You are your greatest Strength
Everything is always working out for me
I release the past, past worry, self doubt, fear, anger, the need to control for it to look a certain way. To find love, joy, patients, kindness, forgiveness for myself and other's who hurt me.
I allow forgiveness for myself
Someone asked why I put peoples names or books as references. One, I can't read the book to you for you to understand. Secondly, why reinvent the wheel, when the information is available. Thirdly, it is plagiarism to use someone else work, as your own. I have seen numerous posts or blog with other people's work on them, claiming them without given credit too the author, whether deceased or not. Furthermore, as psychic and medium, and channel, this information is available to anyone to tap into, which is why many people who do this work will get the same information, as in inventors, writers, will have same idea at the same time.
Do you have attitude of gratitude for the things in your life, even when things are not working?
I co-create my life with spirit/source/god.
Under everything that I know about a person is Love!
Intuitive:
Hershel Walker ?
crisps- Uk potato Chip ?
03-29-23 Same date backward and forward - just different way looking at things.
The dictionary defines vulnerability as negative verse positive strength. Society teaches that it is not ok to feel our emotions and have desires for our own needs, to express ourselves. That somehow what we think, or feel is not important, or valid. Most if not all, people are looking to connect with other people to understand ourselves, even when we don’t understand what we are feeling.
Since I have all these thoughts and emotions that I am feeling regarding my childhood home being sold, from bittersweet to sad, regarding the memories that were made there. Adding to the complexity of what each person in my family and their personalities, to what their impact was and is on my life now. It seems difficult to process when there is so many mixed emotion swirling around me.
I recently watch Pink the singer's acceptance speech about this same title. That we are all trying to fill ourselves up with, with ourselves and people that add light to our life, and that we are not the darkness of what other people have made us out to be, or ourselves claimed, as who we are. When in reality other people's opinion does not define us. If we can’t see our own beauty or divine being-ness, why should anyone else?
When did vulnerability become a negative aspect of a person? We were not created to not feel and that is not what humans are, which are feeling and emotional beings. When we take that part of us away to make us into a robotic machine-like being, you are left with a gaping hole of denial of god-ness. Even now we spend our days spent in a robotic machine-type stupor. We get up, drink coffee off to work, and deal with all that it entails, driving as fast as we can to or home to plop on the sofa, until the next day to do it all over again. This is what is taught to us to do.
Never once were we taught to create from the heart or love, to see a different world. We want peace and love, happiness, and success -but who is defining it? What do these words really mean to you or us? I see that most of us are running from lower Charkas, more or less, the root charka. Instead of looking for higher means in who we are. We are living for survival, secure, security, safety, and desire. We are working from the broken or perceived parts that we think are broken, which is farther from the truth.
We were never broken, that is what others have told us, from birth to now. You’re not smart enough, not good enough, you don’t deserve it, you made a bad choice or decision, or not like this person or your brother, sister, or whoever we were compared too, or we did it to ourselves. Based on false information to be liked, loved, accepted, approved, or understood. But no one stops and even questions these concepts. All to become part of society.
Well anywhere you look there is no normal- it is a fallacy- mistaken belief. I think it should be deleted from the dictionary, along with the word can’t. "Can Not" implies that things can’t change. Well, the world changes every day. Life and death are a natural rhythm of life. Fall, winter, spring, and summer are something that is experienced all year and we fail to see the inner relationship of something so simple, that nature does it every day. We have become detached from ourselves, and the planet that we don’t know who we are at the core.
The need to have bigger, greatest, more stuff to feed how worthy of who we think we are. Well, hate to break the news to you but everything is directed at you based on psychology, you are tracked via apps, to your searches, and purchases, you are the commodity. To what do people think can we sell to them that they will buy for them to feel better? To make them happy, feel loved, safe, and secure, or keep you in fear of.
You are what would be a little fish playing in a bigger pond of sharks. The sharks are for you to define! Or you suddenly realized that it is a projected reality of a mindset, based on ego, feelings, emotions, and fear. You’re playing in a matrix of a holographic nature. Even our own emotions and feelings can play tricks on you/us because things come up from the past to be looked at, we are not taught to see them in a different light. Maybe that ex wasn’t the love of your life, or that job wasn’t what you wanted for yourself. Maybe that illness was there for you to experience to take better care of yourself and heal yourself.
Maybe the person passed, so could learn what love is or is not. Maybe the world shut down for us to look deep within to see what is important, and not return to ways that don't serve us. As for people who left was this a soul agreement with God’s plan or not, who to say?
We're taught to look outside ourselves and not look at ourselves and that it is always someone else fault but is it! We make choices every day that affect us, and the world around us. We were birth into a reality that was created by others and indifferent time frames. So, are playing the same board game or do we have the ability to change the rules and question even our thoughts and of what we believe is true? And be ok with our vulnerability.
Something about Birds or animals that Fly...
Could we see in future UFO/UFA Invasion - by our Government to keep people in Fear?
I was shown a memorial sticker on the back windshield with 2007 (2011-2017). I then showed a locket type pill shaped clasp in Gold
Ok, this morning I saw a woman older with wide eye spectacles, it reminded me of Sybill character from Harry Potter, with shorter hair, or a famous designer/artist which I can't remember her name. Eccentric personality.
degradation Something being degraded.
