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Thursday, May 13, 2021

5-13-21 This is it.

 

 5-13-21 This is it.

 

A week ago, I was driving through the town that I live in, whereas, I had a car behind me that was tailgating me. I stopped at the traffic at which point the car literally was on ass end of my car. Now since I had seven car accidents, yes, I said seven, none of which I was the cause of. People and their driving skills scare the living hell out me. Anyway, I called on Arch Angel Michael to protect me from any possibilities of Eighth accident. Which seconds later, No kidding aside, a Semi truck and trailer proceeded to turn the corner at this very traffic light. When I say that I was face to face with this semi-truck word can’t even describe that feeling, at that moment I just closed my eyes and said this it. When I say I don’t know how or why I not killed instantly, because in reality this truck was inches from my vehicle. When truck passed, I realized does any of this matter. I had peace in that moment, that no matter what life is throwing at you or you are dealing with, it can all gone in a second.

I would like to tell you that all my burdens disappeared, they have not. But for one single moment nothing mattered, I was at peace. That no matter what is happening whether you call on your angels and guides to help you or not, that peace is an inner quality that we all should working towards. And if shit is coming up for you then face it. Question whether this is a learned fear or something I experienced.

I am not afraid of dying because I had more years of experience of the dead talking to me then I can count at this point. People or personally, as the spirit world would call it don’t die. Just like a radio channel, tuning in to it is possible and a birthright. 


Wednesday, May 5, 2021

5-2-21 Channeled Message: released 5-5-2021 (5)

 

5-2-21 Channeled Message: released 5-5-2021 (5)

 

What if your building your reality of everything that is happening is a vibration match to you and your thoughts! You tend to think that what is happening is outside of you and your control, but the fact of the matter is you are at the center of it. When your vibration, as in, thoughts and actions of fear, judgement, love, hate anger, you are creating your reality. This is the Law of Resonance often refer to as Karma.

When one seeks to harm another, it is a direct reflection back to oneself – because you are a collective of one source, one mind that has a personally and free-will, to choose to act in accordance to the universe laws. You can be at peace and be peace maker or the destroyer of world. Nothing is ever separated. Not one plant, not one person, not the planet, not your thoughts. Not one single action on this planet or universe does not have a single impact on the whole of the universe.

Hate is hate; judging is judgement on yourself. Everything is a vibrational match to yourself and what you see happening on the planet. Everything needs to change – the inequality, the suffering, the hungry and the homeless, the world is a mirror of your thoughts. What is not working is going away and for the good of all mankind. You have called it into being – you are the master’s of the worlds and realities. You have come here from all over the universe to lift this planet to a higher frequency and vibration to free yourselves from false narrative- you are the Masters of the illusion. With that Good day- The Nine.  

Monday, January 18, 2021

01-17-2021 Get ready to Rumble

 I keep hearing over the course of the day,"get ready to rumble" .. I know it a term used is wrestling, but it also means "get ready for a fight"..  So being that it is 2-3 days before the President pass the wand, so to say speak, to next in coming president, and with riots on the Capital the other week are we in for unexpected events? 

A Big News Event

Maui- Hawaii

Great Change coming

Shock Waves - refer to the news 

False disclosure  

Napalm

Saturday, January 16, 2021

We Children - The Quickening 12/8/11-repost 01-21-2021

We Children -  The Quickening 12/8/11-

As the quickening begins Now. We are looking on the with the eyes so bright. Our race with anticipation of a new day. We long for a better way of bridging the gap of tiredly pushing forward into a new being. One that knows unity and understanding for all human life. We awaken to the reality that has been written of and perceived by many, who have waited patiently in the silent of there being to see this evolve into wholeness. We who have watched over the masses congratulate you for hold the faith and hope alive to see your world change to flow into the realms.

 You may not see the movement on grand scale, but there is movement. Your hierarchy know that there is a shift in prospective. You have dreamed of better ways to provide for others, as well as yourself. Those times are here to dream your manifesting abilities are crucial to bridging your world. What many would perceived as a collapsing of the system, but to see that there is steps in place to stabilizing the injustice that have occurred on the planet for too long. They are buried deeply in the human experience. Many will fall victim to what they conceived as impossible to their minds. The ones who have lived there lives thru financial crashes, employment, thru home being taking away and many more. Have learned for more lessons to prepare for the rebuilding of your world. These days are blessing as the world evolves to bring change that is rightfully due. You, as well as many have the opportunity to manifest your desires to bring in these concepts of all is one, there is no one left untouched by the world needs. There are generations here now on this planet who wouldn't miss this spectacular event to break down the walls that have held you captive.

