The Voice Within : You take the blue pill or Red one -10-09-17

The Voice Within : You take the blue pill or Red one -10-09-17: You take the blue pill or Red one -10-09-17 " You take the blue pill, the story ends. You wake up in your bed and believe w...

You take the blue pill or Red one -10-09-17

You take the blue pill or Red one -10-09-17

"You take the blue pill, the story ends. You wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes."

―Morpheus, to Neo ^[src]

The term red pill refers to a human that is aware of the true nature of the Matrix. Red pills are typically humans whose bodies and minds have been freed from the power plant by Zion hovercraft teams, but humans still connected to the Matrix can also be aware of its reality. Usually, Red pills encounter anomalies or glitches in the system, or may free themselves from physical bonds by exceeding human limitations. In either of these cases, other Red pills find them and offer them freedom.

Cited: http://matrix.wikia.com/wiki/Redpill

What does this mean to the human conditioning? Somewhere deep within you is a spark of memory that you agreed to come here and be born with no memory of where you came from. Yet, there is always a calling back to remember. It could be the shadows of things that you dismissed. Or you could read, saw something and you knew in your gut that something is off. We all been taught to dismiss these things that happen to us. Dreams call us at night to remember. A vision of things you have never told anyone, Near Death experiences, Glows around people, hearing your name called, smelling flowers when no flowers are to be found. Hearing favorite songs that our loved one would have played before they pass over. Or did they pass away. Which is another lie that were not told, that we die and don’t exist anymore. What a Lie!

 Someone telling you exactly what you need to hear at the right moment. What does it all mean? You have been taught that these things don’t exist. I know, because I was told the same thing. Yet my entire life it was always there or I knew something that I could not have possibly known. We don’t tell anyone because of fear. We have been told to fear the unknown. That they put crazy people in places and medicate you. All through our history from witch burning, crusades, to Jesus on the cross, we were told not to believe that a reality exists outside of our possibilities. Never, before have so many people been seeing or saying the same thing. Angels, Mother Mary, Jesus and many others.

That ringing in your ear or the spots that you see before your eyes are them talking to you and trying to make contact with you. That breeze on your face or tingle you sense, sensing something, so what is it? That animal on the side of the road that does not run in fear, you were meant to see it. The words, colors, symbols or images that you see that are not really there, but you know you saw it or read it. Or that you were told that you have learning disabilities because you miss a word or read things that appear before you. ESP, numbers 111 or 11:11 or many others. Why are you not you trying to figure out what is really going on? How many times do you to need to see yourself floating outside your body or see the entire room with your eyes closed! Aren’t you curious? I would be! Why is it sometimes you can’t move when you wake up from sleep and your body seems frozen or that it seems like you are in fog because you are not completely in your body. 

The lists going on, on. Yet you don’t even need to leave your house to figure these things out. Welcome to the internet, you tube, there are so much information out there and can’t be like going down the rabbit hole, Alice. What if it real and you have been lie too your whole life? I know that I felt that way. Looking for answers and not knowing that I was not asking the right questions of myself. That the answers want to be found. It would have been easier to dismiss them and many do. But we are at a turning point in our history where we need to start challenging what has been told to us. No longer can we pretend that it did not happen or what we saw was not really there. What if it’s true and been waiting for you to answer the call. What if the reality that you learned about was incomplete and false. Don’t you owe it to yourself to consider that it not what you been told. See I can’t dismiss it, it’s their everyday and always been there. 

I spent the greater of 13 years looking for the answers and continue even to this day. See I walked this path for my whole life never saying anything and when I did, it was not always received very well. Because some don’t want to hear the truth. My only words for you would be if don’t sound right move on and keep searching for what does make sense. My experience or any others is not going to be exactly like what you have experienced. I would start by looking up what your experiencing: symbols, time speeding up, seeing colors or numbers or aura, visions, dreams… QHHT… energy, new children, crystal children, walking in two worlds… etc.  

Fear is the only thing holding you back, to face what is feared is the greatest gift to get to yourself. Good luck and happy searching in light and love.

The We ask to speak 8-24-17

8-24-17 We want to talk to humanity

We understand many on your planet, feel as though you have entered a dark period on the planet and feel that there is no light at the end of the tunnel. “That it is not so, what you feel is a misalignment of your soul calling to change directions, if it does not sing to you and light up your hearts, why then are you doing it.

