrawn from the outside world. They often times become loners, depressed, neurotic, daydreamers, or even narcissistic. When an Empath is undeveloped the emotions will overtake their lives. This causes them to become depressed where they lose touch with their feelings by not allowing themselves to feel anything. An Empath going through depression is something that has an influence on the people around him/her. It can be felt by anyone in the Empaths presence. Many suffer from self-medicated addictions such as drugs, alcohol and often food.

 

Empaths put the needs of others before those of their own.

 

Empaths are often times very selfless. They put the needs of others before those of their own. This comes naturally to them, as they have a need to cater and nurture those among them. Being able to openly feel what is outside of them causes them to ignore what is inside of them. They are great listeners, which makes them some of the greatest people to talk with. Most Empaths are known as the mother hen of the family, along with being the psychologist amongst peers. Although, some Empaths might be quite the opposite. They might even become narcissistic.

 

The Two Basic Types of Empaths: Emotional and Cognitive

 

Emotional Empath, is an Empath that has the ability to physically feel the emotions and energy of the other person, as though their emotions were contagious. This kind of Empathy makes someone well-attuned to another person’s inner emotional world.

 

Cognitive Empath, is an Empath that has a conscious need to imaginatively put oneself in the place of another. This is done to genuinely understand a person, which requires the consciousness to identify truth with one’s immediate perceptions of long-standing thought or belief.

 

TYPES of EMOTIONAL EMPATHS:

 

Manifestive Empath: The ability to create their own reality and infuse the reality of others.

 

Intuitive Empath (Clairempathy): is the ability to sense/feel the attitudes/emotions of others.

 

Healing Empath: The ability to take in the energy of others and transmute it.

 

Spiritual Empath: The ability to sense the other person’s oneness with their god.

 

 

TYPES of COGNITIVE EMPATHS:

 

Precognitive Empath: The ability to predict a certain outcome and see where paths lead.

Telepathic Empath: The ability to have thoughts, as well as feelings.

 

Judgement Empath: The ability to distinguish truth from lies and good from evil. * To know that someone is lying to them. *

 

Seer Empath: The ability to see where the emotions are coming from, along with the cause.

 

RARE TYPES of EMPATHS:

 

Molecular Empath: The ability to blend their aura with the aura of another person.

 

Animal Empath: The ability to talk to animals and understand their needs

 

Shaman Empath: The ability to be one with nature and speak with animals and plant life.

Universal Empath: The ability to possess all of the Empath traits. The psychic-hybrid.

 

From the http://lonerwolf.com/

 

Claircognizant Empath-This is usually defined by the ability to simply know something needs to be done, or is true or misleading, without having any basis in logic or reason.  Often this type of Empath will just "know" when something is right to do, or not, or when someone is lying or hiding something.

 

Emotionally Receptive Empath -Most Empaths are emotionally receptive and can physically and emotionally feel the emotions from other people before they are even expressed.

 

Physically Receptive Empath-Many Empaths are also physically receptive to other people's illnesses and bodily pains.  This often manifests itself in the Empath's own body, and can be an especially useful skill in healing.

 

Fauna Empath-This type of Empath can hear, feel and interact with animals.

 

Flora Empath-This type of Empath can communicate with plants, being able to receive physical and emotional signals.

 

Geomantic Empath-The Geomantic Empath can read the energy and signals transmitted by the earth.  Many are able to feel/predict natural disasters before they occur.

 

Medium Empath-This type of Empath can either see, hear, feel (or a combination of these elements) spirits, usually from deceased individuals.

 

Psychometric Empath-This manifests itself as the ability to receive information, energy and impressions from physical objects, e.g. photographs, clothing, jewelry, utensils, etc.

Precognitive Empath-This type of Empath can feel the occurrence of an event or situation before it actually happens.  This is usually manifested in dreams, or as physical/emotional sensations, for instance: dread, anxiety, or excitement.

 

Telepathic Empath-The ability to accurately read a person's unexpressed thoughts is the main defining feature of the Telepathic Empath.

11-22-21 Updated Asking for God protection and Things that are cloaked:

 

12-08-2020, update 11/22/21

So, I had some insight this morning, when I realized that I don't know how many years ago, at least within the last ten or more, I would say, that I came across a video about seeing things that are cloaked. I looked for the video, could not find it and it is out there in U-Tuberland somewhere. Yes, it sounds crazy, and I don't remember what the affirmation was at the time. It is when something like, “I am not in agreement with anything that is being cloaked or hidden or using cloaking technology from me or my reality, it must make itself known and said for 30 days. I believe this should come with a warning, not that it will happen right away but could. You could experience something, not of this world and odd.

I didn't pay much mind to it at the time because I was researching something else. But what if it is true. Since I have had extremely strange experiences that I have only found limited information on and when I have questioned other people in the spirituality community, they say, we don't talk about those things or they say something, off the cuff without any explanation, to completely blowing me off that I have walked away from many training because these people call themselves teachers to only want money before they will even consider giving me answer to a question.

