12-15-18 Psychic News

This morning my guides have a sense of humor and I get: Today on Psychic News - Trump bangs heads with someone, is it  ( Ego or Power)..at 5:55 Am. 

11-29-18 Let go of past to become something new – a new person, a new human

(if you follow numerology the date equal 11-11-11, 11 for the month, 2+9 = 11 and year is 2018- = 11)

One inquires before making a judgment about another. Understanding that we are the choices that we make about ourselves. Seeing that others have the same thought and opinions without deciding whether they are good or bad. Being able to put one’s self in someone else’s shoes.

Realizing that you’re only seeing a small part of the story. We are not them, but we are them in the same aspect. We all choose our family and friends, as well as, the course that our life will take. But somewhere along the way, we have lost sight of the bigger picture we have allowed ourselves to forget that we are all equal.

We all want to be loved or to love and appreciated for our uniqueness. We may not agree with everything that we see or hear, much less observe, but that is what we came here to Be and change.  If god, source or universe or call it what you will is the very essences of everything and I mean everything, then we maybe we have all gotten it wrong.

We grow up in our homes until we are able to explore beyond our knowing, yet we don’t know what happens to people behind closed doors. We see what we were allowed to see, which is never the full story. You may know parts of their story but don’t know what people are dealing with on the other side of the door. If you look in on your own lives can you say without a doubt that your life was perfect?

You have built a façade of you and the way it supposed to look like. All the while neglecting the very core of your being. Babies and children don’t grow up to become the people that you know them to be without the parenting of another.

What is taught in the home has far-reaching effects, until it is questioned, investigated and thought about; as well as, considered! You are, not really taught to think, not that you need to be taught because you’re a thinking and feeling being. Yet, society has taught you that doing is the only way, and your imagination is just that.

When you were given the ability to imagine anything and everything at the same time. You want peace, then see and feel it. You want love than see it and feel it. You want things to change, you must challenge it within yourself. You and everyone on this planet are the keys to the future. What you set in motion is what your world will become.

Pleasure and pain are the same energy, it is what you do with it, that defines it. Just reading the words of pleasure or pain can trigger a memory of an experience. It does not have to be that way. You can choose what you experience. So, will you continue to create from the past or experience something new? When you are a small child you did not have many choices – but now you do!

Think about this for a moment- Every choice or decision was based on what your family, friends, and society projected at you, even the news or governments, the wars have left imprints, as to what you think it should be. If you were sitting in a room that was a movie based on your life and you could see all the things that have impacted on your life, would you choose the good memories or the ones that caused you disharmony?

Sometimes things show up to show you the differences. The world is not black or white, it has color, texture and multiple layered and you are at the center of it all. You decide what stays or goes. Each day you have a choice in your thoughts, behaviors, actions, and reactions – to Challenge who you really are! Question what your feeling and experiencing – physically, emotionally and decide am I this. Am I the pain that I feel, am I the hate and anger and what is ugly in the world. Whatever comes up in the mind really question it. Then decide if this is really me.

You are a spirit in human form – you are your ancestors, your past, present and you’re your future. Whom will you become?

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My guides give me quotes. And the below was on 11-16-18

“Changing is Changes”

So, I asked for clarity and following is what I was directed too:

To make form, nature, content, future course, etc. (something)

Different from what is or form what it would be if left alone: To changes one’s name, to change on opinion, to change the course of history. To transform or convert (usually followed by into)

Voice within – Donna Millward 2018

11-01-2018 Channeled Message

When you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning and leave your home to go about your day, do you see each and every person as you? You all are trying to achieve the same thing.

You all want to be loved

You all want to be heard and listened too

You all want to pay your bills and take care of your family.

You all want to be happy, successful and have money to do whatever you want too.

You all hurt, bleed and have regrets, have pains that have left marks on the soul.

You all wish and dream of a better life for yourselves.

You all wish for peace within and a dream of a better tomorrow

Even in the face of what it may or may not bring.

The plan was simple, grow up build a life for yourself and live out your desires. But, many challenges have taken you backward instead of forward. You allow the past to define who you are versus who you could become. No one said it would be easy and that you would not have to overcome so much and still continue on a path of not knowing who you are.

There are many truths, not just one. If you took any form and divided it into many aspects, you would see that you are all one.  It does not matter what shape, size or the color of your skin. You are all one. Singular in form but many individual pieces of the whole.

You were never forsaken, it is part of the illusion that was in place long before you arrived on this planet. Here lays the great mystery of life – one becomes many, to know that one is no greater than the sum of its parts. One has never been separated from another, each is a piece of the whole- separated only by the parts that you play.