I also keep hearing help the children - new children being born now and up age 30. In Dolores Cannon's book about the Three waves of people coming to assist the planet, which is still happening and never stopped, nor will it. These would be both adults and children who are considered Indigo, crystal, rainbows, empaths, sensitive ones, and star seeds. (if get more information I will note it, in future writing.) researching any of labels with bring many books, videos, blogs about. What I do know is that we trying to make them fit into a system that does not work for them. They are higher aware and intuitive. If you could remember all the things didn't like about school, which course we still teaching them from. These children are bored and/or over stimulate. They need a balanced structure.
What if I told you that there is technology that is available to never look at an ugly telephone pole, again. No wires, no hanging wires in yards or anywhere. Much like a quantum computer exists, so does the technology for free energy- not just wind, solar, or water. Until people start thinking outside of the box and that this is all that is available, the technology will take longer to become available. 100 years ago, no one considered the internet, but here we are. Something about Birds that Fly...
Could we see in future UFO/UFA Invasion - by our Government to keep people in Fear.
I was shown a memorial sticker on the back windshield with 2007 (2011-2017). I then showed a locket type pill shaped clasp in Gold
Ok, this morning I saw a woman older with wide eye spectacles, it reminded me of Sybill character from Harry Potter, with shorter hair, or a famous designer/artist which I can't remember her name. Eccentric personality.
degradation Something being degraded.
I also keep hearing help the children - new children being born now and up age 30. In Dolores Cannon's book about the Three waves of people coming to assist the planet, which is still happening and never stopped, nor will it. These would be both adults and children who are considered Indigo, crystal, rainbows, empaths, sensitive ones, and star seeds. (if get more information I will note it, in future writing.) researching any of labels with bring many books, videos, blogs about. What I do know is that we trying to make them fit into a system that does not work for them. They are higher aware and intuitive. If you could remember all the things didn't like about school, which course we still teaching them from. These children are bored and/or over stimulate. They need a balanced structure.
What if I told you that there is technology that is available to never look at an ugly telephone pole, again. No wires, no hanging wires in yards or anywhere. Much like a quantum computer exists, so does the technology for free energy- not just wind, solar, or water. Until people start thinking outside of the box and that this is all, that is available, the technology will take longer to become available. 100 years no one thought of the internet, but here we are.
I also want to note that when working with spirit guides, masters, angelic's and other beings, that one should question them- how do you do that, one - ask if are they of God consciousness, are they of light and love, and 3rd question which escapes me at the moment. Believe it or not, there are imposters - posers that are not of the light. And they must leave. Any intuitive has walked this path but is not stated enough, that there are entities that are not of the light of God. Something about Birds or animals that Fly...
Don't sweat the small stuff, be joyful and grateful for your blessing that do have.
There is always light, even if it feels like darkness.
People, society, media have made you think, you need things to be happy.
True power comes within. (clarify of the word Within: You are truly are everything and more, within yourself, because we agreed to forget in this reincarnation, sometimes we need tools to remember. They could be asking ourselves questions, they may be books, videos, lecture, podcast, even illness, accident, death, loss of family member, the world gone crazy. These are just examples of the ways that act like catalysts to open your awareness.
As the old collapses- a new breath will arise- pushing out the old. Casting shadows of light on what is not working- for a new is rising. People want change and the heaviness needs to be lifted.
As for holding onto too old, it is hard for them to grasp what could be, fear arising when we resist and don’t understand change is necessary to evolve- nothing ever stays the same.
We greet you this day.
If could see backward and forward at the same time, you could see that change is necessary. Stagnation is not progress. You look to the stars and people around you for change, change is among you. It is up to you, for you to embrace what is coming next. Don’t fall into victimhood or fear, that does not serve your highest good.
We leave you this good day.
Many blessings to you and your planet. Pl.
Thank you
So, what is in the box of affirmations:
I was told by my guides that this is a miracle hymn " Mother Prayer" by Susan Boyle - many don't know this I had my son taken after 8 years of custody and the court system is destroying the family unit. This was received/guided to me during such time. I think Susan Boyle's story is an inspiration that shows the importance of who you think you are is not the truth, of who you are. Like Angels in disguise.
I call upon Archangel Chamuel to help me discover and move into work that is aligned with the highest life purpose for the highest good of all.
If like crystals mahogany Obsidian clears trauma, beliefs, abuse, ancestral healing, etc.
I am worthy and loved, I am safe.
Do you have faith in yourself?
Are you honest with yourself?
If you had to sit across from yourself, can you be truthful with yourself.
The soul/spirit always knows what to do heal itself, the challenge is to silence the mind.
What you need is already within you, you just need to discover it.
(I just realized that most people don't fully understand what affirmations are and how they work. Much like praying or intention, they are something that you work with. Saying or speaking them once does not break beliefs, pattern of behavior. They are like shadow work in that when you think or do something like: do have faith myself, or honest with self, truthful with myself-
They are conscious thought, as in- Am I being honest, truthful, and believe in myself.) If you don't know yourself and why you do things, or react, feel about things, you can't expect others too understand you. We are taught from very young age that what other people, school, society think about us, is what define us. This is misguided and disempowering only to yourself.)