 It's your birth right, and it being restored to see that your only limited by your mind. Your thoughts for a better way are here, as an experiment to test creative power to stay strong in your conviction to evolve. Just as the one's who have come before you. You/ your skills and knowledge of the past to be present in this ever changing world. The evolution of man is here at your door step waiting for your answer to step thru. You came here knowing the opposition that You/ We would have to over come.

To challenge your Very Being. You stood in line waiting for the chance to have a part in this/these grand scheme to break free of the control of the minds, to feel and see with your heart. To be touched in a way that your heart would spring forth out of your chest. To see all that you do. This yearning in the depths of your heart and being. Even when you felt that you could bear no more. You pushed thru the pain only to have a better understanding of what was at stake. If it were for those moments, or sudden knowledge would you have reflected on the possibility of yourself or another. How many times have you been grateful for choosing a different path, the choice of your choosing.

 You could have experience more, but you put the path, the road and directions in front of you. You designed the course on the road,  that you would take. You now can plan, design, redirect, reconstruct the how's the why's, the ways. Nothing stands before you accept the fear of not knowing, maybe you will learn some more lessons, or maybe you can connect the dots or you may get stuck, or possibility move forward with ease and grace.  The steps are simple, it's the choices that can be difficult. Does it matter if it does, you have already been there before. The pain can be deep and you will move thru it. You always have. Just as the breath gives you life to your being and you heart beats, you too have the power to regain your hearts desire to see a world for all.

May you be blessed and guided to be a spark for others to realign with the hearts of all, and come together for all involved, Namaste.

channeled -Donna Millward

My Psychic Life - pgs 47-52 posted 01-21-2021

 2010

2/12/10     I had a dream about an Ex and that his father and he had to watch their hearts. I got tingling in my hands and arm like I am feeling them having a heart attack- I think that this was first that I felt someone else pain. I felt heavy around the heart and head, like a heavy heart made of stone. I also experience the fog again and lost focus of my surrounding.

 

2/18/10   I had a dream or vision of a man lay next to me on something. His nickname is monkey or known by the name of monkey. I think he owns his own business, he is either balding or with little hair. He is in good shape, was into martial arts and the army service has tattoos, very playful.

 

On 6/19/10 My son said to me “Anything is possible if you believe you deserve it”, he was five or six at the time. We tend to dismiss things that our children say to us because they are children and don’t pay as much attention as we should do about life. The fact is most children up until the age of seven are closer to the other side and more knowledgeable because they can see and hear the other side. Until they conditioned to shut down or some type of trauma, but they come as with full knowledge of still being connected to other places and realities.

 

6/28/10     My brother accident _ The following is my brother story and what I experienced during the first few days and verification of what I witnessed afterward. In June 2010 my brother was involved in a serious accident. He was run over twice by a trash truck. Apparently, he had fallen off back under the wheel well and when the truck moved forward over him and when they realized that they were on top of him the truck ran back over him. He was taken to the local hospital and then flown to the nearest trauma hospital. He has since survived the accident and recovered.

I was not able to go to the hospital on the first day that the accident happened. I did drive to the neighborhood that the accident occurred in the following days. The accident happened in a cul-de-sac. I drove onto the street and parked my car. I did not know where the accident transpired other than a street name. As I got out of my car, I started looking for markings on the ground where he would have been laying on the street.

Then what I experience was an image of him lying on the ground and him standing over himself, looking down on to his own body. I did not question what I was seeing, nor did I think I was making it up. It was as if he was right there all over again. I was startled and amazed at the same time. It was not until I did some research into Near-death experiences and other research that I realized during a traumatic event that an imprint of energy is left at the location.

This would explain other things, like why I feel the energy around homes and other places, as well as people and objects. I have gone into antique stores and felt incredibly uncomfortable. I have gone to historical places and felt overcome by the energy of the emotions that were left behind. I have since learned that other people experience this energy and just tend to brush it off. Which got me thinking about how our loved ones contact us, by touching are shoulder or face. Or by sending a song, that reminds us of them.

Or how we see someone, and we think that it someone we know, only upon farther examination it someone else and we just pass it off. When it is thought of energy of that person of them thinking about us or reminding us that they are still around. Did you ever wonder how in the world is that song playing here?

