4-18-24 OH my Goodness, Guides are busy

This is not one guide speaking. In fact it felt like stormtrooper step in and rushed me. This was after a meditation and like boom here we are. As to why I call it stormtrooper (bad guys), is strange use of word since I am not good with remembering movies. I found it odd for a choice of a word because I am keep it simple, lets teach it right way and since it is more complex than our human mind can conceptualized when embodied. 

Hearing -Does it Matter 

What happened to you - you are Love. You were birthed from Love and will return to Love.

Everything is projecting of thought. Something that you learned, and were taught or decided about yourself. Based on your experience. There is no other emotion than love. There are solely reflections of thought, that is out of alignment with your truth. 

You can not be anything other than, love. Do you think creation, source God, all that is, created I am going to love this part and hate or disown this part of myself? That this part is smart and that part is dumb, or stupid, at the same time. I am going to kill this part of myself and let this part of my life live. Love is all there is, creation just is. 

If you were to remove all the labels, good, bad, wrong, smart, stupid, anger, hate, evil, is love the foundation of everything? These are all labels, names, and projections of how others have identified things because they were taught or learned these things too. To fear anything or something that is different than what has been known, it just means there is more to learn and understand. Fundamentally, people want the same thing. To be love and loved, provide for their family, and friends, and be part of a community for themselves. To live and experience life to the fullest potential. Not war, not fighting or arguing. To live in plenty.

Yet, you have been led to great divides on every level, between sexes, education, economy, healthcare, housing, and wealth for the benefit of who? We hear say but, but, but what about this or that, what about them and we would say to you: are you not responsible too- When you don't challenge your own thoughts? Are you not a creator being on the planet too? Do you not see people as equally and deserving, as yourself, your children, friends, or family? This is not about them. This is about you and your perception. They have a choice to look within to ask the questions and understand it or not. As others that is their choice as souls in spiritual form. Just as you make a choice, so do they, This is not punishment for what words or thoughts that you have given it. 

This is a soul/spirit or life-stream making choices of free will. You have an idiom of "You can't drag a dead horse to water". Yes. So why are dragging around other people's thoughts with you - and is it true? When you decide to take on other people's stuff- where are you in the picture? Are you, not a divine being also in creation and what exactly are you creating? Do you not want Love, peace, harmony, and joy, to live in a creation of bliss-filled life? With the impossible being possible. Life is for all, not based on disillusion, or inequality by waring, to enforce power over another. You are a sovereign being - a God divine being - not mire Humans. Good day, We Thank you. (the horse reference is one I grew up with) 

* Take a box of Lego's. They are different parts. Different pieces, different sizes, different colors- individually these are pieces. But if you put them together you have something magnificent. 

Or

 You can take the pieces and make small items or objects to build with until it grows.

If have ever planted, you don't just plant one seed, or grow one plant, You plant 2- or more or many. You are the many. 

Do you walk around with one sock on? Some Do. Ha ha- humor lightens the load. (stop being so serious)

What about pointing fingers or judgments about another? This is not looking at your own shadows of darkness, when there is only love. 

Light and love to all. 

Why wait to return to heaven, when you can bring heaven to yourselves and the planet? If you are loved there, you are loved here. Without all the labels -drop them and thank them for showing you the truth of who you are. And use this every time a label, lie or shadow comes up, say thank you for showing me that is not truth of who I am. 

When you eat something is it a piece of the whole or a separation of? You never separated from wholeness, because you are that. Everything. You are taught to separate, even from yourselves. 

Guides ask a question: Are you watching the news or things, that proliferate what you fear or consider extremes? Why? So you have something to talk about or say to another person. See, See here it is proof of what I think, feel, or believe is happening. Yes, these things are happening. You have a choice where to put your focus on the positive or the negative. Have you thought that maybe it is to choose differently? For your people in power or take your own power back because you have had enough. As people, do you want fear tactics any longer?

You have a choice to send prayers of healing, love, positively or look at why you put your focus on such things. This is not to negate it- by sticking your head in the sand. The question becomes why are we creating such things? How does it serve? 

* As a side note of validation, which is a childhood trauma of the need for proof to thinking, feeling, and believe, as a child, when you were not listened to, or seen as a child, or that you even existed. How many times have told to sit and be quiet and not say anything? The question is who didn't validate you, as an adult you have the choice to validate for yourself, now of who you are. This does mean creating conflict, but simply say within yourself I don't align with this belief anymore. 

