09-24-25 Intuitive Information

9-01-25 thru 9-25-25

9-01-25 I am not sure why I showed this other than for explanation. I shown three women in my complex right before waking in the morning having black seeds at their chest level/ torso. My first thought is cancer. I asked why I was shown this, since I have no contact with these women. Why was it necessary for me to know this information?  I have only ever encountered one other person, and it was a blacken area, and I had to explain it to non-speaking english person, and she looked at me like I was crazy. I don't know what became of her, and I have no intention of telling these three women, or if it was presented as something entirely different that I don't understand yet. 9-24-25 I did hear harboring ill feelings of self, others, like seeds of darkness.

Psilocybin 2x's in week?

Something about Due Diligence - which legal term

9-02-25 Star beings

I had a woman (deceased) come to me - in full meltdown mode - something about someone having a gun, right before I fell asleep. I kind of snapped because I not awake or asleep yet, and why she came in at me in full panic, in my face, I had to tell her I was off the clock, as I am sleeping. Why am I telling you this? It is because, as a psychic or medium, intuitive, boundaries are important. Secondly, there are 7-8 billion people in the world, and she was not really saying anything that I could do about it. I know it sounds cold, but if I don't hold boundaries to take care of myself and I would never get anything done, or sleep. There are also two wars going on.

I was given community-based- If any in this world is going to change, it is going to be grassroots and local, first.

I want to note that I have questioned why various teachers are charging for a community, tribe, or membership. I get it, and I don't. I have my own issues with money flowing and question the reality of this since it seems like, well, I'm only going to teach you, tell you, if I know that your committed by joining my tribe? Still working that out. Waiting for a better explanation from the guides.  

I got Pinch red? No idea what this is? someone's inside joke?

9-04-25

Something about Changing History ? When we all know that history in itself has been changed, unless you live under a rock.

The name or place ? Neville - And the only name that came to mind was Neville Longbottom from Harry Potter?  

New Orleans ?

Whitmore

I woke up from a nap and heard Chimera - It is greek, the head of a goat, lion body, and a snake for tail!

9-5-25

Bon Vista ?

I wrote this, not sure why? Infinite Movie on YouTube.

9-7-25

Tower of Babel ?

A storm is coming

I heard via thru me or elsewhere - Suffering is the Teacher-  * note the Buddha explains suffering is attachment - I suggest google better understand.

9/8/25

Image of a Woman holding a baby in a car - this would be quite old since Child car seats were not mandated until 1985, and older ones were quite crude. Use of the word of quite ??

9/11/25

Something Parliament? I said which one ? Country?

Something about a cease and desist order - Legal term

9-12-25

You are the Matrix !~

9-13-25

The following is out of order, because I wrote how I remember it:

1. JD and Sons
2. something about buying a horse or pony for a father - selling, asking about whether father knows anything about taking care of Animals, hay, etc.
3. Something was said about how they can walk to the house and back in the same amount of time.
4. Something about the mother and young Buck.
5. (I feel like someone was buying a horse or not a foal, and not a horse yet. This may be between two farms within walking distance. This is not city blocks or suburb blocks - farm distance, more like miles, when every area has a different name for the distance between them. As in over yonder, or 5 plus miles down the road or hill..etc.
6. I heard the name Jack - person, place or animal. It does go with JD above.

********* Page break same day *****

Heard- Radio Silent?

Again got Neville 2x

Name Elijah

9-14-25

The word Enigma - is a person, thing or statement, or situation that is mysterious, puzzling, or difficult to understand, in simple terms, a riddle.

9-15-25

The name: Jaco, not Jacob. I could be mispronouncing Vaco, Laco, and or Chaco.  (not Taco) haha. See guides humorous 

I heard God in the details vs the Devil is in the details. Since very things that exists is God and consciousness all the same time.

So I ask myself a random question about some tarot posting I saw: As an example, Pimp you out and some other weird shit, and I heard it has been bastardized and then degraded, corrupted, and distorted from its original intent. This is not all readers, but the ones that create discredit for real readers, and when they don't understand what they are doing and the power of words, and then they sanctify them for Hypocrisy.