 

When I finally got to see my brother, it was a day or so later and in words, I can’t imagine what his body was experiencing. He was swollen from head to toe. Parts of his body were two times the size that they should have been and the pain that radiated from his body that it tremendous pain. As I think about now and then, it’s amazing that he survived.  Other than the fact that his body was crushed in ways that one can, even imagine.  When we were in the hospital room, I got the feeling that there was someone there with him. My brother was put into a medical coma because his condition was so severe.

The other thing that I encounter within the first 24 hours of my brother’s accident was at roughly 4:30 Am, the next morning my brother crossed over and I knew it. I remember praying for him after being awakened out of sleep and started to see colors like I was experiencing his death.

When my brother finally was taken off some of the med’s that kept him in the coma and transferred to a nursing home for follow up care. He had said to my mother and myself that he thought that my now passed father, grandfather or someone was in the room with him the whole time. See he knew this even as he was unconscious from the medical coma. He later told me about the experience the day of the accident where I ended up finishing his sentence for him, about him seeing himself standing over his own body. I asked him if he’d remember crossing over and being sent back that he was not finished being here yet. He indicated that he did not remember and because of legal reasons we have not verified if something did happen that early morning that day.

Long story short, it’s been many years and he is fine for the most part. He is able to walk and drive and pretty much do everything he did before. I share his story because we don’t die, this body that we call home is only a vessel that holds the infinite energy being that we all are. That there are people looking out for us: call them guides, angels and loved ones they are always watching over us. It’s up to you to ask them for a sign that you would recognize that they are around you, then pay attention. It might show up right away or over the next few days.

 

7/5/10 I saw an earthquake in my dreams. I had several dreams of the Ring of Fire and something to do with 13 not (12) crystal skulls being activated.  Again on 11/20/11 about the crystal skulls

 

My oldest son was 10 or 11 and he said to me: It is amazing what positive thoughts and thinking will do.

 

7/24/10    I had an army serviceman and nurse come to me in my dreams this was when a nurse still wore a white cap and white uniforms.  No idea why or what the reason for it was.

 

7/25/10 – written down 7/26/10 I got a bridge/ ladder and walkway and fear – a need to bridge with a visual image of a ladder and then bridge and catwalk.

7/26/10    I got the following just for today slowly close your eyes and your mind and dream of something your heart desires and allow the universe, angels, and guides to bring it to you. Remember you may not get what you want but you will get what you need. And wants and needs are not the same.

 

7/26/10    I got message that “Dreams are the story of our lives, to hold on tight because you will get it when you need it”.

 

7/29/10 This was a warning @ 630am. A Little girl (JC), apartment complex or townhouse two men one 40-50, second younger 25-36, a murky pond, a side door used as a bedroom, blue and white comforter or blanket, home alone, left with other children. the little girl was led out the door by two men, told a child that they were going to see her friend that lived by the murky pool or pond, the friend was a little boy.

 

7/31/10 A guide saying to me that I met your sister she is a little quiet. 

 


8-29-16 Spiritual Crisis of Letting Go

8-29-16 Spiritual Crisis of Letting Go - revised (6-3-2020) 

Three days ago I stated to my guides that they were fired because I encountered another blow by our family court system. Who sells children to the person who makes the most money. Three and half years ago I had my son taken by the courts and given to a man who physical threaten my other son and verbally and physical attacked me, which my children watched and listen too. He verbally attacked my son daily. Telling him that he was worthless, on drugs and because he was not his blood, he was useless. I have had it. What was the point of all this! I had left this man 8 years prior to having to live in my family home after I lost my job to move in and to only encounter more toxic dysfunctional people who once were normal or I thought, now there is drugs and alcohol fuck up people. To be rob by a family member, high on crack to encounter neglected children while their parents induced themselves in drug and alcohol to sit by while the grandmothers of these children enable these so called adults to live this way in their homes. 

What is absolutely, more ridiculous is that grandmothers that our in denial, is that people who live in neighbor know what is going on, they see. They see the cars or crap that goes on. You have been an idiot to not know. Also, it was not enough the sheriff department was in the home fully geared searching the house for my brother on bench warrant multiple times and the children would be line-up on sofa while they search the house. In the meantime, my brother was hiding in the woods behind our family home. Or that Children services had been involved to point that had just got one child back a few years earlier and children services had threatened them to take the children away again, because the conditions in their own apartment, that looked like animals lived there instead children and adults.

Now I am forced to deal with this man, who using the courts to harass me because he cannot get his own shit together and the courts pretty much kidnapped my son from me because I left the county and filed for a Protection for Abuse order, outside the county, where I previously lived.  Because their own county shelter was closed and other shelters wanted to separate my oldest son from me because of his age. I did not realize that if over certain age you are considered adult, even when you’re not old enough to even drive yet. Even when there is a federal law stating mothers and children are protected in shelter from removal of a child because of homelessness. 

