8-27-16 My Dreams were High Jacked

Did you ever feel like your life that you dream about or have was Highjacked, I remember dreaming about my life and what it would look like around age 9 or 10. I had a plan, even if was a dream at the time. These were my goals in life. The plan was simple or at least I thought so. It would take me another 30 years to realize that what was possible required me to give up much of who I was. That I would be not living the dream, but be enslaved by the crap people throw at you. See as early as elementary school we are compared to our peers and teachers.

We're taught that were not smart enough against other students because of a multitude of reasons. We're separated in groups for reading, writing and math. We're taught history that is invalid or completed flawed by another observation. Science is explained by a book with no real observation of the ecologic systems, as why it works and what causes things to change.Our school systems have become about memorizing data versus processing and understanding our part with it. God forbid you question something that your teacher could not respond too. Your cast out for even challenging the notion that your teacher or the books are wrong. I know because I have experience it when I read and heard something. Then told as child and as adult that I was wrong, even when I had nothing to compare it too, long before computers were everywhere for use. Thankfully, we have computer even though we have to dig around for corrected information. We take what anyone one person says and then claim it as truth, because it’s been taught to us, so it must be so. There no thinking anymore, it more of a brain washing us to conform to what other dictate to us.

Even now on the news, or elections or basically anything on the television, computer or cell phones the information that we received is questionable. You have no idea who or what is telling the truth. Recently, I have been questioning the weather and times of day, when I realized that it’s the middle of August and it getting dark at eight o’clock. Now when I was growing up the last thing you thought about was the time during the day. You know that August was hottest of all the months and it did get dark until around 9. Now it could be in the 30’s in November and 70 in March. The trees are losing leaves, due to lack of water and inconsistent weather changes. You see streams of planes spraying chemicals in the air and wondering your allergy are acting up when it’s not a change in seasons.

 It as if blindly walking around and not questioning what is around or before us. We have homelessness and people struggling to put food on the table and pay their bills. When we send jobs overseas and our government shut down because they don’t want to work together, or anyone can walk to food store and purchase verses forging over 100-200 years ago. And we have people who think why should they people help other out, because they work and others should too. Yet, because of our ego as human we allow these things to go on. We blame others for not having a birth right to be here as citizens, yet most of our ancestor came from somewhere else. 

We have become entitled and endow by not even know our family history or history alone, about what our families and ancestors did so we could live the way we to now and that we have the ability to fix many of the problems that face the planet, people. The things stopping us is us stroking our ego and money or the focus of money, government rules and laws, educating our self about our beliefs and were they came from.  Now I am no rocket science but it does not cost 30k to build a car, or 400-500k to build a home, 135.00 for a pill in the hospital for headache, or that food should chemical altered or engineer to feed the masses, yet we have people living on the street by choice or not and feeding people must be a birth right depending on your social status. 

Because if you have not looked around in a while the Jones have become Kardashians, Corporations, government and people playing/praying for you to stay asleep. The news once you too be afraid of people and actually living a life that you could possible dream for yourself or anyone. If you think back what you learned in kindergarten, about caring, sharing and being the best possible you are you living up to that expectation of you. It’s like you’re driving on the road and you think you the only person on the road trying to get somewhere, even when you can see the cars before you, behind you and to the side of you and keep riding someone ass of their car, all because you need to get somewhere; then get upset when traffic is moving. 

We have become so busy doing that were not being.  Do you know that there is 324 million people is United states to date and 7.3 billion on the planet, that if you took One dollar from each person either on the planet or any country you could buy out a major corporation or change the government, because we all know that debt in the trillions and being misuse to create wars, control other countries for their resources and land, enslaving us to be use for their debt of misuse and countless elected people who are to be of service to the people and their pockets. Now some may read this and say what can I do about it, I am not the government, banking system, big corporations or anyone for the fact, or I don’t have time or money to change anything. It takes just a thought, in is this life that I signed up for, is this the life I want my children, grandchildren or future generations.

 Have I become a dollar sign for other people to run my life tell me what to think and believe, how I chose to live or children chose to live and if you think it’s going to change with the next president, here a news flash it is fixed and you just think you have a vote that counts!  There is only one way for it to change, it’s you waking up and challenging what is before you or questioning why is this so, why is this happening or you taking a good honest look at yourself and say am I really a person who believes in the goodness/godness of another, because regardless what you know we are all people on this planet that we call home.  

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My life as Spirit in Human Form 8-22-16

My life as Spirit in Human Form 8-22-16

Entry One

The last few days I have been thinking about all my experience and explaining what I see in the world daily or even over the years. Now, there are so many experiences. I just don’t know where to begin. See I found through the last 10 years of research into paranormal, philosophy, religion, healing modally, reading, lectures and then some. That you can only get so much information and experiences that other people have also experienced. So because I had so many, I thought it would a good idea to write them down because I know that most people are experiencing these same things, but don’t know what to do with them.