9-18-25

I woke in the morning to say over and over, Montesan, until I wrote it down. It may be misspelled.

9-19-25

Buenos Aires ?

9-20-25

Gobekli Tepe Turkey

Hearing Figaro, Figaro Figaro - Opera ? message, did someone think they were an opera singer, jokingly, or maybe it's an actual song?

9-21-25

Something about night blindness -

9-23-25

Shown - Apple snacks packs and a recalled - told to write it down

Image of a Helicopter and something about the bolts (rivets) as if they are pointing them out to me. Like see these lines of rivets on the side by the door, and not that I have any idea - pilot side, but I am seeing as if I am looking at it with tail to the right and front to the left.

Note: I don't follow the news, media on any of them, I post only here at the moment, and I don't watch the weather, as it 85 one day and 55 the next. I don't follow politic and or endless scrolls feeds. If it crosses my path then, yes. I will. I will not comment on these stories of narrations of control, fear, or manipulation. I will never state (deceased) that so and so came to tell me something, when so many are fakes or clickbait. The best anyone could do trust own intuition and do your own research, not feed the breast. 

"Feed the Beast in a idiom"- suggest looking it up - 

Discern, discern and discern. 

08-31-25 Intuitive Information

 8/21/25 - any time there 2x or 3x is the amount of times that it repeats - sometimes in a day or multiple days

Heard- Come as you are ? Nirvana Song - message to someone, 2x's

Heard - Scottish? no idea

8/22/25

Ok, I keep getting the Dragons are returning? Yes, sounds crazy, that is ok, because I saw them in my sleep, and I was told that they are returning. Why, I don't completely understand. I understood it in the dreamtime as I watched them fly over my head. In this reality, well, they would be invisible to most and come from a higher dimensions of reality. I asked why, but have not received an answer, as of yet.  They are white, and this is not the first time that I got Dragons, and they are not reptilians. I have searched on my blog, and I wrote about dragons before and told someone not sure when something about a dragon moon. Yet, every culture has a history of Dragons. My understanding is that they are ancient beings and not a dark distortion of some great evil.

8/23/25

Keep hearing Sheryl Crow- all I wanna Do have some fun, another message to someone. 3x

8/24/25

Heard the following

Cut the head off the snake? I am not sure what the reference is for this?

This hand feeds that hand? Back-handed or backroom deals? What is not really being seen.

Double down?  

Song- A little help from my friends or with a little help from my friends, actually two singers, Joe Cocker and the Beatles (message again to someone)

8/25/25

Again, the Sheryl Crow song from above.

Heard hybridization?  Not sure about this directly. Since we all carry DNA of not just from our parents, but from all of creation.

Flip the Script - of self-talk?

08/26/25

I got Lockdown - is this a future event? not sure. When I look up Market crash -in my search bar, I have said market crash, because it has been unstable since and before Covid (2020), and many have gotten the same information, as well, up to over four lockdowns (2020). Was it part of Covid, possibly, and now exists on another timeline. Not sure. Again, if put market crash in the search bar, it goes back 2007-2012. I no longer check to see if an event happen, unless happen in the same week or so, or I am told directly.

I should note that I have no control over what I see or what I am shown. I don't always understand what it is and why I am getting it. At which point, I ask or not, wait for it to show up or not. I have even been told not to intervene because it part of someone's soul agreement/contract/blueprint- same meaning just different words.

The word Dissidence 2x means protest against official policy, opposition, disagreement, protester, and marching... 2x on two different days

8/27/25

Words that I was given, they kept repeating like on autoplay.

Uni- As in university ( this is outside the US, because we don't normally use the reference to college)

Something again- Dodgy ?

Hearing - A sleep at the wheel? Could be literal or metaphorical

8/28/25

Heard the morphogenic field -  it is changing. Also known as the toroidal field or Torus Field, which is the energy field individually and the planet.

Yeshua?