You fear losing everything and rightfully so, you have done this so many times that the fear is holding you back from progressing. You chose to come here whether you believe it or not!   You are your own answers. To allow the darkness to persist within is what got you here in the first place.

You are not young souls to this planet. You have agreed to shine no matter what was thrown at you. You stand as one or many. Your grievance has not been in vain. You can either ricochet to unite or stand passively by. The choice has always been yours.

Many questions, whether there is truth in being a way shower, you know in your heart of hearts there is truth in being the light or complete darkness. The darkness is not yours’ and never was. As you have dove into the depths of your soul and many outlets, you have realized the layers and layers of why things have come to be. You have done the work. Share what you know even in the face of oppression. They will either listen or move on. No one said it would be easy, you know in your hearts that it is so.

Feel the fear and move forward, you have already been challenged so much, what is a little more. Yes, your lives may have been shattered into a million little pieces, but without these experiences, you would not understand the bigger picture. You would continue to walk never realizing the impact on the planet, or how for generation after generation it has continued to resurface, over and over again. You are the awakened ones.

You are the God essence in form. You are everything within and without. All that you see is you. All of it, the good, the bad, the pain and the suffering, the love that you share. This is your mission to remember who you are at the very core. You are the planet and all that inhabit her. Without her, your physical body would cease to exist. Everything and everyone is a form of creation. You played the game, now change the rules.

You have the opportunity to push the limits of what has been known. Tell it like it is, not the lies that have kept people bound to the old. A new day is rising, see, feel, push the limits of what has been before. You came to shine, not hide. Be the truth in the face of what is presented.

Be the light and stand in your truth. Stand as one or stand as many, you know the way.

Dove - A person who advocates peace, conciliation, or negotiation in preference to confrontation or armed conflict.

Challenge Your Beliefs 10/09/15

Challenge Your Beliefs 10-09-15

This morning I got extremely annoyed with humanity in the fact that we judge, persecute people to no end based on fear and being ignorance. Now whether this was trigger by a post that I saw on Facebook or that my son was getting to me at 6 AM in the morning. My son, who felt he did not need to take responsible for something that he clearly had a hand in creating. This then trigger the post that I read the night before I did not realize that it had affected me as much as did. The post was about drug testing the people who received Welfare. Now I am not annoyed by the person who posted it, but at the fact that they directed this posting to large range of people. When the fact is that the people who do abuse this system is around less than 1% of the 320 Million in the United States, http://www.census.gov/popclock/.

See when I think about things that affect me I try to take into consideration all people and not just myself. I remember talking to my first homeless person, seeing my first dead person, the mom on the bus trying to hold it together because she had cancer or is struggling get her children to school, so she go work at minimum  pay job. Or the man or woman, who serviced in the service and having to travel 2-3 hours on a bus to use their VA benefits. Or the retired police officer who seen the darkness of people at its best and the courage to get up the next day and do it all over again.

My point is this that unless you are willing to address your own fear of people and truly question your own assumptions of the why, how and actually talking to people that you feel deserve to be treated less then yourself. What right as humans do we have to judge anyone! We have a responsibility to find compassion for another and help find solutions to the problems, not reinforce outdated thinking. You know the Media would have you live in a fear based society, were afraid of ourselves, were afraid people, because we do not stop and question for ourselves. Do you know that if you want to control people create fear, it been going on for thousands of years. Fear controls people and compassion united because we see, feel and understand people’s story, pain and struggles. How small of us to think we know the answers regarding another person choices, life journey or why they did what they did. What really matters is what on the inside not the outside. We were not sent here to continue with outdated thinking, we are the answers. First you need to challenge your own beliefs about who you are, to see a different view of the world and people in it.

World of Zingers - 2/13/14

Zinger is when someone has made a remark to you that is meant to sting you. These are the remarks that people say to you to make you feel dumb, or stupid or that you have no clue what you’re talking about. It’s like going to the mechanic and telling him to how to fix your car when you have no idea how to fix cars.  You would think that people actually think before they say something, they don’t.

Now I have lived my whole life with people rattling off this or that, saying it corrected when it just not so. We live in a world that tells you that there is only one way to do things and that’s it. By far that is narrow kind of thinking that has gotten us so many situations. I like to know what makes one think that there is only one way of doing things. It’s just might save me some grief and stress dealing with people who haphazardly walk around putting good people into snap out mode. Why do people think it’s ok to run around thinking and talking because you think you can! I work with more people who have more degrees than I possibly count, yet we don’t teach humility or as old school thinking, think before you speak. You learn a lot more about people if we would just stop and listen.