Each is like a cord on an instrument, all with its own individual sound or vibration. When played together you make a sound that resonates with the soul or plays in discord of one and another. Seeing yourself separated is the great lie – realizing this brings closure to one part of the question that could be asked. This only comes back to only one answer, am I really different than another person? Have I been informed that I am not like another? Foremost of you, you all want to be loved, regardless of your story. 

At the deepest part of you, you are loved, but life has shown you differently. You define yourselves by what you see and not by what you feel. If you could go back to being a child without all the nonsense, would you see yourself as love – would you tell the smaller self that you are the things that you have been led to believe as true or truth?

Unfortunately, that is what has been taught to you. That once small child has weathered the storm and has seen many things that blocked your view. This is not because you did anything wrong. It’s has been going on for centuries, one after the other. Just look at your history books. They tell of all the great war’s that were created to continue in a cycle that no longer fits and does not work for all people, or the planet.

Only you can decide what is the truth at the core of your being, you are either the beauty within or you continue on the path that it has taken you so far. It is an individual path and one that should not be taken lightly. Only you can question whether there is truth in being part of everything that has ever existed or what will be created.

The path is yours to take and so we end this conversation for now. We have left you with much to think about. Only you can decide whether you are part of the solution or the problem. Good day for now.

The White Wing Council of Light.

Voice Within© Donna Millward 2018

10-18-18 What if

What if your Guides and Angels are speaking to you all the time and you are not listening to them. How many times have you heard the answers or a thought that inspires an idea and you dismiss it? Or you have said to yourself I knew that, or I was just thinking about that and someone said that very same words to you. How many times do you want the answers without listening to what is being given to you?

There is a world that is unseen around you and you dismiss it all the time. You are given an idea or thought, redirected away from something or someone who is not in your best interest, yet you don’t listen. What about the ah moments when you realize something that you did not see before, even when it was right in front of you.

How many times have you walked or drove somewhere and never realized you saw something for the very first time and you have done it over 100 times or even years. What about the animals or bugs that cross your path over the course of the day. Are they just an annoyance because they exist or are they a message from your Guides or Angels. Did you ever encounter the same thing repeatedly, in the course of a short period time or a few days? Sometimes we send you these messages and it goes unnoticed multiple times.

What about the numbers on the clock at 11:11, or any sequence of numbers, there are signs all around you, yet you dismiss them. What about license plates numbers? Songs, what about hearing your favorite songs in the oddest of places. Do you really believe that we don’t know what you are doing or where you are at?

We’re not judging, only human’s do that. Did you ever wonder who hid your keys or make you forget something, so you had to turn around and go back into your house to only remember something else? Why you may be stuck in traffic to later find out that you would have been driving in the same area at the time of an accident occurred. Or you were detoured by a road closure for another reason or directed to somewhere else that you need to go or be.

You wanted or need something, and you get a thought or feeling to go someplace like the mall or store to find it for a price that you were looking to spend. You needed money or hoping for and it appears in a check or from a close friend, or even some random stranger. We are always around and waiting to assist but if you’re not paying attention there is only so much that we can do for you. We know that it is upsetting when the answers don’t come, but like you, we can see much more and like to know that we are helping because that is our job. So next time when you realize that assistants is always around – say hello or thank you, need help, ask us. We like to know that we are being listening too, just as you want to know that you are being listen too. 

Voice Within© Donna Millward 2018

10-18-18 So, What !!!

Why do you play in the memories of what has happened to you? Yes, that relationship did not work out to what we expected. Did you learn any lessons from it? What about what your parents did not do or did do. So, what! That job, those friends that loved you or not. So, what! How big was the loss? Did really, fuck up things happen to you along the way. They are not now or in the present moment. You can stay hooked in the past or move beyond them.

Maybe you don’t understand why they happen to you, people have free will and choice. They can make a decision based on what they know, or they seek to change. The hardest part of life is thinking we can change other people to be who we want them to be and that is a slippery slope because until people or a person realizes it is them and their projections out in the world. We are going to have the same type of people step forward to show up. That it is a lie that you have been telling yourself!

You don’t want to be judged by other people, stop judging them and yourself. Don’t want drama in your life stopped creating it or playing with it, with other people. Can you really say that you have never done anything wrong to anyone? Don’t have clear boundaries then start creating them. If people leave, so what! Are you not happier when they are not around? Find the people who love and support you. You’re not obligated to anyone, even your friends and family. True friends and family love and support you, not some image of who they think you should be.