Acronym D.O.G - not  DOJ? Not sure how it applies, since there are several uses of it. There is a reference to DOGE? Again, not sure.

8/29/25

Woke up to hearing a National salute/ song ? Not sure which one, because they all have their own Anthem.

The word chicano- ? said j'cano ? American-born descendant of Mexican culture?  Not sure of the use or why? 

08/27/25 This is message that I spoke about in post

Below is a message that I got and have mentioned in a previous post, I passed on the information to a person who was a in between person, as they were connected to the below person in some form or another. This is not the entire message, but a summary. I did not alter the writing, it is as it was then, when I wrote it. 

4/4/11/09 The following is a message that I met a woman connected to information and knew that I would  meeting her for other business, but knew that I was being guided to pass the following information to her to tell someone the she was friends with:  A young woman with a young boy went to ghost store to purchase John Holland’s oracles cards, when she went into the shop her eyes begin to tear up. There a seminar or event going on. She went and left by a back door and turn around, there was a small boy playing Superman and had a skateboard. I then saw a river with a large boat and a battleship possibly and then I saw the young boy again calling out for his mother. There was a painted alleyway near the ghost store. Then they walked down a hill or up. She saw a car back up backward and hit the cement medium and pulled away fast. Then the (they) did it a second time, again hitting the medium. Then after that, the boy was in a big puff of dirt smoke and boy was calling out. The boy and the woman had been walking along a river maybe the Delaware River. There were two other boys who came by her with her son following behind some feet away, she got pushed away. I remember her stopping and looking for son. There were different colors and writing graffiti. Then I woke up – It was the boy who was telling and showing me this and the hill maybe been an overpass with a bridge under it. There were train tracks and water. Always skateboarding in this area. (note: the woman did not verify the letter that I wrote verbatim but indicated that she didn’t know all the details but sound like it was accurate.)

08-25-25 Who is question, caught their hand in cookie jar?

  8/05/25 

8/25/25 Hearing post this. 

Heard: Caught with their hand in the cookie Jar? Well, some of us still sneak cookies when we know we're not supposed too. Just because you can does not mean you should. I believe this about a person or group of sorts that get caught doing something that is wrong or forbidden. The guides did not clarify who or what. I guess we'll see how it plays out. I don't believe this is political because no one is really telling us the truth when you get down to it.

Let's talk about having a tell like in poker, which plays into the above. I think they are two separate things, that is, being present. So most know what a tell is, it is something that one does that shows their hand in poker, or more well known as a sign or signal, or even guilt. So, when guilt is learned, I would say as a child, depending on your situation at home. It is like putting your hand in the cookie jar. Your parents or someone corrected you depending on their emotional IQ. Learning, as a child, what is acceptable and what is not. Now, as a child, depending on that situation, you either got caught and learned not to do it again. Mostly, because you were afraid to get in trouble again. And depending on the person, it was explained why it was not ok, or far worst, depending on how your parents or someone learned this same lesson and challenged it within their own belief systems.

So the question becomes, is it innate to the human experience, as in your a child and pushing boundaries or test limits of what you can get away with. The extreme of this is a psychopathic personality that believes it is in the right, regardless of the outcome and the effect on others. They normal have no remorse for their behaviour or convinced themselves that it is not affecting anyone or anything. This concept is and can be applied in much larger scenario that is pretty much playing out on the world stage. Most people learn the lesson or a form of it, where they question their moral compass, as it is worth the backlash. This is all ingrained into you as a child getting caught doing something, or in a group, or the entire group got blamed and punished for something.

Hence, the saying one apple will spoil the cart. Do white lies play into the guilt of essentially putting your hand in the jar? I think the lie is circumstance, because most people don't want to upset other people's feelings, which could be the extreme of people pleasing for someone, or people to like you, that is a question one needs to ask themselves. As in, do I people please, and why do I do it? Then there is white lies in the chaos of things, which has a much broader reasoning and is complicated and has it own complications, as in the constant media feed of fear and to make you afraid of people or ourself, along people playing their parts in this punishment's, judgement and I we will destroy you for not believing the same as a myself, or another person, group, societal, cultural, etc..  A layering effect of manipulation. Which we see again on a world scale too.  

