If someone once told me that by talking about my story that it would help a lot of people. At the time I had no idea psychically, as a medium or channel what that meant at the time or why love is an obstacle for people to love people. If we are an expression of all things in form and God is the creator of all things including us, why do we do what we do to other people? I recently had several conversations that involve TRUST. Trust is a big word in that we must trust ourselves, other people, and Trust that there is a plan even when we don’t fully understand what is happening in our life and lives. Why do some people show up and others disappear?
Why people discuss letting go or why a spiritual
person wants to say why another person is lonely. When if you step back far
enough and with some knowledge or observation we can see or at least witness
another pain that working through. Even when they can’t see. I see people
claiming to just let go but this can only be done from a broader perspective.
Spiritual people claim that you are lonely because you are disconnected from
yourself or source, God, or whatever your belief system is that you have no
idea who you are. Well, you’re never disconnected or separated from yourself or
God because that is who you are. You don’t need to believe in Jesus who was a
man in his own right. (Hold comments and do own research)
Just because you are connected to the spirit world
does not put you out of the realm of being lonely. If anything, I have
encountered more ego in the spiritual community than some of the toxic men that
I dated. If I learned anything is that my relationship with the men or women in
my life will always come back to my family roots or childhood. These patterns
that show up in my life come from experiences that are so old and forgotten
about that I can’t even remember them until they show up or are pointed out in
a situation by my reaction to them.
I recently stepped back from reading and even pulled
back in psychic information because it is a lot of energy to hold and with the
need to for a lack of words exploit certain infractions whether it the government,
secret societies, Aliens invading bloodlines call what you want. I had my share
of weird stuff from people and in-plane sight in the daylight. To arguments when trying to verbally express
my view. To the point, I say why bother.
I for one would tell you to skip the tarot readings,
medium and go work one yourself and read about the Master teachers and
channeling from sources that are bringing this information through from people
to remember that we are all sources and gods in the aspect. How there are parallel
realities, dimensions, and past lives are really current lives existing at the
same time as this one. I don’t fully understand how that karma from a current
technically past life is affecting us now, or how death in another is affecting
this present one. Still working that out. Anywho.
The guides and Master teach that you are the creator
of this reality that you currently living in by your thoughts and emotions. Now
as a child I understood that everything was love, until it was forced out of me
by the people in my life, or one could say that I sign up for it as a soul
journey to experience that extremes of good vs evil, love vs hate, the polarity
of living this experience. That we are playing our part in the great scheme of
things, and the other thing that the guides say is to try and see it from a
higher perspective, which at times can be difficult.
I have spent the last 18 years researching what I
can just to understand what was happening to me and why it was not taught to us
from the beginning. And the answer is that for generations this information has
been coming through people and we don’t question the unexplainable. I have a
neighbor who asked me to go chase a ghost and I said why do I want to mess
around with a ghost, these are ghosts (people) who have not transitioned to
heaven or another dimension, they linger as attachments, apparitions, or
imprints on the land, caught in what is called limbo, meaning they neither here
nor there.
Thank God there are people who work with rescuing
these souls, both in reality and Aetheric planes, but like us, they have free
will and can choose not to leave which is sad because they chose to stay
between worlds. One of the hardest things in this work is once you start you
can’t go back because your world changes and sometimes it is at rock bottom,
which I find strangely bizarre without proper support and guidance your left in
what I call blind faith. I still have decided whether it saved my life or
destroy it.
Learning about any or all this created confusion in
that you learn that you didn’t need to experience certain things and because is
both unsettling and a little disturbing that we are forced to forget or by
choice to fit into even just birth families. I for one don’t understand the
logistics if this is helpful in the present or some future version of myself.
Because my family and children are not that
supportive of even conversation into the thoughts of expression that I attempt
to offer, which is quite challenging to say in the least bit. Then add empath and Telepath into the mix and
literally feeling people and actually know whether their intention is pure or
not. Oh, beware that there are people who are not of the highest intention of
people out there and moral scruples, but the question could be that maybe you
needed to discernment. My intention is not to validate but offer an opinion or
my thoughts on my own journey and view.
If I can offer one word of advice is that you are
God in form, you have millions of cells in the body, which are all you, but in
the conceptual component, you are a fractal of one cell or all that is, which
is both multiply dimension and exists of out of time and space. Being that
there is not just one of you that exists. And Fear is the only obstacle in the
way, which does not exist but is created to make you think that you should fear
yourself or others.
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