I have thought over and over again what happen to my life, I was not raised this way. Not that it was roses and magical fairy tale in the least. But this was beyond a nightmare or anything that I could have even thought about. What had, happen to my life! Several years earlier I had a home with the white picket fence, the family pet and anything that I could have even hope for. Even, if I did not realize at the time. I had what some people only dream of having someday. It now 12 years later, I have lived in two shelters, moved just as many times and no closer to living my dream life. I came to spiritually out purely being take to my knees more times than I can count at this point. I thought I had it all. How wrong I was! Even with all that I had accomplished, buying a house, my children, my toxic controlling relationship that came full force in less than 12 hours of my second son birth. I watched it disappear and I grasped for pieces of what I had. I went from a somewhat comfortable life to losing it all. I now have an estranged relationship with my son, because he cannot understand why this happen and I cannot even begin to explain it to him. 

I have to emotionally, physically, spiritually support my son now, from 40 plus miles away in another county, via cell phone or weekend visits that I travel to pick him up. All to escape from this man and my family that felt like my soul was being suck out by them. It been five years since I spoke to my family and three and half since I the left this man who attacked me and who has become one of the darkest souls that I have ever met. People who know me have no idea what the magnitude of crap that I witness, seen or observed, emotionally or spiritually. I have never questioned whether god was real or not. I was not raised with any religious background other to observe the holidays and no meat on Fridays’. My parents went to church, but had grown away from it after, they witness the opposite from people who preached it.

 Now here I am questioning my own spiritually and god after seeing things manifest before me for 40 plus years. How do I write about it, or say anything regarding challenging your beliefs or help people see that all is not what it seems! Who am I to tell you that love is the source of everything and that your guides and decease family members watching over you and that you created your life prior to being born, and every word, choice, and actions that is uttered in your mind or your mouth has a cause and effect in the bigger scheme of things. Who I am to dig deep in my soul and remember that I agreed to this life before my birth. These are the questions that I struggle with right now. I want to turn back because I don’t know how much more I can handle. People who know me have only parts of my story have said, how do you do it? I have said, I just keep moving each day and am thankful for as much as possible. Even when there is no end in front of me, that I can see. 

Who am I to tell you that life is dream and your life is a contract that you wrote. Who I am to even continue on this path when I can’t even fix my own life! Who I am to look at another sovereign being and see the connection to everyone and everything, even when I don’t like who or what is presented before me. Or it’s a cosmic joke that we played on ourselves to know “thy self-first”, before any other. Or that I met people or beings that have a heart of gold and love that they ask nothing of you and the darkest soul-less people who suck the light force from your being, leaving you walking around cold and dead, because they want the very essence that makes you, you and every other being on this planet. 

That when you create from hate, angry or disgust, control, intimidation and many others, that you have given your power away to become like them. Or there mean bitchy or angry person that you just encountered is struggling with low self-esteem or in fear of something that they encountered in their past and acting on, it again. All because someone made them feel small in the face of their own powerlessness. Because we live in a world that does not want you to know that your powerful creators like god and that you are manipulated by the church, corporations, elite and beings on the planet. And the planet was once a paradise and or a heaven on earth and people have destroyed her for resources and that everything belongs to everyone and all species on the planet. And if don’t believe me look at yourself because you know the truth. (Guides step In) Is it so far out there that you can’t conceive of it? You all feel controlled in some way or another. Are you free to be or act, what say of thy? Even this vessel wonders why she chose to be the light in the darkest and struggles about her own choices. We leave for now because our vessel is annoyed that we stepped in when she fired us the other day and wishes to understand her own involvement all of this.  Good day, in light love we salute you, to remember who you are. We are you/you are us.  ©



My Psychic Life Pgs. 129- ? in progress

 

10/04/12

Expectation

Don't expect people to understand

Don't expect people to hear you

Don't expect people to like you

Don't expect people to love you

Don't expect people to see you

Don't expect people to believe what you believe

for it's your truth, your life and it's up to you to find it yourself

 

10/04/12

A window into the soul, for you wonder who you are without your things, you wonder who you are without your friends, you wonder who you are without your family. You are a pure vibration soul living an experience as best as you can.

 

10/04/12 Tragedy strikes 

When tragedy strikes try to remember that it paves the way to remember where you came from and where you’re going. For it's you who pushed through it all to stand strong among the few who understand what you did yourself.