So why is it difficult to accept honestly or be honest, is it a fear of judgement, which is ultimately being judged by another, or judgment about oneself. This, of course, is learned early in life, with the family dynamics or friends, relatives. Well, hell, it is even at the doctor's office in relation to child milestones. All of which is not a standard across all areas or culturally. Yet, we define things bases on these established guideline that for intensive purpose are not working and crumbling under the stress of a false hierarchical system. Labeling things to Timbuktu, and not the area in Africa.

So what is the point of this? Are we seeing the world jar crack and what comes after it, or what replaces it as it cracks are being exposed to the truth and light of the deception? And does it start at the bottom, as I have experience five different people, two separated incidents, within two days, of being guilty of doing something, and I was the observer of both events, not intentionally. The stuff finds me or me it. As a group of three people, they did something, not even sure what they did, but knew they were in the wrong and felt guilty, by the looks on their faces that they got catch doing something. Then there was this couple, I can not prove it, but have to assume that they too were cheating or involved in with other people, and I again observed this, and from "tell" or reaction, something was off. I have no idea who these people were. Maybe it is like Jenga and the sticks will fall because of deception, and all will be asked about their own thoughts of deception in the world and within our own lives.

There are a few books and videos on this very title of

Art of Deception - And the Art of War, which I wrote several years back in 2020, and another one is about cybercrime, is about the same objective and a whole gamut of open doors for the way that The Art of Deception is used against humanity for (I heard feed and bleed), and am like, what? So I stopped to look it up. I am not sure of the reference, or I just picked up something else. Please look it up for yourself because feed and bleed can be used in entirely different contexts than listed on Google, and a context that I heard many years back, and I could not find a source on at that time, only the use of it in Maritime law, which exists in books long before most have even been born. I am only stating the Maritime law because I did find something today with transportation and maritime law with regardless of present-day use and human trafficking, which is yet another large-scale problem in high-profile cases. As in the use that people presently, from birth to death, as human commodities, to our current data world of information, used as an asset to a much larger agenda.  

This is where I get annoyed by the guides stating things that are a certain part of an old world and not of the highest integrity to serve humans now, as to why am I writing about it, now? Now hearing the old ball and chain, which of course is only valid if you believe that you're not a sovereign being, in and of itself, have the right to self-govern, your own being. 

8-17-25 Feeeling Energy

Yes, Feeeling Energy or using your senses- like old 70's song, corny I know. 

Let's play, take your two pointer fingers and put them together, facing each other, now, slowly pull them apart. What you're looking for is a white film, string, etc. You may or may not see color. What your seeing is the energy that is around your body.  If it does not happen, try again, or change the light or background can affect your view. This is like when it rains in the middle of a hot day and steam rises off the pavement. Yes, you may feel like your eyes seem unfocused. It's like squinting to see something small, because you're looking at something that you forgot about, that you can do.

If you practice, you can do this with a plant or tree and even a candle in a dimly lit room. Practice is your choice; more is better, less is longer. There is no goal here; this is not a school with a fail or pass grade, this is to remember your innate abilities.

This is easier to do with limited noise.

You have all felt someone standing behind you. Why? Because the body is sensing there is a presence, whether a passed loved one or guides, boss, or friend, etc.  You are feeling the energy.

So,  why am I bring this up! Because it is not told to you what you will experience during a healing, meditation, or studying anything with regard to a spiritual modality. Not that everything is spiritual. And no, you don't need psychedelic or plant medicines. You are the source, will always be the source, and will never not be part of the source; there is only one source.

