5-24-24 Someone did a video with their experience with the dark side of Spirituality and this is what I replied.

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I want to Thank you for bringing up the dark side of spirituality and esoteric that no-one talks about or denies exists. When there is people running around say or doing, without true knowledge understanding the with all light is dark too. When it happens that there is not enough spoken of it. Your left befuddled what the frick, what was that and why am seeing, experiencing this, there is no reference point or someone to ask. Left asking the (freaking out) to guides or universe.

When this happens in the physical or dream time. we have people doing plant medicine with no clue what they're doing and opening doors that people were not ready for and leaving people in trauma state because they were not doing there own shadow work and integration, studying or mentoring with people real healers vs. looking at it from glam, glitz and big names, Hollywood exploits and others making big money, selling it as cash in, scheme. Really, other healers are guides for discernment and self integration to self.

This can take any form, tarot reading, healing/healers, group meditations, hypnosis, so-called shamans, psychic, medium ship and channels etc.. Even what I write .. you have to decide for yourself. Even when my own guides direct me to things ..I question it. Why? example next.

I went to a Cacao ceremony few months ago, by someone who was untrained to do it. What I did not say was that and I am assuming I blew open four chakras which were blocked, I think. This throat, heart, sacral and solar plexus.. I saw and experienced likes colored cans expanding out of the body. Which I got very sick from which I believe body was cleansing itself. I can not prove it other than what I witness within myself. To someone not even knowing the chakras can freak someone out.

Since I have been walking this in-between worlds thing and have experiences that I could not dream it up, from wild to crazy. I have read countess books and really it does not matter because that is someone else's story -which in no way describes in words or accounts for what one experiences. I have ask why me and most of happens just going about human things like the store, or running an errand. I don't look for it in any form. I spent numerous hours, years and energy trying to understand it. I don't speak publicly about it except here, anyone stuff is their business and unlike Hollywood which is not showing everything. People's personal life is not everyone else's business or for drama fixes. I don't do reading like who you will marry, next job or should you do this .or.. that, that is not my job. Honestly I am not sure what I do and how I do it. We put labels on it but that only defines it and we are much more than we realize, word only hider.