12-07-22 Intuitive information, post 12-19-22

 

I was looking up a medication for the correct spelling and within the identification of it: and States the following (serious infections that may be spread on purpose as part of a bioterror attack 2x in paragraph), I thought this is odd. This is listed the NIH, which is National Library of Medicine run by Gov.  This basic antibiotic.

I got a storm is coming and then I got 2023 is wild ride with news coming out that has been hidden and scandals.

Smelling wire burning.

I saw three words – before waking How, heist, and heart. ?

Storm watcher’s

Kalina ?

Fergie- I felt this is princess – Duke of York

I saw blurry image of man with a captain hat. This is type a military or civil service. There was second image behind him in distance but also blurry.

Joaquin – this made think of River Phoenix, which I now know that they were brothers.

Hakeen ?

6-18-23 A Rant kind of 07-15-22 What is the point of all?

 

07-15-22

What is the point of all?

What is your legacy going to be?

Were you loved and did you love with all your heart?

Does it even matter?

These are questions that I am questioning after finding out that a childhood friend has passed after a battle with cancer.  As an intuitive, one would think that we are not affected because from a higher perspective this person completed whatever s/he came here to do or experienced.

One of the greatest lies is that this is it. Our whole life is just one of many experiences that come to be known, as life. The good, the bad, the evil or fear more like it. To seek God or not. That we are all gods because were created from the infinite of everything. Everything that you see is God in action. Every emotional experienced, is God experiencing itself. Many books speak about the vastness wanted to experience itself. And in order to do that, it began to create other selves, which we are all part of it. I have been asked whether God is human at this point in my life I don’t believe is such a thing. God just is and lovingly created everything.

Now if you do enough research, they say that we were seeded from other planets, civilizations, and societies. That was infiltrated by an alien race or Lucifer or what have you. That we also live within this body suits as soul stream within a hologram, illusion or we create a reality with our thoughts, actions, behavior and so forth. I don’t know whether any of it is true or none of it.

And left to think about these things it is definitely something to consider. I look continually for answers because my soul or spirit is not at rest from my own experienced so far, as to why I would create or experience the things that I have. I could not possibly list them all because they started as a child and remain consistent today. Do I enjoy being a medium or psychic? that is loaded question.

Why, because I have witnessed and seen the damage that is caused. I have coined the term soul raping because stealing the light of a person is essentially what is happening and Light raping just does not justify the horrendous scars left for anyone to walk, live through, or experience. Now from a higher perspective, nothing affects that soul because the “you” that think you are, is not completely embodied. If we, were, we implode into millions of stars because our light is so powerful. 

Now as a child I knew everything was Love and could understand why others did not. It is not something that I experienced as a child or even in my adult life fully. This is in no way egotistical and question it daily, that if I am love because I created by the infinite why is there so much that is projected at me by others, or why would I create this to experience it and the I, who happens to be also one with the infinite! 

Why does it take death for us to stop and realized that one person affected the whole! Even if they are physically unknown to others. What is it about death that we fear or avoid, that we can’t see what is right in front of us and we are led us to pursue material wealth over connecting to one another or God or wherever? Is death not the same in every culture or religion. We experience that loss profoundly.

Then when someone passes we question our own moral compass and just move on unless the person was of celebrity status. What a world we live in. I get that we live in the material world, because well we need a house, food, a way to travel, and a way to get goods. But when it to the point that it is destroying ourselves and the planet because we want to fit in, or bigger toys or think of only of ourselves and somehow the government should solve all of the world problems when each one of us is or has played a bigger part in the world problems, to line our pockets with something you can’t take with you, sure you can pass it next generation but it only perpetuates the problems.

Had we/you be taught from that beginning that you God in human bodies and have gifts that are beyond words and instead of be led to fear generation after generation for millions of years and the control of fears has created that world that living in and that instead of looking for who you/we are by the outer world and taught to question who am I, by going within. We see fear everywhere in the news, in people’s conversations, that projections by media, all forms of social networks.