Happy Friday!!💗
Ps. This work is about empowering you, not seeking approve from others because that not empowerment. To Be a conscious being of mastering yourself.
P.s.s. Note of causing striving for perfectionist, is not empowerment. I have experienced this myself and watched others people to do this. This is looping- meaning that we are human in a body, living a life that is not perfect and an expectation of such, is unrealistic and unbalanced thinking and as a human be-ing. It is dysmorphic.
Some days I have more thoughts than I can write down, fast enough. So here are some of them.
Zen walking - What is Zen walking is when are conscious of the fact that your walking and aware of every step that you take. (before rolling your eyes) This is not weird- society tells you things are weird. Now I repeatedly say you are already intuitive, you have either forgotten or do not pay attention. We are taught to be in the mind. When you are using your senses and are conscious of the fact you are doing something or nothing. You become aware of the fact that you walking, taking steps. Your awareness is in the steps. Like a child taking their first steps. They know what they doing, and the joy and happiness from you is proof to them, even before you say anything to them. (because they use their senses, not words)
And if you hard time with this - I would question why you need approval or acceptance, and that it is ok to do. For one thing, this comes from childhood. Did you have approval, acceptance, or validation, or was it so controlled, were parent/s too busy to even notice, that it didn't matter, what you did? And are still seeking it? Awareness of these aspects of yourself, and when you are in them help you understand yourself better.
Most people want peace, a moment to clear their mind. So what are doing to create it? Your creator of life, what is stopping you? too busy, too much to do? kids, work, cleaning, dishes, etc...if don't do it for yourself, why are you leaving it to someone else to tell take care self.
I make time to take care of me.
I deserve peace of mind.
I am responsible for my own well being.
I am releasing things or people who don't bring me peace of mind.
I welcome peace into my life
Do you say yes, when really want to say NO? why?
Life is a chance, Love in infinity, grace is reality - Yogi Tea
Have wisdom in your actions and faith in merits
Life is a flow of love, your participation is requested
Let your heart guide you, not the thinking mind.
Visual - draw a circle and now a single dot in the middle. Were taught that were as small as the dot, actually we are as large as the circle. We are in everything. The grass that we walk upon, the air that we breath, the child's eyes, the kind smile from a strange. You just have to see it.
Life is the metaphor for Love. You choose how you see it.
03-18-23 My Truth (me thinking and Channeled)
Most days I
just want to move to the woods and be left alone from all this spiritual stuff,
and I feel this urge to continue this work. It has brought heartache and grief
beyond anything that I could have thought to experience in my life. Adding to
it a difficult childhood and now knowing that is part of the catalyst for
growth for myself to do this work. I still fight it tooth and nail, not because
I do not believe in it. But the trauma and other people’s trauma that I
experienced along the way and trying to release it. As well as do research into
different things that have happened or try to get clarity on the enfoldment why
I went through what did and the people that I encountered along the way. One
could say that it has not been an easy ride.
When other
people speak about it from a different viewpoint of my experience. I am like
why,o continue! If this is so hard, why am I trying to swim upstream when
clearly even people in this field, say their way is the only right way. I write
because one it comes through me and two it helps me process what I am feeling
or experiencing when I do not have anyone to talk to other than the guides and
yes, they hear me and respond. But frankly, sometimes I just want a physical
person to be able to bounce ideas or thoughts off of. So, I meditate, to clear
my mind and quiet my mind, so I can hear those thoughts, yet when a concept or
information comes through that I do not understand and left to figure it out.
It seems like a cosmic joke, and like riddle me this, Batman.
And I am
like Guides can we just solve one problem or situation, at a time? Then to hear
it over, Donna. I like you are kidding me. Because from my view what has really
changed, I am better informed, and yes, I have more knowledge, and wisdom than
years before. Then you have to change what is within to see without because I
am like can we get on it. When all these pieces of me float around wondering
what to work on first. Why do I keep walking through situation after situation?
Having to keep boundaries intact, or deal with this person, is quite
exhausting. Asking questions, like do I say something or not, do I involve
myself, or just keep quiet and they will figure out or not.
(Both guided
& me) A long time ago, someone said to you, you cannot save people. I am
like what is the point of it, understandingly I get that people have their own
free will to make a decision for themselves, but when I can see or am told that
they truly walking in the direction and path, of a road before them will take
them to their knees when they repeatedly offered guidance. I think about all
the times, that I was offered assistance or guidance and did not understand
what was being offered or what was being said and the road that it took me
down.
When I
constantly check in with myself to make sure that I am clear and integrity with
this work, and cannot always be 100 percent of the time, because I am human and
constantly reflecting on the conversation or could I have said more. To then
have released it. Knowing that I am the vessel, not the living their life. But
sometimes that universe has other plans, and with this work, we are not always
privy to what is happening with others or ourselves. Which is sometimes, very
difficult because I don’t want people to suffer or be in pain or find
themselves facing difficulties.
