04-30-23 Spiritual awaking vs. neurosis

  04-30-23 Spiritual awaking vs. neurosis

Can a spiritual awaking look like neurosis? Yes. Some of us are highly attuned beings. Like an antenna picking up a radio signal. Now if I use the metaphor like a hard-boiled egg. You have either developed ways to protect yourself. From childhood to the present. You turn off to navigate your childhood and or for reasons only you know. Just like cracking the egg, there is a crack that causes an opening. Since we are not taught this in the form of meditation or by a skilled person that understands what is happening to us and what we experiencing. We can be affected by feeling everything. 

It can be overwhelming, as what is your and other people's energy. I have used the analogy of standing on the sidewalk in an airport, or NY city, as an example to explain this energy and what it feels like. I don't believe you should have to protect yourself, since you came from source. But this planet is using technology against people and for control. I have looked for books or by Internet, to help myself when these energies, when they are amped up. 

Whether it is technology or planets moving in and out of positions. Other than learning to shield yourself and meditation, even guided meditation. The other way is grounding into the earth and being in nature by asking the trees and earth to transmute the energy. Sounds crazy, but it works - since after all we are part of a web of life and are organic in nature, which like the planet we carry similar structures of DNA with the elements, animals, and earth. In other cultures, they are taught that they are connected to all of life. Not so in Western culture, unless you go looking outside of the norm.  

Here is an example to can feel that someone is looking without even making eye contact, you can feel someone present physically or deceased, or even higher being. We are not taught that the body is a sensitive body suit capable of feeling, picking subtle clues from the environment. That chill up the back, or arm, the eye twitch, these are innate to us, but just because someone else does not see, hear, feel, or experience it we brush it off because we have been taught to disregard what is a natural part of our being to navigate life and not listen to very body and mind. 

Here is an example: So, let's say you follow someone on Youtube like a tarot reader or whomever, if you pay attention these people also experience that energy - sometimes they will be on camera and sometimes not, depending on the energy, that happening in the world. You ever have a bad day and think what is going on, when there is absolutely no reason for you to be having a bad day, or things don't work out. Maybe it is connected to the planet or the planets in the sky or people's own energy. 

Now I am saying that there is no neurosis, which could be a past life coming through to heal something or something that someone has agreed to experience, in this life. or it is the energy on the planet. And the Health industry is not necessarily about healing the spirit. It is a business just like anything else. If were to look at this from a cultural view - we had medicine men, women, shamans, herbalists, and what doctors were, vs. now. And mental health is another one that will tell you it is a mind issue with real testing on family history, diet, body imbalances, environmental factors, etc. is never considered. 

Ways to navigate: go into nature, by the water, even playground (general children have higher energy) because they are not bogged down by worry, making the money, cleaning the house, etc. Go to the store at off times, when fewer people are there, or early in the morning. Go on vacation off time- out the season, or middle of the week when there are fewer people. 

Since people are unaware of their mental trash busy-ness and the boomerang of thought and action, as to what they say or do, changing the way you do things and asking yourself if is this the right time to go to the store, or vacation. Movies go at off time, - have a hard time explaining to someone who just doesn't understand, tell them you want to enjoy this with less people, or as in having a gut feeling, there are only so many times before not doing something that raises eyebrows, be honest and they will either understand, or maybe they will not, and they are not one for you. 

You can soothing music, crystals, Polyrhythmic or Bilateral music, and incense oils.. .. sorry to say your coping skills like alcohol, smoking, drugs, or wine will not help you in the long run. They will only make you want more. Instead learning skills that benefit you vs creating a need to pop this, drink that, etc. Oh, and it is ok to ask for space, most have lived with poor boundaries by our parents and society, it is actually quite normal to want space, time, and ok to be away from people to recharge. If you have issues about being with just yourself that is another conversation altogether. 

Also, your born will guides and their job is to assist you, but not do the work for you with lessons. Ask for help or help to shield you, by turning the volume down, so you can function. You ask your any question or god - you do you. Write down, ask them, ask them to show you, if don't understand, tell them you don't understand what they trying to show you, tell you...etc. 

I am not a doctor- I am a person that has experienced this and done work and research to understand it and be able to write about it - when people want to keep this information to themselves or as a hidden agenda against humanity, by not telling them who they are and the genetic history. What I can do, anyone can do. It is part of you for you to navigate life. 