You know I had a conversation with someone just yesterday as to whether I should carry a gun or not, because I might encounter someone who attempts to harm me. Without going into my story, that I can’t possibly write at this point or even explain it to myself. I would not get a gun because I, as a person do not know if I could live with what could happen. 

Could and would and what if, comes from fear and I know that this life is not our first or last. I don’t fear death, there are many times that death has crossed my path, or people attempted to harm me with their own pain and suffering,  trying to destroy me, or harm me that it would somehow change their own life, well it didn’t. These people claim to believe in God but they soul rape another human for their own personal gain for what!

We all claim karma and look for it to be justified whether it is this life or next – Whether it is true or not. Can anyone truly say without a doubt, that they have not done harm, with words or thoughts, if you really understand how powerful they are. Whether done in private or not. Just the thought is just as powerful. We are only partly to blame because you we never told in this life or did understand the true meaning of the words. And of course, we come back into this life to not remember. Amnesia as other speakers, and channels writers call it. I disagree. 

 Whether that is true or not at this – because of the chemicals in everything, who knows. Even yesterday I watched something and said this is Airy Fairy that we're trying to clear multiple lifetimes, generations, and the programming from this lifetime and now we are being told that unless the trauma is clear and healed that we don’t progress evolution wise, or even evolve and we will keep repeating that same patterns over, over again until we learn the lessons. 

Then what the is the point to it all. I don’t fear death, I fear living because of what anyone one of us has been through is more than words can even explain, much unto myself. Even if my mission is to write this down to express the things that I have learned or not learned I did my mission here by this alone. I think I need to stop asking questions as to the why’s and get a new hobby and just find peace because that is far from where I am at this moment. 

12/08/20 Some insight this morning

 12-08-2020

So I had some insight this morning, when I realized that I don't know how many years ago within the last ten or more, I would say, that I came across a video about seeing things that are cloaked. I looked for the video, could not find it and it is out there in U-Tuberland somewhere. Yes, it sounds crazy and I really don't remember what the affirmation was at the time. It when something like, I am not in agreement with anything that is being cloaked or hidden from myself or  from my reality, it must make itself known. I don't condone consent to cloaking technology or it's use to hid, conceal or manipulate. 

I didn't pay much mind to it at the time, because I was researching something else. But what if it is true. Since I have had extremely strange experiences that I have only found limited information on and when I have questioned other people in the spirituality community they say we don't talk about those things or they say something off the cuff without any explanation, to completely blowing me off that I have walked away from many circles that people call themselves teachers to want only want money before they will even consider giving me an answer to my question. 

Leaving me perplexed because the guides have repeatedly, said/say to question your  thoughts, beliefs and behavior to we create reality. When the very things that I have encounter were not of anything that I have ever seen or experienced in this reality, and was not in meditation or dream state before those individual encounters. I was very wake and conscious, and in the present of others, except no one accept me witness these things. 

So, the question lies in if I do research am I creating it or does it already exist and just hidden from us, referring back to above video regarding cloaking. All seem wildly strange to a bizarre notion and fricken out there at times, to doing researching and hearing people speak of things that it is either trauma related or Near Death experiences, does not seem to be all people point of think.  

 

12-06-22 from 11-28-22 Intuitive information

 

Sistine Chapel

Asia

Superconductor/ superconductivity

I was shown a fire symbol like on a hazmat sign.

Pierce Freeman- Not sure this individual or Pierce B/M Freeman

Mr. Cress

I saw an image of Dog tag with chain (purple) in a pile of papers or clothes.

We wish to speak: A storm is coming of disproportionate size– meaning that there is a building of energies that will generate widespread (information) that create fear to the uninformed. This is of the biggest momentum. For what is to happen. The collapse of ideology has long since long seen its day. For we wish to educate the ones awake enough to stand their ground. There is much news to share that will awaken the sleeper to awaken from the dream of illusion.