Is it scary to think that these people who you trust, and love could possibly not love you for the real you?  How about you love yourself first and stop worrying about what they think of you. See when you change people leave or they stay. Get rid of the people who don’t respect or love you, they most likely don’t love themselves enough to see that you want to be a different person. Maybe it is for the best or maybe it is not. Only you can define what is worth keeping or not. We are coming to the point in the year when we must travel to see friends or family for holidays. If you are not willing to cut the ties just yet, then define the boundaries of what you are willing to put up with – tell those people So what or to just stuff it.

People have a way of seeing our life as something they need to direct for us. Apparently, they don’t think we are not enough, knowledgeable or capable of creating a life for ourselves. It is like having rubberneckers – every time we are trying to change ourselves. Everyone must have their look into our life or their say.  If they did their job right there would not be any questions or speech. We will either succeed or fail, either way, you learned a lesson about yourself along the way.

 So, the next time someone wants to define who you should be, say “So What”. Like they know you better then you know yourself and if you don’t know yourself, then maybe it is about time to figure out who you are without all of the clutter of everyone’s opinion.

Voice Within© Donna Millward 2018

10-31-18 Staying within the Colored lines

How many times have we heard this expression “color inside of the lines” in our life? Here is another one” stand in line and wait your turn” or some other form of following others because we are not doing it right. Standing in a line does teach certain lessons, yet was it meant to be taken in a literal sense?  Lines, rules or even laws that applied to the select few. 

We have all heard at least one person tell us that it is not the way we do things. We are introduced to it from an early age. But, what if the lines were meant for us to color outside of them. Technology would never exist because we are all trying to do the same things as everyone else. So why do we keep trying to do the same thing and expecting a different result?

We do it because that is what we have been told to do, to be accepted by our family, friends, and society. You know a great artist or writer see the picture or the concept were others don’t. Business people see opportunity where others don’t see anything. It’s always a risk to do something different. We are not taught to challenge ourselves, of course, unless you begin to question your own potential for greatness. You are the only form of potential. There are a million of examples that I could give you, but what are your colored lines telling you that you keep staying within those lines.

Have you ever realized that you have more to offer then you realize! You are enough and will always be enough in the face of opportunity. Great people face the impossible because they believe that the risk is greater than the lines that they may cross. Each day you have the choice to be the person you want to be or to follow within those colored lines.

Instead, of listening to your mind of all the people who may tell you can’t or that it is impossible or any other self-doubting belief or behavior that may stop you. Begin to really hear your voice and if it’s not yours, it is most likely someone who did not want to be seen, as different. And they like being there because it’s comfortable, safe, and think everyone will always like them.

Truth be told, not everyone is going to like you. So, stop playing it safe and draw outside of the lines, even off the paper if you need too. You are the artist of your own life not what others have told you to be. Be colorful, be bright and draw that life that you want for yourself.

Voice Within© Donna Milward

10-10-18 The Unknown Love

          

Imagine never knowing who you are? The depth of your soul is vast with knowledge and wisdom of the centuries. You are like a tree, deep and rich within that has watched time go by. How many seasons and storms that you must have weathered. What you know does not come from just this lifetime, it crosses decades and is far beyond your comprehension. You are a storehouse of knowledge and data that weighs on your soul. That deeper bond is a reminder of who you are. 

It is like two souls (friends) who you have not seen each other in a long time to remember that only time has passed that connection is still there, that you never lost. Only but a few times met a person who you have a relationship that is beyond words. They know it and you know it. From the time that your eyes connected, it’s beyond time and space. Yet, because of fear of not understanding, you avoid exploring the depth of that connection.

You know that with every part of your being it goes deeper than anything that you could have ever explored. What do you do with those feelings and emotions that have no rhyme or reasoning? There is no space or time to explain why you feel the way you do. As I write this a tear flows from my eye. Some may say this is part of your soul group, but you know it’s much more than that, this is a person that you can’t explain, even to yourself. A Love that goes beyond everything that you have ever known. Words have no expression for the love that you feel.

Not in your wildest dreams could you have imagined the way your hearts know all the mystery that laid within. Centuries of waiting for this person to realize that your love for each other goes beyond time and space. You wonder if this is something that you may be making up or is this real. Your heart knows, and the sadness knows the depth of the emotions.

Calling love into your Being! We dream and wish for this type of love, one that stands the test of time. That person who calls from your very soul of who you are. All that you and who you will become. Your heart knows. The pain of feeling your heart is yours to feel, lost in a union that you cannot explain. It scares you, as much as you want it to be true. This person sees the truth of who you really are and not the experiences that you have had.

The hurt, the love and the lost. It’s all known. They know and feel it all. You can even imagine the depth of this encounter. Absolute pure Love. You yearn for it, more than anything else. People have written and sung songs about this type of love -but few have ever experienced it in a way that made them whole and complete on that level.  A love that dreams are made of. Yet, we question the reality of that dream. A Love like this, can it be true!