When you see something out of alignment with love, bless it with love. Say: God bless you, (not just sneezing) You are blessing them in love for the right action and blessing yourself for what is given, is return to you. 

The highest vibration of            love is love

                                                  happiness = happiness

                                                   Joy = joy 

                                                   excitement = excitement

                                                    laugher = laugher

lowest vibration, energy, or frequency 

                                                   anger = anger

                                                   hate = hate

                                                   hurt = hurt

                                                   suffering= suffering

                                                   lack = lack

                                                   judging = judging/ judgment

                                                   Fear =Fear

The Guides ask - Aren't you tired of hate, anger, suffering, pain, lack, and fear, then use your thoughts, and imagine a different world. 

All is one and No other.

 

* Imagine Song by John Lennon popped up on my phone- read the words. The guides laugh and say do think this is something new. A new idea or concept. What did Jesus say (the man) not religion, Buddha, -Call on Mother Mary, Quan Yin, ask the Angels for guidance, etc. You are of God and the neighbor and person across the road is not, or on the other side of the World? How is that even possible? Whether you wear the cross, star of David, Hijab, etc.. it does not matter. 

Good Day. 

04-16-24 Angels and Mental Health

  The angels have expressed a deep concern for the well-being and mental health of the people on the planet. I said what are trying to get me to do. I said you know people get paid to do this and I do not. This happened to sleep time and it was a few weeks ago and has stayed with me. Regardless, of what you see in the world by tarot readers, psychics, channels, healers, etc.. I don't believe it is expressed enough that shadow work is always being done. 

As divine beings created by a source of love, in love energy, vibration, or frequency. You have to go deep and understand the conditioned program that created the opposite of what is happening in you or the world. Why we don't have a more loving world of unity! This only happens if are challenging the beliefs that you have been taught or believe about yourself and others. This is not to pass the blame onto anyone. 

This is historically how it has been for millenniums. * Guides* if you were to step in from our advantage point the picture is rather different. There has been a progression to expand thoughts in extremes. By far, pushing a positive and negative polarity. This is not viewed as a punishment or extremes that it has been defied as. Yet, many have created divides causing more harm than unity. 

Each soul creates from thought, based on what it perceives as thinking it is the best form of action. We applaud you for being the brave souls to come to earth in the first place. Earth is quite the school of learning and many stand waiting for their own turn to positively influence the planet. When you challenge your beliefs of what you believe this can not be done by someone else. It is the responsibility of the individual and globally. 

When nations work in tangent to bring peace, love, harmony, and unity together, verses separate and divide, the world changes faster.  As one individual does this affects the whole of the planet, for all are one. We can not do it for you because we are you. We guide and send love, energy, and frequency to the planet, we are many and our assisting to raise the planet from the darkness to the light. This is not done by us alone, there are many universes and beings, galactic and otherwise assisting the planet as we speak now. 

Many are looking within and understanding the connection to all. Everything is a co-creation working together. Food does not grow without soil, water, sun, and humans taking care of it. You are told that one does not affect the whole when that is not the truth. All are creator beings, a spark of creation manifested in form. Collectively working in a unified field of consciousness of thought, creating your world and yes there are many not aware of this and what you refer to as evil doing, yet light can not know darkness or Love cannot itself with hate. These polarities are each to teach you and remember who you are not victims of.

This is not about that person, that group, the religion, the culture, skin, language, or sex, this is about self and the fact all bodies of form, have the ability to look within one's self. If you want a teacher ask for guidance on the right action. For so long, the glaze has been outwards looking to others to tell you who you are and not within. It is time to question who am I really! Challenge the beliefs that were conditioned by parents, school, society, and generational of patterns because what you will find is this has been going on for a very long time. Fear separates, love is. This is all for today, Thank you. 

Before writing this a 5-6-year-old young girl was walking to the Bus and as she walked each step that she took she said the words trouble, trouble, trouble, and so on. This is conditioning,  as to what happened to her to repeat those words, and is the same as any of us. These words are thoughts, imprint on the mind that I/we are trouble. In effect Creating I am a problem, I am trouble, I can not do things right, or I am the wrong person, I am not liked for who I am. 

Along with other thoughts, forming in a young mind. Compounding year after year. When the picture of events could have been changed by other words to inform the event or situation. 

Edit: don't misunderstanding my words when refer to Mental Health and angels conversation, you have to understand not all people are open minded, even when it in front of them. I have seen some wacky/horrific things that normal people do and think it normal, in everyday life. I would remove the word normal because it subjective, only based what on what we think we know or is known.  

