Emotional or Memory trigger 4/4/16

Emotional or Memory trigger 4-4-16

One time or another we have felt like we were punished by an unruly god, our beliefs about our god were questioned to no end, wondering why this happen or what did we do to deserve any situation that had us question god for answers. If may have been illness, or death or traumatic events that questioned that deeper part of ourselves. We all come here remembering that we lived in harmony prior to existing this time around. But, as we soon learned it’s not all that it’s crack up to be. We expected a life full of love of cherished moments with family, friends and stranger that united us all. Maybe you were fortune in that you lived a life unscathed of events that changed your life. 

Maybe you found grace when none was to found. We lived in a world that demands are time, patients and the numerous challenges set before us; where as our very soul needs to learn to forgive the people who tied us in knots.

Our emotions to these events leave scars far beyond the surface of outer appearance. Try as we might these wounds, even if buried within us, we need to love and give attention to them.  Knowing that these things were experienced by us and that we agreed to journey; even as it weight’s on our shoulders and continues to live within. We can release the emotional pain, we need to understand that we must first forgive ourselves for the pain that lingers in soul. 

These events never leave us, they are imprinted on our very soul. We helped to create many of the situations that cross our path and some we come in with to experience. I read many times that the strongest soul come in, to carry the burden of many. We believe in the good and hope that it always returned and we cast shadows at things that we deed bad. But if we learned to understanding that we all have walked the path of good, bad, evil or indifferent, would we be better off. I really don’t know. 

What I do know is that if you don’t learn to heal those wounds within you/us this world will continue as it is now. If we use history as example – there is nothing knew, whether it been 50, 100 or 1000 years the same struggles go on. The issues surrounding our planet have forced us into over drive by people’s minds and we can’t expect change until we agreed with ourselves that we hate, we expect war, expect to be control, or we expect anything to happen to us. 

Every day we are giving moments to change a course of action within us, but admitting it’s very difficult with other people, when they think they solely exist for themselves. The word nirvana, utopia, peace or harmony are very powerful words that create what we all achieved to have in our life, but as soon as someone or something happens to us, we see if indifferent. 

What if I were to tell you nothing is ever done to you, you experience something, anything and because we taught to encounter that from the smallest part of our brain, we continue to expect that same response as its “Ground Hog Day” the movie, until we learn to move beyond our own limiting beliefs, it’s going to continue. Now, many may say that what about rape, war, murder, drugs, abuse, mental illness, poverty, etc.. These are symptoms’ of a bigger problem. They are all about you, if you believe that they are deemed as bad, then they will be seen as bad. But have you never questioned why they occurred. They happen because they also experience that same events and it just keeps repeating, because as a society we don’t want to face that there are people who need help to break these cycles. Babies, child and people don’t wish for bad stuff, it happen to them, too. 

See we honor that the bad because we have be taught over and over again that we powerless to even change ourselves. That if we turn a blind eye it does not exist and that we should all be punished because we deemed ourselves bad. We all make mistakes and we punish to no end, but who are we really punishing. We were giving a life, not to worry at how much money one could possible make before we die, to live like their no other person on the planet. We were giving life, breath, a mind, heart and soul. I certain don’t want to live a life that I did attempt to do all that I could for my own piece of mind or another who may need assistance. I think that if you ask anyone that you may care about “did they give up something”, so you could become who you are, what would they say? We choose who we love but we can also choose to hate, be anger or at another, wish people off the planet, because others have forgot their way. If we are a model, who’s setting the example. 

 All beliefs are learned and what do you believe that holds you believing that people are not equal in the eyes of your god or their god. We been taught to look outside of ourselves for the answers instead looking within. Forgiveness is a precarious word for humans, they tend to think it, as weakness of themselves and others. What if forgiveness is right there with love! When we forgive we honor the truth of ourselves, it’s not about forgetting. It is releasing yourself from the pain, hurt or the unkindness that was experienced by you. You can’t change people, they have to want to change themselves. And true healing happens when we release ourselves from that person, situation or from the people who rather you play in their reality of drama. 

So the next time your trigger by a person, or event try to figure out what is causing the emotions, it because it’s happen before or that you can believe that they could do something like that, you might find that you once did it too. Or you might say, I could never do that. That fact is that in the face of situation you could and may have even done the same, even if you don’t remember doing it. Your soul knows and it’s never wrong. Otherwise you would be here now.