Voice Within © Donna Millward

10-12-18 Speak your Truth

One of the first memories, that I have of knowing something was of a baby being left in a church parking lot. I remember being too small to cross the street by myself and the image of where and when has not left me to this day. When I was old enough to look for myself, I went looking for the very place that I thought that I had seen the baby left. In fact, I have checked several times over the years. Questioning whether it really happened or not. I have done searches on the internet and tried to access newspapers from over 40 years to verify the images that I saw so many years ago.

We tend to forget things that we saw or what happens to us as a child because our world within our family does not reflect these images or when we could speak out about them they are dismissed as our imagination. The very people who are supposed to guide us have no idea how to handle the situation. So, we learn to close down parts of ourselves to keep other people happy or not hurting them.

At some point, the lines burr and what we think is our reality is a fine line as to what is the truth. Now, these images, as well as many more would fill a file cabinet within my mind. Not knowing where to turn I just file them away to sit in a box of sorts to one day remember them. I have since learned that they are the five senses and the sixth sense; sight, hearing, smell, taste, touch and extrasensory perception.

Many people are walking around with these abilities and have no idea what to do with them. I know that I didn’t. I thought I was going crazy and had I continue to speak of them they would have said, that I was out of my mind. Even in this time period, it is denied that it exists because people fear what they can’t understand. It has taking me years to own it and parts of myself that were lost in the void of what is accepted as normal. I have learned that not everyone has memories of the invisible world around us.

And maybe I am the fortunate one because I really never lost the abilities. I may not have understood it and figure it was a taboo to talk about because surely that is what I learned. I had to educate myself and attempt to verify the information as it presented its self. More times then I like I have thought this is insane and why am I the only one seeing, hearing or sensing these things. Have I lost my mind?

It was not until people started verifying the images or the thoughts that I would perceive by indicating so. One thing that I have learned is that you cannot go around telling just anyone because of their reaction, that it’s not part of their belief system. And it causes you more harm than good. People want the truth but only if sits within their beliefs. I for one know from experience. I have lost friends, family, and jobs because I could see truth where others did not want too.

Why do I write about it, because I keep hearing “tell the story”? And have asked, where do I begin. So somewhere or someone can relate. When this happens to you, you will definitely think that you have gone off the deep. I have seen some very gifted people fall victim to what is wrong with me and why don’t people believe me or even listen to be labeled as having a mental health issue when it part of your soul journey.

Unfortunately, our mental health is not set up to deal with the spiritual evolution of humans. They would much rather medicate us to be able to deal with what is, “not the unknown” or what is true. It was not set up that way, even with great works of people who question the possibilities of evolution of the soul. I am not sure where I am going with this or why.

What I do know is that we as humans have a responsibility to ourselves to question the truth and not be so close off that we buy into all the nonsense that has been spoon fed for years. I do know that I experience things every day and have tried to hide from it, not that you can hide from yourself. When it gets too much to only keep pushing forward that someone will listen, even if it’s only me for now.

Voice Within©10-12-18

The Voice Within : 9-19-18 Owning our Rage and Anger

The Voice Within : 9-19-18 Owning our Rage and Anger: Darkness lives in everyone. It is part of your history. You don’t want to believe you as a soul in body are capable of what you see i...

9-19-18 Owning our Rage and Anger

Darkness lives in everyone. It is part of your history. You don’t want to believe you as a soul in body are capable of what you see in the world. Yet, you or we as collective see the things that have allow it to become part of your reality. You say that it is not you, but when the words leave your mouth or the thoughts that arise when someone has hurt you or cut you off in traffic, do you stop yourselves. You are a divine being that that have the power over your thoughts and words. It up to you to challenge these beliefs.

Everything is your responsibility, words have the power to destroy or change, in the world that you see. You have played in the matrix of hate for too long. You want a better world, see it with yourself. If it is not within you, challenge that too. You have been taught to be misled, that it is a dog eat dog world. This is not the truth. That you must fight even yourself because the strong survive and weak have no ability to change the course of their life. Yet, every day you are given the opportunity to change the course of your life.

There are many who have survived great perils to be free of dogma that surround you, but the status quo wants to lead you down a path of your own destruction. You live in pain and suffering because you chose a path to see the darkness and to change it. It is everyone’s responsibilities, not the government, not special groups, not corporations, it is yours and your burdens that you carry because you have not realized that you are the creators of the darkness that lies within. 

You fight with yourselves, and then others, as to who is right or wrong. What side of the street you live on to the zip code that defines where you live. Does it really matter, you cannot change others, it begins with you, first! To wish harm on another is sanctified that you are more important than another, which is not true. If you were to break apart the human to the smallest atom you would see that you are all the same. You can be the solution or the problem, which is define by the choices that you make.