Leaving me perplexed because the guides have repeatedly, said/say to question your thoughts, beliefs, and behavior to: you create reality. When the very things that I have encountered were not of anything that I have ever seen or experienced in this reality and were not in meditation or dream state before those individual encounters. I was very awake and conscious, and in the presence of others, except no one saw it, accept me.

So, the question lies in if I do research, am I creating it, or does it already exist, just hidden from us, referring to the above video regarding cloaking. All seem wildly strange to a bizarre notion, and fricken out there at times, to doing researching and hearing people speak of things that it is either trauma-related that were able to see these things or could we always and were indoctrinated to dismiss or not sense these things. I have read or heard that from experiencing some type of Near-Death experiences, that this ability to see things happen but does not seem to happen to all people. 

Since my last encounter with something not human, or attached to a human, along with a semi-truck incident, I don’t get out of bed without calling out either AA Michael protection or my I am present to protect throughout the day and being mindful to say thank you, as often as I can remember and get dumbstruck that I forget a lot of times. I need to note that I also went into coughing spells or pains in my stomach, intestinal distress when encountering people in various places, like the mall, college/school, or walking by someone that I would have visceral reaction.

There is arguable, no consensus that whether one should be surrounding themselves in some form of protective light or egg of light. I have only experienced it once and tend to call on AA Michael for that protection because I am visual -yet at the same time, I am not.  As in I see things and but having a walking dome or energy field around is not something that I see daily. I feel people walk in or into my energy field and it is quite unnerving because feel like a human pinball because  people have become very ignorant about personal space or lack of boundaries with energy. For one it is not talked about, discussed, or even taught and so many of us have no concept of what that is since normally by the time we have entered 1st or 2nd grade have no idea or memory of its auric field around us.

11-30-21 Hell and Handbasket – Channeled and side note at the end

I questioned the use of the title that I was given because one it is a reference that I would not use, along with the fact I didn’t understand what it meant. When looking up the title: it refers to doom, deteriorates, and disaster, which I tend to disagree with if look at the world as an observer or witness to the drama playing out in the world. 

Channeling:

*As you look out into the world and all that information that is coming to you, one would think it is a pretty bleak place to be and there is no return. Many feel this way, yet if you look and eye with new eyes there always helps and sometimes to be grateful for. They may be the eyes of a child or your loved one. As we remind this dear one- all is not what it seems. 

As old structures dissolve to rebuild, things that do not serve the greater whole must be built anew. Think of a time when all seemed lost with no outcome in sight yet given a little time and space things changed. Just like felt as a child when fell or got hurt riding your bike. It hurt at first and after the initial shock of hurt things changed and it began to heal until you no longer carried that pain or hurt. 

That is what is being asked of humanity right now. Not all is lost. The future is not bleak as the media will portray it as, whether it is in the eyes of a child or deeper inter knowing that not all is lost. To have Faith hope and inner guidance that there is a plan to raise people from their slumber. Fear has been used as a weapon against you. To fear yourselves, to fear life, to fear living, to fear your friends and family now, to control you. One just needs to look within and question the fear, fear of illusion to keep you disempowered that you are not creator being of source, God, or what have you. 

How many times have you already faced challenges that were beyond words, yet here you are or better said, “Here I am”! One only needs to find the strength in the things he/she loves. Within those activities lies the peace that one seeks. Sometimes idle hands and mind bring solace to quiet the mind just long enough to calm the chatter of the world and mind. All is well, be well and good day. 

This example was given, as well, with above: It is like going to a job you dislike, you go because of fear of change, or not having a choice or money, security or foundation or lost all the above. What if beyond at hat is something that breathes life into you, or inspires you, to bring balance, growth or opportunity, courage, strength, or passion. What if it is a different view? No masterpiece of art was made the first time around, an idea yes, a true master is an art of work- You are the masters that you seek. 

If a child or friend, came to you for courage or encouragement would you tell them to "just forget it all over ", most would not, so why are you saying to yourselves when you are as the child, whether your 25, 30, 50 60 -70 or 85 or above. Were you not the child once yourself, that which you embody! You are what you seek.

As a side note, if you got this far- I was given “ on 11-29-21 that “Something blows up the internet”, I took this as information regarding something big. I asked for more information, as it seemed vague without interpretation. Since I don’t follow the news or media in any form unless directed to, along with I don’t meditation on or for the information. In simple words – it just happens. I also have internal conflict because I don’t have proof to validate, or whether this present or future event. I fight this work because like most I want proof and being it is like CB radio picking up useless chatter. Like most, making this information available comes with its own challenges. It is like feeling a storm before it comes or electrical shock when touch something. So with it I leave it to be seen. 

11-24-21 Psychic & Channeled Message

 

Psychic: This morning as I awoke, I heard Elon Musk figures out something about propulsion that top scientist have not been able to figure out.

Channeled: I am also reminded of the Law of Retribution – which is based on concept of Lex Talionis that at its core is the principle of equal and direct retribution as expressed in Exodus as “eye for eye” (as in I). Destroying the eye (I) of a person of equal social standing meant that one’s own eye (I) would be put out. If we change Law to Lord and the use of Law of Karma with regard that equal social standing meaning “All people and Things” or Lord Karma what it is saying in effect it is that what you do to another is a direct effect on doing to self.