We congratulate you for the truth and for standing up for what is right. We understand that it is not always palpable to be constantly the vigor of backlash to unevolved who live with the dream that nothing is what it seems and carry on like nothing has changed in your world for many feel the call to look for the truth within, so much disinformation regarding what is happening in the world.

We commend you for staying on the path and looking to explain and resolve some of the imbalances that seek to keep you from knowing the truth regarding the control that has enslaved many for eons of time. This is no easy task and is not universal truth and it is time that you know who you really are and the power that you hold as a species and a planet. You are not haphazardly floating around the universal without assistance.

You have been told that nothing exists outside of the planet. Which could be further from the truth. Let's just say that people will fall to their knees when the truth is exposed on a grand scale. Your government have been told and warned that we will intercede if the truth is not made known.

For the planet is shifting too and not as a global weather phenomenon as one has been told, she is crying out, trying to tell the people of the earth they can no longer abuse her for the fossil fuels, destroy the forests and pollute the water any longer. This is her body that she inhabits. You live on her physical vessel as consciousness. We have spoken many times to many people that the earth is changing, and she will move and shake as need be for this is an exponential focal point. We bid you a good day.

Corpus Christi- may have posted this

Tennessee

AI in question whether it natural or not.

Collusion to deceit others

I heard victor to people

 

 

 

11-27-22 Intuitive information

 

I don’t know what this means – Murphy’s to Wallace. Now Murphy’s is a bar in my hometown and Wallace’s Alignment/Auto is a distance of a few miles. Why I am getting I have no idea. I have been woken up for the last 4 mornings. I got fire 2x, which of course looking at the distance between these two points is massive. It seems to be some of type line. Because it is being shown as if I was driving between those two points. 

I have also said, in my sleep something to the effect of reality splitting. When looking up the definition it is defined, as in one reality, someone dying and in another there still alive. Which is similar to heaven and earth. Were one person dies and it is understood to a degree they moved on to heaven or the other side. 

This would be a split in reality. From a higher perspective, we all live in multiple realities at the same time. You don’t have an awareness of this because your mind has been taught to believe that this planet, the earth is the only thing that exists. Quite frankly, is a head trip to think you exist in other places at the same time. 

You have been taught that there is you, your god of choice, and the moon, stars, and sun with dead planets surrounding you out in space. Which could not be further from the truth. We the Pleiadeans have visited your planet for millions of light years. We have watched over your planet as it progresses in evolution for even longer than that scientific community, or government will tell you. 

You have never been alone floating in space without our assistance, along with other races standing watch over the planet. Not all sightings are of the Pleiadeans, there is a technology that is being used to create a holograph image of a Ufo or Afo in your skies. For a means to control and manipulate humanity. If do your research you will find that we have comes many, many times to indigenous cultures and humans alike. 

If you were to think about just the advancement that has occurred in the last 122 years, do you really think that it just happened? There has been a universal treaty signed that has allowed this technology to be brought through to the media. Many of the great inventors, who were once considered crazy for the information that they were able to bring to the planet, for example, the television to computers that you now wear on your wrist. This concept alone was unheard of over 100 years ago. 

We tell you these things so you can begin to know the truth and that it is not some random act of God. Your planet is on a trajectory to evolve as a species, and everything on the planet, humans have never been the only species on the planet. Everything is consciousness on the planet from microorganisms to the planet as a whole. You have been taught to think small, when in fact, that is the farthest from who you really are in form.  

You have never been taught to expand your mind. You have been kept small to control you and your ability to access truths. You are not random people floating in space. Which your governments and others would have you believe. “You’re not like chicken little running around saying the sky is fallen”, this is a metaphor for the mass fear that is projected at you through your media. Many are created events to keep you in fear of becoming a greater version of what you have known before about yourselves.

