* ????? They guides want me to tell a story. I have too many running around in my head. And because I see this on the internet and it is portrayed as such. Here is my thoughts of it. As I get image of how many pictures of yourself did you take today, of yourself. Unedited.
Ok so I raised by an alcoholic Narcisistic (not always Alcoholic) - abused verbally and threats daily. . With that being said we attract this person or people because one or both the parents are. We live in a very narcisistic world even more so now then ever before. WE fail to look at history of the world with regards what our parents went through by their parents, and the parents before that. The narcissus is someone who has not look at their own trauma, brings in the fact women were property of fathers or husband until the 70's - boys taught to be macho/sent off to kill, Women to stay inline. Add in Suppress your emotions and feelings by society, wars and threats of bombs on your head, inequality across board, culture, religions, sexual orientation, various illness from aids- covid, 911, etc.. We live a fear based world. At this point you heal your yourself or play a victim of it. And no therapist is going to teach that history, or coach. You want healing forgive them and yourself. Spiritual lesson: take your power back by educating yourself and empowering yourself, versus labelling and blaming - this is soul lesson of the soul. That you agreed to too, to change it and the make a difference. And before you pay someone to emotionally trigger you and not help you. The Triggers are were the healing needs to be. Look into shadow work and heal thy self. If you need a counselor seek one, The word Therapist -the rapist is disarming word, not empowering that you can't heal yourself. When it is lie you tell yourself to empower who!
*This is a my post on internet, were regardless of how many followers they have, as they have no wisdom or knowledge and maybe not even accredited to fully understand or the mythology, religious propaganda with history of such.
*Shadow is unconscious part of are self, that we don't see for ourselves, others do or denied it. Any issue that you have goes back to parent relationship, and your parents learn it from their life and their parents, etc. Apply known history anywhere is the world and you see progression of beliefs, behaviors, idea or thoughts. Never questioning the institution of where it comes from and why it does not change. We know what needs to done and who running our countries, states, what puppets is next. And it will change over few years and in the future. Empowerment is not about disempowering people, for personal gain. People wonder why God does not intervene, were you not sent to see to it. Are all people sent to play less then who they are.
*If not going question what you believe - you can't pass judgement because of only knowing half the story.
edited 5-14-24 my use of the therapist in the context that I used it and how it was given to me. For fact checker out there: The international Psychotherapy Inst. Theipi.org of Philadelphia : https://theipi.org/on-the-derivation-of-the-word-therapist/. 3rd paragraph. explaining the use of. I also word checked it because of it abrupt syntax and a trigger word.
This has two fold view the narc and codep. relationship one is empowered and other less empowered, one gives control and other has no control (or they think they don't) this is dynamic playing out- both are wounding, not acknowledged in either. Karmic wise in another life the roles could have been reversed. Known as karmic debt to rebalance.
There is more complexity to it, but I am keep simple. I am not saying they are "the rapist", it crossed me one day and like a ah moment being how we give our power away. I hope this is clearer.. I am not stating they are that. It was context or syntax of linguistics that we don't pay attention word usage. One word could be programmed to be charged for empowerment or disempowerment. I apparently ruffled feathers with someone.
As empath I am aware of energy of people. When someone leans in to speak to you (unless doing something) generally you sense what they want. By the energy around them whether hello or you did something wrong. As children, when there is no clear boundaries and everything you did something wrong fight or flight kicks in. I had woman recently do this to me and first reaction was step or lean back and realized that it disempowerment, bullying or narcissus to used to have authority over me. When fact is when I didn't she back off for now. This does happen over night. Years of study and even watching and listen to my own body reaction to either gender who plays this head game. This is learned behavior - to manipulate and control. Don't believe me go anywhere and watch the two people interact. I have Empath writing on here.
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