When the bubble breaks 10/15/15

When the bubble breaks 10-15-15  

Let me begin by explaining to you why I venting right now, see I went to school (college) to today and like any other day that I actually doing something other than writing. Since people who have known me don’t think I do very much. I only wish to be doing less, so could I write more. The fact is I went to class and I like my teacher and could identify with what he says during lecture. But today, he made a reference today that made the bubble break wide open for me. See he made a reference to people standing in line outside of the Salvation Army waiting for food. Now I not actually sure if this is truly where he was when he spoke to some person standing in line. Even when I questioned him after class, because once this comment was made.

 I stopped listening to him, I did not know whether I should get up and leave or sit there breathing trying not to blow up in front of entire group of people. See my teacher holds three degrees in various fields of study, yet his remark trigger me to want to freak out on him. See most people don’t know this about me, but I have lived in a Women shelter and the Salvation Army because of various situations that I have experienced in life. These people that I have met in both these places are human and people too. And for various reasons they and I ended up in the same place. I met people from all kinds of situations and even some remarkable situations that they even still walking around to today. This is a small part of my journey thus this far. I don’t talk about much because it not something that I like to have explain to people. But, I am finding it harder to deny that I have experience and information that other people think they may “think”, they know about people in general.

See my life as always been difference, as empath, psychic medium, channel, I have always observed the world from a different set eyes. I remember as child that things were not supposed to be the way they are. I am learning to have a love hate relationship with people, and the world, so much in the fact, that what you see is not the whole story of you or what you perceived. I don’t like that I have experience what I have; in regards to people or my situation. I am blessing that I had/have the experience of knowing what people feel, their story, why they made the choices they did for themselves or their families. How ignorance and arrogance, we are as people to make observation of people, with not actually questioning what causes anyone person to live in their situation or walk in their shoes.

Most would go off the deep end, if they really knew what someone people have gone through in the life. I sure there are time is your life that you did things that would not make you and anyone a saint. Am also finding that the more degrees that one holds, the more they consideration themselves highly educated, the worst it gets, because for some forsaken reason they forget where they came from or what their parents or family did for them to achieve success. I not putting down education, but education yourself first. I am sure someone gave up something for you, so you would not suffer in world that holds devaluing people as a human.

Now some who read this know me to some degree, and I still that same person I just have more compassion for the person sitting next to me. See I talk to people or people have conversations with me that allows me to understanding them. And if I don’t understand I research, ask questions or just ask my guides. Now I don’t know what people think of me and honestly I don’t really care, because I speak my truth and what I observe about people. If I have to spend my entire life challenging people to wake up and dig deeper to see themselves as having value or the whole of humunitaly, then so be it.

Because I once was blind too and walk in that same world, until it all disappeared: the job, the house, the apartment, the car, all my possessions and then my son be taken away, because people or a person thinks they are above someone else or that the entire world went to shit after 911 and each year there been a shift, of the financial stock, Corp greed, the banking system, car dealership, the globe financial market, housing market, world shift with flooding, weather, New Orleans, Nuclear plant in Japan, oil spills, animals showing on beach and on, on.. How we seemly forget all this!

People think if does not affect them who cares, but people and myself have been affect whether through my empathic, psychic gifts and own learned experience. People are humans and they have value. You ever really know what lies before you. You really do know who you are until you’re challenged to get out of your comfort zone. If you would told me that I would be going to face my own fears, about what I thought I had knew and even more, I would have called you a liar. People don’t realize how powerful they are until they play in the shadows of life, because it not the things that know about yourself, it’s the things that you cannot see that other people see about you. Judging is judging yourself first, are you really that person you think you are? On that note I vented enough for one day. Oh, by the way there is a movement to bring people together not separate. You can chose to see people less than they are or you open your eyes and really question your life and why you are in it. We did not agree to come and repeat history. 
We were sent here to change the present and future to not repeat our history.

Oh if you found a spelling error..good because I am me, telling you how I see it.