So you can and may experience tears or sobbing, tingling anywhere on the body, flinching, spasms, which is energy moving in the body, eye twitching, or face twitching. Hot and cold, and often after healing, it is not uncommon to be cold because the body has just released something. This can be convulsions, body jerks, or swaying movement. Laughter, giddiness and joy, or happiness, and euphoric. I don't see a lot of teachers explaining these bodily phenomenals. This is also about feeling out of sorts, by out-balance or fainting, and having to use the bathroom and a lot more. Backward in the body- feeling your not in your body fully or  not fully ground back in the body. If your with someone, a teacher or a person, tell them, because they can help by giving you water, telling you to sit longer, or breathe, or assist you, that is there job, if they're doing this work.

And not leave you feeling in fear or anxiety, carelessly letting you leave to get in the car, where you like what the pickle, just happen, and creating a mind spin of nonsense. Any good teacher will tell you to eat light (no not McDonald's) and lots of water. The cleaner the water, the better. Also, depending on the healing, your energy can be all over the place, tired, and or like the Energizer Bunny. This is normal, but if at all, rest, or light activity, don't go home thinking you are cleaning the garage, attic out, leave it for another day. Also, try not to make other commitments on the same day, ill-advised. We live in a world that wants us to be doing 95 things a once, hell, we have apps even now for that, because you are told if not doing something, you are procrastinating or too much of a dreamer. Well, God dreamed Earth into being. Don’t say that to the teacher; they may not like that.  This is not about doing, it is about being. Your being is physical, mental, and spiritual, as well as some other things.

Another practice, intuition, is to turn off the multiple ringer on your phone and not look at it to  answer it. Guess who's calling before you look. Your mail to read it, turn it over, and guess if it's trash mail or a bill. Use your senses.

Take a Reiki class or buy the book - and don't overpay for it. The only difference between you and the teacher is skill level, and you can and could succeed them, because that is the point, to past on the information, teaching it, getting skills, and learn what they know, so you can pass it to the next person.

Any teacher who states, or says, that they are the only one who can bla, bla.  Say thank you, and move on. In fact, if they disrespect you or anything that makes you feel uncomfortable, again, move on. What teachers don't tell to is that you're pushing through programming since you were a child, or beliefs that you hold or were told, and your resistance (ego, or Fear) because the body, mind, and ego will try to protect you. You have a built-in safety mechanism - which was developed as a child or coping mechanisms and spirit, and your own spirit/soul does not always use love and light, and joy, to get shit cleared.

This is a short list of feeling energy. Think about how a deaf and blind person sees and hears. They using energy, vibration, colors,even with limited vision or hearing , by tapping, echo sounds. You don't see the wind all the time, but you feel it.

Storytime: A few years back, I had a class that had to do research on a culture I was not accustomed to. Due to limited travel and time, I chose to do on with a young guy who was deaf from birth, and his mother didn't know that he was deaf until he was two. Not sure how that happened, because children are tested at birth. He could not read lips, either; he only signed. Which is not considered a language in the college I went to as an accredited language class.  That is for another day and argument, for the way we treat people who are outside the so-called standard. I digressed, my bad. I could only communicate with him via text message, as I did not have a camera on my computer for him to read my body language, and not all comfortable on camera, when you feel everything. 

As I was speaking with him via text, I had an image come through. This is what I was given. I saw him and a woman, both young, standing on a ship or dock in a Navy uniform. I then saw or felt an explosion. I think it was why he was deaf in this life, and the woman then from his past life was his mother in this life. I didn't verify it because, well, you can’t, and I was told not too.

It was part of his soul contract in this life. For reasons only known to his soul, he chose it in this life. Why is this important, because the Guy told he has limited senses, but when I spoke with him, he had heightened vision, colors were brighter to him, sound or vibration was different in the way that we are used to normally hearing it or dismissing it. Even with a limitation on his senses, per se, he had heightened abilities. Helen Keller is a prime example of what one person can overcome to open doors for others.

AI question: Teachers - I will not necessary reference anyone, because that is part of the process to trust your intuition. As in, you can not know good food without eating bad food.

Sources: Books that are written about energy, hands and energy, and energy healing, Energy and body. My books are currently put away because I am out of space. There are even chiropractors who don’t touch the body and move energy in the body. I met one, but he would not explain what he was doing or seeing. I get it, livelihood. Cha-ching.