Or times
when I hear, do not intervene because there is a lesson that the soul/ person
is meant to learn. I have no idea, what or why, but apparently it is part of
their own soul growth. Or I see the potential for something to happen, and
someone is not making a choice in their life, that they are here to learn,
because of fear of making that choice, it creates an event, that could have
been avoided. It is very disheartening, to try to balance the information with
taking action.
Or you know
that someone is a catalyst for change and what is referred to as Lighthouse and
they going to leave a family behind because that is a soul contract. That in
older civilizations and cultures, Death is honored and not the end all, because
they taught from the beginning that it is a transition, from one to the next.
What if you could see that you are somewhere -like the beach and for the most
part people, people watch, whether you’re at the beach or boardwalk, or
anywhere because I know not everyone has even seen or been to the beach, but
you feel a connection or repulsion to something or someone, something peaked
your awareness, interest, your intuition, your inner knowing.
If you could
imagine that you could see a little pop-up or sense what it is that they are
experiencing or thinking. Now I for one believe through the course of childhood
that everyone can do this, but for whatever reason, through your childhood you
had, with your parents, you were unable to understand what coming to you,
whether it is a feeling, emotion, or images, that we truly come in aware, but
slowly it diminishes through various things.
Mostly because of uneducated parents and
society. When you do research, you find that this was actually taught and is
still taught today but only in a more tribal setting, or an aware parent/ing. That
our own government and others have done research into it for just as long. This
is known by the church, and in many books that you are not told about, and even
in our history.
I want you
to imagine standing in on a corner in New York, or a busy airport, anywhere
that is a high volume of people, what that experience feels like: Are you
excited, are your overwhelmed, are you in fear, do you feel lost? This is what
is considered sensory overload, light, sound, taste, touch, smell,
thought/intuition (the six senses)- it could be subtle or hit you like a brick
in the face, metaphorically, of course.
As children
now and from the past, going to back WWII have been experiencing this and much
longer. We call them sensitive ones, ADHD, Autism (I say more borderline), even
ODD, the quiet ones, and shy ones. It like putting them a shoe that does not
fit. I am not Doctor, so do not quote me. When you do research, this is a
natural part of human evolution, why are we not taught this or dumbed down to
think that we are much less than who we are? We are taught to be high
achievers, and overperformers, chasing money, career, power, and status, and it
is all wrong.
Honestly, I do
not know anyone who can build anything without the assistance of another. And
if You could envision it, it takes action to do so, which of course involves
other people. This brings me to the imagination- Einstein said that Imagination
is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Knowledge is only what
is known, perceived, and observed, using the imagination is unlimited, meaning
that everything exists seen and unseen. This is where most people who do this
work get the information, the unseen. (Which is all around you)
We believe
or know or think heaven is an angelic place where a family member goes, or hope
they do, I do not know if there is hell or not, maybe it was created in various
religious texts to keep people in fear and control. Maybe it Is a spiritual war
against humanity, to keep us enslaved to the fact that we are more powerful
than we realized. What is power? Or powerful? Throughout history, in myths and
stories about God and deities, allegories (stories), and even the bible is
based on a recount of what happened back when Jesus walked the earth. So, what
is actually the truth? Zeus or teaching of Jesus and that we are all Christ-like
beings, and working our way back to God, who somehow fell from grace or choose
to raise the vibration of the planet to heaven-like paradise!
That there
are only two basic emotions, love, and fear and everything is derived from
them, love, joy, happiness, bliss, excitement, compassion, or anger, hate,
scared, rage, violence, lack, etc. As well as anxiety and excitement can be the
same thing, the same emotion, depending on the situation. All these emotions
come from the experiences that we had. Even hurt, sadness, and sorrow is based
on some type of fear, because of a choice – or expectation that was made. The
Ex that hurt us, words, threats of fear, punishment. These are based on
experiences that we had (in the past), but what we are failing to understand is
that without these experiences, they are lessons and healing at the same time.
You cannot know what you want unless you experience these things. The Law of
polarity. (Look up universal Laws)
My
understanding is that we are moving away from this type of learning, and
lessons. That collectively, aware, or not aware, we are done with the extremes
of far left or far right, that unity and community are more powerful together
than separate. I hear the but’s, the narrative playing out is Fear based. If
you were the observer to the witnessing of - the news per se, is it fear or is
love, or you love or are you in fear, do you project fear or love, do have
understanding and compassion, or living in fear of something based on a past
experience?
Let us go to
a bigger view, people, governments, or companies that pillage communities, and
villages, for wealth, sacrificing the people, planet, for resources to the
detriment of life, of humans, and humanity, as a whole. For their needs over
and their desire for more. When a program is running “be more, do more, as an
example a subtle example your old war poster, we/ I want you, this bring us
victory, join the fight, your country needs you, It is your patriotic duty,
Your enemy is out there, it the neighbor, it that person, those people, that
community, that race, that color, that sex that religion…. point made. Oh, if
not in a good book, that can’t be right.
All while not making self-inquiry am I that person, you may not think
so, but someone else thinks you are!