It does not come over night, it takes practice to see beyond the beliefs that you have been graciously taught. When a thought or pattern shows up for you in your life, it will and does, challenge it. Say is this something that is within me too. Anyone of us could have chosen a different life to learn the lessons, it just so happens that you chose the one you’re in, so make it count.  Good day for now.

The Voice Within© September 2018

What you learned from Ex relationships 6-19-18

            We have exes for a reason! Are Ex’s show us what we don’t want and what needs to be healed within ourselves. They are our one of greatest teacher in life. We love them and then one-day things change or maybe it’s happening all along; where we were lying to ourselves. I want you to think about your parent’s relationship because that is the keys to your problems now. Knowing that many people come from different backgrounds I cannot give you the answers, because you already know the answers to the questions. Did you have loving parents or was there a separation, power struggles, money issues, cheating, loveless…etc. You get the idea. 

If you look at our history, there has always been dominating over another. It does not matter what gender you are, or culture, religious upbringing this energy of balance does not exist on a global scale. We would like to believe that we live in a state of equality. But the truth be told we don’t. WE have become so out of balance that these imbalances are playing out in the world. The control, the power, the greed where does it end. It ends with you and you taking your own power back.

I see ex’s as the things that I did not want in my life and or the things that were hidden from me. One of many things that I started addressing were my issues and character flaws so I could really start to understand what was happening to me. It started the day my second son was born. He was not even 12 hours old and my relationship was rearing where there were problems. I dismissed it as first-time father fear and figured would work its self out. It did not! It was as if everything that I knew collapsed at that moment.

My son’s birth was marked with control, power struggles, denied feelings and thoughts. It didn’t matter that I had another son, or that I came from a big family with years of experience around children. My life was not my own anymore, I was a person who was responsible for this child but was not supposed to breathe. I went from being a person in a relationship to a person of insignificant.  Looking back there were signs and I saw them and just figure again that they would work their way out.

By trying to be supportive and understanding when I wasn’t allowed to have a voice or say anything in the upbringing of my son. Yet it did not end there, conditions were placed on me. I considered myself a strong and capable person with thought’s that again that it would work itself out. I have never enjoyed conflict or fighting. It seems pointless that two people cannot work it out. But when you are denied as a person there is only so much you can take before it just crumbles.

This is where the journey begins: With questions, why was I attracting this type of person again and again. What was my part in it? I remember certain things that happen when I was a child living with my family and I remember from an early age that I said to myself that I would not put up with things that happen then in my life, but here I was years later reliving my childhood with a man that was much like my father. The only difference was that this Ex played me and just like a light switch my son’s birth was the light bulb that went on.

There is a cliché that “you should honor your parents and elders”. But what if you been carrying the energy of your parents lives forward. We would like to believe that we are not our parents, but on a subconscious level, we are carrying everything that they were or are, including their hurts, pain, love, and fears. We carry their expectations and their hopes and desire. Much like school and society, people inundate you with following the rules or be punished. We like to believe that we are free, but are not to a certain degree. Things are pushed on us to conform to what others expect.

Ask a child who has rebelled in any direction to break down the walls that separated us. We separate ourselves because we tell ourselves that were not them, were not causing others pain. That could not be me or I don’t act like that. But you do and you’re not even aware that you are doing it. There is a saying that “like attracts like” if all you know is what you been told or shown, how can you see any difference. You see different by realizing that your part of the problem. What you think, say or do, effects everyone that you encounter.

Unfortunately, you cannot hide from the world. Believe me, I have tried, and it does not work. You and We are not your family and friends or the childhood that you lived through, you are your own person, who came here to be the person you were meant to be: “love”. And to use your gift and talents to change yourselves and the world around you.

So, how well do you know your own life or yourself? If what you believe is truth can it be a false belief that you have about yourself and others? We can’t change people they need to change themselves, we can’t heal or save them, they must first want to heal themselves, but we can take accountability for the way we or I show up in life.

Finding the root or cause of the belief and how it developed, to how we have taken ownership of it, was never ours to carry in the first place. Do you realize that we have been recycling beliefs for generations!

All misbelief come back to one cause: Fear. Fear of not knowing, not understanding, and fear of not challenging the belief about ourselves or about another.

 It so simple that we forget to ask the right questions, but then were you allowed to think for yourself. Once you start questioning, you then have to decide, if this is your truth or not. Your Ex is just a signpost for you to heal or challenge your belief about you or what you want in life. And if you keep getting the same thing, then you’re missing the lesson.

Note: the above can involve deeper questions, but this was written as a general thought and not an answer to all issues.

