This post is something that has been weighing on me for the last two weeks, and this work that I do is both helpful and comes with great trauma. Now if I was looking at it from a divine perspective it would serve a grander purpose in the scheme of things, which I am not always made aware of. Being that I witness, had visions or knowledge of. Being I have tried to bring peace to the people affected by the many things along their path. I cannot explain away the deep holes that have been left behind by the people who you have encountered during your life here so far.
My work has made me conscious of the layers of pain that I never thought about or even experienced. My own life is riddled with experiences that often play like a loop in my mind. Because my mind does not have closure or a place to file them. If I was Angel, I would take all the pain away and memories of the things that you have experienced that have left residue on your heart.
What has happened or inflicted by the meaningless intent or otherwise, as scars, some buried so deep that you or I don’t even know that they exist. We were never met to live this way or face the many challenges that we have. You are born pure, innocent and for whatever reason, that was taken from you and used against you. This powerful soul, sons, and daughter of God or source was forgotten, that you have never been less than and as a small part of you gets close off each time that you have encountered something unexpected.
That tears have flowed or the anger and rage that seems to topple by comparison. This life is not an easy choice or the journey, by any means. It is like living in a sea of damaged souls that by all counts is not seen as such in the higher dimension but surely feel like that. That on the higher planes that I constantly reminded of everything is not as it seems, like some type of butterfly effect, and if we could see it would seem very different from our limited perception.
But as I face and am challenged to some of the most difficult things that I hear in people’s stories, that they have survived or walked through, and their own or my path of healing. I am amazed by the strength and courage, that they seamlessly continue their walk-through life. I have been brought to tears and my knees, wondering how people have continued because this life is not easy to do. So, I want to say sorry to you for all the people who hurt you, done you wrong, or mistreated you for their unhealed self. I don’t think it was on purpose, but because we lack true understanding, we continue to hurt people and ourselves because of a lack of understanding of spiritual laws. Not Biblical -true spiritual laws.
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