Awareness is
self-inquiry, what is truth within. Questioning what truth is? Have you
questioned what you have been told, is your truth? Let us make it simpler- you
played as a child you are taught to play nice, be friendly, share, don’t fight,
and be kind to others (for the most part) then go through school, experiencing
mean teachers, nice teacher’s, mean people, nice people, acceptance,
rejection, both acceptable behavior,
unacceptable behavior, taught things, show things, observed things; at which
point where was there thinking and processing, you went from one subject to the
next, without processing the knowledge. Some are faster, some slower, and
neither is right or wrong, but you felt that you needed to be more, that
somehow it was wrong. Was this an opinion of others or yourself? To then move
on to middle school, out of your comforts, of what you knew to more,
experiencing moving from room to room, again taking in information, without
processing it, to yet another room with more information. This goes on day after
day, to High school, college, into life and here we are.
As well as
your parent’s intentions, they had an expectation for you or not, their dreams
for you. You either lived their dreams or your own. Why some dreams were not
even allowed, because they were foolish ideas, or you are told there is no
money in them, or that reflects badly on the family values or follow the family
lineage. Color in the line, follow the rules, stay in line, and do you hear the
verbiage. You can only be that if I follow what I have done. Hello, each child
will become an adult. Parents think that because they have offspring that they
have ownership or property of the being. You are a teacher and a student, at
the same time.
True Love is
not conditional. It is not property over another, it is not about wealth,
status, or anything that is taught, that you think it is. So, what is Love?
Everything. God, source, all that is, created everything to experience itself.
*Prediction- that pop in future schools will be 10-15 students in a
semi-circle, and the teacher leaves, not the student.
Like/or
similar to Neo in the matrix – the information is all around you, and within
you. You have to discard what you know and expand your mind at what are the
possibilities. To question what is truth, what is reality, what is possible,
what is the quantum field, whether are we in a living dream or simulation, and
whether am I connected to everything and everyone. This cannot be done for you;
you must do the questioning. We leave you with this today.
Toxic people are like poison to the mind.
When you look out into the world do you see love or fear?
You choose the character's in your story.
Have you closed yourself off from new experience's? people? life?
What have paid in emotions, money, integrity, values to fit in?
Happy 1st Day of Spring In the Northern Hemisphere.
What are you thankful for? ex. you exist, that you woke up this morning, family, friends, that your well etc.
Before your story who were you?
Am I allowing my thoughts to control me.
You are the dreamer, builder, inventor, creator and master of thought
Every is as it should be.
I am safe to trust myself.
The past is past, focus on the now.
Family are like trees, we all grow in different directions, yet our roots remain as one.
Do not let your surrounding effect your happiness.
You have been looking for yourself, your connection to yourself.
Success is not define by what you know, it is what you put to use.
3-17-22
Ok, this is the second attempt!! Whatever. I keep hearing 2023 is about change and releasing what does not serve you. I honestly, want to walk away from anything spiritual and never look at it again. When I see what it has done not only to my life and ripple to the crap that has involved my children, to the teachers out there who by the way claim some type of healing, or spiritual information via social media on whatever platform telling their story about some injustice that happen, and instead of observing from a higher perspective, go on about this person being low life, scum of the earth, drug addict, criminal and should be sent to hell and whatever words they use to describe that situation. To what does the bible, Quran, Torah, Masoretic text, religious/ Tribal, teach us, let alone theosophy or religious study, love one another, and do NO harm!!!
I then have to question my own story concerning these matters. Have I told a story that diminishes someone's character because I didn’t have a clear understanding at the time, that we are all one, and that anything relating to spirituality is a natural occurrence in humanity, and evolution and we are constantly under attack for experiencing differences, or knowing or studying to understand why such conditioned and conditioning exist, to distrust ourself, our feeling, emotions and not listen to own heart or ourself, over the narrative.
I am sorry to anyone that I have done this to. And I can admit that I was wrong based on the information that I had available at that time, and If I personally harm you, I now ask for your forgiveness, I was ill-informed. This would be my big girl pants and owning your **** and stuff. That with wisdom comes responsibility as a creator being that a public hanging is no different than public displays of Chastising people's character faults because they don’t live up to your expectation because we as people fail to understand and walk in other people’s shoes.
And the glorification of somehow you are better to be suited as judge, juror, and executioner, when it all God, free will, that we even exist, at all. How Righteous! I'm sorry but when I keep seeing this in people who I believe have good intentions within their hearts, and mean well, but then put this out on new letters and platforms. Maybe we should step back and take a look, before hitting send button at what we are projecting, before sending it to every person that we know, now and in the future, that could look at it. Email Etiquette 101.
When we have an awareness that there is more going on than meets the eye. When unless you experienced something, one would never even think of looking into spiritual matters, unless there is an inner push, prompt, or catalytic event to do so.
You are the spark of creation
Prayer are heard by heavens
You are beautiful
The longing is remembering you connection
Since it is Saint Paddy’s Day, what does Saint Patrick protect you from? Quoted” Against false laws of heretics, against crafts of Idolatry, against spells of women, smiths, wizards, against every knowledge that corrupts man’s body and Soul. Heretic is a person believing in or practicing religious heresy (here say) – a belief different than doctrine, an opinion at odds, with what is accepted. Idolatry – worship of idols or extreme admiration, love, or reverence for something or someone. I am not here to take on the church or anyone's belief. I am writing this because with all good intentions, everyone for the most part came over by boat to live Freely, or by airplane in the current day.
