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Saturday, March 28, 2020

3-28-2020 Black Clouds



What do black clouds teach us or the dark soul of the night (which course is not just one night)! Perseverance, strength, simplify, and what is really important! One could say that I have been living under a Black cloud for years considering all that I have been through. When I had it all and did not acknowledge that I was living my dream life that I thought I wanted for myself, then an entire world that existed open a door that I had been experiencing but also not acknowledging at the same time. 

Oddly, things that I had or wanted disappeared but things that I needed did appear. Far from finding the strength to let things dissolve I have never viewed as it as a cloud. Yes, it was incredibility difficult and heart-wrenching, to grasp and to hold onto things as the relationships changed and ended, to the job went, the house was sold, and the car broke down or taking back by the bank. To losing my son in a custody battle and being homeless due to my birth family violence and then violence from an ex-partner. Having to constantly rebuild my life and what was important to me now versus what has happened in the past.
When you starting changing your life, people, things and you begin to heal yourself, the people in your life either change with you or you change without them and people don’t like it when you start to change because you are not the same person. Learning that I needed to take back my life and begin to heal myself from what I had and was experiencing. Realizing that there was/is a spiritual component playing out both within myself and without.

  We are a spiritual being living a human life. We came here to experience dually and polarities of good and evil, right and wrong; as well as create reality, but even that was hijacked that “to know oneself” has been to divide us and create separation versus knowing who you really are. All the great masters teach oneness and love, yet we are told that it must be earned in order to seek one’s approval, whether it is through the material, monetary, status, class, or many other facets of a belief that has taught or learned. When you removed all the lies and beliefs there is only you and you alone. What has been created was for you to “know thy own self,” is all that is. When the real magic happens because there is no divide, there is no other, you are all and everything all at the same time. Whether you grasp the entirely of it or not. A small rock was once a huge mountain and a raindrop is as vast as the ocean, your human cells and DNA are part of the infinite planet and Universe. The soul remembers even if you do not. Welcome to great awaking of the planet for no one is separate. (Note) I begin this writing and was quickly was guided to write from the Council of light from a higher aspect of what is happening on the planet.) I am only conduit for words written here.

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