12-24-21 Going out on Limb

 

12-24-21 Going out on Limb

Going out on Limb – Seems like a book that I started to read and never quite finished. What is life a spiritual journey with its pitfalls? From having psychic and medium abilities to healing yourself and the planet. After much research and constantly looking for answers whether inside myself or through other people’s experiences there is a consistent pattern that we as people came here as a soul to be in human form to make choices based on what we know.

 Now I for one think it is one of the most bizarre things. That the universe, God, source would send us to this planet with all the pitfalls to remember that we are the embodiment of the same creator. That we are the children of this one energy that created all of humankind. That we would subject ourselves to the chaos of living the experiences we have.

One is that we would forget that we are the source, then forget our abilities based on childhood traumas, to spend entire lives recovering from childhood to the illusion that is forced on us by more infractions than one should ever encounter, to be the creators without true knowledge of it or teachings, even when all hold the keys to the truth.

That because a pre-birth or soul contract we agreed to come into these families and completely disorient ourselves and attempt to create a different life or world. This seems to be a backward concept that with all the knowledge that I have with just the pieces of information seems rather absurd. How is one to know this without self-inquiry and that only seemed to happen when an event or situation happens whether is on a personal or global scale!

I for one am lost in the pieces to even begin to describe the information or even put them together. I have been told that this happen because there was not enough awake for this to happen, which seems like a blessing and curse at the same time.

It seems like making the lights come on without flipping a switch, which apparently is completely unreasonable being that most have no idea or clue. Then there is the money aspect of it, as that the people holding this knowledge are out of the reach or most, if not completely unknown because why bother to teach it from the beginning. Another absurd fact.

I hear a lot about the future children, so now it is up to future children which if born today means that it over the next 30 years if they have not become fragmented by the parents, society, and schooling, along with all the other programming, and discourse of living a human experience. Yeah, sign me up. This, of course, is complete sarcasm for how can one have children – knowing that right now the same people that would be required to turn around this apparent illusion or disillusion will somehow manage to even bring in such awareness.

If the entire world is mourning the current states of affairs in the virus or bringing changes on a global scale that were all the same, yet at the same individual expressions, of the one energy creator.

Oh, the only reason for all of this is soul growth in the high dimension and your next life, whether on this planet or another planet, if you believe that type of thing, but then that crossover into the world as UFO that is either conspiracy or natural phenomenal. 

You either run for hills or continue to look for truths, which seems to only be coming through channels, who have agreed to bring this information through, yet a time seems to contradiction and conflicting people who trying to understand what exactly am I doing and where is this going, because If I was projecting myself into the future, this seems to be a lot longer than 30 years and more like a 1000 years just to even get through to a progression of events to lead up to integration on a mass level.

All the while people have no idea on a conscious level, which means in the waking state of the present. Theoretically, as a definition, this is a theory only and not an exception. One can only hypothesize these bits of information to even speak on this level. When they sound so far winded that even I am like screw this!

This is Impossible which is only my state of reality, the magnitude of traversing the information or put in its proper use. What I am really saying to myself is let's spend the rest of my life pulling onions apart and maybe this can be too appliable to degree and by the time I get to the middle of the onion, it will actually make sense. Sure, sign me up. For the endless questions for seemly endless inquires to do a mission here on earth with the vast majority have no idea. 

That these concepts are not for only today to navigate and somehow travel the course of history to some distant future right out a Sci-fi movie to see the end, result. All to explain that life is not linear but secular, circular, and travels in spiral and flowing in and out of itself. I am not even clear of that concept in a conscious state, yet here I am writing for some integration of what is happening.

While I sit trying to get my bills paid and home to work out of that I don’t have to deal with noisily neighbor or constant bites to face from bug bites. Really what hell did I do to these bugs? One concept is that it is about boundaries – Well that been lifelong skills which is like saying I agreed to come into this life through soul contract, encounter what exactly along my travels, experience life as a human, heal it, understand it, and start all over relearning the lessons and not be reactive – to face off with bugs that I cannot even see, with my glasses.

To do what exactly, speak or write about, while my biggest lesson has been standing up for what I believe in attempted to prove it even if to myself, that I have a clue what I am talking and to see the joy in the journey. Which of course from all points of reference were just experiences and lessons, of light or dark, and choosing a different state to work from.

While it is wildly theoretical, like some other theories that I hold with no validation of any of it. It's like sending me into the wolves and seeing who tear me apart first for even having thought and putting it on paper, much less expressing it. How to find people who can identify with these thoughts to even put them in practical use in my own life and live the dream, so to speak.

My frustration lies not in anger, but why such conditions exist if it is needed now and not to some distant future, by all accounts were told to stay present in the meltdown of the world mourning such uncertainly. To what is going to happen next, and can I handle it, and will my life ever be the same. Nope.

Welcome to the limb or Limbo of challenges that now await you because you have never been taught to use your mind with intention or focus. And now you’re the vehicle or vessel to bring that information through into a distorted illusion of what is possible and weaving the parts is putting that puzzle together without all the pieces.

Yay, welcome to my reality. When you have to use satire because sarcasm is so unrated in the statements that I am inquiring about. Not bad for someone who they said had a learning disability when trying to teach me when your parents never really taught you to learn, which less speak to you from what I don’t even know thoughts process they existed in and what to call it or that was part of the soul lesson, too.

That you have passed from some type of life to death to gain understanding, when taught at the end of life there will be a full understanding, which is quite frankly dumb is the simplest of terms to get from A to Z. Welcome to discussion with the guides.

To change the story and the narrative for your purpose on the planet at this time. In fact, I can only publish this work, or words in the hopes that their people are even ready to hear such thoughts. Instead of living an egotistical life vs. spiritual life in harmony with nature and plant life, animals as we have become lost in the dream of what could be.

End transmission. Good day. Pick up the following day:

Life is not what it seems? Or what is to come. What does this mean we're all living a thought fantasy of years of implants of thoughts and projections of beliefs and behaviors based on generations of lies or some sort of madness of people to control the world, that their entity that initiated are feeding off are light and soul essence to what exactly degree?

When there are so many parasitic people and you are taught everything is God and that may be true, yet we are to see them as part of the one God, source, creator – without holding contempt for their actions, but on the flip side of the coin, that was their part of contract and soul agreed to see beyond these people and hold the light for them when they wrote their soul contract to be the darkness to see the light, even it required death in order to find it.

So, this leaves me where exactly? Conundrum same coin difference sides, to see they or all are the same things. Which of course I understand, but this leaves me where? And to do what exactly? Be a channel to see and understand what is taking place and I now am the observer instead of good or evil, dark vs. light and how exactly am I to explain this in the terms that one can release the old to see it differently?

“How is this different than the elite, or infractions, Globalist, or political systems for the whole of the people and not enslavement of free-will, or better our mind and intent for a different system. When many think it is a physical attribution when it is a mind of matter with regards to their thoughts when clearly, we can see how thoughts are governing the whole world at larger!

Well, for one thing, you don’t have the same scope of insight that we do, yet every thought is quantified to be an expression. So, if you would mind the mind in seeing the highest aspect as creator being and see it as so or being done. It is like having two different conversations with a multi-level of thoughts that one would think is the same cause for other civilization's collapse. There is the top and those at the bottom, which of course is what we have and through history! 

Disseminate information how?? And this is how it was left the conversation that I guided to write.