I was reminded recently, that Love should be your first thought every day and not just on Valentine’s day. Can you imagine, what a differences the world would be! Instead of a world of zinger’s, or of power we actually make an impact on the world. Instead of struggling to be right or for power, greed or pissing people off to stroke ourselves because we can’t deal with our ego being small. We would be much better off listening to ourselves speak to people. 

See the act of listening and the act of speaking are two very different things. They are two very different senses. As an intuitive empath, they vibrated from the body differently. Did you ever speak to someone and you know something is off or that their expression in different than normal! We all work with people, how well to you know the people that you work with? Can you tell if someone is troubled by something or that they had a great weekend! Or whether you can identify them by an emotion or feeling. See whether or not you are an empath or intuitive, you have the ability to see how well you read the people around you or even yourself, as matter of fact. 

Have you ever wondered why people are the way they are? What causes them to become who they are or maybe you never bother to find out why? So the next time you say something, stop yourself and think should I have said that to that person and would I say that about myself. Because what you put out comes back whether you want to Zinger or not!

Here is example say these words to yourself in a mirror? And say them like you mean them:  I hate you, I love you, I am happy or I am sad. They pissed me off or I am glad I met them. Thoughts become things”. You choose, your choice. 

If you want a better life or a world, it starts with you, first.

All the negative thoughts are like a radio turned up really loud and none of the good things can come into being.©

Feeling Safe 2-1-17

Feeling Safe 2-1-17

I was going to write about feeling safe in these uncertain times in different form, but this seemly appropriate.  I have heard that from a few people that they are obsessed with watching the news. Then they tell me, why they feel this need to do this. Yes, were making history of things that have been dissolving for years now. We have seen things that test the very moral fiber of who we are. I told the last person who spoken to me about our new president and wars, along with what is going on in other countries “to unplug from it”. I then said do you want to spend the next four years worried about what could happen or would you rather hold space for peace.

I heard all the but’s, why’s and I said holding a vision of peace seems less stressful. I then told this person that in order to control people fear is created by the ever “what if”. So let’s look at this realistically you stress yourself out, call your local representative and write letters to senator’s demanding change, walking around talking about, complaining or even flip-out; about if want too.  It takes an act of congress to change anything. So how do we feel safe? By knowing that the entire world is watching what is happening and that entire United States is being affected and has been affected by what is happening to people over the last decade and half. (Mind you that is about 325,509,843 in USA)  http://www.worldometers.info/world-population/us-population/ 7.4 the world over and counting.  

This is not the first time in history this has happen and if we use our families and generations as examples of what their lives were during times when they thought about “how it’s all gone to shit”. Would we be reading this now! No.  Now, just image for a moment that you have the power to see a world that finds peacefully ways to resolve much of what is happening in the world. We have seen it, time and time again in history and even in our own lives. Anything that demanded more than we can muster, pushed, pulling at, we have overcome to some degree. Why would we want to digress now! See human’s hearts and minds do not realize that we have more power to change the outcome, than feeding the fear.

See fear has been running rapid long before now. Think about all the fears you have over things, does fear run your life or do you run your life. This brings me to second question someone ask me,” What do victim feel?” This seems like a real dumb thought or question to present to anyone. Have we not all be victims of something or someone one time or another. Have we become so shallow that we cannot image what it’s feels like. See we tend not to see or understand something unless we experience it. But, we have at the hands or words of someone else. Hell, our society promotes hate from being ignorant. They tell us that were different if do something, anything that does fit in the status quo, as everyone else as wrong. Have you ever walked in bad neighborhood or rich neighborhood, surely you would stand out like a weed on a manicured grass!

We see differences because that what we have been told to do. We don’t see a human being, minds or hearts or someone’s child. We see what we want to see. We see what on the outside without ever knowing people on the inside. We don’t know their stories and why they have made the choices that they have in their life.  Maybe the next time you encounter someone that you don’t understand or who seems different than yourself, ask the person!  I am sure you will get much more then you ask for and much-needed education on what the differences are between them and you.  