As things fall apart because they no longer serve humanity, as a whole. What seems like chaos is not what some are labeling Armageddon. This planet is protected by multiple councils and galactic federations that oversee the progression of the evolution of this planet. You are not new babes of lambs to this planet or this incarnation. You have lived multiple lives and exist elsewhere. Your earth suit is just a vehicle that part of you resides in. That is why many feel foreign in this world because many have not just existed here. 

Your planet is in an inner galactic travel station. Your unearthing of artifacts around the world will tell you that civilizations have existed for longer than what they would have you believe. The earth existed for millions and millions of years and will continue to, do so.  You came to create but that has been stifled to control your minds and your abilities to live the life you were meant to. God,  source did not just haphazardly throw out planets to exist. Everything has a purpose for its existence. You as a personally are not cavemen banging on rocks, you are more evolved than what you have been led to believe is true. 

It is up to you to decide. Whether there is more to your own know story, history, and what is and has been told. We leave this day with discourse. 

As a side note: I don’t if I have written this down or personally stated this -but as a child, I knew that my family was not my original family and that I was born into the wrong family and not from this planet. But as the earth is a school of learning, which I have since learned and created by free will and thought. It changes many things and opens the door to questions, like what is the truth, and what lies have we been taught, why is not taught from birth? Or why did some of us choose to forget and others not? 

I have been lax about keeping up with intuitive information, and I did get the following: 

Guggenheim Museum

Corpus Christi- not sure if it is Texas or the actual meaning of the words.  

11-04-2022 My journey of healing

 

You know back in 2003 when I started this journey while I watching a show called starting over, I had no idea what impact that show would have on my life. I just left a job and was trying to decide what I would do next. I was studying for my real estate license so could have more time with my son.  My son had just been diagnosed with ADHD and my home apparently had termite issues. I was getting my license to understand the laws involved because it seemed easier than navigating countless books to whether there was an error in the purchase of my home.

It seemed I was going from one issue to the next. Quite frankly, I felt like I was on a roller coaster. I had gotten my license and contacted a lawyer and carpenter to see about checking my home. I had gotten my son into therapy. To this day I don’t know if it was even necessary for my son to go to therapy or even be medicated. I was informed that he needed the medication to focus in/on school, and pretty much It was said that there was something wrong with him. It was implanted like a bad seed. That I had to redirect him constantly and to behavior modification. 

I did not completely understand, so again I looked for resources to understand what was being said, regarding my son. At no point in time was any real medical work done on my son, just someone's opinion or observation. No scan or real testing beyond to see whether there was an underlining issue. What was available on the internet and in books was vague as to whether it was biological or the cause of something else.

So, I start the process of removing foods with dyes and changing food away from processed food. When you use to the convenience of items and now realize that they could be linked to making your child sick and then realized just maybe they have been affecting you too, in ways that you have not considered.

I had gotten a part-time to offset my full time that I left, while I pursued a real estate career and took my son to therapy and running the house, and all the other things that were expected to do in life. I had a partner who was less than supportive of many things and when I did ask for help, he could not understand why I could do it all. Then I found myself pregnant with a second child. I was running on empty. I became very ill and could not eat. All I wanted was sleep and that I did.

Because of my age, which in hindsight seems ridiculous that at the time that there was no clear indication anything that is medically available at the time to indicate that there would be problems, my now second child yet unborn possibly had down syndrome. I again went looking for information, not that the doctor could 100% tell that it was a fact. I wanted to know without certainty that I was informed. My doctor never offered any information or view otherwise.

At one point in this roller coaster ride, there was a school event, and I went to my son's school and watch that the child that I knew to be clever and inventive, was now sitting on the floor with no clue what happening around him. He was numb and even unaware that things were happening around him. I did not know that this medication that he had been put on was so strong that he did even seem like my child, it was as if he didn’t exist. The medication would were off before he got home, and I never saw this side of him being so not calm but so robotic that you need to jester him into movement. I spoke to the therapist regarding the medication, and he was then changed to another medication that is now listed as a class Two controlled substance.