04-07-24 Magical Children/ Channeled message

 I kept getting to post this.

On 3-30-24 I kept getting magical children over and over again. 3-31-24 I sat down to write what I remember as a child around age 4-5-6 maybe 7. Let me back up a moment, I asked the guides if I had ever seen them in a physical sense as a child because I have always heard and not always listened. This is maybe why I got Magical Children. That all children are magical and adults too because we were all children before becoming adults. The following is what I wrote:

I knew all was Love as a child and could not understand why the people around me did not know. I came in with this as knowledge, yet my experience was the direct opposite what was taught. To the point, that I adapted to survive my life. To try and find safety within me from  being told I was wrong by other people, parents, school, and family. Always trying to fit in to protect myself from other people telling me that I had no idea what I talking about, As an adult I still encounter this and understand why, when you live in a world out of balance with itself, you become out of balance with yourself. 

People speak and write about the New children, magical child/children, Rainbow, crystal children, Indigo, and star-seed children, yet we have always been here. It's that no one wanted to listen to us or even see us, most times. We are the children of the sun, stars, and other planets that have repeatedly come back to help humans or mankind understand the connection to all things and of God who dreamt it all for us. It is not religion, but it is natural the ebb and flow of things. 

We have been warned over, and over again at the detriment of what we are doing to the planet and all species, including ourselves. We are warring with ourselves not understanding divine connection to all things. People are using words like chosen one when it is not so. 

All have chosen to be here. Using chosen only created separation that one is not of the same light and love of God, as another. When all is of the light and love. 

The only difference between in these children, people, and adults is that they remember. Even the smallest part of their origin and many face the same challenges of so-called non-chosen. Which again is not truth. When all are divine beings, that "is" all there is. 

Message: 

We greet you today, (this was Easter Day)

On this glorious day, we wish you well and hope. There is change coming people must open their hearts to see with different eyes- for all is the kingdom of God. Nothing less and nothing more. You have been taught to divide, separate, label, justify, judge, and prove, to others your worth and value, by degrees, education, social status, and standing. Yet, none of that matters in the wholeness of your being. You are already are complete and whole, you just don't know it, for yourself. Never questioning, your very existence of who you are. 

Which is an aspect of God, God could not know all of itself without knowledge of self. So just as a cell or atom that can be divided, it divided itself to understand itself better by the creation of all things and all species on the planet- all things are God, even things you deem as evil are of God. You can not completely understand this concept without you owning your own God presence. As one labels things as such, many are playing a part in bringing awareness to all. 

Even when if it does not seem like so. All have a choice to pull the trigger on the gun or kill and destroy, yet the thought must arise in one's self to elevate above what has already been known. And for many, it is a long and hard journey, because one has never stopped to think or consider what could be or a life lived differently. One knows the answers, yet to question what has been, seems to be more of the challenge in the great awakening on the planet. 

One just needs to start asking questions about the perception to perceive beyond what has been taught by conditions. By generations before, this is how it is done, or  this is how it has always been done, by people. There have been other civilizations that have surpassed this and more, But the your history and the knowledge you are given to you, limits you or is kept hidden from yourself. The information is you and all around you. Someone can tell you, but you must first challenge your own beliefs, and actions to create change. 

Most people slumber because they want proof, are you not the proof, as well as all things? God giveth first, with the question of where did this idea or thought comes from. Who breathed everything into existence, you want to quantify things to prove they exist. When all things and everything exists. You are the dreamer in the dream called life. Good Day. 

Side note: What you refer to as angels, guides, Ascended masters and interdimensional beings are here to help and assist. Your natural state is to be connected at all times to the divine. Master teachers come to teach you to remember your own divinity.  

04-06-24 Checking the oil (metaphor)

For the past few days, I have been putting and resisting checking the oil in my car. Now your car is a representation of Self. It is your car your vehicle in the moment or life. The fuel or oil is also the energy that you use to transport yourself. The energy that we put in it or again yourself. So I had to look at why I was avoiding/ avoidance to it. My first thought is I just don't want to deal with it. Someone else can take care of it or fix it. It is just another problem that I have to deal with. It is another worry, concern, focus, or something that takes my attention. It is another on-going problem. It is not going to change, So, I have to deal with it. I don't know how to do it. I have take care of it, so there are no problems going forward. What if I don't put in enough oil or too much? 

Now I have underlined keywords or phrases on purpose. These are all thoughts that we are conditioned by our journey through life. 