Since we are Gods in form having a Human experience and essentially taught from early age that we have to project out at people the things that have been done to you/us to fit in. When in essence you are a creator or god in form, known as soul having a human experience, does not equate that one should walk around justifying what we see as less than yourselves!

For all is God and will always be. This does not mean that you should not defend yourself in situation. Why because what merit does it hold for you stand there to be abused, raped, assaulted, attacked or even war against – if the whole purpose is to know one-self, as thy self, when another is same (even they can’t see it for themselves) you are still a god in form. God is Love not war against another.  

What is Law Karma or Lord of Karma: Karma is nature law; karma is the currency of your life of Karmic actions. You create all life experiences to learn about self as in good vs evil, good, bad – your experiences good, bad, pleasant, and unpleasant, is direct result of cause and effect, by creating his/her own destiny by thoughts, words, and actions. You came into experience attributes in a family, friends, life experiences to understanding and make choices based on those experiences.

Your also taught that there is God and punishment for Sins, when there are numerous being of Light who have reincarnated and Non reincarnated to the planet to assist humanity. To bring the planet back in alignment with the true birth right and history, with the right to know thy self.  The children being born at this very second hold knowledge beyond your knowing and have come to make way for that knowledge, which is rightfully yours to know, should you seek it. One only need to ask and look for it within (self) and one can know that entirely of the universe that is within all things. You been taught that this is all there is and that is incorrect concept that been on the planet for way to long and will cease to exist going forward. There has been a strong hold to hold the people and planet in a state of imprisonment, that will not be allowed for that is not the creator's plan nor was it ever to be. This planet was left to evolve naturally but has been force into entrapments of enslavement for a few.

This will no longer be allowed and as such one must also seek the truth within. Your body are not useless things that you walk around in, they are technology that has been altered for you to not remember who you are. You have taught to war against yourself and there is not enough for everyone that is lie and will not continue. So, as you see yourself, you see your neighbor. Your neighbor is you because it is and it is you as a God in form, not a separation of you but an extension of you. I am you would be more appropriate when consideration another. We will end for today. Good day.  

This sooner you learn that you, are/Our everyone, and nothing is separate the quicker things can change around you.

There are books available, it is Ultimately up to you to question, is this truth. Below is but a few or any books, video or teacher that calls to you. Always use discernment, intuition, internal truth, Your nature GPS.

Law of One

Who are the “Ascended Masters”

Shadow Work

Galactic history 

11-22-21 Psychic Information

 

11-22-21 Psychic Information

I took a little break – I was working with someone and their cousin was murder two days later and it through me into a tailspin. I also have had my own family situation that been nudging at me and been told will resolve itself and has happen for their highest good. But I Question the people involved because it seems that one person keeps putting people in harm’s way and protecting the wrong people.

As psychic medium we’re not always privileged to direct reason when it involves ourselves. It only afterwards that we put the puzzle pieces together, so to speak. Even with Death and Fear not holding any truth or merit, the distortion that were raised with still play havoc in my lives. I have had or heard someone say well just do it and what I have been through and the people I have met have gone through those are halfcocked comments comes from a place of ego when every word you say is a pivotal key in someone life.   

Effigy – of something, not sure what! I first though was it sarcophagus – maybe destroyed – guides were clear, and it show later.

People off the charts during the energy shift

A see a person laying on the ground

I keep seeing snow and I feel we could see snow earlier than normal along with seeing overnight - Freezing and maybe below Zero on East coast have been having this feeling this since August. Like howling winds cold. I have also seen ridiculous amounts of spraying in the air from weather manipulation.

I heard Creative control. While on You tube -

The Name Timbo

I said – Spain and I got Taiwan

I had image of Bug looked like tick but it orange and moving around in a cell, like I was looking at it through microscope.

Earthquakes again

Vision of pink backpack in distance a woman and child, the child trying to take the backpack, something is reversed? Woman tells child not to take the backpack. Someone is watching them in distance. Like it planted there.

I hearing the word distressed.

Image of a man with white hat looked some type of regalia Russian, Romanian or Ukrainian

I vision being shown person from 1500-1700.

I pray that is actually does not happen – a man that was covered with blue things on chest and shoulders it looks like plastic explosives.

Artemis which in have previously posted on Facebook as to whether it was about the shuttle or actual Goddess. One thing that strike me as odd was the name use on the space shuttle to speculate why the use of name and symbolic interpretation.

I am being told ley lines in this moment when think about my position on the map with regards to Airplanes, Airports and how they alter the weather.

I am being told to write this – I had a vision of people sitting around a round table, in the vision a young female dress 20’s in a blue dress which seemed to have a flower print to it is pregnant. There is light on her focusing this, as if to highlight it for a reason or some type of important. Sometimes I am given with no reference or who this may belong to. Or a parent pop’s up and said nothing, other than they are here.

just hear Betty Han/Hon or thought it was Benihana but did not hear the last A.