He went from Ritalin to Adderall time release which means that medication would release multiple times within the body over the course of the day. My Son was 5 years old when this started and because the thoughts had already been planted that was something wrong with him instead of the other way around as to how we school children. This medication is right up there with street drugs.

When I was trying to figure out what foods he reacted to because there are so many chemicals in the foods. I could eliminate red dye items. I don’t know what is the reason behind it or the combination of multiple items together. As this is all going on and my being ill with my second son, I could sleep in my bed it was it I needed to cocoon by sleeping on the sofa. Often, I would experience seeing a rainbow halo over my stomach. I did not know that I was psychic, medium, or any other words to describe a natural gift. I had learned to not speak of them and so I walk around not knowing that it was a birthright.

So, when all this was happening to me and everything else with my other son, the relationship that I was involved with blew up after my son's birth. Then in a car accident, I had lost the feeling in the entire left side of my body during that accident while my children were in the backseat of a car, and my older son was thrust in his seat, to wretch his neck and shoulder, and myself losing feeling. I managed to get to the hospital to have us all looked at.

At the hospital, while being checked out the doctor found a lump on my thyroid that had not been there previously. As I need to back up a bit.  Two months, prior I had tubes tied and because I am sensitive to medication that is for pain management or anesthesia, I walked out of the hospital because I was disoriented when I could reach anyone to come to get me. When I walked home, I don’t know the exact miles involved because I was still under anesthesia, I had no awareness other than to get home and find out why no one came back to get me or why no one answered the phone to find out where my sons were.

The next day I could not stand up straight, I had pulled muscles in my back while walking and being high on the anesthesia. So, when I had the car accident the lump was found to be growing at a rapid rate. Now all along I was experiencing seeing energy around my home, mostly at night when I would be feeding my son and I would witness things glowing around my home. Everything had energy around it. And I was still not aware that there were names for what I am witnessing. I spoke of nothing to my partner because things had become strained between us.

The strain had been there for a long time before now that the communication was just a time bomb waiting to go off. When you grow up in a family where your emotions are denied, and you are denied that you’re thinking and feeling person things go askew (wrong). This denying of my gifts has been with me for a very long time. I only mention that above because it was about around the same time that what happen or my psychic gifts came back online, as I call it. And was going to stop anytime soon.

It started off with trying to understand what was happening to me and healing, that is what I set out to do. I wanted to know why it was happening to me, why I could see and experience things that others apparently cannot. I want to heal my life, and my relationship and understand why I was living event after event. Regarding choosing the wrong partners and understanding my gift to help me and others. Why it is that was not taught to me or us. And how all of it connected.

Now whether want to believe it or not you are a multidimensional being born from the love of creation, call it God, source, the universe, and even a tree if that works for you. We agreed by entering this incarnation that we would forget who we are. I did not completely forget but was subjected to all the human experiences that one goes through to forget that we are always connected and regardless of what you have experienced and projections of outer conditioning you are loved, love, and a source of creation.

I often wonder if we were taught from the beginning and or whether if it was not hidden from us would we live in a different world. In my research to heal those parts of me that were told everything but a divine being, living a human experience.  I have lived experiences that have put me on my knees to try and understand why, consideration this is a birthright to know who you are and that we all come in with gifts to share and heal the world.

Am I clear of human fallacy, No! Because clearing the errors is a process and something that must always be kept in check with every thought, word/s, and action! It ripples like a stone in water and the effects are unknown until you cross it again. Again, you will. People are saying that if you clear what is happening or present that it does show up again. I tend to disagree because as divine beings we have set test after test to face ourselves, until learn the lesson or vibrated high enough that these things don’t show up again.

I sometimes feel like it is a horse before the cart situation. Every situation is there for a reason and for you to master your emotions, reactions, and interactions. Along with questioning every belief and behavior, and your thought, that you have ever been taught or experienced. When one states that you create your reality, it is very subjective based on the soul contract and lessons that you came here to learn for your soul growth. Welcome to earth the school of learning, and what it is like to be in human form.

