The Voice Within

Did you every wonder why you don't listen to the voice within? Does it scary you to think that you might just be getting the answers that your seeking. They are the gut answers that you with either chose or chosen not to listen too. Everyday you ask thousand of questions and thoughts in your mind wanting and looking for answers to solve a problem that your currently seeking answers to in your life. Yet, for some other reason or not we chose to not listen to yourself.

You rattle it around you mind going over, over it many times. Then decide to ask someone else there thoughts and opinions to come up with even a different, possible answer. So how many time can you ask the same question and expect to get a different answer to your own question. If you want to do something different, then just do it. It's like flipping a coin, you will either get what you want and then see where it goes, or takes you. If it does work out then you learned something from it. This does not mean that you should stop trying by any means.

For each day is a new beginning and yes, sometimes things just don't work out for one reason or another, but it should not that stop you. You learned more from your mistakes because you remember them and if you were successful you mostly like still struggled a bit. There no one telling you you were wrong except you. So people have made mistakes and a personal decisions that took them longer to get right, but were they really wrong. Why, because it did work out the 1st, 2nd and even 3rd time. For so well meaning friends, family and love ones could reinforce one simple truth, they are not you and you are not them, nor will you never be just like them; you are you.

If you want to discount you own knowing to let yourself feel better without really trying , then I guess you owe it to your self to not feel the pain of being let down. But, what if they were all wrong and your thought, idea, plan or creative expression leads you in direction that you did not even think about or see for yourself. What if the mistake was the mistake, so you could do it differently. If it was not for risks taken, much of your world would even exist, life would be different. everything that we have is because someone took a risk to make a mistake and pursue their thoughts with all the energy they had. They did let it stop them. They just kept at it, until the magic, successful, and ideas gave them the vision that they had and saw.

Everyday thousands of idea, thoughts, dreams spring from no-where to become something. What if you stop listening to everyone else and listen to yourself "the Voice Within".

Prayers

Did you know that when you pray for another, your praying for yourself too.
When you ask for prayers, blessing  and assistance, all are receiving them too.

Pondering

So, if I no longer self identify
I no longer have attachments
and I am "All That Is"

And everything else is a experience of Journey
then the mind is nothing but a memory chip to record 
the experience of the present.

If your not thinking, your observing and 
everything is an Exchange of the experience
to the experience.

If you are all things, then there is no reason for the self identify,
because you are "all" of everything.

So if everything is Love and Perfect just as it is,
 then you become the observer of existence
 and since your in a physical body, your soul purpose 
is enjoy the journey of self discovery and just be.

Whether we believe in a true source of everything, 
who created everything is beyond a physical awareness.
I like to rationalized it as being in an awaken dream of energy 
that created matter to experience the experience
to learn and experience remembering 

What is life a visual dream of a learning experience, so how could you do it differently?

Microsoft Window 8.1

Ok so here is my frustration I purchased a new computer with window 8.1. Yay, for me but no that is not as grand as one would think. I am not able to save to my work to the computer or zip drive; its’ all goes to this cloud thing, which if it works correctly it would be great. Who would not want access to it from away where that there is a computer, phone, or tablet. Nevertheless, I want my own copy and not have to upload or update from a company that I have to constantly purchase access to my documents.

 I love technology when it used properly. Now I have to forget just about everything I know about previously versions’ of a product that I have used for years. Now I use Microsoft every day, at work, at home and even on tablet; even if I cannot see it without using glasses. Really, Microsoft what were you thinking, apparently not the end-user at home /office that creates things using words…

Oh, here is another thought! When writing anything in word, the program does not want to accept that “I” have a thought; whether its grammar is correct is crap too. If people cannot understand, what I am talking about, then my thoughts really do not matter to them. People are constantly thinking ..

So, for now I have to use two computers to accomplish the same task as before. I not sure how long it will take me to figure out windows 8.1. or if I should just keep using window 7 until Microsoft figures out that people don’t really want the whole Web net , to access to their entire life, and yes I wrote Web net because aren't we all trying to web our lives together to understand each other better or maybe not all. 

In addition, here is another one of my thoughts, I really tired of not speaking my mind, in the fact that I may hurt someone feelings, which I constantly calling my son out on. I least try to have a broader understanding of people, or situation; even if I get it wrong the first time. Apparently, in a world that has so my rules on everything I quite frankly, cannot keep up on what I can say or not say anymore. More often, I rather tell people to go stick it, when their words or their belief on how I should conduct myself drives me crazy.

The Voice Within : My reflection on the past week.

The Voice Within : My reflection on the past week.: Ok, so this week I have been thinking a lot about all things that I encounter this week. First, am taking two Holistic classes and a...

My reflection on the past week.

Ok, so this week I have been thinking a lot about all things that I encounter this week. First, am taking two Holistic classes and as an Empath, I had a strong reaction to projections by my teachers. One indicated that see images was a mental illness because no one see things that no one else  should see or hear things that they can’t see. The second incident was when my teacher made a reference to a group of people being on any type of assistance. Therefore, my first thought was to correction his opinion based of either ignorance or just not being educated enough to understand that there are more people receiving assistance then he realizes. And that just because we live in a world where money and power have more value than human life, we pass judgment on something, we as people to not understand. Of course, this was not before an entire group people also reinforced this belief. I not saying that there are not people using the system, but the amount who do is a small percent to the people who actually need the help. It like saying, that all the senior citizens receiving benefits, our handicap children, people, the people on social security or Mom’s just trying to get by, or how about our veteran who have fought for us, what about  all of them? They are not singular.

We as human people seemly past judgments, on thing that we just do not understand in others people, and if we do; we still pass judgment on them. I guess that we become a world that it ok to judge things that we do not understand. I am no exception, but one of things that I do, do is look to understand why things are the way they are. Sometime people tell me their stories and I am find that my understanding their life or position give compassion and empathy for them, because in reality I would not have wanted to experience what they did or still going through.

As for my teacher statement about see things is a mental illness, well maybe they’re the one who is mentally ill, because I know that I see, hear, feel , believe in things they would even image. You know most people believe in a god or angel or some Universal being. We pray to it, we ask many things of someone that we can even see. We know and hope that someone or something is watching over us, but do we really know. I know because I had my fair share of challenge’s living in a world that I do not understand or that understands me. Clearly, for us to become better people we really need to take a good look in the mirror and say have I pass judgment on someone that I myself have felt from another person. Am I so prefect that I do not have the understanding within me to see another person as me?

Most of us were born not really understanding what our life would be or become and were it would take us. As I was writing this, it came to mind that Robin Williams was a man who made us laugh and be silly. Many people felt his depart from this world, why is it that One man did this to us, what if we all took the time to be more kind, silly and a better person to brighten our world verses continuing tearing people down for being people.

So as I, reflect on my week and that the many people I encountered this week, whether on the bus, train, store, at College we could just open our hearts and say you know I am glad to alive. And stop passing judgments on things that we as people are not even willing to take the time to understand in another person.

Finding Choices

Finding choices when there does seem to be any:

Life is choice
Each day is choice
Each breath is choice
Moving throughout the day is choice
Taking care of Yourself is a choice
Honoring Yourself is choice
Believing that there is a choice is a choice
Creating a Choice
See the beauty in a choice
See the choice through to an end is a choice
Choice involve make better decisions for yourself and if that means
ending a relationship, leaving a job, taking a new job, beginning a new relationship with someone else
Living, death and rebirth are all choices
The seasons changing is a choice, to watch the growth and birth of each season is a choice
What choice will you make today?
Life is choices each and every day.
Be happy, be sad or living in the moment is a choice.