VoiceWithin©2018

6-7-18 My Brother’s Story

The following is my brother story and what I experienced during the first few days and verification of what I witnessed afterward. In June 2010 my brother was involved in a serious accident. He was run over twice by a trash truck. Apparently, he had fallen off back under the wheel well and when the truck moved forward over him and when they realized that they were on top of him the truck ran back over him. He was taken to the local hospital and then flown to the nearest trauma hospital. He has since survived the accident and recovered.

I was not able to go to the hospital the first day that the accident happened. I did drive to the neighborhood that the accident occurred in the following day. The accident happened in a cul-de-sac. I drove onto the street and parked my car. I did not know where the accident transpired other than a street name. As I got out of my car I started looking for markings on the ground where he would have been laying on the street.

Then what I experience was an image of him lying on the ground and him standing over himself, looking down on to his own body. I did not question what I was seeing, nor did I think I was making it up. It was as if he was right there all over again. I was startled and amazed at the same time. It was not until I did some research into Near-death experiences and other research that I realized the during a traumatic event that an imprint of energy is left at the location.

This would explain other things like why I feel the energy around homes and other places, as well as people and objects. I have gone into antique stores and felt incredibly uncomfortable. I have gone to historical places and felt overcome by the energy of the emotions that were left behind. I have since learned that other people experience this energy and just tend to brush it off. Which got me thinking about how our loved ones make contact with us, by touching are shoulder or face. Or by sending a song, that reminds us of them.

Or how we see someone and we think that it someone we know, only upon farther examination it someone else and we just pass it off. When it is a thought of energy of that person of them thinking about us or reminding us that they are still around. Did you ever wonder how in the world is that song playing here?

When I finally got to see my brother, it was a day or so later and in words, I can’t imagine what his body was experiencing. He was swollen from head to toe. Parts of his body were two times the size that they should have been and the pain that radiated from his body that it tremendous pain. As I think about now and then, it’s amazing that he survived.  Other than the fact that his body crushed in ways that one can’t even imagine.  When they're in the hospital room I got the feeling that there was someone there with him. My brother was put into a medical coma because his condition was so severe.

The other thing that I encounter within the first 24 hours of my brother’s accident was at roughly 4:30 Am, the next morning my brother crossed over and I knew it. I remember praying for him after being awakened out of sleep and started to see colors like I was experiencing his death.

When my brother finally was taken off some of the med’s that kept him in the coma and transferred to a nursing home for follow up care. He had said to my mother and myself that he thought that my now passed father, grandfather or someone was in the room with him the whole time. See he knew this even as he was unconscious from the medical coma. He later told me about the experience the day of the accident where I ended up finishing his sentence for him, about him seeing himself standing over his own body. I asked him if he’d remember crossing over and being sent back that he was not finished here yet. He indicated that he did not remember and because of legal reasons we have not verified if something did happen that early morning that day. 

Long story short, it’s been eight years and he is fine for the most part. He is able to walk and drive and pretty much do everything he did before. I share his story because we don’t die, this body that we call home is only a vessel that holds the infinite energy being that we all are. That there are people looking out for us: call them guides, angels and loved ones they are always watching over us. It’s up to you to ask them for a sign that you would recognize that they are around you, then pay attention. It might show up right away or over next few days.

With appreciation and love, I share my brother’s story with you, in hope that you think of your loved ones and death in the whole different light. And if you are curious for yourself YouTube (NDE) Near-death experience, too.

Happy Birthday to My Brother.

VoiceWithin©2018

6-7-18 It can happen!

I keep having a story that keeps popping  into my head that apparently someone needs to hear. A few years back I ran into an acquaintance that I had not seen in about 15 years, or so. I was shopping at a department store and we started talking and at some point, she told me that the two children that were with her were her grandchildren. I don’t remember what prompted her to tell me, but she informed myself that she had custody of them because her daughter had lost a child and was not well enough to take care of them after an accidental drowning of another child. When she told me the story I happen to look over to one of the children and was shown that the youngest child who apparently was born after the incident was the child that had in fact, pasted.

Now I can’t know without certain, that this child, this soul, did, in fact, return to the same family. I have not experienced this again and did not say anything at the time, because how do you explain to someone they are right here next to you, reborn into the same family. I am not saying that it happens often, or every time there is a birth in the same family, it a child that left before it time.  I have never experienced it again up to this point. So, if someone is questioning whether it is possible for return a child to return to the same family, I would say it could happen. 