11-06-22 Let's really talk -me talking to guides

 

Let's really talk about really being psychic, medium, or being a Channel in life. For one thing, my life has been a series of events both good and bad. I have walked through things that I never thought I could or expected to show up in my life. Even with everything that I do, I still have to heal and fight my own demons. These demons are not real in the aspect that they are real demons, they are unsolved pain, hurt, suffering, forgiveness, and anger from what I have experienced thrust so far.

People, family, friends, and society that continue to treat people or persons less for being different. I have always known I am different and not ego way but from a heart-centered connection. Were taught all these fallacies that create ripples into ourselves that stem from no-thing, but ego and fear. I am constantly in conflict with myself. I want a normal life, and normal does not exist. And as for spirituality, everything is spiritual in nature because everything is God.

The Guides have said you are gifted, at prediction and prophecy and I like that great, but what about this and that, they tell me that I worry too much. Which triggers me into well I have been to this for this amount of time, and I am still nowhere near achieving the things that I want or need, yet I really do have them in my life, I prefer that they be different. And they are things some people take for grant.

I then say, anyone who does this work comes up against opposition, because we live in a world that is so polarized. If we look at any Master teaching from Jesus to Gandhi, Buddha and all the others have been attacked, persecuted, or even killed for their ideology. So why in the world would I want to subject myself to the energy of people who would wish ill intention against me? I have by all definitions experienced this up until this point in my life.

It started when I child and continues up until this day. If not from another person, it is my own thoughts creeping in saying that you should be doing more, or no one is listening, or you must do this way. When the fact is I don’t want to do it all. I don’t want to go on YouTube, or any platform to get the word out about what I can do, or I sense with my intuition. Is it 100% accurate I have no idea except when I speak to individuals and tell them about their life, which I think comes for the akashic records at this point!

Then you throw in multiple timelines and realities, past life memories, and that there is not one of you and your fractal of God and of yourself. It all starts to sound like bat shit crazy or I have one too many cocktails. Hell, which does not exist, the Human is made in the form of a cross, with exceptions, but a living breathing being with this vessel.

It is ok to be called crazy because I have thought it myself and people tried to medicate me for things that had nothing to do with being psychic or intuition, seeing a ghost or other being, or one of many other things that I spend that greater part of 18 years trying to research or reading a book, after book that would validate what I experienced. I encounter groups of people that say we don’t talk about it, or you created it, kick off a person's website, firsthand experience with my own eyes that I sought books, videos, and lectures to be ok with these experiences. I have gone to events with most of the top people in their field and continue to research for what, to prove what and speak to people, to deal with people who have no clue about what exactly.

If I am so crazy for my beliefs, call me crazy but have you watched the news or what the media and government are doing? I for one think that my odd somewhat obsession with looking for answers to what seems like solvable solutions if we just got out of fear mode and consider for just one moment that my neighbor, that child, or any person is looking for the same things that I am looking for and that is peace and to live their life to their best ability.

Whether, black, green, or purple, male, or female are we not looking for the same thing.! I have not traveled that world, but I hope to yet with the virus thing, that is out of the question, at the moment. I have been up and down the coast and I have seen that pretty much people live that same everywhere. Maybe not as Africa, India, or China, etc. But one truth is that people want to be loved and work at something they love doing that fulfills them and brings them the opportunity to live in joy and happiness with the people they care about.

You want to live in fear of everything that is one way to explore life and the experiences of such. I for one think that there is a better way without war, guns, violence, and whether I am going die if I walk out my door or speak to a person, regardless of the situation. Preferably, I would rather not see any of it, but it exists because there is an entire planet that wishes to what control, dominate, consume, and have power over what? If there is perhaps a single chance that we have gotten wrong and wrong for a very, very long time and we’re warring with no one other than ourselves, is not time that we change what we taught, learned, and explore other options.