This is how Acupuncture, Chinese Medicine, and reflexology work, and other modalities work, they work with the body meridians, energy centers, charka's.  Even chiropractic work was once seen as quackery, not long ago in the past.

Side note: If you don't like to read, your reading skills with improve, also, question why you don't like to not read, because you were forced to read stuff you did not care about, or you are both an audio and visual person, hand-on type? You have to understand how you learn information. And schooling is not always teaching - they do have to now with different learning styles, or bias on learning by the district or their own programming.  I will get an example. I purposely got kicked out of my science class many, many years ago, because I was not going to cut up a frog. Why, because how many frogs need to die to understand the anatomy of one? Yes, there is evolution and gene mutations, etc. The point being, it was not necessary. I can look at it in a book, at which I can look as much as I want to, and not be haunted by a dead frog image. 

8/21/25 Intuitive

 8/13/25

Heard the Caroline's North and South

8/14/25 

- A male spirit -keeps says "his secretary"- has come to me severals times. I don't know if this older male spirit, since we don't tend to use the word secretary any longer and use Admins., now. As in Administrative Assistance. He is also a little annoying and pesky. 

8/14/25

Got helicopter Mom- ? This is phrase which I heard - this is the overbearing Mom, micro managing her Child's life - I suggest looking it up because more quoted as a psychological issue and I am not a doctor or counselor. 

8/15/25

Something with Prince Harry? As I wrote this I got winner, winner chicken dinner, (look I just write the message) When I looked it means celebratory or gambling?  Because I know it as a slapstick of you got right answer. 

08/16/25

Heard- Enemy of the State - movie ? something else?

Something about: Bait and Switch 

08/19/25

Heard a closed loop system? not sure of the reference since there are several references on google. 

8-15-25 Someone asked why I don't do reading for children

Firstly, it is not that I don't read for children; I have seen some pretty horrific things that have been done to children to control them, including in my own life. I have said in a previous post that one of the first experiences that I had was when I was not even old enough to cross the road. Beyond my own experiences as a child. I can still see clouds of energy above homes, and even now, I can walk or drive by homes that have this energy, even people too. 

I had several children, mainly boys, come to me in dreams or while waking up in the morning. Recently, I heard a little girl pray, asking God why her mother hurts her. Many years ago, I had a boy come to me to show me the entire story of where he lived and how he passed it another and then to his mother,  who knew her directly. This was an entire three-page description of the location, what I saw, and what he showed me. I was directed to this person at a consignment shop. I am not sure at the moment whether he was killed accident or was murdered. I was never directly told by the boy, who I believe was more of a teenager.

I have traveled in dreamtime (sleep) several times to children who I believe have been trafficked, and even to something that is far sinister. I can not validate what I see because they happen during when I am sleeping. Unless they show up on my radar, I don't go looking for them. Why boys, not sure. My only thought is that because I am Mom, and when you're little, you want your Mom.

Normally, when these images, visions, and impressions show up and I wake up from them, and quite frankly, they are startling to the psyche, because you're seeing them and of course don't understand why you are seeing them and where to do you put them. You can't locate them or determine where it is happening, and even if you do, who is going to believe you! Without confirmation or some type of descriptive local, area, or information, they are more or less events. Are they events now, in the current day, or past that have already happened, as in my three-page letter to a go-between person to the parent of this boy.

As for my own stability and security, has been placed in rather difficult situations over the years and not having proper training, because a weekend event or course does not cover this in a way to prepare you. And as a single Mom things had to take a back seat to doing readings, when your trying to provide for yourself and your family. Honestly, I think I signed up for the school of hard knocks and had to live it. It has only been recently that there has been a drive in spirituality, which falls under the catalog of psychic or intuitive, channel ..etc. Even with those three I listed, there are different degrees of how or what a psychic is, to a medium/ intuitive, and even labeled as a channel.