One of the first memories was when I was really sick. I am not sure what I was sick from, I had a woman appear at the side of my bulk-bed. I could have been no more five years old. I say this because I shared a room with my sister and I seem to have blanks in memory and time gaps of events. I remember dreaming about a baby being left in a small wooded area near a church by my house. When I lived at my parent’s home and was old enough to cross the main street that went by our section/ development I would go look for the exact spot that I have seen this baby left in, even years later I would look for confirmation of this vision. I seem to be trying to confirm that I really saw what I did. Now I did not tell anyone because, when I did, I was told that it was really there or I did not know what I talking about. Also, I learned really early that people did not see the things that I did. I did not know that people could not see what I seeing. So as a small child I would just take in what I saw whether it was a dream or actually vision, I just did not know what to do with the information.

I did write a book but have yet to edit and proof it. I wrote the book in 4 days and just needed to put the information down on paper, out of my mind. It does not go into all the experiences, only but a few. I also remembering that the neighbor was going to move and that there were issues at the house that they lived in. I don’t know what the issues are, even to this day. I remember saying something to my mother and her saying to me that it was not true. I did not know this at the time but the neighbor was one of my mother’s best friends. Well, they did move and the new neighbors moved in and had the same issues until they separated and one of them continues to live there to this day and tends to not be a very nice person.

I also had problems in school learning to read sounds of a, e, i, o and u. I struggle spelling words based on long and short sound. To this day I still struggle to spell words or miss words in basic sentence structure and English is not my favorite choice by any means.  So it’s kinda strange that I now spend a great deal of time writing and it’s now become my life. And as many people spend time reading this I encourage you really think about what you may have dreamed or physical seen that you may not have spoken about.

By all counts, they get stranger, freakier and scary at times. So this is my life and now I sharing it, so other people don’t think they are losing it. These are gifts and up to you to fit out how to help humanity. ©

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The Voice Within : Conversation with the Guides: 8/8/2016

The Voice Within : Conversation with the Guides: 8/8/2016: What if today you had to answer for all your pain, suffering that you caused in the world, all the negative thoughts and words that you ...

Conversation with the Guides: 8/8/2016

Conversation with the Guides: 8/8/2016

What if today you had to answer for all your pain, suffering that you caused in the world, all the negative thoughts and words that you created because someone else hurt you. Would you amend those sorrows that you created for another – would you look into their eyes and truly tell them you were sorry for the scar that you caused them. Would you be able to hold unconditional love and light, that all souls are? Would you be able to feel so deeply into your soul those feeling and emotions that caused another to walk a different path? What if, you were the god placed before them and chose your words that deemed them insignificant in world that you all have created. The divinity is within and not one among you is greater than another. That you came here, now to remember that all walk the same path to remember the spark of creation. To remember the Master’s that you are. You have chosen this life time to throw out the dogma of separation and stand as powerful creator and own who you are.

You are not what you have been told. You are not just humans in form. Your vessel is not just your body and mind. You come from a magnificence of the universe. You have been taught to see separation and that your powerless to create a difference in a world that would entrap you to think that because you came from a situation of less than ideal, that you deserve less. What of your fellow man/woman do they deserve less than you? You are separate because that is chose to forget, who you are. You chose your stories and how they would play-out. You were taught darkness, hate and separation, what is perceived as good and evil, as what is ugly, that your smart or dumb on a program that was designed by whom! You have lived my life times to be right here and now. Yesterday is gone and tomorrow is a projections of possibilities. You have chosen now to be the brilliant being that you are, there no mistakes in that!

Only you can decide what is truth for you. Somewhere with you, lies the knowledge and keys for the truth. You have played the games and programs, well, as they were written and imposed a pond you. Now it time to remember and wake up from the illusion that was created, from so much of polarity on your planet that you call home. Unequally, exists because you have allowed it to become truth, no one should be kneeing before anyone, you are all souls of the light in form. You chose now to waken to the truth. You must make a conscious decision to awaken, no-one can make that choice for you. You must follow your hearts to the realizations of the truth. Some part of you knows and it pulls at you, when see destruction a pond your planet, one some level you have agreed to tear down those lies of that have been weaved to reality.   

The truth of who you are is within, not in the illusion. May would say how is it illusion? If I can see it, as so. You have not learned to not see it as anything other than it is. You only learned to expand, what you have been taught. What if you changed the view- on everything? This vessel, as well others that we speak through came in with many of the same challenges that most encounter, but have agreed and have memories that they could not explained to another, had they would have been labeled as such, you tend to label things that you do not understand or even bother to question. It seems to past from one generation to next. And really have you ever bother to seek the answers out for yourself. Other than what you are told, what do you really know about the soul or your spirit! Is it taught at schools, in your homes, or in your family! How do you really know, who you are? If you/yourself have never challenged your own beliefs of who you are! How would you even begin to explain to a child that they are manifested spirit in form of body, mind. That you can create whatever you want! And that you create with love of all people, animals, the planet and that serves the greater good of all.

To most this seems a fanciful idea and concept. Yet, it not taught on level that is greatly accepted. Are you taught about the builder, achiever, and the good going on in the world! You have what you have, because you were taught for hundreds of years. You are not taught about the people who stood in their truth, even your nightly news reflects what world you live in! You see what you see, because people want you to see it as so. Fear control the mind and love does not, it expanses your view. How many events need to play-out before you see your fears are creating the very world you inhabit.  Really, think about this what you fear, create more of the same response. Challenge your fears, challenge your beliefs, be like children again and do it anyway. So what! Maybe you will change your view.

The Voice Within : The Empathetic You 8-2-16

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