The action in this situation is I am responsible/or a have responsibility to the car or myself. Now to change patterns of thoughts, behavior, beliefs, and actions. We have to understand how they got there in the first place. These patterns are from childhood i.e.: parents, generational, what others say or have done, or what we have decided for are self, about self without taking the whole picture into itself.

 

As children, we are very open. Much like a sponge absorbing information around us, the world and environment around us, even in the womb. Even now there is constant information, data, or things that we constantly take inside ourselves, even without realizing it. 

In order to address my questions that had about checking the oil. I had to understand where these thoughts were/are coming from. This is not to pass judgment or blame anyone or anything. This is changing the belief, behavior, and thoughts or to change the action or outcome. ( this is from the view that you are on a spiritual journey in form) You have a soul and you are also a spiritual being. 

Why this is not taught? Because if you change your thinking/thoughts you change your reality and people fear what they don't know. Problems are opportunities to learn and expand. You can change what you don't know. Now I could play in the trauma and things that I have experienced, but I am over it. I want to change it. This means addressing what I currently know or don't know. This does not happen overnight. You have been programmed or conditioned to believe in a set of ways for you to not grow as a human or spiritual being. 

Some people may find this easy or difficult, but the more it is done the quicker you find answers and you become more intuitive or in tune with what you are thinking, your thoughts, and actions. (In grade school you had to write book reports) You were told to write about the book not what the book taught you. College level your teachers look for what you or they learned from your paper on the book or subject. These are two different ways of viewing and interpreting information. )

The key words are thoughts, which are energy or vibrations that create my/our experience, so far. If you want to understand words/thoughts you have to look into your own life -who did you/I learn these things from, or is this based on what I perceived? 

We were not born with these things. Arguably, it can be generational through the DNA and Karma, past lives, which can change in the present if they are addressed. Much like the butterfly effect - what happens on the other side of the world has a cause-effect somewhere else. (Heady) if you are a soul and a spiritual being all actions exist in the now, impacting the past, future, and present moment. Because time is a man-made construct to delineate an explanation for something, to record or map it. 

Why keywords are important because each generation has experienced a view of thoughts, beliefs, behavior, and actions that are different and individual to everyone. One is not better or greater than another they simply interpretation. 

For example, no one wants War, so why is happening? Because of one of two different views on things, people, control, power, greed. That my God is the only rightful messenger.

What if the information was based on a period that does not exist in the same way as it does now, and like evolution, things must change with the conditions? (this is of course questioning the core of your being) For example, do I believe war is needed or beneficial to the planet? 

Like an extreme sport or anything you had to push through, challenge your thoughts. Ask the question Am I resisting/resistant to change and why?

Use the keywords to see if it was learned and if is it false belief. 

Who said you are not enough? 

Who avoided problems, taking action, and parenting? taking care of you, loving you or loved you, etc.. Love is not based on conditional response. These are things that happened but not who we are.

 

Who did not help you? 

Bigger one: I have to control myself, thoughts, feelings, what I do or say to protect myself or micro-manage, constantly be doing something because I am not accepted, for who I am? You are not like? ..bla bla comparing against who exactly, etc.

 

What was too much? what was too much as a child? parents fighting, the problems, very highly sensitive (which is empathic, intuitive, psychic, natural healer) you did not understand what happening? 

Question Am I responsible for my life and impact on other people, family, friends, children, future grandchildren, and future generations? You can not grow anything without changing something or ourselves, and challenging what has already been known. 

Who worried, constant problems, told you to get over it or deal with it? or can't know the answers because you are a child or female, male or IQ. This is all programmed conditioned.

 

People thought Einstein, the Wright brothers, Michelangelo, and Tesla (not Elon) were crackpots and until proven wrong. Einstein said what about the Mind? look it up 

Intuition is not just mind, it is all of you. 

disregard errors- mercury is retrograde messes with technology. 

3-10-24 Intuitive hits/ A Channeled Message

The House of Winsor? 

Remake of 007? 

Something Syndicated? 2x's 

added 3/22/24 Butkin?? 

Next 10 years- what are you going to do within yourself to find inner peace, forgiveness, love, and compassion to weather the storms. Not that things will stop in those years, because life is change and change is expansion. Life is like doing 12th-grade or higher work when you're in kindergarten. You have access to higher concepts within yourself and with many tools available but many choose not to question what am I see or experience this, or why is this happening. Is there a lesson that I am not getting or seeing about myself? This is all about self-growth to expand. Each soul has chosen the lessons and their perception based on the information formed. The one that seeks to question why is it this way, or curious to understand why, is one that seeks a greater understanding. 

