My life as Spirit in Human Form 8-22-16
Entry One
The last few days I have been thinking about all my experience and explaining what I see in the world daily or even over the years. Now, there are so many experiences. I just don’t know where to begin. See I found through the last 10 years of research into paranormal, philosophy, religion, healing modally, reading, lectures and then some. That you can only get so much information and experiences that other people have also experienced. So because I had so many, I thought it would a good idea to write them down because I know that most people are experiencing these same things, but don’t know what to do with them.
One of the first memories was when I was really sick. I am not sure what I was sick from, I had a woman appear at the side of my bulk-bed. I could have been no more five years old. I say this because I shared a room with my sister and I seem to have blanks in memory and time gaps of events. I remember dreaming about a baby being left in a small wooded area near a church by my house. When I lived at my parent’s home and was old enough to cross the main street that went by our section/ development I would go look for the exact spot that I have seen this baby left in, even years later I would look for confirmation of this vision. I seem to be trying to confirm that I really saw what I did. Now I did not tell anyone because, when I did, I was told that it was really there or I did not know what I talking about. Also, I learned really early that people did not see the things that I did. I did not know that people could not see what I seeing. So as a small child I would just take in what I saw whether it was a dream or actually vision, I just did not know what to do with the information.
I did write a book but have yet to edit and proof it. I wrote the book in 4 days and just needed to put the information down on paper, out of my mind. It does not go into all the experiences, only but a few. I also remembering that the neighbor was going to move and that there were issues at the house that they lived in. I don’t know what the issues are, even to this day. I remember saying something to my mother and her saying to me that it was not true. I did not know this at the time but the neighbor was one of my mother’s best friends. Well, they did move and the new neighbors moved in and had the same issues until they separated and one of them continues to live there to this day and tends to not be a very nice person.
I also had problems in school learning to read sounds of a, e, i, o and u. I struggle spelling words based on long and short sound. To this day I still struggle to spell words or miss words in basic sentence structure and English is not my favorite choice by any means. So it’s kinda strange that I now spend a great deal of time writing and it’s now become my life. And as many people spend time reading this I encourage you really think about what you may have dreamed or physical seen that you may not have spoken about.
By all counts, they get stranger, freakier and scary at times. So this is my life and now I sharing it, so other people don’t think they are losing it. These are gifts and up to you to fit out how to help humanity. ©
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