You don't drive around with knowing or using GPS- so why would you not use your own GPS - God program (within) system. 

4-28-23 Cold and Allergy

 Have you ever found yourself saying "I always get sick or have allergies" this time of year? Well, have you never thought about when it started? How many years ago it was? What was happening at the time? 

In Louise Hay's Book - Allergy is about - who are you allergic to? or are you Safe. 

                          LH- Cold - Flu - is Mass belief of negativity and Fear (hence one person is not well at work, then everyone is ill) Just saying! 

In Julia Cannon's book, it states an allergy are a past life trauma. Based on Dolores Cannon's work. 

                               JC-    Cold are indecisive, need to make choices and not doing so, feeling sorry for self, delay activity, overworked, and need to rest, 

Others have written similar books too. (medical intuitives) 

Doc I have this ???/ - the doc should tell you to say to yourself: You are healthy and well and get more rest and eat better food and more water. Because you are more powerful than you been told. (I am not a doctor) These are my thoughts only. 

Other than a diet of too much dairy/ or sugar/Carb over earth-grown food, like fruits and vegetables, and the fact that the body is something that we are taught to just feed vs. a whole part of us. Since I woke up feeling I was hit on the head with allergies this morning, or that they have been spraying in the air to alter the weather. 

When you think back to childhood and by the end of April it was not 40 or below each morning (at least not in my state). Global warming that is nonsense, if it is warming by any thought, it would be warmer and not colder. Just saying, not the earth is actually changing and has been changing over thousands of years. 

But that is social programming that it ozone, carbon, co2, and (I don't fly rockets, I don't make the cars, cut down trees, or ship freight overseas to have cheap labor and back again) But I will be told it you/me and not big guys creating these problems. Anywho! My thoughts on colds or even allergies are the body telling you are doing too much, mentally, and physically, and you are out of balance with both your body and mind and need to rest - it is like speeding down the highway and your blow a tire. Why are rushing to go home? did the house move (humor) (kids I get) but if you moving so fast and not enjoying your ride or at least getting there, are you going to be a better parent with your kids! I think not. Then there is homework, dinner, activities, etc...no wonder you don't feel well. Or just stressed out.

So next time you feel allergies or Cold - what happened in the last 1-3 days, because they say that it is the between time for a true incubation period. As for whether I get this allergy or cold every time this year? just maybe it is connected to something like in a past life, a trauma in this life or you need to eat better or stop trying to super person because is going to keep happening tomorrow and the next day. How about you slow down and enjoy life because that is what you really want! Or maybe think about why you are running around like a chicken with your head to do it all again tomorrow! Oh, I hope you never see what driving at 85+ mph looks like in an accident, it is not pretty. And really worth your life or someone else's. 

4-27-23 What people don't say (energy on the planet)

4-27-23 What people don't say (energy on the planet)

 So the last few days I have been struggling with the energy that I am feeling. To the point that found myself in the fetal position last night. As I lay there questioning why I was experiencing feeling unsafe and needed to protect myself. To basically tell myself that I am safe and did not have to protect myself. I am extremely sensitive to everything. In my research I found no way of shutting it off or turning the volume down, so to speak of. 

This brings me to how others explain that it is all light and love, and god is in every aspect. Which I am not disagreeing with, but what no one explains is that or those feeling that you get from other people. Now most people have had radars go off when meeting someone, or just don't pay attention to their intuition by ignoring what they're feeling, understandingly there are multiple reasons why people don't listen to intuition. Mostly because you're conditioned out of it.  

So, I have met people who are slimy, or contort as they battle themselves, or walked into a store and got pain in the stomach, or go into coughing spells, speak to someone and get an instant headache (ex: work) and so sick that I have to be taken home. People don't speak about these experiences and it said that nothing can affect you and I beg the differ. I don't know if has to do with transmuting energy or sensing someone's truth about themselves. 

Why it is happening and how to control it. I only know about shielding by white light, violent purple flame, or encasing egg of light, and call on AA Michael to shield, as I do this for myself but still, I encountered these energies that I experienced with other people. It is as if I am seeing a truth that they don't see for themselves. 