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Untying the Knots 6-5-18

Can you imagine being a struggling writer all your life because at the age of 2.5 years old you were yelled at and scolded for something you have no memory of! This is my memory and it was uncovered in (QHHT) Quantum Healing Hypnosis session that I had a year ago. I have had a lapse of memories when it comes to certain areas of my life. I looked into hypnosis because I tried therapy and it seemed to not get to the cause of the problem. I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to spend the rest of my life in therapy.

I found that I had these cycles of patterns that would arise when it came to jobs, relationships, financial and so many more patterns that arose from this event. I am still untying the knots that were created. Now just imagine for a moment that subconsciously you are creating situations in your life you have no idea what you’re doing and it can be anything from drinking to drugs, relationships that don’t work out, not finishing projects that you start to so many avenues that it takes on.

I am writing this because my life is amidst turn point and certain parts of it I don’t want to repeat. I have already done it once and even twice, much of it I rather not do or see again at this point. So, after losing my insurance years ago, which was a blessing in disguise I took my healing into my own hands. I was tired of taking medicine that I really did not need or want. This is not to say that you shouldn’t seek out medical care when necessary and do your own research, which is what I did.

We have so much information available to us. But be warned there is a lot of miss information too. I had no idea that I was an empath or psychic.  I did have an interest in psychics and mediums that I supported the locate event. Outside of that, I went about life much like anyone else does. I remember being a teenager and going to the library and being in search of something, but not yet being able to find it. This was before computers were readily available.

I think you know on a deeper level. It’s a calling or void that something is missing. And mine was both something is missing and avoid, which I wanted to know why I could see, and hear things and smell things that others could not. Why I would have they dreams where so real at times I could touch the people in them, or they would come true. Now I was told at an early age to not tell people. I understand it now we treat people terrible when they are different than what we know or how we were raised.

We don’t take the time to understand people or even to get to know them. Can you imagine being a child and perceiving information that you cannot put words too! Or knowing that someone is lying directly to you from the adults around you to the teacher who would teach you in school.  (channeled) I want you to think about an incident that you may have encountered were someone miss treated you or did something to you, in angry or hate. These are powerful emotions that stay around long after the situation.

Now that you have the image, we all have them. I want to memory where you were, what time of day it was, was it cold or hot, raining or sunny – I want you to tell the person or persons involved that it is your stuff, your pain, your hurt, your angry and I will longer carry that energy. It was never mine to carry, I forgive you and release you.

Depending on the situation it may take a few times. We all carry these energy cords to people who have hurt us, whether it be our feeling, emotions and yes feeling and emotions are two different things. You feel a person but you do not necessarily know what emotions they experience, less you are in tune with your own feeling and emotions.

Long story short, where and what are the recurring patterns that show up in your life?

Voice Within©2018

6/01/18 - Messages

Ok, so I am working a Karmic Wheel theory when I got the example of myself to understand some of the processes:  I was named (Donna) after a song. The singer of the song is Ritchie Valens whom my Mother apparently like before I was born. Thing is that my Father name is Rich, Richard who has passed many moons ago. And this where I stopped because I realized who needs to hear this message other than myself. Normally when you hear their name, a song or something that reminds you of them it’s their way of communicating to you that they are still around and they hear you talk to them. And by the way, Ritchie has popped two times now.

I have gotten others and can’t put my finger on their meaning yet.  So, I figured I would just share them for now:

Yellow – the color

Seeing smoke where there should not be any or there is no source for the smoke to be there.

The name Peter

Lemon Coke which is apparently Soda or Pop sold in Japan

Singularity of focus: To inspire a singularity of focus, a challenge must be important to you and it must be something you feel you should do now at this moment. If it's trivial or not time-bound, you won't engage. So, in selecting your next challenge in life, choose one that is meaningful and will demand your complete concentration.

Read more at https://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/brendon_burchard_487233

Camel Totem - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R67eXzcfa2s

Turkey Totem - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2peb36VJSo

When I click for the turkey I accidentally click the Vulture so I am including that too.

Vulture: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWJIxcUhzp0

As noted these above links are not mine to own. All credit is to Gina Land on Youtube, because I am not about reinventing the wheel and sometimes visually seeing the information has a bigger purpose. 

Seeing Spirits 5-24-18

Seeing Spirits   5-24-18

One of the first memories of seeing spirits was of a woman. I remember being very sick and sharing a room with one of my siblings. I am not sure how old I was at the time. I was home alone, I think my mother was working and she had to leave me by myself. I remember turning over in my bunk bed and seeing a person standing there, she was an older woman and I somehow knew her name was Anna. I don’t remember much of anything else that day. It was as if she was checking on me and letting me know that I was OK. I must have fallen asleep and that was the end of the visit. I still remember that moment, even if it was decades ago. At the time, I had know idea who she was at the time, but much later I would learn that my Great-grandmother name was Anna, she was my grandfather mother. 