I self studied when I could no longer afford to go see people to understand how people delivered the messages. And rather some well-known names. I have encountered people of lower ethics and question many of so so-called  tarot readings out there. I have nothing against tarot readers, but when people are not cleaning up their own stuff and people are throwing around things that cause more harm and healing, there is something very wrong, and I have questioned as to whether you are giving your power away if you are not seeking guidance within yourself.  I had people say things to me, and it happened with this past week, where I told know my place and shut the hell up,in other choice words. That I had no idea what I was talking about. So I asked the guides what to do because it has put me in a weird position. I ask the guides again why I keep encountering these people. What is the point of doing this work if I am getting shit for speaking my truth? Which is life lifelong lesson at this point.

I previously wrote that "given enough rope, they hang themselves". With the situation in question, I was told to know my place. I gave to guides and they gave me above message. I give back to the guides and God to take care of, I can only do so much, when someone does not want to hear it for themselves. I am just a messenger, and saving people is God's job.

So, for reading a child or children, depending on the situation, it can be heart-wrenching, whether they have physically passed or are physically alive. And we forget that we were once children, and children grow up to be adults, too. That if you have not resolved childhood trauma through shadow work and healing to understand it was never your fault or that you were never flawed by any means that those secrets kept in the closet are peeking their head out to be looked at, even on a global level. You can only sweep dirt under the rug until the pile gets pulled out from under it. As inCEO, cheating, trafficking, high-power people using their power because they think they are untouchable, leaked lists, documents, you name it, and more.

We call it the great awakening or Ascension, when we should be calling the great revealing of deception to humanity.

These are AI questions that came from reading my post.

I have never been directly asked to do a reading for a child; the spirits just come to me. In any reading, there is the sitter and reader, the psychic, medium, and the person asking for the reading. I don’t walk around stating what I do, because it has had mixed reactions. Most things come out of my mouth, story or situation, or experience. As I have never known what to do with the information, I write it down or write what comes through, because if it is a clear message or vision, I can write about it. Disturbing visions, many of which I have had, I again write them down. I ask the guides why am I seeing them, sometimes I get an answer and sometimes not. I indicated I got a message or vision seven years before meeting someone who was an observer to an event.

I'm not sure why it happened or why I need to know about it. I am not sure why they even shared it with me; they were a retired police officer; maybe just telling me was their way of releasing it, as in a haunting memory.

Discernment - how do I discern? I write them down in a book or here; some I have not posted yet, I question them, if I don’t understand, and some will play on repeat until I do something with it. Discern, discern, discern, psychic or intuitive, medium/channeling is not about the thinking mind or ego. It is feeling and using your senses. Using what you know and adding to it. As an example, we all met people we liked or did not like, and never questioned why. This is programmed out of you as a child.  From your parents to school, etc. Until you stop listening even to yourself and rely on validation from others, approval from outside of yourself, because you're told that the answers are out there and not within yourself. You're told that you can’t possibly have and know the answers, and only other people hold the answers, and taught to memorize things without thinking about whether it is right or wrong, or in a grey area, or that schooling is a limited structure, and not critical thinking.

It also requires work on your part; this is not something learned overnight and takes years in the process. I have quit more times then I would like to mention, because is this worth the aggravation when people don't want to hear the truth, or rather like their unhealthy lifestyle of not having to take up the responsibility for their actions. You don't change the world, you change yourself, and your world changes, and we have even seen extremes of that, too.

I write because I have searched for books or even teachers, and no one speaks about the work involved, and I am not selling, that it is all light and love, because it is not on this planet. The truth part is that your soul is having a human experience in a body, and that whatever has happened to you, is not who you are, this is but one life of thousands, and you're here playing in this one you're current live in.

This a belief explanation, more involved with ancestor, and soul contracts, as there no one book explaining everything that your soul came to be or do.  

If there error's I had computer glitch, and decide not try rewrite what was already written. Still work AI corrections, when it is not as insightful and my thoughts. 

Doing this type of work is not about the way someone would, it is making your own.