I have seen labels like energy vampires, energy leaks and toxic people, narcissism and I looked into shamanism and thought this was some type of initiation. I am going to pose that it is a natural thing, maybe not all people but that we all have the ability, call empathic, sensitivity, or inner Gps, and it is just another thing that is not taught for us to navigate. Now if I lived in a more tribal community where we actually have elders and wisdom keepers who would teach this, not that they don't exist but being a walking antenna and the teachers or claims that they teach are chasing the money or only given part of information.

When there are so many walking around thinking it is them and something wrong with them when it is not. Then to have to figure it out, as what the blank was that! I know, because I experienced these things and have yet to find a person or book to explain to me what it was. I also wonder if I had this since birth or from my childhood being that I had to keep my radar on because of the trauma that I experienced or navigate my surrounding. It does happen every day so much, but enough for me to pay attention. That at times, it has affected my ability to do things. 

Now grounding goes along with shielding, both of which I forget to do daily. And the fact that am trying to create some stability in my life. Which has is been a revolving door of jobs, cars, homes, and income up or down. To wondering why this is a problem for years and applied the outside world with 911 and to the current day nonsense world. And people seem to keep functioning from that fact, that these events happen and we keep going, like nothing is happening and the effects of these events. To where you are the last employee to get hired and first to go when shit it the fan. Which causes a ripple effect, I had to explain on my own resume that this storm Sandy, 911, and laid off because the sky was falling (humor), etc. 

To compare these things in my life as some type of spiritual initiations, because if I truly look at my life from a timeline perspective, I have to wonder how I am even alive through the things that I have gone through when the rest of the world is its business as normal. A word that I would delete from the dictionary and people running in the rat maze or Pavlov's bell. Then explain to people hello the world shut down. I had a family member die and it require my attention and I not suppose to react to your inability to be aware, connect events and no I don't have all the answers. But I look for them. 

I want to note that even with my own writing I can only give limited information because there could be other reasons why people feel slimy, maybe their diet, their thoughts or it is their personality. I can only give examples of my experiences. 

04-25-23 Discernment-two

  This morning I heard London bridges are falling down and my fair lady. I have posted before about London and believe it has to do with monarchs and keeping people in shackles of fear, much like most of the governments. As for the fair lady - this could be about that same system or upper echelon of power. I am not sure at the moment, whether is a woman or figurative metaphor. But what I do want to say in regards to this information is this came through creepy, I don't do creepy. Over the years I have seen and witnessed things both in sleep and in the world. I honestly can not handle it anymore. The madness of it all. 

The one thing that I will you is that true guidance is Not Creepy! Now you can that above message think what you want. I don't pay attention to the news or event around the world, less it enters my world and When I get information that I channel or speak about it is because I learned that differences in tone of information, It is not fear-based, fear-filled, or creepy. Maybe that is the point, as to why I am bringing this up. There are being that is not of light Christ conscious that will give you information that is not valid. 

I am to the point in my life where I don't want to see in my sleep or even in the world around me. Not that you can get away from it, because it is everywhere and bred in the news and we are feeding it by not discerning what is of love and what is fear. The is nothing on the news feeds but fear and drama, or anything seemingly good in the world. Which is far from fact. 

Every day we go about our lives and these things don't happen to us. And are grateful that don't happen. My heart goes out to people who are in these shootings, schools, and many horrific things, but they are not my point of focus. 

These outlets of news media get ratings from viewers and sponsorship, it is just like click bate, but you are choosing it over finding truth or focusing on positive things that occur vs. The doom and gloom is the running narrative and what is right in the world. Slim as the choosing, is it is there. Now I could take the message as truth, but instead, I using an opportunity to explain true guidance and that if you focused on the negative maybe we need to look at what we're getting from it. 

Most of all playing in the drama, gossip or victimhood, or attention to have a conversation or political stance and instead connect to people to bring the perception of change to our behavior to fit in. I rather not say anything than be the bearer of constant bad news. That is not the world I want to live in or would I think anyone wants to, but the media wants to keep you in constant fear of what exactly? To control your mind when you are a thinking being with the right to say I choosing love over this nonsense. The guides say we just keep giving our power away to things that don't deserve our attention, people, news and bad behavior, beliefs, and people just don't want peace, to be happy, love, or a different world. 

The guides say if go to a restaurant and you are served bad food - you don't go back. So why are feeding you your soul with these thoughts and things? 

And take your power back- you are a divine being that came here to be the change and break the programs that kept you thinking you were less than God. That it is false teaching and will be known. 