The other interesting thing that I just realized was that she seemed as real as any other person and every spirit that I have seen since then does not have a ghostly appearance. They do seem to appear and disappear out of no- where. I have written about this but have never published it publicly until today. I don’t think I have even shared this with my family. I am sharing this now, because its time and more more people have been having experiences where I think it necessary that we shed more light on the subject and how spirits help us when we don’t think anyone hears us. Secondly, I was guided to write how I got started. We tend to feel alone in times of uncertainty and there is greater call to know our own truth. 

Me Moment 5-12-18

Today's Moment 5-9-18

Today's Moment 5-8-18

Today's Moment 5-7-18

1-28-18 Thank You

1-28-18 Thank You

I want to thank everyone who reads my post. I would not continue if I was not getting readers. Apparently, The We as I refer to them knows what needs to be said, better than myself. I work really hard to write this information, because most it is still mostly handwritten, then typed and edited. I have 20,000 views in countless countries. It’s been a slow process to speak my truth and remember that it all journey.

Thank You,

The Voice Within 

The Voice Within : 1-28-18 Is Paranormal or Normal

The Voice Within : 1-28-18 Is Paranormal or Normal: 1-28-18 Is Paranormal or Normal I started writing how people needed to start questioning what is happening to them. About midway throu...

1-28-18 Is Paranormal or Normal

1-28-18 Is Paranormal or Normal

I started writing how people needed to start questioning what is happening to them. About midway through the “We” step in and indicated why you aren’t questioning, yet see and hear about it and things happening in the world. I have marked where they start and I end.

I encounter people every day who have had some kind of paranormal event happen to them or a spiritual awakening and they don’t question what has happened to them. They keep to themselves thinking what would people think if I spoke about what I experienced. They might tell one or maybe a few people, but just pass it off, as it didn’t really happen to them. When I meet these people or a person that tells me their story of what they experience I validate them by telling them my own story depending on whether time allows.

It’s hard to deny these experiences. They always sit waiting for us to question them. It’s sad to think that there are millions of people walking around never questioning something that happens to them. We don’t even stop consider that maybe there is more too this. Why are we so afraid to face the things that we experienced! Why do we hide from our own truth?

When we were children you were taught by our family, friends and social structure around you that we have to be like everyone. To fit in and work hard at getting an education, and then get a job and have a family or not. Yet we grow up continuing outdated cycles of brainwashing to fit into a pretty fuck up society that has the potential to be so much greater. We think if we do the same thing that our family or friends do, things will be different.

 (I believe this when the “We” step in) Also, I started writing this on the 25^th but told to write the 28^th as the date.

People want change but is anyone willing to step up to the plate and say their truth. Are you willing to challenge every belief that you have learned or been told?  Or do you even know what your truth is? Within you is the entire universe and every possible expression that you could ever be. What if you were every prayer that was ever spoken? What if you were the answer that you seek, you just have not asked the right one! Or better yet, to know the greatest part of yourself, you need to see all the shadow parts of yourself first.

You cannot have light without darkness. You know what you do well, but what about the parts that you don’t challenge? You have played in the duality or polarity for long enough, don’t you think it time that you believe anything is possible. You are the creators that came here to confront what is not working.  What beliefs are stopping you from living a better life? What is the better life that you’re looking for? Do you inspire yourselves, do you inspire others, do you inspire greatness in the world, do you believe that there is more to life than what you have been shown?

If this is your life and you dreamt it why aren’t you looking for greatest in everyone and everything? You have taught to dismiss what is possible, you allow other people to set the bar for what is possible. Where is the free energy, where is the new technology, where is clean water and land that once covered this planet? Why do we have Fake news? What are you allowing your governments to say it cannot be done! Why are your roads and bridges falling down?  

500 years ago, you did not have the technology then like you do now, so why don’t you have homes for everyone, free energy without destroying the earth. There is a sun that moves around the earth 24 hours a day. Winds that travel around the earth. You complain about the corporations, yet you still buy their products. How much do you need, your parents and grandparents did not spend money un-necessary, they did not waste food or purchase the next newest item because the other one was still working!

Why is it that you recycle bottles and trash, yet it ends up in the ocean and killing animals! These should be questions that everyone should be asking themselves. Is this it?  Is this going to be the life that I have chosen for myself and then what? What if you could change it now? Have you thought about how you would challenge yourself?  What the world could be. What inspires you? We can’t imagine that the robot life of getting up and doing the same thing the very next day is gratifying in any way! We know that you need to support yourselves and your families, but where is the passion for life. If you change just one thing would be? We leave you will these very thoughts to think about. Is this it?

Good day children of earth.  ©VoiceWithin-2018