Remember the kids that questioned things in school and the teacher would remove the student for speaking out or up. A good teacher would ask to expand on these thoughts or ideas - without dismissing the person or the thought. But most often this is not the case. We will give an example take any object by really looking at it. Stand it on its head, bottom, side, or other side, lay it at 10 degrees, 45, 90, sit on the floor, on a shelf, and walk away from it or towards it. Each view has a different perspective of the object, yet it is the same object. Each soul is walking around with their own perception of what is learned or questioned, or some have never questioned for various reasons and learned there is or told there is only one way. But this is never the case. 

Here is another example. Are you the same person that you were 5 years ago, 10, 20, 30, 40, etc.. NO, why because you grew and expanded, or not! People wish for good old days, which good old days is that? Because you base something on a perception of a view. For example: I did this and this happened. Ok, so you're saying that you want to do that same view, task, etc.. for the next 30-50-80 years, some do. There is nothing wrong with that, yet what was learned? 

We will give you yet an example in this one's life. Her resume looks like a lack of consistency, yet there are many faucets why she chose to leave a position, money, acknowledgment, speaking up, lack there of change, life and family situations, being unpaid, personalities, transgressions, and many more. People don't want to know about many of these things because then they are faced with looking at their own actions and own beliefs and thoughts with how they conduct their self. Which many have been taught from childhood going back generations. To only be passed on as a belief system, which would be  conditioned programs. Without ever questioning a thought or idea. 

This is why you have many wars, along with other things. When old beliefs are challenged or control limits of perceptions you have people questioning the realistic expectation of a situation. And since war is embedded into the human experience and along with many others beliefs, without ever being challenged as to why there is no other course of action, you will have it playing out until you say enough is enough. It takes one or millions to say what if we took that money spent on destroying to rebuild, redefine, and reformulate differently! 

This one is thinking about Obama Care as an example was introduced in 2010, it is now 2024, and how many presidents later! When housing and health care are a human need, yet many don't see this around the world, much like food or water and they say to you that food is in a shortage. Without questioning the past, what did your ancestors do 100 years ago, 200 years, and 2000 years ago, with much less technology than you currently have? We could go on and on but the energy is waning much on this vessel. So we will take leave for now. Good day. All is well. 

We all learn from an early age to not put our hands on the stove or fire, yet sometimes you do anyway to remind yourself or learn the lesson to be more careful. Pain is not the lesson, yet many could say it is because you learned stove, fire, and get hurt. It is about awareness of what is present in front of you. 

03/22/24 Let talk Panic Attack

 I woke up at roughly 2 am and again this morning with a Panic feeling. Now as a empath and intuitive, we have been told that we are not connected. We can't possibly feel something that does not exist, yet we are all connected, you have been taught or told, to separated from your own truth. So to confront this feeling, I check in with myself in the present moment. By asking key questions about what am I feeling. I sat down and grounded into the earth by saying and asking the guides to assist me with grounding. Since there was nothing in my immediate present surroundings. I asked, am I picking on a future event or the collective? Again we are all connected to source, God, and the planet and universe. 

We tend to think it is just me and we are told that from childhood on because our parents and generations before didn't understand that we all connected to a much grander plan. Even a therapist with tell you that it is your mind (there is a time and place for a therapist or therapy) and that somehow you are wrong for your feelings or whatever, based on their own experience. They're not completely wrong because we are taught that it is a mind program/ problem. Now, if I were to look outside into the world it could be really anything from earthquake to collective, one of the many shifts happening. Planetary wise we just had spring equinox, retrograde coming up, and solar eclipse. These are all events that are occurring that are not counted as to what happening on the planet at this time. 

Along with all of the above things, is it a memory of your current past life (the one you're living now) or past life that bringing up something that needs to be looked at or just felt? Since we are taught to deny what we feel or who we are, as a person and as a spiritual being because it makes other people uncomfortable, or taught by society or teased that you need to close off or shut down for various reasons and become someone other than who you are.. as be like your brother, sister, grow up, stop being sensitive, man up or any of babble that was imprinted on you by your parents, by which they had the same conditioning that you have experienced.

Now, most of this is survival mode by we are in danger - lion eats predator, but animals don't necessarily work that way unless for other reasons. Like provoked, or by many of the earth changes or humans. Animals also want to survive and protect themselves, just like humans. It is built into our DNA to thrive not just survive. When you stop and look at what you are feeling to check in with yourself, and not what others think because they are not you. You are doing self-care for yourself. The more you do this, the easier it is because you take the time and intent to be present moment. Sure, there could be a valid reason for the panic attack and there are many reasons depending on your life experience. This very moment there is only right now. The moment is the present! And in reality, if there is a situation in your life or something out in the world -can you change it? 