04-24-23 Affirmations and Intuitive

 

*I saw an image of peace talk with Russia and Ukraine right before waking this morning. (no time reference to when) 

Born with the wings of the heavens you must fly like the master's you are. 

Fear, worry and anger cancel Positive manifesting 

The past is gone , you have the presents in the now. 

I am light, I am the love, I am soul having a human experience. 

04-23-23 Affirmations & questions

 You born to fly, so go do it. 

I ask for guidance to open my eye and mind to what is true and what healthy living looks like for me  and what changes I need to make, to do so.

Can you get out of your own way?

If you desire is for happiness, why are you stopping yourself?

Go beyond what you think is possible. 

4-21-23 Channeled: You are the Love of God

With all the teaching from every Master being that has ever walked the earth, at this point. Why is it that we don’t realize that we are the Love of God and walk in that truth of it? Instead, we are told over and over that we have done something wrong, from the bible to and through our childhood to the present moment. When we learn to understand people are working from the broken parts of themselves by the reaction to their own trauma from others. Justly, there is nothing to justify their actions, other than their own pain that they have experienced. 

Call what you will: control, greed, manipulation, abuse, mental, emotional, physical, sexual, and spiritual, these traumas destroy the very fabric of what it is to be human. To walk as God's embodiments on earth. For thousands of years people have stepped forward to teach what God wants us to know and that it is all love, that he created. From everything that is around us to the universe at large, so why do we continue to deny the very essence of our being? 

Why do people act out the distortion that God does not care what we do to the planet or the people and species that inhabit the planet? That we would rather destroy everything than ask the question? Am I loved by God and am I a human, walking in the love of God present. Seems rather simple but to the contrary we do the very opposite of what it means to be the love that is set forth.  

We know in the deepest part of ourselves that it is who we are but continue to dismiss that only certain people walk-in love of God or that God only chooses people who are willing to hear. That you must go to church or seminary to understand God's love, and that only these religions know the words of God. That no one other can possibly understand what Love is or God is, and it is everything. 

There is no separation of anything, all ideas, all forms, and experiences are of God, yet many choose to force doctrines of vengeful God, if don’t do this or that, repent or your sinner or you sin or God, forbids you to question that we which as be presented as God and right action, or God will dam you to internal Hell. That you will never be loved by God for anything that you do, so why bother? You have already been told that you’re going to hell. 

What a misconception of truth. God created only love. It is the distortion of Man that has put his needs before that of God. You have been told over and over that you will carry the sins of the fathers and mothers before you and that you will pay for retribution and be punished for your actions against one another. Without ever realizing that there is no one or the other. God created all, as equal to the image that God set forth. There are no species on this planet other than the belief to seek dominance over others. 

Things were given to you to flourish from, not dominance of. Words have been twisted to play one against the other. For the one that has more is the controller of what! The power is in yourself to see the errors that men/women can create. You look outside of yourself for answers and for guidance, never turning within yourself and questioning does this feel right? How you only see fit that only people in your family, friends, and social group are to be loved by you and that all others are just meager outcasts of What, which you find fault with. 

Yes, you may find things that are unpleasing, or not aligning with your beliefs and what is “considered normal”, by what you have established as normal. On various points that may seem true, but it is not factual. For God created all. And the nuances of.  If you were sent to a country that has less or more, would not feel of sorts. You would be that odd person out because that is what you have known. You live in your bubble of that what I know as the only your truth. That there cannot be anything other than what you know, but there are differences, all around you every day and yet, you never even look at them. You even teach your children that the world is this way or that way. 

That we lost the meaning in what we give things or what it means to be a human, be it male, female, or nameless. Does it make them any less? Only in your eyes. Which are the same eyes that God gave you to observe yourself and the world that you inhabit. You have lost sight of the meaning of love and what love is. 

That love is what you are and not act. The act is something that is lost to misunderstanding in as a Divine Union of two people and that it is not a solemn Vow that you have taken before God, that one can use for control, manipulate, or dominate another. How can that be true, if you were created equal? Yet you use it each day over others, relationships, and your children. No one owns anyone, you are all divine being living an earthly experience to remember that you came from God. Nothing more or not less. We bid you a good day, for now. 

Is it not said, ask, and it is given? So, why are you looking to the outside world, when I am with you because I created you.