In this time in history, there has never been more information available to answer anyone one question about anything and everything. The first step is questioning why you believe that there is separation between you or another. Only you can ask the question, who taught me that? So unplug from the fear and starting seeing what is in front you, which is you, and we and us. There is no separation, just your thoughts about! See image of a peaceful world. See peace in encircle the globe and the hearts of all people. ©JJ

Getting Real 1-30-17

          Getting Real 1-30-17

           Over the last few months I have been doing some serious purging and not just the stuff around my house or in my closets. I been purging my life. Trying to minimizing things like clutter, feeling organized and previewing where I have been and where I want to actually be in my life. I have felt my guides pushing me to speak because I have a tendency to close off when things aren’t going the way I like. It’s never about me have nothing to say or choosing to say nothing, it’s that someday there is more to say then other days.

I have been feeling a push to speak about the people I encounter and mostly like my own adventure in life. This past Saturday I sat down and wrote 20 pages of crap that has been bother me or that I have encountered. Starting with an Ex. that will not move on from me walking away. I won’t go into the details on the drama of it all. But, it’s been 12+ years. It is story that would make a good soap opera of sorts, with all twist and turns. Needless to say he been my worst enemy and the most influence in seeing parts of myself that I did not know existed. It really sad when people do the worst things to people out of love.

See I walked away from a relationship that I need to be in because I didn’t realize that I was attracting the wrong type of men or even relationship in general. Each relationship had a pattern to it. These were toxic, controlling, co-depend and alcohol abuse or verbal and then a physical abuse part to them. I had to own that they were part of me and that I had to realize that I was repeating my childhood. As child and empath that saw things and knew things without fully understand them, most of the time. I learned early on to be quiet about them or told that I did not know what I talking about. And this is also a pattern that has followed me my whole life. I can’t tell you how many times that I have been told that I was wrong or even verbal or physical attacked by people.

There is too many to count anymore. It’s amazing that when we don’t understand something or someone we attack people as wrong or any of the adjective the dictionary holds or we make up.  I have had this notion in me, since I was small that it’s not supposed to be this way. This world is as beautiful as the people around us. It’s taking a long time for me to remember it and actual get it. I was reminded of this yesterday. It’s uncanny that are blind spots and healing go hand in hand. I watched a mother and her son walking to a neighbor’s apartment. The other woman that she was walking towards to speak with said, to the little boy” why are you so upset”. Now I have witness this little boy, who is maybe four get yelled at for whatever reason and I understand that children can be difficult because I have two of own. The thing with his little boy is he’s is average size child living with a mother and two siblings who are little people.

I have observed this little boy numerous times being scolded and not the kind that warrants this type of behavior. I often pray for him and then yesterday I said to my guides please help the mother see what she doing to this child. See we never fully understand our action until we see it for ourselves. I thought to myself what could happen to this child and then what has happened to me. We see our family and friends travel down paths that do not have a good ending. Here is this little boy who is being ridicule from the beginning.  Now you can just image where this little boy will be in a few years from now. We wonder why people get involved with drugs and alcohol or the wrong people. Aren’t we all looking to belong and be loved. It starts somewhere and mostly times it passes from generation to the next one and on and on it goes.

If I look back on my own life I can see the mistakes and the wrong turns and the one’s I completely avoided. We are all looking for family and friends to connect too. Who love us for being who we are. I have had to make some hard choices to walk away from people who were my family and take responsible that I lived from a place of other people belief’s. If there is one lesson that I could teach anyone is that you have to love and support your-self regardless of what others may think of you or say to you. If you don’t have people who truly love and support you, you need to look at what life is telling you. It a shame that we as society we have not learned from history and continue down these paths. I think I said enough for now. I will leave you will this are you really any different than any other one person. We all could have been born into a life that demands us challenge who we are as a person.

On another note people are always looking for their calling in life here a guide sort of: If you love what you do and you lose track of time when you doing it (and watching TV or playing on the computer, even video games does not count, unless have a calling in the that direction, and you will know) you are most likely following what your heart calling you to do. See when working on anything that creates a form of meditating or trace type when you are giving energy to what you love, and you are completely focus on what you are doing. You’re on the right track.

See mediation has such neglect attachment to it, because it was about doing yoga or sitting in a cave or on the floor in crisscross position. It can be done that way, but it’s really about get quiet and stopping the mind chattering in every direction. We been taught to be noisily. Just listen to clock ticking by or cars outside or wind blow and making the trees move. Listen to the dog bark in the distance or neighbor play the TV too loud because they stop listen even to themselves. How would it feel to know that you were here on this planet to help yourself be the best possible person you could be! And are you living it and you help people along the way, even better.