I don’t know what reference is to smith is maybe word-smith, or even wizards existed back then, or maybe reference to paganism, what I do know is either run from the church or now seeking answers by going to church, or you seek to know thyself in the bible. Why Women since they are creation too, with women new life would not exist or female species because everything has both. If you study any branch of knowledge there is always a counterpart.
The guides and master’s teachers always refer to us as a creator being, so what does that mean: a simple term is that we are love and all that is, we came here to experience life in form, good, bad, evil, or indifferent. That prior to life we agreed to our family units, what we would experience, and to understand what is like to walk in physical form, with all it contrasts of emotions, feeling, and life choices.
All the while still having free will to make decisions on how or what we would experience along those different choice points. All the while forgetting that we are connected to source, God, creator, all that is…etc. That nothing happens to you, and nothing is done to you, or otherwise. That action has a lesson, or learned experience, to expand your awareness.
What also plays into this is Your soul contract, Divine timing, and creating of, I say “of” because if we are going to create anything, it starts with an idea or thought, and if think long enough or it is part of soul contract it will manifest into reality. Someone didn’t see the bridge until the thought came into play, how am I going to get over there? Much like all the inventors now and in past. Ask anyone who writes music, they hear the words or music beforehand.
So, what does this have to do with St. Patrick's Day, really nothing, other than everyone is connected much like a spider web. All people who migrated did so for a reason. What are parents, grandparents, great or great-great parents did, we will never fully appreciate that as a human evolution to expand our knowledge and the differences, skills, and tools that have been given to grow, into more of who we are. So, who are you? Are you thinking mind, or thinking being? If you are part of God, source, or all that is, who is doing the thinking, God, source, or are you just a vessel acting out your whims, or a conscious being, looking to understand yourself?
When your whole life this lifetime, you have been told by various institutions who or what you should be and do. When to sit, act, move, walk, speak, listen, judge, form thought, opinion, express, love or not love, who is of value and who is not. What is important and what is not! What holds value and what does not. What color, race, culture, background, religion, or sex, you should be, who you are is worthy or not of God's love, and who is evil.
When you watch any movie there is always, good and bad, the hero and or villain, and the storyline that it seeks to tell it. You are your own story, you decide the actors, the lines, the whole design of the set when there are the intense moments, and winner, loser, the happy ending or not, or the writer of a new story, new thought.
A new way of being or seeing the world. The only reason that fear exists is because you have not been taught to create a different storyline, the question does this serve my highest good? And that you don’t have to suffer, be in pain, or fear. One coin two sides. The human condition is taught to hold on to the things that give us these experiences. Well, you can’t find out what don’t like unless you experience what you find unpleasant, to change to what you do want.
Collectively, you have agreed to change what is it that do want. And what has been experienced so far, is changing. With change come destruction, or reconstruction and this takes time in the world because if it shifted too fast people would be confused, disoriented, and lost, well mental breakdowns happen, for what they know or thought they knew does not apply any longer. We bid good day.
A few years
back I did a lecture in college in front of young adults that were the same age
as my children and tried to explain to them the real estate market and that the
prospects of purchasing a $400k house, would ultimately cost in the millions
and the potential to have the same value in future. As I see these new homes
being built all over the place with No real connection to the planet, other
than a box that you live in and rest your head.
I question
what is the far impact of these homes because they are not aesthetically
pleasing to look at, but rather the long-term demands that it affects, in
traffic, already damaged and broken roads and bridges, schools, and
farmers/farms that these properties once were. To the effect on waterways, and
wildlife both plant and animal. All for keeping up with the Jones, who by the
way don’t exist except in your own head. Oh, here look at my pretty trinket.
To wonder
where are the leaders/mentors, when people are exhausted. We have either too
many chiefs or too many Indians. Are we to stand up and fight or allow things
to unfold, to are all leaders just consumed and driven by money! As I have
spoken to multi-generation veterans who of course know what it means to leave
to say no man/woman behind. Where is the sense of camaraderie of brother or
sisterhood? To us being a bunch of lazy tarts, driven by a desire to fill our
busied egos.
And to
myself, where is my own work headed too? Because your loved ones are fine. They
no longer are affected by this earthly experience; they have a greater
awareness of life and why they have had the life they had. (YouTube NDE's) I
can’t make you intuitive because you already are, it has just been brainwashed
out of you to not trust yourself or your own thoughts from childhood forward. I
call it your (GPS) God in physical, God navigation program system. When you deny that you’re not, you deny who
you really are. You also deny that fact you are more powerful (not over another, but self) or access to
information, if you so, choose to use it.
When I look at the totality of what is happening on the planet and realized the state of matters is in the hands of few. That we have succumbed to such extremes of making people homeless, creating food storages, water issues, drugs, war, and an over-inflated housing market, and the list goes on, and on.