We are taught to control everything, everyone, every thought or action - when it is counter-intuitive to want the worst to happen. As an example, if you bang your toe or you are rushing around because you are late or the kids, traffic ..etc.. we have been entrenched to do the opposite of what needs to be done. Instead of grounding ourselves in the present, and slowing down, making the phone call to the boss about being late, or the traffic accident, we are running panic-stricken (in fear of what) something not seen or observed. (ok the accident is observable, that is not the point here.)

When we take that moment of questioning and inquiry is this taught to me and by who, or what happened that makes me feel this, you learn to take back your power. Instead of being conditioned to create the worst outcome and in effect creating problems that not have yet happened, verses I have to make the doughnuts (humor here) or the money, job, or be late for an appointment. So what! Are these things life or death? No. 

If they are, do your best by being aware of your thoughts and actions. And if it is not death go watch NDE's video people will tell you a different story about the afterlife. And not about going to Hell because that is not the whole truth unless you want a different perspective to consider. And if you look up perspective -it states two dimensions, we don't live in two dimensions. That is a very narrow viewpoint. When the universe is infinite. I can tell until I am blue in my face but you have to question what is true for you.  

03-09-24 updated 2-29-24 Intuitive hits/ Message

 Amnesty ? who? - a Pardon

Beetle Juice #2 release date -something surrounding 

Cyprus the Country? "I thought it about tree". Nope there is a country. 

Political Asylum ? in question

Embracing for Uncertainly, 

We greet you today, we know that your concerns about what is happening in the world are in flux and there will be many storms and changes that affect the current conditions when most want to have a stronghold of certainly, or foundations to hold on to. For one thing, just breathe, because when the breath stops or you hold it, the energy can not flow to you and in you. We would like you to learn to be more present of being, in that you only have this moment. What will come has not yet happened and many focus on the past or the future wanting nothing but to see beyond the moment. Yet so much is happening around you now that you dismiss it like a gentle breeze. 

For change is in expansion. You can perceive and expanse or carelessly worry about the things that have not yet happened. Everything is fluid and in movement, nothing is ever stagnated or not in movement. One has never seen a bug or tree not move. Even yourself is constantly doing something when you think your body is not. The body is always changing or flowing to make the body work. It is a perception that you think that nothing is ever not changing. You like stability, but that is not life. Seasons come and change, weather patterns change that moves the air; along with it brings more change. Murky waters are seen as stagnation, but much happens below the surface. Take a lotus for example grows from the darkness into the light.

All seeds and seedlings begin in the soil of the earth. They don't know of the light until it breaks through the earth that it will become something else. As creator beings, you have the ability to change perceptions at any given moment. See what you want to see in changes and build from the clay of your heart what you want to see. Structures only work when they are maintained and when they stop working for the majority they must change, that is life. To grow and expand the possibilities. Many may say but I don't like change and we would have you challenge where that belief is coming from. See change is experienced by you in two ways excitement or discomfort. 

People don't like discomfort, because that means they have to feel and reevaluate something. Depending on their experience, life could have already been too difficult, and hard, and yet it is an opportunity to learn that no matter what happens life is always redefining itself. Your soul self is about learning and growing and sometimes "grrrowling" because the unexpected happens and you now have to challenge yourself to rise above it or think out of the box. When you think from the human mind you believe that something is happening to you, versus happening for you. You have called it into being. Words and thoughts, along with beliefs are powerful and without ever challenging them. Change feels heavy or daunting. Not necessarily excitement, unless planned. And if you ever move, something always gets broken. 

See you forget that earth is a school of sorts and when you are on the other side you wish for nothing because it is readily available to you. You have forgotten that you came to learn through density and conditioning, but you forget who you are, without ever questioning what is taught, told, or perceived, to be conditioned by others or yourself. Limiting and restrictions based on non-belief (a thought told to or perceived by another) that is someone else belief, does not mean it has to be yours. 

We leave you this fine day to be more open-minded and ask to not base things on what others think. For you are the thinker- thinking. People aren't always open to new ideas or expressions of thought, and that is ok too, so keep to yourself until you meet someone who can understand. Nothing was ever built in a day, even Rome or creation. Haha, for Corny jokes. (this came through while eating lunch)