And the fact that right now I have determined not alone that I am about to make my brother homeless because I lack my other resources to assist him and systems in place in frankly just broken, to help in a way that he needs it. Then looking at the millions and billions of dollars paying for taxes on what? Exactly.
And people who are supposed to be the voice of people, while doing what exactly. Then you add in the mix of all the green technology that is available to alleviate constraints. The world looks pretty grim.
So do we pray, intend, and envision to keep the faith and trust that someone or something is going to actually change to turn this for all of us, looks pretty bleak. We are building homes that people and children can’t afford. One has to wonder who is controlling this narrative. To then question what is Human right, have we all set in motion to destroy ourselves, or are the few, who have no concern for anyone, except their greed and stockpile of money!
How much of history is repeating itself, from the kings who gave away this land without ownership to the dictators, the great depression, to who knows what. In the spiritual community, we say or are told things are not what they seem. Meaning that even if the closing of doors, there is more going on that we don’t see.
And with all of this one has to wonder where is all of it headed, to dystopic or utopic – Are we to kneel in prayer for answers or trust and believe that this is not the end all. They say “the pen is mightier than the sword”, then these thoughts, be on the minds of all, not fall into fear- but find solutions to these much bigger problems.
May god’s people of the planet find the Answers.
Everything has love in it.
Do you eat to feed or eat to live?
Short story- When I work at different places the women that I work literally wait to the last moment to go to bathroom, I could understand why! Holding on for what, next minute, next urgent - what is it about holding on, instead of taking care you is priority. This is more then just the bathroom, it is holding to emotions, things that not in best interest- friends, behaviors, beliefs, things, tears, etc. Where is your life are you holding on to things that needs to be released.
When the last time brought yourself flowers or (men) socks lol.
Beauty in the wonder.
I give you permission to be ok, just as you are.
If your angels or God thought nothing is wrong, there is nothing lacking anything.
True power is within you, to stand in your truth of all your beingness.
True happiness is build on building a relationship with yourself.
Go beyond what you know
Look forward not backward, be present to see what is in front you.
Everything happening on the outside of you is a direct reflection of what happening on inside.
When was the last time that you told yourself, "I love you", or kind to yourself, as in I love this about me, I love this part of my body today, I am good enough.
Today, I set clear boundaries - I deserve joy, peace, happiness and love
I can only fix me, what others do is there responsibility.
I take responsibility for my actions, thoughts, beliefs.
You must tend to own garden like your own life, you need to pull out the weeds.
Be a guiding light.
I deserve abundance
Your thoughts and feeling create reality.
What is Truth?
What is God, source?
Ok, so you know that New app Temu- I have a bad feeling about. So I did quick search to see who owns this company, and it China holdings company - and consideration all the things that have happened and continue to happened, virus, nuclear missiles, wanting be world powerhouse. Possibly, connected to data mining and medical records and now people willing to turn over there personal information and banking information. Even today, I saw Canada looking for Chinese Police station on their boarder. I hope I am wrong, and this not going to be something that is going to play out in the future. I have nothing against the people, but if you still believe that governments aren't in the pockets of something much larger, think again.
Look forward not backwards, be present enough to see what is in front of you.
Go Beyond what you think you know.
True happiness is build on building a relationship with yourself.
Often what we complain about is what we need the most.
Just breath, .......(your name)
To change the world, we have to change the way see and do things.
I am that I am. I am my own destiny, my purpose is to be me.
Worry is like a pimp, you keep picking at it until another comes. (guides have say the worrying about everything effects the life force and is disempowering. It is one things to be concern about a person, but as soul with free will and their own God-source, it more powerful to pray, set an intention for best outcome in their situation. (As for children- as a parent/s teaching, guiding, right action) as example is Eightfold path.
New human is about believing integrative new light and information believing anything is possible - using the power of thought to manifest a new way of being. Your thoughts, beliefs and actions are what change your life. Looking Within (self) Shaking your world, every soul, whether they believe it or not.
So, I am sitting questioning the path that I have taken so far. Whether it was the right choice. By all accounts, it looks like a road map of destruction. In the 20 years that I drove into the subject matter, to understand what was happening to me and why my life on every level, was taken from me. To then encounter horrific things along the way, has me perplexed as to why and what the point is, what is my part in the whole of this picture.
I have spend the better part of the last 12 years trying to rebuild from it. Believing that there was reason and plan, even if I could not see it for myself. I have been shaken to the core with my own experiences and the countless people, I met along the way. They say that what does not kill you makes you stronger. Then I should a walking saint because both good and bad that I encounter have taught me that we can be our own worst enemies.
To me than arguing with my guides or universe that how do you expect people to remember that they are the love that they came from when for some they have never experienced it or felt it from the beginning? That they are creators or now co-creator (people changing wording) in their own lives. When none of it is taught from the beginning. To the guides saying study theosophy and I am what I have been doing. When my life feels like a Jenga game. Wondering how many times do I rebuild or build myself up. When Trauma from the past is haunting me to this day.
When I was sent into the darkness, blind to the fact that people had experienced far worst than I could have ever thought or even considered. This raises the question of why would God allow this and because of Free will (guides speak ) each is a choice point. What does that really mean? that means you have agreed to come into this reality to experience life, and choice points and every thought or choice has a cause and effect on the outcome. As a child, you were at the will of your parents, family, society, and schooling. Once you left home or had the opportunity to discover for yourself that there were choices other than what you were exposed to. Right or wrong it makes no difference. What do you mean it makes no difference? To experience light, and love you must understand the darkness and what it feels like to be either or, there is no difference, one is the same as the other a just polarity. When you look at the night sky is it dark, yet on the other side the planet is light. The sun is rising as night is falling in your part of the world. Everyone in every moment is making the choices to make the right decision. You have what is called the butterfly effect. Since all is one and simply has always been. It is humans that decide what is right or wrong, based on the knowledge you know. Your view is narrow by conjecture. (Conjecture - is an opinion or conclusion formed on the basis of incomplete information.) We will narrow down your overall questioning. Your questions are multiple facets. All have agreed to experience the road per se called life. From childhood to teens to adulthood. When basic knowledge that all is love is not understood at this level, one must seek out to understand why it is so. You have agreed to experience your birth family, in agreement with them to learn lessons. This is not done on the night of conception, this is prior to your birth and where there are many soul contracts (as people, places, things) that again have been agreed upon "much like string theory". (Google) You each agreed that as a soul you would experience certain factors in your soul contract. You/We choose these based on soul growth or evolution of humanity, planet, planetary. This is not an "I" event. If you were to look at the complexity of your life, as in all of it, from birth to now point, and all the people who have crossed your path the story widens, does it not. It is not all the pain or experiences, as in what you learned along the way. (ME) So what you are saying is that even the bad people who came from God, have a choice point. (Yes) Your planet is shifting from Greed, from single to many. All civilizations have encountered this "winner take all" mentality. This is currently under destruction (years), as more, and more people question the longevity, realizing that it cannot withstand itself. You have a saying on your planet follow the money. You were not created to be in lack, but many are. This is a rich and resourceful planet, that is abundant. You have in the world currently abundance defined as material wealth, but lack the understanding that health is abundance, access to food and water is abundance, to provide for your family is abundance, and home is abundance, the ability to travel is abundance. WE leave you this good day.
Be the candle, not the wind that blows it out.
Sometimes you just have to let go. Let God.
You only fail, if you believe you can't.
You are not defined by your choices, you not not your parents, your not your friends, your not co-workers, you are you and that means a lot. Blessing to you
We see what we want to see.
Meditate on Love
Your greatest strength is in your weakness, because your working towards mastering them.
What you put your thoughts into, become your reality, ie: fear, worry, sadness, love - explanation: your taught to focus your mind on Fear of ? nameless things, money, job, children, illness, the lists of things that you have to do, what about creating right now, I am at peace, I am happy, I enjoyed spending time with family, I am healthy (even when not), I have all my needs met. I love ??/ my child/ren, partner, I love that spring is coming, I love seeing the sun shine.
It's just love, heaven or earth.
Every single day you make the choice to be love or live in fear.
We left ourselves clues, because we need them to remember
I take Responsibility for creating my life
Don't doubt believe in yourself.
From new roots grows new sprouts.
We all have our days, when we expect people to understand who we are, when they expect less for themselves.
Turn and face your fear/fears
Instead of looking at a situation as problem, see what lessons are or have you learned and move past them.
Change begins with you and how think about about them
" I, too can withstanding the storm"
Create
I am free, I am Free, I am free
Be with me Now, guides
You manifest what your believe!
The soul knows - in the deepest part of you, you know the truth.
What you create you received.
I have entire shoe box of affirmation or quotes that I wrote over a period of three years. To get me through one the worst times of my life. And since the box is collecting dust, I felt I may as well just release them.
" Nothing flows in a straight line". Life is journey, not a destination."
So, when you dig into the spirit world – words take on a different meaning. Because the spirit world speaks in spirals and not linear, as we are taught from early on childhood. Seemly random things become more important than structure that we have taught to use. Most understanding the concept of Matrix, which by all accounts in inverted by which things are not for the betterment of all. If it was there would be no homelessness, medical, food or water issues and everyone would be successful. Whereas that is not the case. Thriving in the past in a tribe or small community meant the survival all. Much like a puzzle without all the pieces the image is fragmented and does not function properly.
Much like a bridge
or building, or pyramid when the stones at the bottom are missing or broken the
top can’t support itself. As you remove these bottom layers that top becomes unstable.
Even as child playing with blocks knows this concept and is learned early on that
it will topple to the ground. What your witness is the toppling of things.
These structures have enslaved, segregated, and degregated for the benefits of
the few. We wish for you to be observer without falling into fear that this is
the end times, which has pervading in your movies, programming and by the media
that would have you believe that there is an Armageddon is at hand.
What is
happening is that you are moving through, a period of time, that the earth is
shifting and the reality that you once knew is changing. Fear is an illusion. It
a program that keeps you in fear that is meant to control you. Much like the
birth of a child there is a pushing and contracting to birth a new reality and
only you can decide what that looks like. Had you been taught to use your creative
energy from the beginning, there would be winner takes all. Because everything
is build one on top of the other.
